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Deep Misunderstanding by some1_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Mar 2026
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“Am I a bad friend?”
Hayden has always been the guy Shane joked with, the guy he trusted to feed him without mocking him, the guy he roomed with on the road, and Shane is the only man who has ever seen Hayden cry, and Hayden loves Shane. He fucking loves him. They are like brothers, and they have been for almost ten fucking years. He’s always been Shane’s guy, Shane’s best friend.
Except all along, maybe that wasn’t true. Ilya Rozanov, apparently, had been the guy. Before Hayden had ever met Shane, Ilya Rozanov had been there. And Hayden had never even noticed.
Shane is all over every inch of Hayden’s life. Hayden thought that was reciprocal.
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“You know I think about you all the time,
And my deep misunderstanding of your life,
And how bad it must have been for you back then,
And how hard it was to keep it all inside.”- Language:
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19 Mar 2026
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a winner at heart by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Feb 2026
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Ilya laughs. He finds that once he starts, he can't stop. He laughs at the fact that he's in France with Shane Hollander. He laughs at the fact he's Shane Hollander's boyfriend. He laughs at the fact that he gave up Moscow for a better life, only to end up in fucking Ottawa.
Ilya's dick stops working one month before he's supposed to leave for the South of France.
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- Part 2 of winners-verse
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,053
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 622
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- 7,070
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17 Mar 2026
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corner of the world by berrycluv
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Dec 2025
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point.
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a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
- Language:
- English
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- 8,630
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- 1/1
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- 823
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- 5,255
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15 Mar 2026
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Love in the Dark by azraelriego
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander always had a strategy. He had a strategy for winning the Cup, a strategy for managing the press, and a strategy for keeping his relationship with his rival-turned-boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov, strictly in the dark. He really was good at managing it all… Right up until the moment a medical impossibility turned into a positive pregnancy test, and the only man Shane ever loved asked him to do the one thing he couldn’t: tell the truth.
Five years post-breakup, Shane is technically winning. He has the trophies, the privacy, and their brilliant daughter, Airi. And he is perfectly co-parenting with his ex, Ilya Rozanov. The rules are simple: minimal contact, polite text messages about their daughter, and absolutely no acknowledging about their past.
Until Yuna Hollander decides to intervene. Suddenly, the ocean Shane put between them is gone. Shane’s new strategy is simple: survive seven days with Ilya without falling apart.
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- Part 1 of Love in the Dark
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 250,554
- Chapters:
- 21/21
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- 4,312
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- 17,148
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02 Mar 2026
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Never Tell Me The Odds by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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The prologue picks up mid-book 6, but rather than Brad posting the video to Twitter he sends it directly to the Montreal Metros. In this universe, Shane and Ilya are not outed to the world, but Shane is still kicked off the Metros team and transfers to Ottawa.
This fic follows Shane and Ilyas first year as teammates, settling into their lives together after getting secretly married over the summer. In this timeline, Shane learns to heal from the wounds of being outed to his team, Shane and Ilya get to ease into being a full-time couple before being thrust into the spotlight, and they get to navigate coming out on their own terms.
After a decade of the world being too hard on them, I just really wanted my favorite husbands to find a soft place to land. While the road is still long and difficult, this AU is all about putting them back in control of how they want the world to see them. It also gives so many more hilarious opportunities to watch other characters react to them coming out.
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- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,135
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 392
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- 3,545
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22 Feb 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 102,971
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Comments:
- 5,507
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- 16,381
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- 7,476
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19 Feb 2026
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Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.
The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?
AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.
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- Part 1 of The Hartzyverse
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- English
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- 31,496
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 792
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- 10,061
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15 Feb 2026
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I'll believe in anything by Cherrie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“So I met Ilya Rozanov.” His mom said, aiming for casual over their weekly lunch meeting.
“Okay….” Shane said carefully, anxious as to where this was going.
“I gave him your number.” Yuna said, pinning Shane with her gaze.
“What?” Shane choked out panic rising high in his throat. Oh my god. His mother was an insane person.
“Relax. I ran into him at the store, so he doesn’t know who I am or who you are. I just told him it meant so much to see him being so open about his sexuality in the NHL, and I told him I had a son who was anxious about that, who also claims he can’t find himself a husband and give me grandkids before he retires, which he disagreed with by the way, so I gave him your number so he can tell you that himself.” Yuna shrugged like she didn’t just say about twelve consecutive crazy things at once.
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- English
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- 35,549
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- 18/?
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- 505
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- 465
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11 Feb 2026
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One for the Road by PastyPirate
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“You can’t go two weeks without fucking me anyways,” Shane heard himself saying, and instantly felt like he’d chosen the wrong dialogue option. He should’ve said something like I’d like to see all the ways you can figure it out or maybe not sharing a room has never stopped us before.
Ilya let out a laugh, “Please, you beg for me all the time.”
