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    Ilya hesitated, staring at the number. He was captain of Hollander’s new team. It would have been completely normal, if not expected, that he would reach out to him soon. But his hand had turned to lead, his finger hovering over the “Call” button. What would he even say?

    “Hey Hollander. Sorry your team dumped you out of nowhere after building them a dynasty and you’re being shipped back to your hometown to play on an historically shitty team, captained by me, the guy who you’ve been pitted against your whole career and built up a decade’s worth of resentment towards, not to mention the fact that we sucked each other’s dicks that one time years ago and then pretended that it never happened. Haha, yeah, good times. Anyways. See you at practice.”

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    In June 2010, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov hook up for the first and last time.

    In July 2021, Shane Hollander is abruptly traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.

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    19 May 2026

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    31 fics across 31 days. a different story every day.

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    15 Apr 2026

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    “I feel really good about this kid, I think he could be great on your wing, he just needs some help settling in. Someone to show him the ropes.”

    “Yes.”

    The line went silent for a moment. Ilya wasn’t really sure why his coach felt the need to run this by him.

    “Rozanov,” his coach said at last. “I want him to live with you.”

    Ilya blinked, then nearly shouted into the phone. “What?”

    * * *

    or, Ilya stays in Boston, gets a rookie, and tries to figure out how to make a secret long distance relationship work while there's a Russian teenager in his house

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    22 Feb 2026

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    Over the course of a year, Neil Josten's life changes in a hundred ways. He marries the love of his life. He buys a house with his new husband and their partner. He decides to have a baby.

    He lives, and he loves, and he faces what comes, with the family that he made by his side and at his back.

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    01 Oct 2025

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    Kapitel 6

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    As it turns out, being roommates with your ex-friend-with-benefits complicates things. Especially when you keep breaking your own rules.

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    23 Sep 2025

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    Kapitel 6

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    Somewhere on the road, Mary Hatford gets pregnant with her second child. When she passes, she leaves behind not only Neil, but his toddler brother. Survival is difficult without also raising a kid. Worn out and desperate, Neil still somehow ends up at Palmetto, only this time, he brings his four-year-old brother with him.

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    13 Sep 2025

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    Kapitel 38

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    Kevin, Neil, and Allison are grad students, roommates, and obviously best friends. One fortuitous day, Kevin meets a short, knife-wielding blond guy in the library and brings him home to meet the short, knife-wielding redhead he lives with.

    If only Neil knew what having a crush felt like before this happened.

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    04 Sep 2025

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    Finished

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    Andrew is adopted into the Wesninski family, who live in a decaying town in the middle of nowhere—where winter never ends and black snow coats the ground like soot. There’s a boy around Andrew’s age with unnatural indigo eyes, his mother Mary who exists more as shadow than person, and his father, Nathan, who radiates something deeply, irreparably wrong.

    Or the story of Andrew and Neil growing up as adopted brothers, getting torn apart, and finding their way back to each other years later.

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    03 Sep 2025

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    Kevin blinks confusedly. "Dreams?"

    "..." A breath. "About you. And Andrew."

    "Ah," Kevin hums in understanding. That almost always means he does not understand anything. "Bad dreams?"

    Neil shakes his head. "No. Not bad. Just…" He winces. "Another kind of dream."

    "Which is?

    "...Kevin."

    "Yes?"

    "Dreams where we do things," Neil murmurs, trying not to jumble the words together in his mortification, "that we don't really do in real life."

    "What?"

    Or, when a trip to the Patagonian countryside with the original Foxes highlights their relationship's unintentional chastity, Neil starts having sex dreams about Kevin. From thereon, things only get more complicated.

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    31 Aug 2025

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    “And you cared about nothing,” Neil fills in the blanks by himself, forging the unbreakable image of Kevin and Andrew before Neil even knew them. “You wanted to be more like him.”

    When Andrew doesn’t answer, Neil continues, “His left hand. He always let you take care of it, too. He trusted you like that. Kevin— Kevin never doubted your ability to be gentle.”

    “He was naive,” Andrew grinds his teeth, “and stupid.”

    Neil’s response is so automatic he couldn’t have taken it back if he wanted to. “And you loved him for it.”

    Alternatively: Kevin's graduation confirms what they already knew — it's always easier to realize you love something after you lose it.

    Russian translation available!

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    27 Aug 2025

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    Albus and Scorpius aren't sure what they're doing when their relationship starts to change, and they discover the complexities of balancing a relationship and keeping secrets while immersed in Hogwarts where nothing stays quiet for long. As they find their footing in uncharted territory, Scorpius finds out he bears a heavier burden than just the Malfoy name, and Albus realizes some things are more important than his life.

