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    31 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    May is Borderline Personality Disorder Awareness Month.

    This series explores the nine major symptom areas associated with Borderline Personality Disorder through fictional oneshots. It is written from a place of lived experience and meant to bring awareness, not romanticize or demonize BPD.

    A small reminder before we begin: if you are struggling with BPD, you are not less than anyone else. You are not broken beyond love. You are not “too much” simply because your emotions feel bigger, louder, or harder to hold. You deserve compassion, patience, and love just as much as anyone else. Please take care of yourself while reading.

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    27 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 40

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    “Okay.” Jisung let out a deep breath, “But, please don’t be mad at me.”

    “I won’t be,” Chan responded, “I might be a lil disappointed though, no promises there.” He teased softly, attempting to blow off the heavy fog surrounding the conversation.

    “That’s woooorse,” Jisung whined.

    Chan chuckled gently, “I’m only joking, Han. Whatever it is, I’m sure we can figure it out together. We always do, don’t we?”

    Jisung nodded hesitantly.

    Things always usually did end up working out in the end for them, not that it made facing new challenges any less overwhelming.

    “Well?”

    Jisung finally met Chan's eyes, biting back at the crushing fear that ate at his insides as he prepared himself.

    “Hyung, I think I’m homophobic.”

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    27 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    It always starts the same, one nasty comment changing Minho’s life.

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    25 May 2026

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    Hyunjin dropped the sweatpants he’d worn for bed and his underwear and then reached down to aim into the toilet bowl. But where he expected his dick to be, there was only— air. His fingers touched nothing. He tried again in sleepy confusion, and again, nothing.

    He squinted one eye open, looked down. His fingers moved closer to his body and instead of touching a dangling penis, he touched warm skin, and, then, a slit in that skin. Not a cut, or a wound, but something like—

    His eyes flew open in immediate panic. “What the fuck!” he shrieked, cutting right through Jisung’s singing. “What the actual fuck!”

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    25 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 3

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    Spencer has been released from prison and he's so done with everything that he makes the rash decision to try and end his life.

    However, one member of the team isn't going to let him do that so easily.

    I started this a long time ago but hit a wall with it.

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    23 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 34

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    The one where Spencer is tired.

    "I’m fine," Spencer muttered, but his voice sounded hollow even to him. He wasn’t fine. He hadn’t been fine in weeks, maybe months.

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    23 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    “You’re the first person I’ve been regularly bottoming for. And my cats have never seen me in that way. So what I think, Jisung, is that my cats don’t like you because they saw you, like.” Minho’s ears are about to melt off from how badly they’re burning. “Dominating me.”

    The silence between them is deafening. Jisung’s jaw is slack, eyes blinking. He looks like he wants to laugh.

    “Don’t laugh,” Minho threatens.

    Because he’s a dick, Jisung immediately laughs.

    Minho develops an addiction to bottoming for his new boyfriend at the cost of all three of his cat’s respect.

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    23 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    The others call it favoritism, but Seonghwa calls it survival. If the most dangerous man in the city wants to spoil him, he isn’t stupid enough to refuse.

    At least that’s what he tells them.

    Because sometimes, when Hongjoong’s eyes follow him across the stage, when he fucks Seonghwa, breaks him like he is his, he lets himself imagine it’s something else. Something that means more than what they have been doing for the past two and half years in the confines of that private suite.

    Or;

    Seonghwa is a struggling college student working at a café. That is until he meets a stranger in an alleyway who gives him an opportunity he cannot refuse.

    What Seonghwa doesn't expect is to get tangled with the dangerous leader of Busan's most powerful organized crime syndicate in the process.

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    13 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 58

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    03 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 80

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    Minho has never wanted another alpha before. In fact, he’d never even considered the possibility. But then at the soul beam show recording, when Chan had grabbed him from behind, held him in place, held him tighter as he tried to slip free, something awoke within him. Now, Minho needs Chan to knot him, and he has no idea what to do.

    or: Chan accidentally turns Minho on during the soul beam show, and Minho doesn't want him to know. Chan finds out about it.

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    03 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 53

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    —and Felix is on the other side of the room, hands tied behind his back, a vibrator in his ass, drooling like a slut. And yes, he gets fucked hard after Hyunjin finishes the live broadcast.

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    25 Apr 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 67

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    "That's not what I'm looking for," he said. "I just like your ass."

    "Ok, well then you can admire it from a distance," Changbin said, giving him a light shove. "I'm cooking."

    But admiring from a distance just wouldn't do, so naturally Minho reached out and pinched his butt again, a little harder this time. 

    "Minho—"

    Minho reached around as Changbin spun on him and pinched his ass again before slapping him.

    "Hyung—stop!"

    Minho didn't stop, instead he grabbed his ass again, harder than he had before and squeezed it between his fingers.

    Changbin let out some kind of strangled sounding grunt and then he was switching off the stove and grabbing Minho by the front of his shirt, taking both wrists in his other hand. He backed them up so quickly that Minho could only gasp as he was shoved up against the opposite wall, hands held firmly in Changbin's grip.