“I’m not the one who can’t go more than a day without jerking off —” shut up Hollander, SHUT UP “I can totally go two weeks without fucking.”
The Centaurs do a rotational room program for their first road trip of the season. Which would be fine if Ilya and Shane could be professionals.
Shane starts a fight and gets a Dick Trick, Ilya is a mastermind, Bood becomes an Queer Icon, Troy has no idea what's going on, Hayes is having the time of his life, and no one wants to talk about the showers thing anymore.
Now with Prequel, but stands alone.
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- Part 2 of On The Road Again
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,447
- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 842
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04 Feb 2026
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kiss me just once for luck (these are desperate measures) by LiarsandThieves22
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”
Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”
“First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.
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Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).
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- Language:
- English
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- 17,179
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- 1/1
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- 483
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02 Feb 2026
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biscuit in the basket by Cecily_v, liminalmemories
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Jan 2026
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A problem is something you can fix. Ilya disappears after the cottage and Shane’s determined to find out why. He’s only loved one person in his life -- can he open his heart to another?
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- Chapters:
- 5/5
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- 605
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- 797
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23 Jan 2026
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call my heart its home by maycollins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jan 2026
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Shane wanted to respect Ilya’s request for space. Shane wanted to get the fuck out of here. Shane couldn’t breathe.
Couldn’t move at all. He was frozen - from his lungs to his feet. Everything except his hands which were shaking. He should leave, but he wasn’t even sure how much longer his legs would be able to support him, and driving seemed like a bad idea in this state.
What if Shane stayed after the Boxing Day fight. Basically an exploration of the age old question - what if they just, like, talked about their feelings? (And also went to Bood's party after all).
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15 Jan 2026
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Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught?
Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston.
01/18/25- EPILOGUE ADDED!
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- Part 8 of Hollanov
- Language:
- English
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- 7,104
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 425
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04 Jan 2026
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As Neil fixed his tie in the bathroom mirror, pulling it so tight he was half-certain he'd asphyxiate before the night closed, he seriously regretted telling his father about Knox's connection to the Danburry's. Or, more specifically, Knox’s connection to one Dr. Danburry.
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Neil has a dinner scheduled with the Danburry's that he is absolutely not looking forward to. Little does he know that the dinner will have an extra guest attending—a "friend" of Ginny's from school, with sandy-blonde hair, powder blue eyes, and a notebook clutched to his chest.
- Language:
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- 143,041
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- 23/23
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05 Oct 2025
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five of todd anderson's first times and how exactly they relate to his life in 1969, after neil perry was sent away to military school and never responded to any of his letters.
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02 Oct 2025
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"Todd’s crush on Neil was an unfortunate, ever-present, ever-awkward fact of life since the first weeks of the previous school year. Sometime over the break, however, Todd seems to have forgotten just how intense the feelings resulting from said crush can be. Damnit, he thinks silently, damnit, damnit, damnit."
or, a fic in which Neil lives, and two boys learn what love is in their senior year at Welton.
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- Part 1 of the sustenance and the pang
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 81,342
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Comments:
- 522
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- 1,275
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- 240
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28 Sep 2025
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Remus tries to get Sirius to be quiet and sit still during astronomy class. He doesn't try very hard.
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- Part 12 of Brownleaves' Kinktober 2024
- Language:
- English
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- 3,218
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 296
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29 Aug 2025
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At the beginning of the month, James Wilson decides to break out of his depressive spiral by having an affair with the first woman who is not needy.
By the end of the month, he is facing an existential crisis decades in the making.Series
- Part 1 of Research
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,249
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- 1/1
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- 139
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- 1,243
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25 Aug 2025
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No Cure but Love by FilisMaze
Fandoms: The Maze Runner Series - James Dashner, The Maze Runner (Movies)
20 Mar 2026
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“You’re sure?” Thomas whispered, low enough it felt meant only for him.
Newt didn’t even know what the question was. The answer hadn’t changed. Of course he was sure. Never had he known certainty like this—nothing else held weight, only the boy staring back with those steadfast, familiar brown eyes.
or: The one where they get to ruin each other and burn the world down for it.
A sequel to Every Heart a Maze, a canon rewrite of The Maze Runner with lots of Newtmas
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- Part 2 of The Maze Runner (fili's version)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 100,490
- Chapters:
- 24/?
- Comments:
- 590
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- 2,144
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- 163
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16 Aug 2025
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New York, 1995.
Viktor led a quiet, unassuming life, spending most of his days on his PhD thesis. And he was happy like this, he really was.
Until he met Jayce Talis.
Jayce Talis who pushed himself into Viktor’s life, twisting knots in his stomach and causing lumps in his throat. Jayce Talis who was so undeniably charming and handsome and intelligent.
For the first time in his life, Viktor wanted to love and be loved. Despite something in him fighting the urge back.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 63,165
- Chapters:
- 16/16
- Comments:
- 215
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- 729
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- 194
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18 Feb 2025