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A misaddressed package that turns up at Eddie's house leads him to discover Buck's latest online shopping addiction: sex toys. When Buck explains that he's not just buying them, he's rating them, and offers to show Eddie his impressive collection, the duo stumble into an erotic evening of roleplay, exploration and above all trust.
Or the fic in which Eddie discovers Buck owns a collar, wraps it around Buck's neck, and shows him just how much more fun some activities can be with a partner (or an owner).
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06 Apr 2026
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He knows he could have called Maddie and she would have been there, though the memory of her disappointment last time stopped him. As for everyone else—even if he weren’t prohibited from talking to them by his lawyer, Buck doubts anyone would have come. The last time they talked was when they ran into each other in the grocery store a week back, and, since Buck is not eager for a repeat of that interaction, he doesn’t even consider calling anyone in to hold his hand for what is, he tells himself, probably just another little blip on his road back to the 118.
He is able to convince himself of this up until the moment Dr. Gutierrez walks into his room and says, “Well, Evan, you just can’t seem to do anything the easy way, can you?”
Because, as it turns out, there is a circumstance under which a tiny clot that doesn’t cause you to vomit blood in front of all of your friends and family is worse than three big ones that do: that circumstance is called ‘being on blood thinners.’
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In the midst of the lawsuit, Buck is diagnosed with cancer. Dropping the lawsuit is easy. Finding forgiveness, less so.Series
- Part 1 of Love is a Place
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30 Mar 2026
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A week into the lawsuit, Buck realises what a mistake he's making. But when he tries to back out, Mackey responds with blackmail. Confronted with evidence of the years Buck spent as a sex worker to survive, Buck takes it to the police. One hush hush sting operation later, Buck can head back to work. Everything will be fine.
It won't matter that no one knows about the blackmail...
Right?Or,
More lawsuit angst, because I simply can't help myself.Bookmarked by Darlinx
30 Mar 2026
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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29 Mar 2026
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“Might be a long shift, there’s a tsunami alert, I’ll try to call around dinner if I can.” He pauses for a second, and then shakes his head.
They’re fine. Chris was at the movies with Paco, and they’ll probably go to a nearby park or something after. Abuela doesn’t go to the beach anymore since that seagull nearly took her snow cone from her hands, and Pepa hates clearing out sand from her shoes. They were out having a nice, normal day together. Everything’s fine. It’s all okay.
But still. His fingers finish typing his message.
“Be safe.”
WARNING – EARTHQUAKE/TSUNAMI ALERT
EVENT TYPE: SEAQUAKE MAGNITUDE 7.5
LOCATION: SANTA MONICA PIER, LOS ANGELES COUNTY*
Buck meets Chris. And then, a natural disaster later, he meets Eddie.
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- Part 7 of For Jaafar
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27 Mar 2026
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Robby has gone from barely being able to watch to not wanting to even blink. He can’t keep his eyes from darting down to where Whitaker’s thighs grip the saddle, how he slides forwards on it with every downward bow of the bull and back as it pushes up. Again and again and again, he rolls with the mechanical bull with a single circular fluid motion.
It crosses his mind that this might be one of the hottest things he’s ever seen. He doesn’t even try to unpack that thought, it doesn’t even feel like an opinion he can change. It’s just a fact. Whitaker on the mechanical bull is one of the hottest things he’s ever seen.
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It’s Javadi’s twenty-first birthday party and the Pitt team hit the cowboy themed bar downtown. Whitaker gets on the mechanical bull.
One thing leads to another.
**Translation into Русский available**
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26 Mar 2026
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“Memory loss?” Evan frowns, because he wishes he had memory loss. He remembers pretty much everything about the last three hellish months of his life. At least, what he was awake for. “Like, amnesia?”
“Exactly like amnesia. You seem to be missing a few years of your memory. You believe you are twenty-one years old, correct?”
“Y-yeah.” Evan nods, mind racing, searching for the memories the doctor is telling him he’s lost.
“You are currently twenty-seven years old.” The doctor says. “You’ve been living in Los Angeles for a while now, according to your boss. You met him earlier, although I’m not sure how much you remember.”
“The guy with the rosary?” Evan’s voice catches. He remembers the stranger vaguely. He remembers being scared.
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Or: Buck is injured during a call and wakes up as Evan. Evan's last memory is being held captive by a cult leader who kidnapped him while he was living in Peru.
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- Part 1 of The Order of The Emerald Stars
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24 Mar 2026
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“You did something to Dean!” Sam exclaims, backing up and pointing in accusation.
“Correct!” Cas says excitedly. “I removed Dean's inhibitions regarding his frequent desire to kiss you. Now whenever he feels the urge, he simply does so, and has no memory of it afterwards. It's my gift to you!”
