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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    A heartbroken Buck leaves Eddie’s house with the knowledge that he is being left. Again. Left by the one person he never thought he’d have to lose.

    There’s only one reasonable response to this. Go to a bar, get drunk and explore your sexuality.

    Shockingly. This goes wrong. And Buck suffers while everyone else goes on with their lives. Not noticing.

     

    OR: A season 08 episode 09 speculation fic where Buck is kidnapped and the 118 tries to find him... a few days late

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    23 Feb 2025

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    tears

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    Who is Evan Meyers?

    The man known as Evan Buckley was adopted when he was 3 and grew up with loving parents as Evan Meyers. When he applies for the LAFD he is known as Evan Buckley once more.

    After the truck bombing, a pulmonary embolism, and surviving a tsunami, Evan has had it with Los Angeles. No one from the 118 has visited, called, or checked on him in months except Carla and Christopher. When Evan finds out that it's Bobby holding him back and not the higher ups, he decides that it's time to go home and leave the facade of Evan 'Buckley' in Los Angeles.

    He packs up and makes his way to Austin, Texas where his parents and a certain cop is waiting for him.

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    28 Oct 2024

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    iykyk

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    Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
    Can I please come down, come down
    'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
    Can I please come down?

    Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
    And it's starting to weigh down on me."

    -Astronaut by Simple Plan

    ~~~~~~

    "Kid." Tony sighed. "You can't be getting into fights. Especially since school is almost over."

    Clint ran into the room. "WHOOHOO!! DID YOU BEAT HIM UP PETER?! DID YOU GET THAT PUNK REAL GOOD?"

    "Uh, yes?" Peter answered, confused and bewildered.

    "Good job, Peter." Natasha complimented. Steve nodded with a smile while Tony groaned.

    "Guys, we shouldn't be encouraging him!"

    ~~~~~~

    OR 5 times the Avengers looked out for Peter, and the 1 time they couldn't (and it goes terribly wrong).

    ~~~~~~

    PART TWO of Feelin' Like An Astronaut! Please read the other first! Thanks :)

    TRIGGER WARNINGS: Alcohol abuse, child abuse, panic attacks, and a school shooting. It sounds super dark but I promise there are happy and funny moments lol

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    09 Oct 2024

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    lator

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    Stiles comes home to his dad after being honorably discharged from the FBI. He's less than he was, but maybe that's not so bad.

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    25 Sep 2024

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    ',:)

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Starting at the finale of Season 11 (w/o Mary's return or BMOL) Morgan's a 16 year old witch who has always lived under her Mother's abuse, but in the midst of an attack from a redheaded witch she sends Morgan away with a parting note finally revealing the identity of the girl's father and the last known numbers to contact his son's Sam and Dean for help.
    Full of canon from seasons 11 and prior *Disciplinary spanking in later chapters*

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    16 Aug 2024

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    on cpt 2

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    In hindsight, Lucy isn’t entirely sure how it begins.

    All she knows is that it’s Friday night and she’s sitting at a table with Tim, a bottle of whiskey between them, and a paper and pen on the table.

    “Hard limits?” Tim asks, and Lucy bites her lip as she thinks. She’s tempted to say ‘none’, but she had been blissfully unaware of all the possible sexual acts that could come out in a Dominate and Submissive relationship until Tim had told her to do her research, and then meet him for dinner on Friday to talk about it in a tone that booked no argument and also turned her on so quickly that her vision blurred.

    That had been two days ago, and she has barely slept since then, because every bit of research she does causes her brain to short circuit when she considers it in relation to Tim.

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    29 May 2024

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    owowowo

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    After the whole debacle with the lawsuit Buck is shunned from his family and isolated at the firehouse. Fate just piles it on as a route check up turns into waiting on test results to see if he actually has a life threatening illness. Could this be the catalyst to everyone patching things up? Or will it be the final straw for Buck?

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    06 May 2024

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    Cancer Buck

  8. Public Bookmark 35

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    10 years ago Stiles Stilinski left Beacon Hills.

    He was kicked out of the pack after the incident with Donovan and for being a “weak, skinny , defenceless human” as Derek Hale loved to remind him.

    He joins the CIA after Katrina dies. One day Katrina Harper gives him a mission that is in Beacon Hills, California.

    What happens when Mitch has to go back?

    Will he be welcomed back with open arms?

    Time to show the Pack that he is no longer weak or skinny and the he is most definitely NOT defenceless.

