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    So many feelings, so much smut.

    Shane & Ilya navigates through new kinks as they grow into their sexual life together.

    Which might have a thing or two to do with Shane's newly aquired hot 'dad' bod.

    They're so raw, so vulnerable and so in love with each other.

    ⥼✦ ♡ ✦⥽

    This story is all about feeling safe and secure in a relationship.
    About growth & healing

    "Feels in a smut shaped box"
    This comment won my heart.

    I hope you enjoy!

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    11 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Start with ch 6

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    Gift giving isn't a competition but Shane is still winning.

    aka Shane gifts his husband the best present for his birthday-- himself.

    aka aka free use hollanov but on steroids

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    11 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Pleases the barn cat

  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    Posted a few things on tumblr that aren't full fledged fics, but some folks seemed to enjoy and got requests to put them over here too.

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    09 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Pick up for later - start at ch 4

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    “Eyes on me.” There is a sharp satisfaction as those eyes lift immediately to meet his again. “I need your name.”

    The man’s lashes flutter. “Shane, sir.”

    Ilya nods and lets his hand move through Shane’s hair. It is soft, and Shane leans into the touch, eyes closing briefly as if the contact alone is enough to ground him. The response is so natural that it gives Ilya pause.

    “Tell me about your limits.” Ilya doubts he is going to be close to any limits tonight, as Shane looks like he already had a pretty rough night. But he still needs to ask, good hygiene. 

    A small smile appears on Shane’s face, he looks at Ilya deeply, eyes not wandering away as he speaks, “There are no limit, sir.” He looks at the disbelief appearing on Ilya’s face and offers, “I’m the house slave.”

     

    Or, Ilya didn’t come for attachment, but Shane, bruised, obedient, and unraveling, becomes the one thing he can’t leave broken.

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    08 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The end notes are as good as the story itself!

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    “I’m trying to figure out,” Rose wonders aloud. “Are you always a complete prick? Just with women? Or just when you lose a game?”

    Ilya barks a laugh, shocked and almost delighted, and his smile spreads wide enough that Rose can see all those pearly whites of his that are so much nicer than she expected any hockey player’s to be. “All the time,” he grins, “all the time. However much of an asshole Hollander has told you I am, double it.”

    She answers truthfully, shrugs her shoulders in her tiny silver dress. “He hasn’t mentioned you at all.”

    After a shitshow of an evening in a Montreal nightclub, Ilya wakes up the next morning in Shane’s bed. Only, he’s not in Shane’s bed — Rose Landry is, and he’s in Rose Landry’s body, and she’s in his. Well, what the fuck are they supposed to do with that?

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    06 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THE FUCKING YEARNING TO LIVE IN THE SUN.

    Also: You know that there are starving children in Siberia? Children with no butts? And you would hoard all this butt? For yourself? When there are so many with so little?”

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    A collection of fics where Scott Hunter comes to Ilya's rescue.

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    03 Sep 2026

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    MFL

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    Told entirely through scrollable text messages between two hockey rivals who absolutely should not be doing this. But they do it anyway.

    Hidden behind the names Jane and Lily, Shane and Ilya trade sarcasm, provocation, and bad decisions, until the conversations slide into reckless flirting, explicit suggestions, and messages sent way past the point of good judgment.

    No filter, no restraint, no self-control. Just timestamps, ruined sleep schedules, and sexting that feels inevitable when neither of them knows how to stop pushing the other’s buttons.
    ________

    Chat conversations are displayed in the form of interactive scrolling HTML widgets.

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    01 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    New kink unlocked: waist chains on men

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    “No one is going to kill me. Except maybe you,” says Ilya, sprawling in the chair across from her. “I didn't need any of the other bodyguards and I don't need this one.”

    “You're going to have to talk to him sooner or later.” Svetlana turns her attention back to Hollander. “Ilya doesn't take the threats against him seriously.”

    “He's not my first client to feel that way,” he says. He has brown eyes and freckles, a spray of them across the bridge of his nose. “Can you tell me more about the threats?”

    “Of course.” She gestures to the chair next to Ilya and pulls out a binder for Hollander. “He came out as bisexual last year and the threats started not long after.”

    “I receive a lot of good mail too,” says Ilya. “DMs, letters, even photos. Very nice ones.”

    “The binder for dick pics you've gotten is ten times as thick,” says Svetlana. Ilya opens his mouth to crack another joke, but she holds up her hand. “Yes, yes, like your dick. Get some new material.”

    --

    Ilya retired from hockey and became a model. His agent thinks he needs a bodyguard. Enter Shane Hollander.

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    31 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Keep an eye on - last read ch 7

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    “I am out for the season?”

    “Probably."

    “Are you by any chance looking for a trophy husband?”

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes? No?”

