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    When Shane Hollander looks into the future he sees— not a flat sheet of ice, not that, not anymore, but something equally as empty.

    His backup plan was always to go to university. He hadn't thought he'd ever need it, not really. Especially not near the end, when everything felt so certain. But his grades were good, his mom made sure of that, so when he woke up in the hospital he already knew what he was going to do next. But after?

    There's a standard path people take, he knows, that comes after school. But when he tries to picture it, slot himself into the picket fence and the corporate overhead fluorescents, it disappears. Like it was never going to be real at all.

    (Or: after ending up at a jazz bar to celebrate the end of finals season, Shane Hollander finds himself where he never thought he'd be— in the orbit of NHL superstar Ilya Rozanov.)

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Brooklyn, 1927. The Golden Age of Boxing. Two years ago, light heavyweight champion Dean Winchester and heavyweight champion Castiel Novak had a secret affair. After a scandal tarnished Cas’ name and stripped him of his title, the two parted ways. Now, with a heavyweight tournament on the horizon, Dean aims to up his weight class so he can compete for the title. He finds unexpected competition when Cas comes out of retirement and returns to New York to fix his reputation. Upon their reunion, the two contenders learn that, outside of the ring, some bruises never really heal.

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    23 Oct 2023

  3. Public Bookmark 11

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    Richie Tozier watches Eddie from afar, blushing whenever he looks back like a fucking teenage girl, but he feels he's much of a loser to talk to him... plus, he's scared of Eddie's girlfriend.
    Eddie Kapsbrak watches Richie from afar, wondering what it would be like to be so cool and to give zero fucks about everything.
    fucking pair of idiots.
    TW: Homophobia, drug use (maybe), cigarettes, alcohol, F slur, TRASHMOUTH Tozier
    PLAYLISTS:
    Teenage Dirtbag playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/24RAXp6P6ipTLRmAmWeLWR
    just like heaven, a playlist by trashmouth to teach eds about GOOD music: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1rAKjhQBHIAqf5ZrBGR3LM

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    24 Sep 2023

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    Two weeks after killing IT, it's clear to Eddie that there's something no one is telling him. The last thing he remembers before the hospital is that horrible spider leg stuck in his back and Richie's face, desperate. Then nothing, just Darkness in capital letters and, with almost no transition, the whiteness of the hospital room in which he woke up.

    Or: the fic where Eddie has questions, Richie doesn't want to give answers, and they drive from coast to coast trying to find a middle ground between them.

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    21 Sep 2023

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    “You need to wake up now,” Stan says softly. “This isn’t real.”

    “I know, but I can’t,” Richie sobs. “I don’t want to be here.” Not again. Never again. It is dead, why is It still haunting him?

    Stan fixes him with one of those looks of his, the one where he can see his every thought as if it were written on his face. “That’s not true, Trashmouth.”

    Alternatively: We all know Richie gets caught in the Deadlights, but do we really know what happens after?

    (Deadlights, timelines, Stan’s ghostly meddling—oh, my.)

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    21 Sep 2023

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Richie didn't ask for his parents to get so caught up in their own lives...to forget him sometimes. And he certainly didn't ask to crash his bike on Neibolt Street and discover some new friends who make him question his own fears, his own heart...and their untimely deaths.

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    13 Sep 2023

  7. Public Bookmark 21

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    “But you broke up with me. Our lives were headed on opposite sides of the country but I wanted us to work. God, I wanted us to work so badly. We could’ve tried long distance.” Richie blinks back tears and looks up at the sky. “We never got to try.”
    “... I never knew you wanted that.”
    “Eddie, for God’s sake, you weren’t the only one who was in love!"

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    13 Sep 2023

  8. Public Bookmark 84

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    Of course Riche was going to get anonymous love notes dropped off for him at their house, that wasn't a surprise. Eddie had a Twitter, he saw the kind of thirsty shit people tweeted about him on a daily basis. Richie was famous and funny and popular and fucking handsome as all hell. He was newly out and riding high from all the positive press of his most recent amazing set he'd been performing locally. It was almost February, and Eddie shouldn't have been surprised that Richie would be fucking courted.

    No, Eddie wasn't surprised.

    But, he thought, glaring at the envelope out of the corner of his eye, he wasn't exactly thrilled about it either.

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    13 Sep 2023

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    Richie loses his glasses. Things get confusing for Eddie.

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    13 Sep 2023

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    "No, I would've remembered this," Richie says, folding his hand around the un-bandaged parts of Eddie's hand. The gold ring glints on his pinky.

    Eddie explains how he stabbed himself and Richie nearly dies. His laughter sounds like someone peeling out on fresh blacktop.

    "Okay, yeah, hyuck it up, you goofy bitch," Eddie says.

    "How many times is that? Four? The universe wants you to be penetrated, Eds," Richie says. "It cannot get enough of you."

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    29 Aug 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 89

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    Dennis leaves for North Dakota with seven words to echo in Mac's head: "You should get a boyfriend." And so Mac does. He finds a good man, and, suddenly, it's not what Dennis wants. He's desperate to get Mac back and he's willing to do anything, no matter how damaging it may be.

