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The Red Line by pepawroach
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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I think I will run until I am too exhausted to panic. Then, and only then, will I go to the hotel. I’ll tell Hayden I was working out, overdid it a bit, then shower and go to sleep. I’ll delete Il–Rozanov’s–number, find a nice girl to date…It will be fine. It will be just. Fucking. Fine.
That’s the last thought I have before I feel a flash of pain, and then darkness.
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Or: After running away from tuna melts and an uncomfortable level of vulnerability, Shane is hit by a car. A targeted hit-and-run by a Boston fan leaves Ilya alone to face the prospect of coming out to their teams, the MLH, and Shane’s family.
Ilya will do anything to be by Shane’s bedside.
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24 Jun 2026
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The pieces left behind (I'll keep them close to my heart) by baina
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Jun 2026
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In 2014, Shane Hollander walked away from hockey, from the spotlight, and from every dream he built since he was 8 years old.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov felt like he was losing himself. So he pushed everything away, so no one would get hurt when he eventually cracked.
Years later, they reunite, Shane — with so many scars, a thousand secrets, and a heart that never learned how to let go.
Ilya Rozanov thought he knew what losing felt like.
He was wrong.Or: Sometimes, love doesn’t leave.
Sometimes, someone keeps it for you.- Language:
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- 18/?
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24 Jun 2026
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They put Us far apart- by DuckDuckGoWrite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jun 2026
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The Boston Bears had the first pick and chose Ilya Rozanov, but the Ottawa Centaurs had the second pick and Shane Hollander got to join the team he'd grown up cheering for. It wasn't the most exciting move for the rivalry that was already being built between the two prodigies but their competitiveness remains, even if the Centaurs are more focused on being good sports than being good at the sport.
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23 Jun 2026
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how to fall (how to fly) by brucethecat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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It has been years since anyone has heard from Shane Hollander after he left the League during the Covid-19 pandemic. Ilya Rozanov lives day-to-day: eating, sleeping, playing hockey, and being haunted by his memories of the kind Canadian man he had slowly fallen in love with.
When travel restrictions finally lift, Ilya gets in his car and starts driving.
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21 Jun 2026
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I have loved you for the last time by itsmetaphorical
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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When hockey superstar Shane Hollander dies suddenly during a private trip to Ontario, the sports world mourns the loss of a beloved captain, teammate, and public figure.
But no one knows the truth.
No one knows that Shane was the love of Ilya Rozanov's life.
Told through a mixture of narrative, text messages, news articles, social media posts, and everything in between, the story follows the aftermath of a death that became public property—and the man left behind to carry a love no one else was allowed to see.
(Previously Fucking asshole, I love you)
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21 Jun 2026
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Letters to Ilya by A_M_Rosex98
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
23 Jun 2026
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What happens if instead of the plane with Ottawa team was a plane with the Metros on it and there were no survivors?
Ilya finds a box of letters from Shane hidden in his wardrobe, the letters dating all the way back to that very first day that they met.
Now all alone without the love of his life and dwindling mental health stability, Ilya goes through these letters to feel close to Shane again.
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21 Jun 2026
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For You, My Love by Shunkan_Romantica
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 Jun 2026
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Shane was in the last weeks of his pregnancy. He had convinced Ilya to go to the cottage to spend a couple of days together, just the two of them before the baby arrived.
Unexpectedly things take a terrible turn after they find themselves locked inside the cottage during a blizzard. It's not looking good for Shane, and Ilya has no way to help him at all.
He could only watch how the life of his beloved husband slipped away.
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21 Jun 2026
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The Cuck Chair Interlude by DetectiveTerrorCatssss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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After realizing his long term slutty situationship will never love him back, Shane (with encouragement from friends) decides to start sleeping with other people...like... a lot. And Ilya Rozanov notices.
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Shane ends things with Ilya, embarks on his slut era while Ilya crashes out and makes it everyones problem (and also Reddit's)
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20 Jun 2026
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Montreal trades Shane to Boston in the last year of his rookie contract. Somehow it is the worst and best thing that happens to him. He just doesn't know how to deal with the fact he will be teammates with two people who have already seen him so vulnerable.
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18 Jun 2026
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hell was the journey (but it brought me heaven) by sagedelights
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Jan 2026
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"9-1-1, what's the address of your emergency?"
He freezes, his mind far too scrambled by panic and pain to answer.
"Hello?"
"I-I don't know," he says, realizing that he's shivering violently.
"Alright, sir, can you give me your name?"
"Shane."
He can't tell them his full name. He isn't supposed to be here.
"Okay, Shane, can you tell me what's going on?"
"They broke in," he says, his voice just barely above a whisper.
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Shane is injured during a game and he gets left behind while the Voyageurs are on a road trip. Ilya invites him to stay in Boston. Neither of them anticipates what comes next.
Series
- Part 1 of Hollanov Whump
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18 Jun 2026
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LINE WITHOUT A HOOK by levantarskiies
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Ilya could only nod, the knot at the base of his throat growing tighter. He wanted to confess that it was more than just care about him. He was hit with the realization as soon as Shane’s crumpled body lay lifeless on the ice; he was in love. He loved Shane; red and hot as the blood coursing through his body. Passionate as his love for hockey.
