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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    “Jesus Christ.” Shane murmured as he held his pay in his right hand, and an extra three hundred fucking dollars in his left. He tucked his money back in the envelope, then placed the extra, along with the two hundred from last week, onto the kitchen counter. He waited diligently for Ilya’s return.

    “Mr. Rozanov. Mila is asleep, has been for about 45 minutes. Um. You’ve given me too much money again.” Shane said awkwardly, blushing as he did, “I uh– left it on the counter. My rate is $25 an hour. Just to... y’know, remind you–”

    “I know.”

    “Oh. Okay. Well that’s... good. Wait.. what?” Shane was really fucking tired and he was pretty sure that Rozanov just told him that he knew how much money Shane charged, knew that he was giving Shane way too goddamn much of it.

    or
    shane is babysitting ilyas daughter. ilya wants to spoil him

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    06 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 49

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    A bunch of stories about the journey of Little Shane with his papa, Ilya.

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    06 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Canada’s Shane Hollander and Russia’s Ilya Rozanov, known rivals on the ice and secret lovers off it, find themselves in quite the conundrum when their caregiver classifications catch up to them about ten years too early.

    Find out how Ilya and Shane explore their budding feelings while learning to care for the ever feisty Nina, a little with a primarily 18 month old headspace that goes for blood to get what she wants in Only the Brave.

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    05 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    2 months after Shane's tuna-melt freakout, he realises he fucked up, and wants Ilya back. Except, Ilya doesn't make it easy and instead makes him embark on a list of task and dares (humiliation rituals) to prove that he really means it.

    Oh, and its a fraternity AU!

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    05 Mar 2026

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    “I’ve…seen you around campus and it’s good to finally meet you. Like, properly.” He fumbled over the words, his tongue feeling thick and heavy and entirely too big for his mouth. Whether it was from the weed or the nerves from Ilya's presence, Shane couldn't tell.

    “I’ve seen you, too.” Ilya grabbed the cigarette from behind his ear, bringing it to his mouth before lighting it.

    “Really?” He watched as Ilya took a long inhale from the cigarette. Shane wanted to say something in that moment, something about how mixing alcohol, weed, and nicotine was probably a bad idea, but the words died in his throat as Ilya blew out smoke from the corner of his mouth and grinned at him. He looked so fucking good.

    Da, Shane Hollander.” Shane fought back a shiver as his name fell from Ilya’s lips. He loved how Ilya’s voice had wrapped around the vowels, long drawn out and quiet. He wanted to hear it again and again.

    or, Shane Hollander has had a crush on Ilya Rozanov from afar for the past three years. They finally meet at a party.

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    04 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 89

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    Shane moves into a new apartment.
    Shane has a noisy neighbor.
    Correction: Shane has a 6'3" noisy, rude, and annoyingly beautiful neighbor.

    Shane doesn't like noise.

    What could possibly go wrong?

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    8/?
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    03 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 20

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    [Set after Ilya's dad dies]

    When a previously injured player returns to the Montreal Metros after eight months, he slips effortlessly into Shane’s orbit, in ways Ilya never could. And suddenly Shane isn’t as alone as Ilya thought.

    Ilya assures himself it’s nothing. He always does. But jealousy doesn’t stay silent forever. As unspoken feelings curdle into reckless choices, Shane is unintentionally hurt by Ilya's jealousy-driven actions. With everything left undefined between them, Ilya is forced to confront the question he’s been avoiding: is almost a relationship enough when it’s already breaking them both?

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    3/?
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    03 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 50

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    What he wants to say next drifts up from the very depths of him, something he is completely and blissfully unaware of until it struggles to the surface and floats through the waters of his mind.

    Night night, Papa.

    Holy fuck.

    Holy fuck.

    Ilya subconsciously starts to think about Shane as Papa. He has a lot of feelings about this.

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    03 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    A place for all my Little and DL stories for Heated Rivalry

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is good at his job. He's a confident dancer at a club that's gotten more dangerous since Ilya Rozanov bought it three months ago—but Shane doesn't mind the edge. What he doesn't notice is that his new boss is absolutely fixated on him.

    Ilya tries everything to get close: coffee, conversation, carefully chosen gifts. Shane thinks he's just a really attentive employer. It takes threats, violence, and Hayden literally spelling it out before Shane realizes Ilya wants more than just a professional relationship.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    “Did you just tell a customer their outfit was structurally unsound?”

    “It was.”

    If you ask Shane Hollander, he'll tell you the bar's highball glasses are committing a war crime against sparkling water, your outfit has at least three structural flaws, and no, he is NOT blushing, it's just warm in here, and no, he was NOT staring at the new bartender through the gap in the ficus leaves, he was RESTING HIS EYES, and also, for the record, he doesn't care that the bartender has hazel eyes the color of warm stone in late-afternoon light or that his hands can untangle Shane's knotted fingers like they were made for exactly that purpose. He's a particularly opinionated artist with a sunset to paint. He doesn't have time for this. (He makes so much time for this.)

    A neurodivergent artist with the social grace of a startled deer + a bartender with the patience of a saint + a best friend who lives for drama = a love story told in fumbled words, shared sunsets, and the quiet understanding that sometimes the most profound conversations happen without speaking a word.