     

    OR: Minho thinks Seungmin is onto something by annoying Changbin until he gets manhandled, and he decides he wants to try it

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    24 Apr 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    “I’m straight.”
    Jisung paled, all the blood draining from his face as Lee Know raised his eyebrows in surprise. He gave him another onceover and Jisung shrank under his gaze, tugging the hem of his skirt down to cover his thighs more.
    “Well,” Lee Know said, shrugging. “Doing a scene with a man doesn’t mean you aren’t. Getting spanked or tied up feels the same whether it’s a man or woman.”

    Or, Jisung, for all intents and purposes, is straight. That is, until his friend Felix convinces him to come to a BDSM dungeon with him and he meets Lee Minho, or Lee Know, one of the dungeon's professional doms.

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    22 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Life is a continuous cycle. Wake up, shower, dance, eat, follow his diet, go to the gym, dance some more, record if the band needs some shock element in the song, do skin care, and sleep.

    He follows that routine every day.

    He's started to realize something.

    Nothing he does really matters. It doesn't affect the others.

    The fans are right. He really is just kind of...there.

     

    ---

    Felix struggles with not feeling needed, separating Felix and Yongbok, and complicated feelings towards a certain band member.

     

    AKA

    Idk, I was feeling ANGST.

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    19 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 92

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    Chan rolled over onto his stomach, the blankets twisting around him. The pressure eased some of his pain. It also meant an instant tackiness between his thighs, and a burst of peach mixed with a fresh sea breeze. Sweeter than it had been last month, at least. Perhaps things could get better. He just needed an alpha.

    or:
    It might be killing Chan, not knowing how to ask for what he needs.

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    19 Apr 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 36

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    Jisung-ah, this is Minho. I wonder how you are. Sometimes I think about seeing you, just to get to hear your thoughts about everything that passed… I’m not angry, I’d just like to hear your thoughts. How do you feel?

    After five and a half years of silence, Minho decides to get in touch with Jisung, after their paths diverged violently long ago. Both of them have created new lives for themselves.

    Minho is a pro dancer, but his life feels empty and unreal. He’s just starting to find comfort in a non-committed relationship with Taemin.

    Jisung is still in the group, and has an idol girlfriend since three years back. He’s barely hanging on, but eager to protect his fragile state of mind.

    As their paths cross again - are the two of them ready to deal with the consequences of reconnecting, revisiting past wounds, and finding a new way forward, even if it turns their current lives on end?

    (don't be afraid, there's angst but there will be a happy ending 💖 at least for the MCs 💚🩷)

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    18 Apr 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 62

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    “I need to tell you guys something.” the words pour past his lips before he can stop himself and the conversation around the table stops as they turn to look at him.

    His mouth goes dry and he swallows past the lump in his throat but he can’t utter the words.

    “What is it?” Hongjoong asks, eyebrows furrowing in confusion or concern, Seonghwa can’t quite tell.

    “I-” he hesitates, but the others are looking at him with such open expressions, patiently waiting for him to speak, he swallows again and lets out a deep sigh. And then he says it, “I’m gay.”

    Or

    Seonghwa comes out and everything is fine, until it isn't.

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    16 Apr 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Chan?”

    The voice sounded distant and scared as the world slowly came back to him. Confusion hit him hard as he remembered what had happened.

    “Channie hyung? Please. Chan, please be okay.”

    “‘m okay,” he mumbled through the taste of iron in his mouth. Weakly, he spit out a wad of blood and then sucked in a painful breath as he opened his eyes. They were still in the dingy room and Hyunjin was still zip tied to his chair. His wrists were raw and bleeding and Chan thought that he may have been trying to get to him at one point. “Hurts.”

    Hyunjin let out a choked sob as the flashes of those men beating the hell out of Chan hit him again. They were ruthless. “D-don’t move. They hit you so hard. Is anything broken?”

     

    Or: Chan and Hyunjin find themselves kidnapped and trapped in a world of hell after traffickers grab them after a concert.

    (Yes, this story was completed but is being extended due to popular demand ;) New update!)

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    16 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    It all starts with the end.

    Han Jisung (a clumsy chemistry student with a painful past) crosses paths with Lee Minho (better known as Venom, the new leader of the notorious Vipers) when two kilograms of Venom's cocaine are mistakenly delivered to Jisung's doorstep, then lost by Jisung himself, under circumstances the idiot cannot remember.

    Minho accuses him of theft, giving Jisung a fourteen day deadline to either find and give back the cocaine, pay an impossible debt, or take the mysterious third option which, Jisung assumes, has to mean death.

    In his desperate quest for a way out, Jisung stumbles through a waking nightmare: unexpected connections between Minho and people he thought he could trust, mysterious news articles, abandoned mansions, crime scenes, black-tie parties, chaebol gossip, mafia families, escaping gunfire on the back of Minho's motorcycle.

    But every single path only leads him back to the night he lost the drugs, and to unanswerable questions:

    What the hell happened to the two bricks of cocaine?

    Why can’t he remember losing them?

    What is Minho hiding?

    And what does the bastard truly want from Jisung?

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    29/50
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    39,903

    15 Apr 2026

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