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  1. Public Bookmark 73

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    Shane comes down to help Ilya pack up his Boston penthouse for the last time before his move to Ottawa, but Ilya’s having a hard time letting go and trusting in the unknown. Where Ilya leaves home (the place) for home (the person).

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    20 Mar 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    Nobody knows why Shane Hollander dropped out of the 2009 draft at the last second, and a year later it stuns the whole hockey world when he's signed by the Boston Raiders. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston - but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    13 Mar 2026

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    In a move that shocks the hockey world, Shane Hollander ends up signing to the Centaurs at the same time as Ilya Rozanov. Not only do they have years of rivalry behind them, but they've also shared a night neither of them can forget.

     
    Or, a soulmate AU where their soulmarks grow stronger as their bond grows.

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    Chapters:
    7/7
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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the hockey world; after a year of silence, he returns to the ice, playing better than ever, winning two Stanley Cups, getting an actress girlfriend, and having a son. All while he tries to ignore the man he left behind as their careers grow, driving them apart and closer.

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    Shane gets pregnant and hides it from Ilya for years, but as the connection between them grows, Ilya comes closer to finding out the truth.

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    14/15
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    38,804

    06 Mar 2026

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    A continuation of Shane and Ilya's story post-Long Game.

    Starting with Canada facing Russia in the 2026 Winter Olympics, and including all of the moments that come before and after that.

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    Chapters:
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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is stupid.

    Ilya didn’t know what Shane saw in him, but you can't just fall for a man you barely met. You can't just fall so deep and so quickly.

    Shane looked at him like devotion came naturally, like getting hurt was a price he was willing to pay. Ilya wanted to protect him from being hurt at all costs. But what if he was the one who did it?

    Shane went first in the draft, and then threw it away by choosing Ottawa.
    A bad team. A losing future. No Cups. No real rivalry.
    Ilya didn’t understand the decision. He refused to.

    Or.

    Shane got his second chance. This time, he refused to wait for years to get his Ilya. He had to take him fast, before depression or any other crap got him. But if he touched the timeline wrong—if anything went off-script—what did it cost?

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    45,575
    Chapters:
    33/?
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    3,515
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    3,717
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    06 Mar 2026

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    “I’m sorry, buddy,” he says, “I should’ve known you weren’t feeling it.” Shane finally looks at him. He makes a low, unfamiliar sound, vibrating through the water. It is confused and searching, a sound Hayden doesn't hear from him often.

    Somewhere deep in the facility, a heavy impact reverberates through the walls, metal groaning under the strain. Ilya. Hayden closes his eyes. Ilya is bigger, faster. And he wants to kill Shane.

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    Hayden thinks the new wild mer in the aquarium, Ilya, is trying to murder his best fish friend, Shane. Turns out he's got it all wrong, and murder is the last thing on their minds.

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    Chapters:
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    06 Mar 2026

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    ESPN @ESPN
    Video leaked of Boston Raiders player Cliff Marleau (@CMarleauRaiders) taking a nighttime tumble down the infamous Boston "cop slide."

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    Going down the "cop slide" becomes a trend among NHL players when visiting Boston, and Ilya may or may not be responsible, but no one can prove it.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    “How can Montreal be snowed in?” Ilya asks. “They are not ready for winter?”

    “It’s Montreal, man,” Marleau snickers, like that's an explanation.

    Ilya’s phone buzzes.

    Jane- 9:44 a.m.- Look on the bright side. If you’re stuck another day, you can come back here.

    ________

    After Ilya leaves Shane’s apartment for the first time, he knows he’s on thin ice and at risk of falling into more serious feelings. He’s ready to put distance back between them.

    A Montreal blizzard has other ideas.

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    24 Feb 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 59

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    “你真的不介意我和别人上床?”
    Ilya 介意得要死。听着这话从对方嘴里反问回来,他差点没忍住瑟缩了一下。那声音又冷又凌厉,就在他耳边炸开,躲都躲不及。可他还是把满嘴的苦涩咽了回去,回了句:“当然不介意。只要你想。”
    他坐在客厅沙发上等着,手机死死贴着耳朵,另一只手狠命抓着膝盖,抓得指节都泛了白。他能感觉到心脏在肋骨后面乱撞,脉搏乱得震耳欲聋。脑子里警铃大作,一个劲地质问自己:Shane 为什么还不说话?
    那是他这辈子经历过的、最震耳欲聋的沉默。直到 Shane 终于开了口:
    “行。”

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath.

    Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—”

    “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks.

    Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller.

    He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it.

    OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.

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    Comments:
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    127,380

    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane smiled against the warm skin of Ilya’s thigh, his hands stroking his hips to calm him.

    “Easy,” his voice came out low and thick with arousal. “The night is long, Rozanov… and I want to enjoy my boyfriend inside me to the fullest.”

    He placed one last light kiss along the still-pulsing shaft—a gesture of ownership and promise—before climbing up Ilya’s body, kissing every inch of skin along the way: the defined abdomen, chest, throat, until he found his lips again in a deep kiss where Ilya could taste, with brutal intensity, his own desire on Shane’s tongue.

    “Who are you?” Ilya asked between hungry, rough kisses. “And what did you do with my sweet, shy Shane?”

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    31,627

    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    12,475
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    9,069
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    813,341

    02 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 75

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    新加坡站后Max变成了一只豹猫出现在George的套房里
    大家都在怂恿乔拉收养它
    George决定先带它打疫苗顺带绝育

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
    81/?
    Comments:
    453
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    953
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    75
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    24 Dec 2025

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    一位疯狂cp粉拿到了他们的头发丝,制造出了同时具有他们血缘的小孩。
    至于这事儿是不是发生在地球,你先别管。

    现背,各有情史。未来时间线。
    捏了个小女孩,图片在最后。
    全文虚构,无意冒犯任何人。请注意避雷。

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
    48/50
    Comments:
    1,150
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    32,887

    20 Dec 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 30

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    446番外的下半部分,或者我觉得称之为前传更合适23333333
    如果说上半部是纯糖的话,下半部就大概不会那么愉快了,懂得都懂(。
    剧情还是接《在光辉的季节里》
    HPAU,蛇院刘姐/公主
    OOC全都是我的,作者去年才入坑,对446全凭刻板印象和洗脑包,不喜欢可以不看。
    是446,注意左右。

    “可是,他们都想成为那唯一的太阳。”

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    中文-普通话 國語
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    Chapters:
    64/?
    Comments:
    78
    Kudos:
    181
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    6,753

    16 Jan 2024

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