Kdin
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The untold stories get buried in a grave of secrecy and illness. Nevertheless, trauma and violence demand attention. Murder will out. Atrocities emerge, if not symbolically, if not through language, as illusions, fantasies and ghosts.
Bucky recognized he was fucked in the head. A broken skull and electricity often resulted in brain damage. He relearned how to walk and speak. He kept his name written on a piece of paper to carry around. He holed himself up in his room for days and yelled at anyone who crossed ways with him. Steve was convinced it was all part of the onerous path of recovery.
Until Bucky started going psychotic.
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Babysitter Wolverine by Kdin
Fandoms: X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men - All Media Types
19 Aug 2024
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Charles gets de-aged by a mutant and Logan gets stuck with him, without a clue of his own identity and place in the world, he is burdened with taking care of a toddler.
He has to take Charles back with the mutant to reverse what she’s done while Magneto is after the young professor for unknown reasons, and he doesn’t know how many more tantrums he can manage.
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Babies’ Daydreams by Kdin
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
01 Sep 2023
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Bucky, four months into an unexpected pregnancy, navigates a whirlwind of emotions. While Steve is gleaming with joy, Bucky is still trying to reconcile his past trauma with the prospect of parenthood.
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Steve goes on overprotective mode. Bucky is tired.
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After the conflict of the Sokovia Accords, Bucky Barnes falls reclused by the FBI.
It's only a matter of time until Steve Rogers, formerly known as Captain America, breaks into the facility to get his long-life friend out of there.
There is a hell of a lot more running to do, and Bucky can't stop conjuring all sorts of garden-like flowers every time he feels afraid.
Only Steve is a medium and can see that there are not only federal agents haunting after them.
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Children of Distant Worlds by Kdin
Fandom: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
16 Nov 2018
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blanket me with love by plincess_cho
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
07 Feb 2023
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Bucky and his knitting club knit baby blankets for the hospital.
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- Part 2 of Knit Happens
Bookmarked by Kdin
09 Nov 2025
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all I want is a fight to fight (anything but quiet) by Loubrator
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
21 Feb 2022
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The love of his life was shutting him out, so Steve started to fight. Started to fight by his husband's side to help him overcome the demons, started to fight for their relationship and everything that connected them to the very core of the other, started to fight to keep himself afloat in the midst of all the devastation around him.
At some point, however, Bucky left Steve's side to step across from him and then-
Then they weren't fighting the problem together anymore, but they were fighting each other, tooth and nail.
Bookmarked by Kdin
06 Nov 2025
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You're Safe, I Promise by JustAFlyOnTheWall979
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
07 May 2022
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Bucky wakes up, confused and scared, but like always he has Steve to ground him and make sure he's alright.
Bookmarked by Kdin
05 May 2025
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Inevitable Love by flowerfan for random00b
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
20 Jul 2021
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When Steve closes the bedroom door behind him, Bucky collapses onto the couch. He hasn’t felt this kind of crazy around Steve in a long time. He can’t think straight, although it’s not because of any evil Hydra brainwashing. Instead, it’s like he’s seventeen again, with an impossible crush on his best friend. Like he’s nineteen, dating girl after girl in an attempt to distract himself. Like he’s twenty-three, heading off to war and leaving his heart behind, only to have him show up bigger and stronger and just as stubbornly fused into Bucky’s soul as ever.
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Bucky has been in love with Steve Rogers for as long as he can remember. Now that’s he recovering in Wakanda, he figured he’d see Steve sooner or later. He just hadn’t expected it to be this soon.
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- Part 1 of Love Is Old, Love Is New
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- English
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- 10,217
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Bookmarked by Kdin
03 May 2025
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You Said Okay by heckalecki
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
13 Dec 2022
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“I have wants.” Bucky pleaded, brows drawn in frustration and hand fisted in Steve’s shirt. “Not too broke for-for-“ Steve steadied his breathing as Bucky began to panic, his remaining hand rapidly tensing and untensing against Steve’s chest. Steve bit his tongue and let Bucky work it out on his own. “for wants.” The brunet finished.
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The direct follow on of I Exist I Exist I Exist. Bucky tells Steve just how he feels. Steve finally hears him. Steve’s POV.
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- Part 18 of The Before, The During and The After
Bookmarked by Kdin
06 Mar 2025