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  1. Public Bookmark 41

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    When another impurity latches onto Yoshiki, it turns into a test of restraint between being a best friend and something filthy.

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    29 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

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    Understanding human affection isn’t easy. They seem to struggle with it themselves, so it’s no wonder someone like him finds himself confused.

    But 'Hikaru' has decided he wants to understand. He probably never will, and Yoshiki said that's okay - but he wants to try. At least enough to live among them, to grasp how these fascinating beings think, feel, act. And love.

    And once given a chance, he’s determined to do just that.

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    29 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    ‘Hikaru’ stayed silent. Yoshiki sighed and continued to speak.

    “I’m not really.. a good person. I’m pretty undesirable actually,” Yoshiki’s voice went quiet. His tone was uneven and his eyes were avoidant.

    “How’s that?”

    Yoshiki let out a soft but shaky sigh.

    “I’ve been hidin’ the fact that Hikaru's dead. To everyone. And it’s all because I.. I…”

     

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    *Or*

    Yoshiki is very ashamed of his feelings towards his friend.

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    29 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 67

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    ‘Hikaru’ confesses his love to Yoshiki, but he doesn’t understand what love is. He doesn’t even understand why it’s wrong and sick.

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    where Yoshiki helps ‘Hikaru’ understand what love is, and ‘Hikaru’ makes sure Yoshiki knows that loving someone is not disgusting.

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    29 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 27

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    Yoshiki and 'Hikaru' go to the river the night before their entrance exam scores come in.

    Includes manga references/spoilers.

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    28 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 86

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    Yoshiki tells 'Hikaru' he might get rid of his moles one day and 'Hikaru' takes matters into his own hands

    “I’m gonna kiss every mole on ya goodbye–since you’re dead set on getting rid of em,” ‘Hikaru’ announced.

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    28 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 46

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    Sometimes the most violent fights end with the softest apologies.

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    28 Jul 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 23

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    5 times where "Hikaru" tries to be a good boyfriend for Yoshiki---And one time when Yoshiki realized "Hikaru" didn't need to try at all

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    28 Jul 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 17

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    “Ya really don’t give a shit about yourself, huh?” He got off the bed and walked towards him, closing the distance between them. “Huh?” Yoshiki was aghast at the sudden movement from him. ‘Hikaru’ leaned in closer until his crimson eyes were all Yoshiki could see.

    “Ya let yourself tremble in fear, looking pale and sick like a corpse. Ya don’t even care that yer lips are dried and almost white, or yer face and body are drenched in sweat.” His eyes were squinting as he spoke, his voice almost like a whisper. His crimson eyes were gleaming at Yoshiki, causing the boy to look away.

    “Whyy? Why do ya punish yourself like that..? What kind of sin have ya done?” Those questions struck him like lightning, burning his mind to a crisp.

    “Is it because of me? Does being with me feel like a sin to ya??” His voice turned melancholy. But his eyes remained sharp, locked on him.

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    28 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 28

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    Hikaru can’t stop himself from staring when Yoshiki laughs with a new girl, and the jealousy twisting in his chest leaves him breathless and more confused than ever.

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    27 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 7

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    There was something fucked up about holding onto your best friend’s dead body. There was something especially fucked up about it when your best friend had been replaced by something non-human, wearing his face and eating his memories. Yoshiki couldn’t let go of Hikaru, even then. Even when he was laying in bed and too tired to leave, he couldn’t just be alone—he couldn’t forget—he didn’t want to—and Hikaru wouldn’t even begin to understand how terrifying it was, how out of proportion it had become.

    (or: yoshiki thinks about it.)

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    27 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 22

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    Yoshiki wakes up in Hikaru’s futon, blankets shoved aside in the heat and bodies tangled together in a way that's too intimate to be accidental.

    A queasy churn swirls in his stomach. He braces his hands against the futon, trying to push himself upright, but before he can pull away Hikaru’s arms tighten around his middle, firm despite their trembling.

    “Wait,” Hikaru cuts through, carrying an urgency that stills Yoshiki in place. “Don’t go.”

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    26 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 19

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    Sometimes, Yoshiki can barely look at 'Hikaru'.

    Not because he's a monster, a parasitic entity that burrowed its way into the real Hikaru's body and made a living there.

    But because sometimes, Yoshiki looks at 'Hikaru', and he wants so ardently that it makes him want to rip his eyes out.

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    26 Jul 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    "Hey, Yoshiki."
    "Do you like me?"

    sleepover gone wrong and whatsnot.

