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Sicktember Day 13- Chronic Illness
His body simply doesn't play by the rules. Which is why it's been pleasantly surprising, over the past few years, that he's been able to keep his malfunctions covert enough to avoid suspicion. Each faint at work has been in the lounge or bathroom, either hidden in plain sight feigning a nap, or curled in a cramped stall with his neck at an angle. When his GI issues play up, he blames bad takeout or, more profitably it seems, his anxiety. During migraine attacks and feverish spells, he tells the others that he's simply feeling a little ‘under the weather’.
And the good thing about County is that everybody's too busy to ask questions.
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Unbeknownst to the rest of the ER, Carter has POTS. During his first ever long shift as a surgical intern, it rears its ugly head to make his life a (barely) living hell.
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- Part 13 of Maisie's Sicktember 2025
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13 Sep 2025
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After deciding to work as a caretaker to an elderly Alexander Burgess, you cannot help yourself from uncovering century old secrets. You make the right choice when all other mortals did not. Dream of the Endless, powerful as he is, cannot help his interest in his human savior. In your dreams, he finds a safe haven that he didn't know he yearned for.
And both of you are helpess to the connection you share.
(AKA a retelling of Netflix's sandman but he's like in love with you or whatever)
Bookmarked by sprigofasphodel (MathildaHilda)
13 Sep 2025
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Hardly anyone at PTMC knows they’re married. That is until Jack shows up unannounced one evening. On a stretcher.
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11 Sep 2025
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what death feels like in the spring of 2000 by tessiete for maisiec33
Fandoms: ER (TV 1994)
07 Sep 2025
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He closes his eyes, and to his relief, it’s easy. It’s the easiest thing he’s ever done.
On May 18, 2000, after being confronted with the options of rehab or getting fired, John Carter makes a different choice. It's a way worse choice. An alternate ending to May Day where Carter OD's instead.
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07 Sep 2025
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Peter Benton's anger over Carter's decision to quit surgery had been stewing for months.
Of course, of course today would be the day that that festering anger exploded out of him. Made him say everything he could think of to hurt Carter. Played on his insecurities, his need for Peter’s approval. Took all that rage and forged it into a knife aimed directly at Carter’s heart.
And now this.
Or: in the aftermath of a shooting in the ER, Peter Benton is finally forced to deal with his emotions - and his fractured relationship with a certain former student.
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06 Sep 2025
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Nothing had happened, is the point. Nothing had changed. Nothing that would explain why he’d had to choke down his dinner, had only managed part of it in the end, left the half-eaten remains to go bad in his kitchen sink.
Nothing had happened that would explain how when he’d gone to get undressed for bed that night he just… couldn’t. How the thought of taking off the heavy sweats he’d spent the evening in felt unnervingly like peeling off his own skin. How he’d crawled into bed still fully clothed, still cold, had curled into a ball, tucked deep under his duvet. How he’d just… gone.
Nothing had happened that would explain why he was still curled into that ball, still fully clothed in the dark all those hours later. Still awake, still gone.
He’s cold.
In which Jamie has a very-bad-brain-day and Roy tries to help.
AKA: ‘I feel like I’ve lost my wings Roy’: but make it much, much worse.
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19 Aug 2025
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"Based on these symptoms and the tests we ran, I’m diagnosing you with type one diabetes.”
Jamie blinks once, twice. He expected— well, he doesn’t know what he expected. To have more of a reaction, maybe. Fear, relief, sorrow, something other than the sort of numbness and vague sense of confusion that he feels now. Something other than a spark of recognition, because—
“Ain’t that what Nick Jonas has?” He asks, squinting into the distance. “And Nacho?”
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jamie is diagnosed with diabetes. it changes everything, and also nothing.
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- Part 1 of the epic highs and lows of being a diabetic footballer
- Part 2 of the kind of love i've been dreaming of (RJ Bingo 2024)
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Bookmarked by MathildaHilda
14 Aug 2025
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"Get out of the fucking way!" was that Roy? The pitch was surprisingly quiet. It felt like hours had passed since he'd hit the ground, and yet everyone was still there, most of West Ham having finally stopped their argument and started sloping off towards the changing rooms - but Roy's shout froze everyone, scrambling to move as Jamie was being manouevered towards the edge of the pitch. There was this strange, high pitched squeaky, creaking noise, like a wardrobe door hinge about to snap, and it took Jamie a few long steps to realise that it was his throat making it. That was fucking embarrassing, he hoped his dad wasn't here to see this.
