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After their accidental public outing, engaged hockey players Ilya and Shane are finally free and happier than ever. That is, until Russia issues a warrant for Ilya’s arrest. Deported and detained, Ilya faces a horrific chain of events, pushing him to his breaking point. In the darkest hours, one thought drives him: survive long enough to see Shane again.
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23 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander have hated each other for three seasons. kind of hate where Ilya hit Shane into the boards so hard his ears rang for a week, and where Shane's smile after blocking Ilya's game-winning shot was the most devastating fuck you either had witnessed.
So when Ilya shows up at Shane’s apartment at 2am on a Tuesday, barely standing, blood dried at his hairline and his hands shaking so badly he can barely knock, Shane doesn’t understand what to do at first, or why Ilya is here, of all places.
He opens the door.
Ilya has a split lip, bruises turning dark across his cheekbone, His eyes are hollow in a way Shane’s never seen them before. He tries so hard to hold himself together, there’s something about seeing him like this. Ilya, who’s never been anything but sharp, mean and untouchable, that makes Shane’s chest feel like it’s ready to cave in.
“Jesus Christ” Shane breathes. “Ilya-”
“Didn’t know where else to go.” Ilya’s accent is thicker when he’s barely holding on, all his carefully practiced English slipping. He won’t look at Shane. “I-sorry. This was stupid. I’ll-”
“Who did this to you.”
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20 Jan 2026
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The noise must have been loud enough to reach Shane too, because he turned his head, his eyes just slitted and open enough to find Ilya’s despite the trainer’s warning to keep still. Ilya’s breath caught. Shane—his Shane—looked so scared, with tears running down his face and mingling with all the blood.
His mouth moved. It was more unintelligible sounds, really just a breath of air, but for the first time Ilya saw it. He knew those syllables, he had seen them pass through Shane’s lips only once before, on a night he would never forget.
"Ilya."
or, a reimagining of Shane’s injury during the Montreal vs. Boston game in 2017, except this time it’s a little messier, a little bloodier, and much, much worse.
Oh, and Ilya loses his mind.
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20 Jan 2026
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The Long Change (Between Games) by colorsflashing
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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Ilya is traded without warning.
Shane is left spiraling.
Between games, everything falls apart.Or: The one where Ilya Rozanov finds out he’s been traded to the Los Angeles Rush moments before taking the ice against the Montreal Metros.
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20 Jan 2026
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She’d never say anything, of course, because she could be wrong. In fact, most days Yuna was certain she was wrong. Shane had only ever dated girls, and had never shown any outright signs of liking… anything else. But that didn’t stop her from wondering, occasionally, whether her son was entirely straight.
But the last hour or so had certainly put paid to that suspicion. Because Shane was receiving a frankly alarming number of texts from someone named ‘Lily’.Or: Yuna and David meet Ilya Rozanov at the hospital after Shane’s injury.
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20 Jan 2026
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i'm not the only one by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Jan 2026
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Shane’s thumb flicks through the MLH Snark subreddit like he always does after a rough game, looking for anything about him or his teammates. Anything about a bad turnover, a missed shot — he can handle the jokes. He can handle the gifs. He can handle the memes.
But he always had this deep concern that after a bad game, when all eyes were on him, and people were just searching for anything they could to turn people against him, he would find something about him and Ilya—he even had nightmares about it.
So, he would doomscroll. Searching on Twitter or Reddit to see if they found anything. Tonight was no different, well, until he saw a newer post from a few hours ago.
r/hockeyconfessions
Toronto Guardian Star Sexually Assaulted Me
He pauses. Not on purpose.
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20 Jan 2026
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no babe, i’m just waking up by bchxrlie
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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His head ricochets off the plexiglass so hard, his helmet visor cracks and he crumples to the ice, unmoving…
The crowd gasps as Shane heaves and the medic that was directly in front of him quickly moves aside as he vomits onto the rink. Ilya’s blood runs cold as he watches.
It turns to ice when Shane starts convulsing.
Or:
The hit from Marlow was more than a concussion and a collarbone fracture. Ilya now has to learn how he can best support Shane, right under David and Yuna’s noses.
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20 Jan 2026
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and i need somewhere to land (i might as well fall) by rwrb_uncut
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Jan 2026
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“Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked.
“Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.
But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?
“Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls.
“Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
_____________________Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to
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20 Jan 2026
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I'd Share A Life (And You'd Share A Life) by noedovenest
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Olesya.”
“Oh-lee-syah,” Shane repeated slowly, making sure he pronounced it right. “What… what are you going to do?”
“I don’t know,” Ilya said, resting his head in his hand. “I don’t fucking know.”
Shane’s voice was steady. “What can I do?”
How long had it been since someone offered to help Ilya? He took care of his family, carried his brother’s financial burdens, tended his own injuries, paid his way through life without aid. The question, softly spoken and rich with genuine intent, was enough to bring tears to his eyes. Could he really trust it? Could he ask someone for help?
For once, he wanted to try.OR: Ilya is left with sudden custody of Alexei's daughter and calls Shane to help.
(Set just before the cottage.)
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20 Jan 2026
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Would they get into trouble with their own team over this? Probably.
Would it be worth it?
Abso-fucking-lutely.
“He’s doing it again,” Dykstra stage-whispered, pulling Ilya back to reality. “It’s getting weird.”
Bood nodded. “Yeah. How he actually managed to land Hollzy with that creepy smile is beyond me.”
Ilya snorted. “Fuck off, idiots.”
“Ah,” Wyatt made a cheerful noise. “He’s back! We missed you, Cap.”
“But we’d also appreciate it if you could stop grinning like a lunatic,” Chouinard said, pointing at Ilya’s face. “You look like you’re about to become the Metros’ worst nightmare.”
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For months, Shane has been treated like an outcast—branded a traitor by the city he once called home. Now he can’t wait to leave Montreal behind for good. Yet, determined to keep his dignity, he takes part in one final fan event to raise money for a children’s hospital.
On the surface, it’s simple enough. Fans exchange money for an autograph, a picture and a fleeting moment with their former hero—nothing Shane hasn’t done countless times over the past decade. This time, however, his final obligation to the team doesn’t end the way he expects.
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20 Jan 2026
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cold war by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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“I think you don’t hate me as much as you want to. I think you’re curious about me. I think-” he leans in, voice dropping even lower. “I think you watch my highlights. Late at night, when no one is looking.”
Shane Hollander is bred for greatness: son of a future Prime Minister, Canada’s golden boy, first overall pick. Ilya Rozanov is Russia’s answer: the President’s son, cocky and brilliant, everything Shane is supposed to beat.
Their rivalry begins at seventeen with an overtime goal and a blown kiss. It evolves in hotel rooms and stolen hours between games they’re supposed to hate each other through. For seven years, they hide what they are while the world watches them compete, until one catastrophic hit forces Ilya to make an impossible choice in front of twenty thousand people.
What starts as Cold War propaganda becomes something neither of them can control. And when you’re in love with your rival, winning and losing stop meaning what they used to.
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20 Jan 2026
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made my heart surrender by eveve
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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Reporters constantly ask him questions about his designation.
“Shane, what challenges do you face being a male omega on a team largely made up of alphas?”
“Why are you, an omega, the best choice for becoming captain?”
“Do you feel you have a disadvantage on the ice when playing against so many competitive alphas from rival teams?”
No comment. No comment. No comment.
“How do you manage to juggle your responsibilities to your team and other outside activities, say, such as your heat leave?”
No fucking comment.
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alpha!Ilya defends omega!Shane when one of his asshole teammates targets Shane during a game due to his omega status, which results in a concussion and broken collar bone. Neither of them were ready for the ripple effects from this day, and how it would transform their careers, their lives, and maybe turn into the best thing that happened to either of them.
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20 Jan 2026
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It all started with a photo from an aquarium in Montreal. A shy fan nervously approached the two Metro’s players and asked for a photo. The photo was dark, all blue light from the large tanks. Shane stood there and smiled awkwardly, Hayden’s baby cradled to his chest. Hayden had his arm around the fan, a wild smile on his face.
-Ran into @shanehollanderhockey and @hayden_pike_ at the aquarium today, thank you for the picture and go Metros!
