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who I am, not who I was by anyone__but_you
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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The Japanese language only has two verb tenses; past and present. If one is gone and you can't seem to place yourself in the other, how do you move into a future without the dream that always led you? Shane Hollander has lost hockey; the ability to play and the access to his memories, nine years of accomplishments documented in stark contrast that he cannot seem to see past and find who he was.
Right now, he finds himself on a guided hiking trip everyone claimed would be a good idea, if only a goal to focus his rehab on. Shane doesn't believe he will find himself somewhere in the Canadian wilderness, but the outrageously flirty, forward Russian guide that keeps him upright through every stumble is at least a welcome distraction from the emptiness looming ahead. One foot in front of the other, one step at a time. Sometimes, we don't actually need a direction to start moving.
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or; Shane has lost hockey and his memories. Ilya is a hiking guide and more than happy to help him explore… the Canadian wildernessBookmarked by Megarce
16 Jul 2026
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Map Contact by Regolith (metonym)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.
Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.
They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 56,492
- Chapters:
- 12/?
- Comments:
- 4,797
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- 4,242
- Bookmarks:
- 1,476
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- 102,197
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16 Jul 2026
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Slightly different Yet just the same by TheQueenoftheAbyss
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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“You like it here?” Rosanov asked after a few more moments of silence.
Shane looked over at him, but Rozanov was still facing away. “What, Saskatchewan?"
The Russian laughed, it was a bright and brilliant sound. “No, this place is shithole. Canada.”
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Shane Hollander spends five years of his life living in Japan, helping his Mother care for his sick Grandmother. It changes who he is, who he would have been, and shapes his life and career. Shane still finds hockey, he will in every universe, and where Shane Hollander plays hockey Ilya Rozanov is never far behind.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 22,557
- Chapters:
- 7/10
- Comments:
- 213
- Kudos:
- 1,393
- Bookmarks:
- 466
- Hits:
- 22,673
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15 Jul 2026
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Children of Divorce by snuckinthroughthegardengate
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Jul 2026
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15 Jul 2026
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you're a spark in the dark by starkspangledass
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jul 2026
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When Shane hears his teammates make homophobic comments about Scott Hunter, he starts to think that maybe Montreal isn't the place for him.
Or, Shane joins the Centaurs earlier.
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- English
- Words:
- 49,209
- Chapters:
- 23/?
- Comments:
- 325
- Kudos:
- 1,897
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- 596
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- 46,086
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14 Jul 2026
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for Shane, it was always going to be about love by mostardentlyy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jul 2026
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For eighty years, Shane Hollander has made all the right decisions. Putting hockey above everything, abstaining from cake and lemonade and chicken parmesan. And never kissing boys, especially Russian boys with crooked grins who always saw right through him. This restraint has secured Shane a legacy as one of the greatest players of all time. Everything he ever wanted, and somehow never enough.
Ilya Rozanov is long dead, lost to fire and water in a plane crash half a century ago. But at the end of his carefully controlled life, Shane can’t stop dreaming about him, haunted by echoes of what might have been.
Given a chance to change the past, Shane has to decide what really matters: hockey, or the only bad decision he was ever tempted to make.
or: fate and Irina Rozanov have unexpectedly romantic sensibilities, time travel is all it’s cracked up to be, and maybe, just maybe, some lovers (no, Ilya that’s gross) are meant to find each other in every universe.
💫a time travel AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 61,040
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 164
- Kudos:
- 1,016
- Bookmarks:
- 360
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- 18,201
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13 Jul 2026
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Avengers Assemble by darkknightsrevenge
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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Ryan Price was not okay. Probably hadn't been for a while, if the weird text Wyatt Hayes had woken up to was anything to go by.
2:46AM Pricey: I don't know what's worse. The back pain or the broken heart.
2:47AM Pricey: Fuck. I mean, are you awake right now?
2:51AM Pricey: I just noticed what time it is. You're not awake.
3:46AM Pricey: Sorry for bothering you. Good luck at your game tonight.
4:30 AM Pricey: I'm going for a walk. I'm sorry.