    “It’s one season, Ilya, we’re not—it’s bad because you’re hurting, not because—I’m not letting this fuck anything up for us, okay? We’ll figure something out,” Shane says, resolutely.

    or, you know what they say about the best laid plans

    ilya’s first year in ottawa looks a little different than originally planned, maybe sort of because he ends up spending it recovering a broken leg in his boyfriend’s apartment, but probably mostly because he meets jackie pike

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    22 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Long read but so worth the heart and the domestic fluff!

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    He only realizes he’s doing it when it’s too late to stop.

    He’s standing in the drink aisle of the grocery store, checking the expiration dates on the cans of Coke, mentally cross-checking them with Boston’s away game schedule, and the reality hits him like someone shook one of those cans and popped it open. A snap. A fizz. A mess.

    Shane is making space for Ilya.

     

    (or, lessons in budget-friendly shopping, home decor, and resisting the urge to neatly combine all your situationship’s shit into a drawer in your bedroom because you might be falling in love with him: a seven-ish step guide by shane hollander, who is so, so fucked)

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    22 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Soft and sweet and fluffy and Shane actually gets to be funny!

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    22 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    MFL

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    currently this is planned to be 12 one shots, which will get renumbered as i post to be listed in chronological order. it is not necessary to read them in any specific order, as while i have them all outlined i will be writing them in whatever order the muses tell me to.

    these are the final numbers for what is already posted, and i will update this list as i post until the series is complete:

    1. the weight of your gravity
    2. ??
    3. ??
    4. ??
    5. calculating new route

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    19 Aug 2026

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    MFL

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    Shane was gay. That was the entire point of this whole thing. He was a man who loved another man. And he was a man

    He was a professional athlete, nearly six feet tall, just about 200 pounds. But for every single thing about him that he felt like served to qualify him as a man, it was like Ilya had somehow turned the dial up to eleven. 

    And Shane loved it. 

    or, five times that Shane is overwhelmed by his husband's masculinity and one time that Ilya realizes he is not the man of the house. 

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    19 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    GODDAMN so hot. Why so hot??

    “When it’s you, I can’t—I don’t last. You know I don’t last. And you just—”

    “That is what I want. I want you to lose track. I want to be the one who does that. I want to be the only one who does that to you. So I hold on. I hold on so you don’t have to. You don’t have to worry or think or focus. I get to turn brain off for you, yes?”

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    God only knows why he thinks it's appropriate to send what can only be considered borderline nudes to Shane, who is straight and in a committed relationship. Shane, again, tries to talk to Jessica about it, but she assures him that it's no big deal, plus, since they're gonna fuck this week, Shane might as well get comfortable looking at him.

    A small part of him takes it as permission. A larger part takes offense. Because why do Ilya's pictures, literally any of them, incite more reaction in Shane's body than any nudes he's gotten from a girl?

    Or: Shane's girlfriend wants to watch him get fucked by a man to spice up their relationship. Enter Ilya Rozanov.

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    17 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Kicking my feet over how hot the flirting is

  15. Public Bookmark 92

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    Ilya wakes up with his wrists handcuffed to the headboard and his husband observing him like a pinned butterfly. And that really does it for him for some reason.

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    16 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Lord I see what you've done for others...

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    “What the fuck is this?”

    “Ahhh, is where I can see all my ratings and reviews from rides I’ve given,” Ilya said, winked, “rides on my dick.”

    Shane blinked at him. “What.”

    “Is silly app,” Ilya said, turned the phone back to himself, and then clicked into Svetlana’s latest review - just the preview of it in which it showed she’d given him five stars and a tip, as well as leaving a photo - and then turned the phone back to Shane. “My friend made for me as silly present. Sometimes I share with people I fuck, and they rate me. Is funny.”

    This is a silly fic that takes itself seriously. Ilya has a app to rate him in bed, and Shane is mad, horny, and also going to fill out his ride reviews every single time with dedication and focus.

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    16 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Waiting until completed - start with ch 24

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    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

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    14 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So hot and also so sweet and I can't help how much I love this work!

    Inside of Ilya's head, something is howling.

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    It starts, as most things do, in the morning. Ilya is lying with his head in the crook of Shane’s shoulder, and Shane had really thought that he was asleep. He isn’t. He’s watching Shane, breathing deep and even, and Shane can picture his half closed eyes, his slack mouth. 

    He gives up his hiding place when he murmurs, accent thicker like it always is first thing after he wakes up, “What are you thinking about?” 

    Shane tenses, remembers it’s Ilya, relaxes. “You,” he says, simply, honestly.

    (a litany of the many times ilya asks shane "what are you thinking about" and shane answers as honestly as he can)

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    12 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweet and warm and whimsical and so so nice

  19. Rec *

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    Ilya asks the obligatory relationship question: "would you still love me if i was a worm?"
    Shane gets so stressed that he can't sleep.

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    28 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Fluff and giggles

    'Who is cutest worm? Is you.’

  20. Rec *

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    Chapters:
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    16 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Beautiful and heartbreaking and so so lovely

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