-Why do they look like two proud fathers with their child
-The bromance of the century
-They should kiss, just like for science or somethingHayden Pike and Shane Hollander's bromance goes viral for some reason, complete with interviews and photoshoots all planned by Yuna Hollander. The interviews, photos and edits are all over Ilya Rozanov's timeline and driving him out of his mind.
There is a game in Montreal in one week, Ilya would remind Hollander who owned him and put Pike in his place. Seven days until he got his hands on the one person that could make him feel this crazy.
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20 Jan 2026
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Carpe Diem: Oh So Guilty (Oh So Loved) by greenchlorine (zhelanye)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Following an injury during a Montreal–Boston game in 2016, Ilya Rozanov remembers Shane Hollander, and forgets him. For a moment, he does not remember being loved.
So perhaps, it is time that Shane reminds himself, after a decade, to chase his future at a break-neck pace, because Shane is tired of feeling guilty, tired of hiding from the person he never truly wants to hide from.
It won't be so easy, of course, and maybe the path will take them two steps forward and one step back, but they will walk arm in arm, hand in hand, toward their forever.
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ilya is injured in a game, and it is all the motivation shane will ever need to seize the day.
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20 Jan 2026
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Here, After by BlckOnyx
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Jan 2026
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Ilya opened one of his messages.
Have you seen the news?
Ilya, call me. Now.
Please tell me you already fucking know.
Jesus Christ, man.That was it. No context. No explanation. Just panic wrapped in vague bullshit.
His jaw locked. “Are you fucking serious right now,” he muttered, thumb scrolling harder than necessary. Say it or don’t, you assholes. The half-answers made his skin crawl. It felt like they were all circling something awful, whispering around it, waiting for him to step close enough to get hit.
His chest felt tight now, pressure building, so he did the one thing that made sense. He opened social media.
Shane Hollander’s name was everywhere.
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Shane was hurt in ways everyone could see, and in ways only Ilya would carry.
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20 Jan 2026
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surrounded by my thoughts of ya (i think im a little obsessed) by chansracha
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
06 Dec 2021
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It all started with one simple touch.
Changbin putting a hand on Jisung’s waist as he reached into the cabinet above him to grab a bag of chips.
Jisung finishes washing the dishes with his dick rock hard and leaking precum in his boxers, hoping it wouldn't seep through into his sweatpants.Alternatively: Changbin puts his hand on Jisung's waist and it all goes downhill from there.
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26 Dec 2024
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just some good binsung smut that's all i need
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Seo Changbin, a car race driver.
Han Jisung, a riding mechanic.In which Jisung has the biggest and fattest crush on Seo Changbin.
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He lets Changbin guide him through the apartment by the hand in his. They move past Chan’s laptop on the kitchen table, past the door to their studio room, past all the pictures hanging on the walls that Jisung still remembers being taken, before stopping at the most familiar sight in the whole apartment. Once again Jisung finds himself peering into Chan and Changbin’s room like a voyeur. One step away from feeling like an intruder. The only things keeping him from turning away being the need that’s burning brighter with every touch and Changbin’s steady hands.
He lets himself be guided inside and pulled onto their bed, on top of the crisp white duvet and into Changbin’s arms. He’s kissed again, this time with more drive and urgency. They have all night but with the way Changbin kisses him he feels like he’s about to be devoured.
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25 Dec 2024
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“Yeah? You want me that bad?”
A bead of sweat slides down Changbin’s neck. Jisung, inexplicably, imagines the salty tang of it.
“You’re the one who dropped to his knees,” Changbin deadpans, loosely stroking himself in long, lazy pulls.
Jisung sways forward helplessly, hands curling around the meat of Changbin’s strong calves. He breathes on what would be a laugh, if he wasn’t so turned on that it hurts. “You got me there.”
It’s the hottest day of summer so far. Jisung thinks Changbin is mad at him.
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17 Nov 2024
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“So you must’ve come back for an incredibly sexy and charming barista like me, right?”
Jisung doesn’t even have time to get absolutely fucking mortified at his complete lack of thought, because to his surprise, Changbin is blushing. He drops his gaze, clearly flustered, and mumbles, “something like that.”
Jisung’s doubts vs. Changbin’s use of the 5 love languages (ft. coffee, wingmen minlix, and a lot of flirting.)