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  1. Public Bookmark 98

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    My name is Rubato of West Lava Lakes, child of Vivace and En'Serrant, beloved of Anacrusis of Southern Shores, second-stave engineer for the space mission Eridani Senza'Morendo.

    And I'm entirely alone in deep space.

    There were twenty-three Eridians on my crew. Everyone but me… died. Cause of death unknown.

    If anyone hears this message: tell Erid I'm sorry. ...tell Anacrusis I love them.

    𝄏 𝄏 𝄏

    A Rocky POV of the events of Project Hail Mary, with some extra worldbuilding thrown in for flavor!

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Grace is touch starved.

    Rocky can fix.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Platonic cuddles ❤️

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    22 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    “Eds? Is that you?”
    “Tony,” he offered. “Antonio Perez, we went to school together. For a few years, anyway.”
    “Tony, right!” It was coming back to Eddie, slowly. “We went to Sunday school together. You and I would hang out in your parent’s basement.”
    Something flickered in Tony’s expression. Something Eddie couldn't quite identify.
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    Eddie meets an old friend, but in a turn of fate and a trick of memory he wasn't just a friend. This is a story about past, love, repression and release.

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    11 Mar 2025

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    eddie
    fine FINE
    so you know how i always call him baby and we say i love you to each other when we’re texting

    maddie
    what the fuck

    eddie
    yeah we do it all the time?
    ….. is that not normal or

    karen
    NO THE FUCK IT IS NOT

    — being in love with your best friend is quite often an embarrassing affair, especially when your entire (extended) family is there to witness it.

     

    or, the texting fic with an ungodly number of groupchats & shenanigans

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    02 Mar 2025

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    Buck doesn’t think, just says, “Hey Eds, you wanna?” Half to wipe that caught-out look off his friend’s face and half because, well. Buck doesn’t not want to. It would be fun, something to do to pass some time in the most stressful month of everyone’s lives.

    Eddie sits back so he’s between Buck’s thighs instead of on top of him and is slow to answer. Buck waits, and finally he answers, “Should we?”

    or,

    Buck and Eddie get into a friends with benefits situation that quickly spirals out of control.

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    02 Mar 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Smith's rec

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    Buck’s clinging to any relic of this life he's been living. He wants something that says Evan Buckley was loved once, even if he didn't get to keep it. Eddie's leaving, and Buck needs something to remind him that he had this, something to stop him from calling Eddie to hear his breathing on the other end of the line, just to know he wasn't some beautiful dream. Buck just wants to go home.

    Or: Eddie moves out, Buck moves in, and the love is stored in the walls of the Diaz house.

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    27 Feb 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The Best Buddie Fic

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    Eddie exhales through his nose, still not looking at him, focused on the new card in front of him. “I’ve never had a Valentine.”

    Buck stills. “Never?”

    Eddie shakes his head. “No.” He says it like it’s no big deal, like it’s just a fact, but something about it doesn’t sit right with Buck.

    He watches Eddie for a moment, trying to wrap his head around it. Because Eddie—Eddie, with his steady hands and careful smiles and the kind of quiet, effortless warmth that makes people want to stay—how has he never had someone look at him on Valentine’s Day and think, yeah, he should have something special?

    (or, buck finds out eddie's never had a valentine and takes matters into his own hands)

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    26 Feb 2025

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    Buck had lost-- he was sure of this now. His resolve only lasted a few weeks before his exterior began to crack; he was never a very good actor. He couldn’t keep up the greetings and the asking questions and the easy stroll. He let his shoulders creep up to his ears, let his foot tap incessantly. He did what his Captain told him, but stopped asking for anything more. Stopped following the conversation in the back of the engine on the way to the call; he just stared out the window, thinking about the case to come, preparing for it. When he woke every morning, there was no big recovery milestone to strive for, no big fight for the soul of his career to win. Not even the happy swell of being back on shift -- something so easy to dismiss, that had dominated so much of his life, that he had taken for granted-- that had catalyzed him each morning of his first week back.
    An old habit of his had returned. A bad habit.