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11 Aug 2025
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Jamie learns what the word oncologist means the same day he learns that his life has fallen apart.
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10 Aug 2025
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Mark holds up a hand. "Carter, you’re in A-Fib. If we figure out what you ingested we can try a chemical cardioversion, but if not–.”
“--you're going to have to shock me,” Carter finishes.
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- Part 2 of ER Alphabet Stories
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04 Aug 2025
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During the vital surgery to save Dr. John Carter's life, Peter Benton makes an alarming discovery about his student's life and family. And when Carter finally wakes up afterward, he unfortunately confirms his mentor's greatest fears.
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Imagining that Carter was born as a living organ donor for his now-deceased brother, and Benton finds out in the worst way possible.
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03 Aug 2025
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When you come to, it’s because the throbbing in your head is too much to bear. It’s all consuming, completely robbing you of your well-deserved sleep and you try to roll onto your back as you wake up.
Something is pinning you down, and you can’t breathe. Your chest can’t expand, and suddenly, you’re wide awake.
“Ship,” Price’s voice cuts over, tightly wound with stress, “do you copy?”
You can’t reply. It’s as if all the air has left your lungs and you can’t get it back anymore.
“The whole fuckin’ thing came down on ‘em,” Ghost grounds back.
Soap groans from beside you. You slowly start to breathe again, sucking in thin and dusty oxygen, but as you do, pain starts to bloom too. Concrete thuds somewhere in the distance, and more weight crushes onto you.
Oh.
You’re underneath the building.
FEBUWHUMP DAY 3: pinned down
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- Part 3 of foxtrot whiskey (febuwhump '25)
Bookmarked by sprigofasphodel (MathildaHilda)
25 Jul 2025
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SHUT UP, you tap.
“Great,” Simon drawls, “you know Morse code. You won’t even need your voice back at time rate.”
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Or, when you’re captured and tortured for information, you lose your voice from screaming. Your old teammate, Simon, is amongst those who rescue you, and he helps rescue you after that too.
FEBUWHUMP DAY 1: vocal chords
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- Part 1 of foxtrot whiskey (febuwhump '25)
Bookmarked by sprigofasphodel (MathildaHilda)
25 Jul 2025
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BTHB prompt- Attempted Murder
In the moment it takes Dale to gather his wits and lurch over to the spot where John was standing, the black ocean has swallowed his enemy whole.
Somewhere, back on the more crowded part of the deck, someone erupts into a high-pitched peal of laughter. The music keeps on playing. The planks beneath Dale’s feet creak and groan.
He just pushed a man overboard.
He just pushed John Carter overboard.
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Carter almost drowns (again).
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- Part 7 of Bad Things Happen Bingo 2025
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24 Jul 2025
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The Collected Hurts of DS Jones by AZombieWrites (EgorStandish)
Fandoms: Midsomer Murders
23 Jun 2023
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7 times DS Jones was whumped and 1 time he wasn't.
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21 Jul 2025
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It was poetic the way the bullet ripped through your flesh – the spray of blood that exploded from you with high velocity. How will Keegan react when he realizes that he has to leave you behind?
Bookmarked by sprigofasphodel (MathildaHilda)
21 Jul 2025
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It started with the incident at the grocery store and then built to the hidden gun in the nightstand and a quick, frantic, call to your boyfriend.
Bookmarked by sprigofasphodel (MathildaHilda)
21 Jul 2025
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You disliked hiding things from John. Certainly something as big as this.
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21 Jul 2025
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Reader (aka Fox) is injured after the betrayal of Graves.
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21 Jul 2025
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He was supposed to be dead but he failed and now had to try and carry on as if nothing had happened. Easier said than done when working with a detective and a pathologist.
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20 Jul 2025