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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    Chapters:
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    05 Jun 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After seven years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

    or

    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years. What happens when they meet?

    Series
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    67,472
    Chapters:
    21/21
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    04 Jun 2026

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    Even after getting married, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are still a secret. No one, aside from their most trusted people, knows about their relationship.
    Sick of hiding, they make a plan to soft launch their relationship for the world to lose its mind about it.
    If that goes as smoothly as they plan it, is for their future selves to find out.

    sequel fic for infiltrators, but can be read as a standalone story

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    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    624
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    71,384

    04 Jun 2026

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    Another soft launch, post marriage

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    16/?
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    04 Jun 2026

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    After two years of playing as Centaurs together and their almost stanley cup win, Hollanov sits down to take a look at their career, from now all the way to 2008.

    Maybe they reveal a little more that people thought because I am sorry did I hallucinate or did they just say they talked/pseudo flirted ever since 2008 and what do you mean they hooked up before they ever played a single NHL game ????

    or: Hollanov do a video series inspired by the vogues "life in looks" and maybe break the internet

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    Chapters:
    8/23
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    525
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    7,827

    04 Jun 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 27

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    Despite visiting Seattle a few times a year, he hadn’t truly explored the city. As it turned out, his introduction would be a night out with a few players from the new Seattle women’s hockey team.

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    The Captain of the Seattle Torrent takes Shane to a gay bar, where he gets drunk and calls Ilya.

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    Chapters:
    5/6
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    03 Jun 2026

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    Shane goes clubbing w/PWHL buds

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    In the offseason, a steamy video of Shane and Ilya dancing at a club goes viral. Already out and married for years at this point, the first husbands of hockey can't believe this is news. For once, it's Shane whose media responses blow it up even further. Ilya’s not about to let an opportunity to compete with Shane go to waste.

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    The rivalry still hasn't died, they just find new ways to keep it going. Why choose silence when you can choose violence?

    Series
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    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    1,593
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    14,026
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    3,767
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    269,446

    03 Jun 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 66

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    A heavy hit at a game leaves Shane Hollander in a coma with no sign of waking up.

    Ilya Rozanov vanishes in a cloud of grief and is presumed dead.

    When Shane eventually wakes up, he is forced to accept that his husband is gone. But how can he truly be gone if no body has ever been found?

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    02 Jun 2026

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    Coma Shane, Not dead Ilya, 19

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.

    Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
    Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.

    Series
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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
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    159,013

    02 Jun 2026

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    “Buddy” meet online

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    “We could’ve had everything,” Shane admitted softly.

    The confession hurt more than he expected.

    “A real relationship. A family. A future.” His eyes drifted toward the planes outside again before he exhaled slowly. “But dreams eventually end.” A small, tired smile pulled at his mouth. “And this is me waking up.”

    Series
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    33,223
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    522
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    02 Jun 2026

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    Shane in Japan 6

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    Take it Easy on Me - Overstimulation & Emotional Intimacy

    Such a Loveable Lamb to Me - Pain Play & Love

    (Coming Soon) Shed Some Light on Me - Restraint & Commitment

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    02 Jun 2026

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    Smut series was

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    @shanehollander24_hockey✅
    It's true.

    ➤ @shaneybaby
    SIR WHAT IS TRUE????

    ➤@shanehollander24_hockey✅
    I'm engaged.
    @shaneybaby
    TO WHOM??
    ➤@shanehollander24_hockey✅
    t's for you all to figure out.

    OR

    @svetlana_v_✅

    ilya domestic ERA

    ➤ @ilyaaaaax81✅

    🤫

    @mlh_puckrabbit

    SIR CARE TO ELABORATE?

    @ilyaaaaax81✅

    no.

    @iloverozzyyy

    WHAT?

    @ilyaaaaax81✅

    no.

     

    exactly what the title says, followed by pure calculated chaos

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    02 Jun 2026

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    Yet another social media soft launch 8

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    Shane moves into a new apartment.
    Shane has a noisy neighbor.
    Correction: Shane has a 6'3" noisy, rude, and annoyingly beautiful neighbor.

    Shane doesn't like noise.

    What could possibly go wrong?

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    28/28
    Comments:
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    01 Jun 2026

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    Neighbors 27

  14. Public Bookmark 14

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    Yuna and David come over for dinner as anticipated. They adjust to the idea of their son dating his biggest rival, learn more about Ilya, and play some lawn games. Shane has some hard conversations with both his parents, Ilya finds out that he's not the only man Shane has ever been with, and everyone gets far too competitive over corn hole. Family bonding and heartwarming fluff, with both boys getting some much needed hugs.