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    19 Apr 2024

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    the

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    When Carlos found out about TK's deepest sexual fantasy, TK thought this was game-over for them. Because who in their right might would want to do that? Much to TK's surprise, they're far from over, and he learns to never judge a book by its cover.

    Or that time when Carlos calls his best friends and ex-lovers to screw his boyfriend's brains out.

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    29 Mar 2024

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    4

  10. Public Bookmark 74

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    For four years Spencer kept a secret about his past from the BAU, but then that past comes back. Will Spencer be able to keep everything he worked for? Can four years of friendship survive? Can he survive?

    **Update 8/17/2015** Chapter one has been fixed.

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    28 Jan 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 99

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    On the first of October, Buck is taken. Right from under Eddie's nose. Eddie doesn't take that well. Buck has an all around bad time.

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    For the whumptober 2023 prompt list. Let's try to make an entire story with every prompt and see how this goes.

    -> No. 18: “I tend to deflect when I’m feeling threatened.”
    Blindfold | Tortured For Information | “Hit them harder.”

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    15 Dec 2023

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    asap

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    “I’m not leaving you, Buck.” Eddie says with a tired sigh, like he’s struggling with the weight of the world and Buck’s the one who put it there. “Just switching jobs, that’s all.”

    That’s all?, Buck wants to scream, because every relationship he has is tied to the job in some way, and first Maddie left, and then it was Chimney, and now it’s Eddie. But he doesn’t scream, because that would be a little bit too tragic, even for him, and nods instead. Bites his tongue. Pretends that he isn't falling apart where he's stood.

    ***

    Or, set post season 5A, where Buck is alone, and angry, and exhausted, but mostly terrified that everyone he loves is slowly slipping away from him.

    **rated mature for heavy themes**

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    01 Dec 2023

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    oops I did it

  13. This has been deleted, sorry!

    30 Nov 2023

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    seal buck

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    Evan Buckley is travelling across the country, on his way to start at the LAFD Academy, when he experiences something so impossible, he doubts his own mind.

    It can't be real.

    Except there's a voice in his head talking to him, responding to him.

    It's a man who says he's a medic in Afghanistan.

    He's very real.

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    30 Oct 2023

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    ohoh

  15. Public Bookmark 50

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    'In the SEALs, one of the first things you are taught is how to get through torture, how to understand what drug you were forced to intake, and how to work through the situation to succeed.

    So when Buck woke up, groggy and disoriented, he could tell he had been drugged even though he was rusty.'

    OR
    Buck was impulsive, but he was sacrificial.
    So when his neighbor asked for help he didn't second guess himself when he ran out of his apartment.
    He kind of wishes he did.

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    18 Oct 2023

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    Evan Buckley isn't one to open up about his past or his family, but when family calls he's off in minutes.
    Will a rough situation help him realize he's not everything he thinks he is?
    Will he be okay?

    Because I can't seem to let go of my Evan Buckley-Strand headcanon.

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    18 Oct 2023

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    the team doesn't know much about buck's past, and he'd like to keep it that way, they probably could count all the things they know about Buck before he joined the 118. It wasn't that he was ashamed of his past, it was just that talking about the past brought up memories he wanted to forget.

    or

    i'm a sucker for seal!buck and had to write one of my own

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    18 Oct 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 77

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    When Evan's new friend turned out to be his sister's abusive ex, his world got turned upside down. Now he had to navigate the human world while trying to control his new blood lust.

    However, when a one night stand ended up dead, Buck can't seem to control his new urges around the hot detective investigating the case. And if that weren't bad enough, it seemed like the killer was after Buck himself.

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    15 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    vampire asap

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    E se Jeffery Hudson, ao escapar do julgamento, fosse atrás da família de Athena para se vingar e, ao não conseguir capturar seus filhos biológicos, ele fosse atrás daquele que mais encaixasse no requisito?

    Buck...

    Fanfic ABO.
    Leia as tags, não venha comentar atrocidades porque não leu antes.

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    14 Oct 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    translate

  20. Public Bookmark 77

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    Eddie knows what this looks like, alright? But he swears, he SWEARS, he wasn't trying to- he wouldn't- he'd never hit Buck. Not by accident, and definitely not on purpose. He was in the Army, sure, but he's never let any physical violence bleed over to the people he loves. Well, he's always tried to.

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    24 Sep 2023

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ..........

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