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    25 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 6

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    Yoshiki is chilling in a field, and 'Hikaru' loses control...

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    24 Jul 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    After the explosive success of their lake video, the New Ghostfacers channel officially caves to viewer demands and launches its very first livestream event.
    Hikaru drags a deeply reluctant Yoshiki out to an abandoned shipping port shadowed by towering, skeletal cranes and a suffocating morning mist.
    And emboldened by the audience, Hikaru pushes every boundary of their friendship—exploiting Yoshiki's weakness with pleading puppy eyes and a provocative on-camera hair-combing session.
    The tension peaks when a clumsy fall on the slippery, moss-covered deck of an old commercial trawler forces them right back into a suffocating closeness.
    But as Hikaru attempts to vault down into Yoshiki's waiting arms, a miscalculated landing trajectory violently slams their bodies together, causing a hard collision that leaves their lips accidentally smashed together right on livestream.

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    Yoshiki and Hikaru explore an abandoned shipping port for their first livestream, going completely wrong as it ends with them accidentally kissing due to Hikaru's terrible footing and clumsiness.

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    23 Jul 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 4

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    Armed with their YouTube channel earnings and a skyrocketing viewer count, Hikaru drags Yoshiki out to an isolated, rented cabin right on the edge of the notorious eerie green lake—a spot completely abandoned by locals ever since a fisherman went missing three years ago.
    What starts as another playful, highly provocative camera intro inside the amber-lit cabin quickly spirals into high-stakes danger as they step out onto the narrow, creaking planks of the lakeside boat dock.
    Surrounded by a thick, suffocating fog, Yoshiki struggles to maintain his distance on a ricket walkway.
    One wrong step on a rotting plank leaves Yoshiki falling backward toward the polluted lake—only for Hikaru's inhuman reflexes to trigger a breathless, heart-stopping rescue that leaves their boundaries entirely shattered under the moonlight.

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    Yoshiki and Hikaru spend the night at a cabin to explore an abandoned, still-watered green lake.
    Exploring the dock, Yoshiki steps on a plank that gives out under his foot, snapping with him falling back off the dock.
    With Hikaru saving Yoshiki and hoisting him back onto the dock, theyre put into an uncomfortably close, intimate hold under the watchful eyes of the stars above.

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    23 Jul 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 60

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    There, sitting on one of the corners, was his Hikaru, his undressed back facing Yoshiki. Then— slowly, as if every movement caused him unimaginable pain, he twisted his body until he was able to look at him with a crooked smile. Yoshiki’s breath hitched in his throat, at long last allowing a broken whimper to leave the opening of his mouth.

    "Yoshiki”, Hikaru’s rough voice blossomed, uncertain. His left iris trembled to allow the escape of more iridescent tendrils, further desfiguring himself and making his half-naked figure appear much, much smaller. “You’re here.”


    One month had passed and they hadn’t talked about it. Or, well, perhaps it was better to say that Hikaru kept trying to mention their fateful Valentine’s Day, and Yoshiki kept evading the subject. Before they could even begin to sew their cracks, Hikaru is taken away.

    Yoshiki struggles with how to define what they are. Hikaru thinks they don’t need to. Together, they mend one another with patience, care and lacquer powdered with gold.

    [Can be read as a stand-alone]

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    22 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    “Yoshiki! Put yer hands on my hips!”

    “I, uh, I can’t really dance—” Yoshiki stuttered, hands tight and going owl-eyed at the people around them even though they both were being positively ignored.

    Hikaru noticed this; thus, he raised his tiptoes until his lips brushed his human’s earlobe. “They don’t care. Don’t look at anythin’ else but me.”

    For one flickering moment beneath the stained-glass shimmer of the club lights, prey turned predator.

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    Looking to celebrate their first year out of Kubitachi, Hikaru finds out about Tokyo’s gay clubs and promptly decides that Yoshiki doesn’t have a choice: he will be courted through silly human dancing rituals. Not before dressing up for the occasion, of course.

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    21 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 2

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    | Yoshiki”...”Can we try this ?”.
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    | His finger points to a manga panel,it was two people kissing and they were all into it too.Head tilting and all of that stuff they use in the |movies.

     

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    |Hikaru was everything to him maybe even this one too.But the old Hikaru knew what their town was like.Knew if they were in daylight |they would be shot dead.It broke Yoshiki’s heart to see his pretty little boy not knowing the world was so judging.

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    218

    21 Jul 2026

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