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Soap’s laugh is what woke him up. That and the others that followed. Kyle grumbled from his spot on the worn-out couch, and it’s honestly a surprise they haven't gotten rid of it yet. He was stretched out, one arm under his head and the other resting on his stomach while his legs took the rest of the old couch. He sighed and closed his eyes again, refusing to let himself stay awake and listen to what felt like his heart being torn to pieces. Again.
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Gaz feels lonely and goes to a party to feel not so lonely.
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12 Mar 2026
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Some days are good days. Days where Ghost can just…ignore it. Ignore the fact that the men he loves and trusts more than anything in the world are, at best, his because their sense of duty and obligation brought them here.
There are days where Ghost can ignore the truth. Days where he doesn’t feel like some ever-ticking countdown on a bomb, a thing that needs to be continually fucked into something useful.
Today is not one of those days.
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08 Mar 2026
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12 Jan 2026
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A loosely connected series of GhostSoap fics based on my own headcannons, through the course of their relationship. They won't necessarily be posted in order, but they will be ordered chronologically as they are posted. Based on prompts for whumptober, angstober, and flufftober, there will be a lot of whump, hurt/comfort, and some spice later on. Heed the tags!
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05 Jan 2026
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Working on editing and updating the first few chapters in-between posting new ones. Started this years ago so the first ones do not match the ones later on.
… Can reliance ease the madness
When every voice says I'm worthless?
I thought I would find the force from fighting
But if I win alone, I'm losing
… I'm turning horizons into battlegrounds
I cannot walk ahead without your guidance
I'm turning horizon into battlegrounds
And every step I take, without a sound
Can I hold on
Can I hold on to you?
- woodkidSimon resigned from the military to be a father. But how he imagined the transitioning from his Task Force to civilian family life would go, he was dead wrong.
Moving into a new flat trying to save his crumbling relationship things just escalates and he is spiraling.
So when his warm and charming Scottish neighbour enters his life, he is forced to face the conditioning and horros he'd lived through dead in the eye.
Good thing John isn't scared stepping straight into Simon's darkness. And fight it.Bookmarked by BSPPing
15 Aug 2025