Ryan Price, fed up with chronic back pain from his injury and an increasing dependence on pills, walks off into the Montreal night during a severe snowstorm. Wyatt, distraught that he missed the signs his best friend was struggling in the wake of his trade to Ottawa, calls Ilya, who calls Shane Hollander, who apparently is capable of assembling a massive manhunt for someone he barely knows like it's no big deal. Fabian tries to find a way to Montreal so he can apologize before it's too late. Suddenly there is an army of people working together to help Ryan, and bring him home.
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09 Jul 2026
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Who’s Afraid of Little Old Me? (you should be) by Snoweylily
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Jul 2026
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“No post on Sundays” Uncle Vernon announced happily, “No damn letters today-”
Something came whizzing down the kitchen chimney as he spoke and caught him sharply on the back of the head. The next moment, thirty or forty letters came pelting out of the fireplace like bullets.
“That does it!” he snapped, his beady little eyes focused solely on Harry, “It’s you that they want. And they won’t stop coming after us until you’re… gone”.
Harry didn't like the sound of that.
“But Vernon, we can’t! You heard what that- that despicable old man told us!”
“Don’t worry, pet” Vernon said, his nasty grin triumphant, “I’ll leave him someplace so far away that those freaks will never trace him back to us. There’s an institute up north, for these- these hopeless cases and whatnot - St Brutus's Secure Centre for Boys. I’ll leave him there, and then we can get back to our nice, normal life”.Or, the one where Harry doesn't attend Hogwarts in first year but finds his way to the wizarding world anyway, and this changes everything.
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- Part 1 of WAOLOM
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 839,960
- Chapters:
- 137/?
- Collections:
- 57
- Comments:
- 14,274
- Kudos:
- 24,807
- Bookmarks:
- 5,922
- Hits:
- 1,329,008
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09 Jul 2026
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Conflict of Interest by lidiia28
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
14 Jul 2026
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In 2007, Shane Hollander pathetically falls in unrequited love. It’s the biggest mistake of his life.
In the years that follow, it becomes almost easy to pretend Ilya Rozanov never really existed at all.
In 2014, Ilya Rozanov signs with the Toronto Guardians. He's determined to make Shane remember exactly what he once felt, but seems to have forgotten the many ways in which he ruined Shane Hollander's life.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 139,495
- Chapters:
- 14/?
- Comments:
- 239
- Kudos:
- 252
- Bookmarks:
- 140
- Hits:
- 12,093
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09 Jul 2026
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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 65,141
- Chapters:
- 29/?
- Comments:
- 4,327
- Kudos:
- 16,051
- Bookmarks:
- 4,045
- Hits:
- 370,754
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08 Jul 2026
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Where do we go from here? by Gidgit2u
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Jul 2026
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Immediately follows the fight on Boxing Day, where Ilya tells Shane to leave. To please go home.
After seeking advice from a trusted friend, Shane returns to make things right between them.
Truths will be revealed, exposing the cracks in their relationship that Shane hasn't seen and Ilya hasn't wanted to reveal; forcing hard conversations and even harder decisions.
Is love enough to keep them together? If so, what needs to change? Will anything stay the same?
The biggest question Shane asks himself as they wade through years of miscommunication and hurt is 'Where do we go from here?'
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- English
- Words:
- 82,373
- Chapters:
- 26/?
- Comments:
- 787
- Kudos:
- 2,550
- Bookmarks:
- 926
- Hits:
- 84,516
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08 Jul 2026
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Mother Meddler by ellzbells
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Jul 2026
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After the tuna-melt breakdown, Shane ghosts and then ends things with Ilya with no explanation.
He takes time away from Hockey with an unexplained lower-body injury.
Three months later, he's in hospital, giving birth. Yuna Hollander will do anything to help her baby while he's in pain, even if that means snooping through his phone...TLDR: Trans!Shane Hollander is giving birth, Yuna comes to the rescue by reaching out to the (other) baby daddy!
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08 Jul 2026
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Puzzles by itsitsabird
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jul 2026
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Hayden Pike and Cliff Marleau piece together the puzzle of their two best friends' secret relationship. Communication mishaps and missing information lead to misunderstandings. Fills in some missing scenes or perspectives, such as Hayden’s perspective of the cottage BJ phone call scene. Diverts from canon occasionally.