In which Cas does not understand the meaning of "gift", Dean has selective amnesia, and Sam is confused as hell.
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23 Mar 2026
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There were no exits that Sam could reach in time, and he was going to hit a wall if he kept walking backwards. He stayed still as Rowena stopped in front of him, eyes gleaming. “Now, see, I already have a hamster at home…but you know what I don’t have yet, Sam Winchester?”
She whispered something in Latin, and things started going dark. Sam tried to fight it, clinging onto consciousness as he gasped and fell to his knees. But the spell was stronger, and he only heard two words from Rowena before passing out.
“A dog.”
(Rowena casts a spell to turn Sam into an obedient sex slave for her and Crowley. Dean has to deal with the aftermath.)
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22 Mar 2026
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After Eddie's bombshell announcement on Christmas, Buck runs away and finds himself back on his first day on the job.
A time-travel fix-it fic of sorts, ft. a stranger that totally just wants to help, honest.
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- Part 1 of Hold Steady
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21 Mar 2026
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It was an accident. He slipped. That doesn't mean he isn't going to take advantage of the opportunity that presents itself.
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Post Lawsuit, Buck accidentally cuts his arm. He decides that maybe not getting help is best for everyone.---
TW for suicidal idealization and injury that turns into a suicide attempt.- Language:
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20 Mar 2026
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Still off balance, Buck slams his left heel onto the roof, heaving forward to catch the collar of that yellow shirt. And there’s no conscious decision making here. It’s all instinct, and he’s grateful for it. If he’d given his overzealous mind the chance to consider another way, he would have missed his shot. Instead, his arms hurl the boy into the hands of another survivor...
And his right foot misses the edge.
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Buck catches Chris before he rolls off the firetruck, and it's him who falls back into the retreating waters of the tsunami. Unconscious and seriously injured, he's unaware that his team has been searching for him, never giving up as the days pass.
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19 Mar 2026
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Buck doesn’t think that if he were to say, “I’m in a bad place”, that anyone would turn him away. Really, he doesn’t. The 118 has too many good, kind people for that.
But every time he wants to open his mouth, to say something, to reach out to Eddie or Bobby or Hen or Chim, he hears Eddie yelling, “you’re exhausting.”
—you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting, you’re exhausting—
So each day he does his job and he laughs and he jokes and he pretends he’s the care-free goofball he’s always been. And each day he packs away his bruises and his worries, takes them home to his empty loft with its quiet rooms, and licks his wounds in silence.
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19 Mar 2026
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drawing constellations across your face by NotYoursNotMine
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Feb 2026
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Steve finds that the only thing worse than wanting to kill yourself- is trying to kill yourself, and failing.
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17 Mar 2026
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Steve won't look Eddie in the eye. "I can’t get it out of my head. It’s distracting as fuck, dude. And I figured, better you than a stranger, right? Like I don’t want some random dude’s like— whatever in my mouth. So can I– you know– for real this time?”
“You… you don’t want to lead me on.” Eddie says slowly, his disbelief sharp on every consonant. He’s um– Yup. He’s definitely hallucinating.
Steve shakes his head, “No, man, that’d be super unfair of me.”
“But you… And tell me if I’ve totally misread this here, Harrington– You want to suck my dick?”
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Or: Eddie faces some doped-up consequences
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- Part 2 of Returning the Favor
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12 Mar 2026
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Steve Harrington knows three things:
- His good friend Eddie Munson is gay.
- His good friend Eddie Munson has a massive crush on him.
- His good friend Eddie Munson gets really fucking touchy when he’s high.
So Steve shouldn’t be letting him do this, obviously.
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- Part 1 of Returning the Favor
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12 Mar 2026
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Billy is usually a light sleeper. But when he’s drunk, it’s a completely different story.
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- Part 2 of Another Scene, More Shattered Glass
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12 Mar 2026
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Another Stray (Love The Bones) by Azriel (Oonionchiver)
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
12 Nov 2023
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Eddie is still completely naked.
Steve thumbs his cheekbones, sighs to himself and tries to get it together. ‘Let’s get you dressed, yeah?’
Eddie cocks his head, up blinks and then seems to mimic what Steve thinks is his own expression.
A fond, tired smile.
Steve chuckles, shakes his head.
Another stray, he thinks, though his heart has other ideas.
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- Part 16 of Gift Fics
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08 Mar 2026
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Steve and Tommy have been friends since they were five years old. But as they grow older their relationship develops into something beyond friendship. Although neither of them will admit that. They just blame it on the alcohol.
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08 Mar 2026
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In the wake of the party's triumph against Vecna, sleep paralysis demon Eddie Munson has some words for Steve.
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06 Mar 2026