And it scared him. It scared him that he felt this way when they played the sport that they did. Scared him that people could hurt Shane for his team affiliation, for his sexuality. He was terrified. And he wished he had his own Rose Landry to talk to about things, the way Shane said he did. He wished he still had his mom, the way Shane did. He wished a lot of things at that moment. That Shane would open his eyes. That he would open his own eyes and it was all a terrible dream and Shane was sleeping next to him with the little pout in his lips.
But it wasn’t a dream. And Shane still had not opened his eyes.
a hollanov whump fic 🤍
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18 Jun 2026
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desperate things by scurrybeetlebug
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was smart. Shane Hollander was strong. But when Shane Hollander's defenses are down, he is surprisingly easy to kidnap, if you are stupid enough to do so.
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- 12/?
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18 Jun 2026
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Like a Hot Knife Through Butter by Thegoodwomble
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Jun 2026
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Shane gets his throat slit on the ice while playing against his old team.
Enjoy it's Whump-tastic
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17 Jun 2026
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I Dreamed a Little Dream (of You) by Reiven
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Jun 2026
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(Post-tuna melt) After his talk with Rose, Shane's only goal is to confess his true feelings to Ilya in an effort to win him back. But before he gets the chance to, his heart stops on the ice after a bad hit during a game.
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“I love you,” he said into the stillness. “I love you so much and I don’t know what to do with that.” He said the last part in Russian because he couldn’t find the words to express it in English, not that it even made a difference. Shane would never hear it. Ilya would never tell him.
At the end of the day, Shane wasn’t his to lose.
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17 Jun 2026
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Victims of Shane Hollander’s ‘tism rizz (support group for queer hockey players) by strawberriesnoranges
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
18 Jun 2026
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Victims of Shane Hollander’s ‘tism rizz (support group for queer hockey players)
Ilya Rozanov was added to the chat
OR: After coming out to none other than Troy Barrett, Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander's recent fiancé, is added to a group chat full of queer hockey players on the current league. The twist? Almost every single one of them had some interaction with Hollander that made them, at the very least, question things. It goes as well as expected.
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17 Jun 2026
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The Cost of Loving You by yhut2013
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jun 2026
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The fight on Boxing Day 2020 end with Ilya asking Shane for a break and Shane walking out the door. Ilya never thought that will be the last time he saw Shane, for a very long time. During this time, everyone Shane loved struggle to cope with the grief, some better than others. Ilya stays in Ottawa and watches over Yuan and David Hollander, grieving their only son, and each in their own, do not survive it. Hayden searches for answers in the wreckage of his best friend's disappearance, turning over events in memory, unable to shake the feeling Shane told him something before he vanished.
When Shane finally reappears, enduring the unthinkable, broken and barely recognizable, what comes next is harder than anyone anticipated.Or: AU after the Boxing Day fight in The Long Game. It's a story of grief, found family, a love that withstands hardship and passage of time, and the most unlikely friendship. Recovery is slow and costly and nonlinear, but that's what makes the happy ending hard won. Major Character Death warning are not for Shane or Ilya.
Updates Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday.
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17 Jun 2026
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all along there was some invisible string (tying you to me) by dezzzy
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander is just trying to make enough money to survive as a master's student at Harvard.
Ilya Rozanov is a star center in the NHL, and wants to find something to relieve stress. He stumbles across a Camboy profile of a beautiful man with the cutest freckles.
They are on a collision course that will change both of their lives forever.
(The Camboy AU that no one asked for, but I'm writing it anyway.)
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- English
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- 15/?
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16 Jun 2026
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pégate, vírate (get closer, turn around) by menoscin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), heated rivalry - Fandom, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jun 2026
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He could be an athlete, obviously does some sort of physical training to have a body like that. And it’s so compelling, touches on this little niggling fantasy that Ilya has at the back of his head. Something about being around muscular men all day, everyday, practicing alongside each other, competing on the ice.
‘Jane’ leans forward a bit, adjusting himself in the chair, and then he clears his throat. “So… Let’s get started, yeah? What do you want to do to me?”
Like this is some game recognized by the audience, a flurry of comments explode in the chat, everyone going into detail on what they want to see of ‘Jane’, what they want to do to him, how they would have him if they could. After a moment, there’s this little breathless chuckle that sounds out through the speakers on Ilya’s laptop, a noise of exasperation.
“Yeah?” His voice is already breathier, deeper, and Ilya’s eyes zero in on the sliver of skin revealed where his shirt is pulled up. “All that, huh?”
Ilya feels the start of something swirling in his gut, some warm satisfaction at the tone the man is taking. The proposal of a challenge.
Or, Ilya stumbles upon a cam site.
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16 Jun 2026
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I do love you by leyylav
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Jun 2026
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I've seen a lot of hollanov texting smau so I wanted to do something like that with a modern au. Shane and Ilya are in college and start texting.
Hope you guys like this, let me know if you have any ideas in the comments.
English is not my first language so excuse any mistakes
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15 Jun 2026
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Ilya Rozanov Left the Chat by HeyNonnyMouse
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
13 Jun 2026
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[A mixed media texting fic]
Сегодня 20:51
Shane added Ilya Rozanov to the chat.Shane changed the chat name to Centaur Rookies
Hayden changed the chat name to Shane Yawn-lander
Wyatt changed the chat name to Shane the Snore and Those He Bores
JJ changed the chat name to Ron-pshi, Ron-pshiCliff Marlow: hey roz
Ilya Rozanov left the chat.
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15 Jun 2026