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07 Jul 2026
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Net Positive by S0MEWHATDAMAGED
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Jul 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has a plan.
He and Shane are stupidly, disgustingly, almost offensively in love. They want a family. They're ready for the next impossible thing.
Just one problem: Shane has two good years left on the ice, and while he wants a baby, he is not ready to be pregnant.
Ilya is.
Ilya is thirty-seven, retired or close enough to taste it, and in possession of what he considers several important advantages: excellent genetics, Olympic hips, and an undeniable talent for getting exactly what he wants. He would thrive being pregnant. Shane would thrive managing the logistics.
Ilya offers to carry.
Is simple. An easy workaround. Two alphas, one rare compatibility loophole, a spreadsheet, and a baby at the end of it.
Unfortunately, nothing about Ilya Rozanov has ever been simple.
And that is before the cravings, the hormones, the Jackie Pike alliance, and Hayden Pike’s dawning horror that Shane Hollander may be winning the husband Olympics.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 69,644
- Chapters:
- 7/20
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 167
- Kudos:
- 769
- Bookmarks:
- 318
- Hits:
- 18,397
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06 Jul 2026
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A Change of Plans by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jun 2026
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Shane and Ilya had a perfect, uninterrupted time over summer, and they have their future planned: start a charity, become public friends, retire, come out.
That all changes when Ilya finds out he has a child.
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- Part 5 of hollanovluv HR fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,823
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 347
- Kudos:
- 891
- Bookmarks:
- 333
- Hits:
- 18,002
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06 Jul 2026
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Dear PenPal, Cry Every Day Until My Next Letter by disappearordie, thedaisyfairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jul 2026
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In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.
Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.
Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 140,562
- Chapters:
- 20/?
- Comments:
- 3,045
- Kudos:
- 2,199
- Bookmarks:
- 885
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- 58,472
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05 Jul 2026
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It’s Ilya Rozanov’s World (and We’re All Just Sims) by ourloveasashield
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Jul 2026
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When Ilya Rozanov discovers The Sims 4, he does what any reasonable person would do, creates himself, creates Shane Hollander, builds a perfect house from memory, and begins fixing the situation.
This includes (but is not limited to) trapping Shane’s ex-girlfriend in a windowless room because she “kept escaping the pool.” and having Scott Hunter in his true form(i.e. in the Elder age stage).Shane wakes up at four-thirty in the morning with several concerns.
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When Luca Haas(the person who introduced sims to Ilya) does not answer questions fast enough, Ilya turns to reddit and Tumblr, gaining a following who are slowly realizing some coincidences.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 33,308
- Chapters:
- 15/?
- Comments:
- 439
- Kudos:
- 2,248
- Bookmarks:
- 623
- Hits:
- 41,351
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01 Jul 2026
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New City, Same Idiots by domain_mirror
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jun 2026
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Cliff Marlow is done with the homophobic dicks in Boston, so he heads to Ottawa. He learns just how much the Bears locker room sucked, and how amazing the Centaurs are.
Or - Cliff Marlow gets traded to Ottawa and Ilya Rozanov better be ready to run it back
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 117,671
- Chapters:
- 15/?
- Comments:
- 820
- Kudos:
- 3,340
- Bookmarks:
- 1,179
- Hits:
- 112,095
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30 Jun 2026
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The Hollander Girl by TheDamselfly
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jun 2026
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Sabrina Hollander is 13 years old when she puts her brother’s dream in front of her own and promises herself that she’ll never tell a soul about what she’s done.
Or: How Shane having a little sister he can count on would have changed his story for the rest of his life.
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- Part 1 of The Sabrina Hollander Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 105,417
- Chapters:
- 17/19
- Comments:
- 1,088
- Kudos:
- 1,096
- Bookmarks:
- 397
- Hits:
- 29,973
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30 Jun 2026
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“The ache for home lives in all of us. The safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned.”
― Maya AngelouSeries
- Part 2 of Tearing Down Our Walls
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,060
- Chapters:
- 4/?
- Comments:
- 2,431
- Kudos:
- 2,459
- Bookmarks:
- 587
- Hits:
- 52,228
Bookmarked by Megarce
29 Jun 2026