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    20 Aug 2025

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    "You've wanked one another off," James asked and when Albus nodded 'yes' his brother went mental. "Friends don't wank one another off, Al," James half-shouted. "Merlin, you're an idiot."

     

     

     

    Albus and Scorpius have never been lacking on the idea front, but this time, rather than trying to change time and consequentially resurrecting a great darkness and eternal gloom, they've decided to try out something a little more... sexually experimental.

    alternatively titled: fellas, is it gay to jerk off your best friend?

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    18 Aug 2025

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    Regulus is consumed by bitterness and pain after his brother Sirius ran away from home, and he blames James Potter for taking him away.
    Seeking revenge, he plots to take James away from Sirius. But what starts as a means of vengeance quickly turns into a tumultuous affair, and Regulus finds himself falling in love. Passion and desire turn into feelings and the wish to do and be better for James.

    But, as he navigates his complex feelings for James, a dark wizard rises to power, seeking to gain followers among the Hogwarts students. Trapped between duty and love, Regulus is forced to confront his fears, as he tries to protect those he cares about.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    “Do you swear it?” Regulus looks deep into James’ eyes, waiting for the faltering, but there is none.
    “I swear it,” he says, gripping Regulus’ arm tighter.
    There’s a moment of silence, and then it is James who twists their arms, locking the charm in place. Not that either of them will remember it the following day, drunk as they are.

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    James and Regulus get really drunk and make an unbreakable vow. James swears that Regulus will be in love with him by the end of the year, and Regulus swears not to push him away and make him try. When they wake up the following day, they remember nothing of it. But everyone knows what happens if you don’t go through with it, so they can do nothing but try to recall and respect their drunken promises or be met by sweet old death. As if this wasn’t enough, their everyday problems seem to double by the minute. Between the vow and life as a student,

    It’s about to be a hell of a year.

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    08 Aug 2025

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    Kill Your Darlings: To remove or refrain from using something in spite of one's affection for it

    Years after Regulus loses his brother they're reunited, and as he struggles to figure out where he fits in Sirius's life he also struggles not to get lost in the impossible feelings he has for Sirius's best friend.

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    05 Aug 2025

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    James meets Regulus in juvie.

    Nine years later, James has a new life entirely separate from his past. His friends have no idea he has a criminal record or spent time in foster care. He means to keep it this way.

    When Sirius finally decides it's time for James to meet his little brother, they're all in for a shock.

    The past is a little harder to leave behind than James bargained for. It follows.

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    02 Aug 2025

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    “So, you’re in my body and I’m in your body. Why don’t we like…” Sirius claps his hands together, trying to demonstrate what Regulus thinks might be two bodies colliding by force.

    “Yes, yes, I see what you’re saying. A–a jolt!” Regulus says, catching on. “Okay, you go over there, and I’ll go over here.”

    Sirius nods enthusiastically, like this is the best idea in the world, and heads over to the other side of the Astronomy Tower. He takes his position, looking back at Regulus. “On my count. One, two, three!”

    OR: Regulus and Sirius Black wake up to find their bodies magically swapped. As the brothers stumble through each other's lives, hijinks ensue, and they are forced to confront their fears, navigate their romantic lives, and uncover hidden truths to work toward forgiveness. Inspired by Freaky Friday (2003).

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    31 Jul 2025

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    His jaw clenched every time he saw Buck throwing his head back, hips rolling with the bull’s movement. It was impossible to look away. Which is probably why he didn’t notice Maddie appearing next to him.

    „You know, I don’t think you’ve blinked once since he got on that thing.“

    Eddie startled, was it that obvious? He had to come up with an excuse. And, well, Eddie Diaz came up with the worst excuse possible. „He’s gonna get himself hurt.“

    Maddie’s grin widened, knowingly. „That’s not why you’re watching.“

    OR: Buck throws Eddie a welcome-home party (western themed!) and they finally figure some stuff out.

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    15 Jun 2025

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    Eddie finally has his son back, living with him full time. They still have some issues to work out, some hard conversations need to be had, but they begin to find their routine. So why does Eddie still feel like something is missing?

    After months of "learning how to be alone", Buck decides he's finally ready to try dating again. It ends up being about as disastrous as you'd expect.

    When Eddie and Chris surprise Buck by coming to visit in LA for a week, Buck has a revelation about how he truly feels about his "straight" best friend. If he can just act normal, everything will end up alright.

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    17 May 2025

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    The man, seven years his senior, was the hottest piece of ass Buck had ever seen. From his hair and the way a few strands always managed to fall across his forehead, the big brown cow eyes, the pouty lips and accompanying mustache, to his abs and the soft layer of fat on top of them and his head-crushing thighs, Buck would happily spend his entire shift letting Eddie Diaz order him around.

    OR

    Season 1 Buck joins the 118 during season 8.

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    11 May 2025

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    Finished

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