    Serves as a direct follow up to the previous work in the series, but can be read as a stand-alone.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
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    43
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    14
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    886

    01 Jun 2026

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    Post episode 6 dinner with parents

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    shane gets outed by a sports news paper reporter. what will happen, how will people take it, how will he take it.

    Language:
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    93,027
    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
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    01 Jun 2026

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    Metros are violent

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    In which Shane's relationship with Rose unfolds the way it does on screen, but Ilya's father dies right before All-Star Weekend 2017. They have yet to reconnect, but Shane wants to find a way for them. He decides to come out to his team, starting with management, that spring. The Montreal Metros make it clear that they will not be the league's trailblazer for queer players and terminate his contract. The Admirals lose in game seven.

    In June, Shane goes to Wimbledon with his parents. Instead of a Swedish princess, he meets the CEO of the Swedish Hockey League and makes the decision to leave North America. As a veteran playing for the Växjö Lakers, Shane becomes a mentor to guys trying to go pro in North America. Guys like his linemate, Derek Briggs.

    Years later, Briggs makes the Ottawa Centaurs out of camp. The Centaurs' plane makes an emergency landing, Ilya still sends Shane those messages, but Shane doesn't answer.

    (Or so Ilya thinks.)

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    01 Jun 2026

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    Shane’s return from Sweden

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    A cancer diagnosis forces Shane and Ilya to stop pretending they have time. They don’t slowly fall into each other—they crash into it, trying to make up for seven years of almosts and what-ifs. But illness doesn’t magically fix who they are. The same walls, fears, and habits that kept them apart are still there—only now they have to face them while fighting something much bigger than themselves.

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    Chapters:
    37/37
    Comments:
    1,494
    Kudos:
    3,087
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    1,095
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    112,967

    31 May 2026

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    Ilya cancer

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    “Hi Milana,” he murmured, voice gentle. “I’m Ilya, your father’s brother. Did your mama tell you I was coming over?”

    Milana nodded and pulled her bottom lip into her mouth, gaze contemplative as Ilya held out a hand to her. He didn’t touch her, didn’t broach the barrier of the doorframe, just held his palm out, a gesture of vulnerability, exposing soft skin. When he’d been a child, listening out for the sound of his father’s footfalls down the hall, trying to guess at what mood the man was in that day, if today was a day he would likely be hit, those gestures of vulnerability–upturned palms, tears on cheeks–had been the only thing he’d trusted. The wounded animal in his sternum reaching out for comfort, seeking safety in the fragility of others. Proof that he wasn’t the weakest one.

    Or: After spending Christmas with the Hollanders Ilya realises he has unfinished business in Moscow; namely, saying goodbye to his mother's grave and recovering the pieces of his history. Before meeting Shane at the cottage for their second summer together - and before upending his life and moving to another country once again - Ilya decides to return to his home city and attempt to lay his past to rest.

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    Chapters:
    9/10
    Comments:
    884
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    1,384
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    639
    Hits:
    68,307

    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Pre TLG, have read through 8

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    Every night, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov lie awake listening to their neighbors have embarrassingly loud sex through paper-thin apartment walls.

    By the third week, Ilya decides the solution is convincing the neighbors that they’re having even better sex.

    Shane, unfortunately, agrees.

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    Chapters:
    1/2
    Comments:
    89
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    1,645
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    334
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    14,784

    30 May 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 54

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    Last night had been the best night of Troy's life. He'd scored two goals. The whole team had wrapped rainbow tape on their sticks and he had kissed Harris in front of reporters. His mother had surprised him by showing up at the game, and he'd told his father to go to hell, all in the same night, then come back to his apartment and fucked his boyfriend twice.

    Now he was lying in bed while Harris made GIFs about all of it.

    It wasn't a complaint. It was just…weird. A weird morning. He was out. Out and proud.

    Troy had been so focused on coming out that he hadn't thought much about what the morning after looked like.

    Turned out, the morning after was pretty chill, except his fucking phone exploding.

    ******

    The morning after Pride Night, Troy Barrett is out, in love, and has absolutely no idea what comes next. Harris Drover has the best job in hockey and the worst comment sections. This is their first year: the press scrums and scandals and playoffs, the house in the country and the giant dog. The slow, steady work of two people building a life together.

    A post Role Model Troy/Harris story, February to February

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    22,500
    Chapters:
    5/14
    Comments:
    51
    Kudos:
    170
    Bookmarks:
    55
    Hits:
    2,846

    30 May 2026

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