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    27 Aug 2023

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    or alternatively “Dennis Tries to Kill Himself: MacDennis Remix”
    Originally for the 2017 MacDennis Big Bang, but alas

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    They don’t have a falling out so much as a slowly drifting apart. Being a dad makes Dennis tired, so tired sometimes he feels like he might never have energy again, and that means that he stops checking in with Mac as often. Eventually, they stop talking. Mac gets a boyfriend. Dennis stops taking his medication.

    After Dennis attempts suicide, Mandy insists he return to Philadelphia with the gang, and she will follow with Brian Jr. when she can. Faced with an unwanted recovery, a failed family, and feelings he would rather ignore, Dennis is forced to navigate uncharted waters within himself and within his relationship with Mac.

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    23 Aug 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dennis found that life was a lot easier when you didn’t rest your fate in someone else’s hands. He doesn’t believe in God, thinks he is a God, that maybe God is a woman,

    “Or maybe God isn’t anything at all,” he says to himself.

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    22 Aug 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 92

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    “What year do you come out of your stupid closet, Mac?

    Mac sighs, wonders if there will be a boom or a flash of light if the universe goes ass-up, and resigns himself to it. “2017, Den.”

    In the end there’s only silence.

    Then:
    “Are you kidding me?” Dennis shrieks. “I have to wait ten years for you to get your shit together?”

     

    2023 Mac finds himself face to face with 2007 Dennis, because through God all things are possible.

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    22 Aug 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 97

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    Dennis takes drastic measures when he feels Mac slipping out of his control.

    Set throughout Season 16.

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    21 Aug 2023

  16. Public Bookmark 99

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    Paddy's Pub has a new pest, no thanks to Frank: pickleball players. Charlie and Dee embrace the pickling lifestyle. Mac sees an opportunity to include his new boyfriend, Colin. Dennis is tormented by all of this.

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    20 Aug 2023

  17. Public Bookmark 45

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    It’s 2005. Mac and Charlie hooked up at the high school party. One sleepless night, one month later, they get high together when the inevitable conversation is brought up.

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    “S’like, it doesn’t make us gay just ‘cause we enjoyed it. It’s experimenting, it’s totally normal like, loads of straight guys bang a few dudes in their lifetime but it doesn’t make them gay so, y’know. Like, we could do that again and again and even if we enjoyed it every time like, it wouldn’t make us gay, it just means like, we’re good friends and that we’re comfortable in our sexuality and that we’re experimenting and like, that’s normal. Normal and fine.”

    Quietly, Charlie speaks up next to him. His voice is almost… bashful. Almost.

    “What do you mean by that?” Charlie mumbles. “Doing it again and again, like, what do you mean?”

    It’s almost impossible for Mac to think of a response. He goes silent, red in the face as he stubbornly takes another hit, inhaling way too hard. Slightly lightheaded, he shrugs weakly. “Dunno.”

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    27 Jul 2023

  18. Public Bookmark 43

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    How can a fundamental misunderstanding be perpetuated for actual decades between close-knit friends?

    Easily, if you're self-absorbed enough.

    Charlie's track record of miscommunication catches up with him, creating a shitstorm to end all shitstorms within the gang, one that probably won't be so easily recovered from with the typical bouts of physical fighting. Dennis is on the war path, Dee is finding empowerment in her womanhood, and Mac has been catapulted further into the closet than was ever imaginable. The culling day is upon Philadelphia, all thanks to warm beer, tall tales of titanium body parts, and an ill-fated game of roshambo.

    (Alternatively titled- "Charlie gets clocked.")

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    27 Jul 2023

  19. Public Bookmark 23

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    Filled Tumblr Prompt: Mac and Dennis go on a dinner date; Dennis struggles with sensory overload.

    "Dennis loathes days like these, days where he wakes up feeling wrong."

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    18 Jul 2023

  20. Public Bookmark 36

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    Part I - The Repentance Series

    Mac’s gay. Mac loves Charlie. However, if he wants his father to love him, the church to love him, God to love him… He can’t be.

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    “Ah. Here we go, let’s see…” Luther muses. “You shall not lie with man, for it is an abomination. That’s a good one. What else… Ah yes, homosexuality is contrary to God’s natural order and results from rejecting God. Sound familiar? Let’s keep looking…”

    Mac feels like he’s spinning out as Luther recites every possible bible verse at him that could be used to break him down. Every verse against gay people or sodomy, every verse about the obedience of sons and the discipline of fathers, every verse about lust and temptation. Mac bugs out. Eyes spacing, body curling in; he swears, he can actually feel the building blocks he’d spent the past couple of years cultivating with his happiness, contentment and intimacy actively fucking crumbling with every word that leaves Luther’s mouth. Everything he’s become, everything he loves being, everything he truly is and always will be… implodes.

    Luther snaps the bible shut. “This is a holy book. And you use it as an ashtray.”

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    04 Jul 2023

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    Sooo good omg

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