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    or: after the lawsuit, buck confronts what it was he wanted all along. he looks and looks and longs for it; the team looks right through him. buck breaks-- right down the middle.

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    23 Feb 2025

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    This isn’t the first time something’s gone horribly, catastrophically wrong for Buck, but it’s okay. It’ll work out in the end. It always has so far.

    This is just a temporary setback. He pinkie promises.

     

    Or, Buck loses his leg, falls in love, and gets his job back. Not necessarily in that order.

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    23 Feb 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 43

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    “You tried to kiss me and you expect me to just forget about it?”

    Buck lets out a whine and stands up to turn away from Eddie. This is a nightmare and he wishes he could just evaporate into thin air.

    “It didn’t mean anything, okay?!” he says as he turns back around. “I don’t know what got into me. So, let’s please just forget this happened, Eddie.”

    or

    Between grueling shifts at work, Buck navigating his failing relationship, Eddie dealing with his catholic guilt, ridiculous Halloween costumes, a raging sexuality crisis, and unforeseen misunderstandings; neither of them expects the disastrous call that puts both of them in a dire situation.

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    23 Feb 2025

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    “Is that what you’ve been up to while I've been gone?”

    There’s no judgement, just curiosity in his voice. But for some reason Buck still finds himself saying: “No. Just a movie I was watching. Had me thinking about Buck 1.0.”

    He doesn't know why he lied. But he doesn’t know how to say, ‘I exchanged blowjobs with a stranger forty-five minutes ago’, and have it not matter. Have it not change the tone of the conversation. He doesn’t want to put it into words that that’s what he did and then right after he called Eddie. It feels like something he shouldn’t admit to.

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    Eddie leaves for Texas. Buck moves in, but not on.

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    20 Feb 2025

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    In which Eddie hates Tommy, Buck doesn’t realize Eddie came out, and Ravi teaches everyone some internet slang.

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    07 Feb 2025

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    Eddie is prepared to make the trip alone. After all, if he were Buck, he wouldn’t show up either.

    Then Buck pulls up, anyway.

    (A road trip to El Paso fic)

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    07 Feb 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 82

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    “Does Ravi actually think me and Eddie are dating?”
    “Maybe,” Chim says after a moment of consideration. “Or he’s just really good at fucking with you.”
    “50/50,” Hen agrees.
    “Eddie doesn’t even like men,” Buck says with a frown. “I asked.”
    “Of course you did,” Chim says, dropping his head into his hand with a murmured whisper of *Jesus Christ*.

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    07 Feb 2025

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    Over the centuries, Merlin seeks clues as to when Arthur will return - and why.

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    05 Feb 2025

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    This story continues where the second season ends.

    In the quiet heart of Soho, amidst the timeless rhythm of London streets, lived an angel that despite the celestial nature of his being, carried his life as a human. Mr. Azira Fell had forgotten he was an angel. His real name, his past, his angelical memories—all was wiped clean.

    In the bustling heart of Mayfair, amidst the eternal chaos of London's streets, resided a demon who, despite his infernal origins, embraced life as a mere mortal. Mr. Anthony J. Crowley had forgotten he was a demon. His true name, his dark past, his infernal memories—all had been erased from his consciousness.

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    19 Dec 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 4

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    Izzy Hands is, has been, and always will be a manipulative bastard.

    That's how he survives.

    He's been playing this particular game since he was a powder monkey.

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    19 Dec 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 17

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    19 Dec 2024

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    Crowley was still as stone beside him. His ears were cherry-red. “So...if we pretend we’re in a relationship, we’ll be safe.”

    “I believe so.”

    “And that would, that would involve, what?” he spoke hesitantly, softly. “Holding your hand, telling you that you mean a lot to me, kissing you for them to see?”

    Two great hands were constricting Aziraphale’s lungs. He fought back an undignified wheeze. “Yes, I think so.”

    “I can do that,” he croaked.
    ~
    In a panic, Aziraphale tells the archangels he survived hellfire due to his soul mixing with Crowley's because they're in a romantic and sexual relationship. They want him to prove it. Cue a fake relationship.

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    19 Dec 2024

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