    Or: Shane Hollander has zero filter, zero social skills, and is absolutely in love with the new bartender his mother hired for their family bar

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a broke med student in Montreal, bar tending to make ends meet. Ilya has money to burn, and loves a pretty face.

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    3/?
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    25 Feb 2026

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    Being an autistic Russian boy was a problem. Ilya’s English was bad; his social skills were even worse. There was a constant, lingering feeling of never fitting in—neither with his family nor with the other players. Rozanov was good on ice, but not confident enough to believe it.

    And then there was this boy. Bold. Charismatic. Always watching him.

    Shane Hollander never looked away. He got under Ilya’s skin so deeply Rozanov couldn’t get him out of his head.

    (OR: Reverse AU! shy Rozanov × confident Hollander)

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    23 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov hoped he would be a neutral, a disappointment to his father.
    "A Level 10 dominant. Even higher than me. Ilya, you are destined for great positions, great things."
    But instead, Ilya had breathed through the heat, the pain and directly stared at his father with a fury unmatched for a 13 year old –when he spoke, he held no emotion in his voice, or face.
    “I want to skate and play hockey. I am going to practice, father."

    Two weeks into the age of 17, Shane Hollander had woken up with his entire body burning, every muscle in his body cramping in pain until his mother had sensed it, and rushed to him.
    “No, no. No. No.” He crawled to his knees on the bed, his entire body spasming. “No!” He yelled. “Mom, get me to a doctor. Today. I’m going on blockers. I have ice in three hours, then I have to go to school, and I have high impact training at 6. I cannot.”
    Yuna had cupped her son’s cheek, completely calm and stoic in his panic and anxiety.
    “Mom, I have hockey!” He yelled in panic, and in pain as he groaned in pain, his muscles rebelling.
    “...Level 10.” He repeated, just to make sure his brain wasn’t fucking him over. “A level 10, submissive.”

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    21 Feb 2026

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    "Happy to be of service," Hayden bowed, and Shane laughed, just as the door clicked open again behind him.
    "Who is this?" A deep voice asked abruptly, in an accent that Shane dimly noticed sounded Russian.
    "Our new roommate, Rozanov," Hayden rolled his eyes with a long-suffering sigh. "I literally told you about him last night."
    Shane turned to see one of the most attractive men he'd ever seen in his life standing a foot away from him.
    Realizing he'd been staring for a moment too long, Shane stuck out his hand. "I'm Shane Hollander."
    The young man appraised him with disinterest for several seconds before saying, "Okay."
    Shane dropped his hand, his face burning.
    "Shane, this is Ilya Rozanov, but everyone just calls him Rozanov," Hayden exhaled. "And he is my asshole roommate of two years, going on three, and now one of your roommates.”
    Rozanov smirked. “You are mad I get my own room while you share with him.”
    “Oh, fuck off, Rozanov,” Hayden retorted. “Unlike you, I have friends, and one of them is Shane.”
    “I have friends,” Rozanov dismissed.
    “Friends that you don’t fuck,” Hayden clarified.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov get assigned as roommates their first year of college.

    That's only the beginning.

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    14/?
    Comments:
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    18 Feb 2026

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    When Shane's two best friends, Rose and Hayden, convince him to go to a frat party, things go exactly as he feared they would - his friends disappear, and he's left alone with a panic attack and full of shame.

    Then he meets Ilya - a frat brother who winds up being the person that helps him through the night. After a shameful admission of being a virgin, Ilya confesses his own insecurities about still speaking broken English.

    The two become friends, deciding to help each other out - Shane would help Ilya with his English, and Ilya would help Shane find a date.

    or

    Shane is a socially anxious closeted nerd, Ilya is an insecure bisexual-on-the-DL frat bro, and they might be the only things that keep the other going.

    (title from the song "ghost" by 5sos)

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    Comments:
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    18 Feb 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 83

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    “Oh – hi.” Shane says.
    “Hi?” The other man doesn’t stop swinging the crying baby.
    “Um – y-your baby. It’s crying.”
    The man thinks for a second that this is a hidden camera joke of some kind.
    “Yeah, dude. Thanks for pointing it out, I didn’t notice.” He’d punch him in the face if his hands weren’t occupied.
    Shane can hear a very noticeable Russian accent.

    or; Shane Hollander is a student doctor under the spectrum that decides to help his neighbour when his baby doesn't stop crying.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    38
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    6,274

    17 Feb 2026

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    When Ilya and Shane decide that they want to start a family, the universe seems to listen.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    85
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    34,311

    15 Feb 2026

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    Their first year of marriage was the best year of Ilya’s life. He got to wake up to his husband every morning, play hockey with him all day, and go home with him every night. They’d established a routine that felt comfortable and reliable, and Ilya felt settled for perhaps the first time in his life.

    But a phone call after a quiet day at the cottage changes everything. And suddenly, their future becomes dangerously uncertain.

    Or: Ilya gains custody of his niece, and we get excessive and wholesome Hollanov dad content, as a treat

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    465
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    10,475

    14 Feb 2026

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