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Bigger Than The Whole Sky by CharlieLeau
Fandoms: House of the Dragon (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire & Related Fandoms, A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
12 Feb 2023
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“I’ve got a lot to live without / I’m never gonna meet / What could’ve been, would’ve been / What should’ve been you.”
It’s a special sort of pain, the pain that comes from the loss of someone that never was. One is haunted by thoughts of a thousand what ifs. One is haunted by a thousand non-things.
Or, Rhaenyra suffers from multiple pregnancy losses.
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- Part 1 of Bigger Than The Whole Sky
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 119,105
- Chapters:
- 35/35
- Collections:
- 11
- Comments:
- 2,907
- Kudos:
- 4,649
- Bookmarks:
- 1,215
- Hits:
- 146,392
Bookmarked by Neutralix
08 Jan 2026
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Backbone by Content_Scrapbooker
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Jan 2026
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5 times Ilya Rozanov ruined his Shane Hollander’s “good boy” image & the 1 time he does it himself.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,997
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 187
- Kudos:
- 7,066
- Bookmarks:
- 1,340
- Hits:
- 60,973
Bookmarked by Neutralix
31 Dec 2025
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@definitelynotilyarozanov by oxfordcommachameleon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Ilya never meant for this to get so far. So big.
It had started off with a couple hate tweets here and there. Nothing unusual, every hockey player had haters, especially ones as prominent and talented as him and Hollander.
Ilya never listened to what people on the Internet said. Why should he care what random people behind a screen thought of him? Especially when they were Scott Hunter fans. Or worse, Pike fans.
He thought it was the same for Shane, who barely ever used social media in the first place, let alone look up his name on them to see what people were saying about him. But Ilya was wrong.
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Ilya creates a secret Shane Hollander fan account to defend his boyfriend's honor while still hating on Scott Hunter and destroying Hayden Pike
Bookmarked by Neutralix
31 Dec 2025
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They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real.
Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan.
So he ends it.
Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.
Bookmarked by Neutralix
23 Dec 2025
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
Series
- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,447
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 1,127
- Kudos:
- 21,254
- Bookmarks:
- 6,271
- Hits:
- 246,687
Bookmarked by Neutralix
20 Dec 2025
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Shane’s voice was almost a whisper as he admitted, “I fucked up.”
Ilya stopped in his tracks, “What do you mean?”
“He knows. Scott Hunter fucking knows.”
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OR: Shane calls Ilya crying after the fight. Ilya yells at Scott Hunter about it.
*Now with Kip's POV in part 2!Series
- Part 4 of Episode Aftercare
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,835
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Comments:
- 292
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- 11,108
- Bookmarks:
- 1,622
- Hits:
- 88,869
Bookmarked by Neutralix
15 Dec 2025
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when the world sees (we run toward each other) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Dec 2025
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One security camera. One leaked video. One choice that changes everything.
Ilya Rozanov loses his country, his team, and his shot at Olympic gold in a single night. But he doesn’t lose Shane, and that makes all the difference.
A story about finding home in a person, not a place. About choosing love over legacy. And about winning the medal you never knew you needed, standing next to the one person who matters most.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,873
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Comments:
- 397
- Kudos:
- 8,321
- Bookmarks:
- 2,142
- Hits:
- 101,346
Bookmarked by Neutralix
07 Dec 2025
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Ottawa Sun: HOCKEY FANS FEAR FOR ILYA ROZANOV’S LIFE AFTER BOYFRIEND SHANE HOLLANDER SEEN WEEPING IN HOSPITAL HALLWAY
December 13, 2017, 2:03 a.m.
Fans of Ottawa Centaurs player Ilya Rozanov have called for candlelit vigils and prayers after Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Metros hockey team and Rozanov’s boyfriend, was captured by paparazzi weeping in the hallway of the Queensway-Carleton Hospital following a collision between Rozanov and opposing team forward Steve Wiggins during the Centaurs’ Saturday game.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,960
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 43
- Kudos:
- 2,045
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- 304
- Hits:
- 13,770
Bookmarked by Neutralix
06 Dec 2025
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Will starts getting sick with nausea, migraines, dizziness and emotional spikes. Obviously it’s Vecna. Obviously the world is ending again. Obviously the Party goes feral.
Except it’s not Vecna. It’s a pup.
And Mike Wheeler is very much the other half of that situation… not that anyone knows they’re even together.
Bookmarked by Neutralix
05 Dec 2025
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Following the disastrous dinner party, Will Graham decides Hannibal doesn't get off that easily.
He's getting his husband back, and he's going to make everyone suffer in the process.
Beverly is just glad she made popcorn.
Sequel to 'Stop Telling People I'm Dead!'
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- Part 4 of In Another Life
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 56,181
- Chapters:
- 35/?
- Comments:
- 1,347
- Kudos:
- 840
- Bookmarks:
- 137
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- 20,683
Bookmarked by Neutralix
24 Nov 2025
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“Potter…why is a horcrux of the Dark Lord sitting in your living room in muggle Surrey?” Severus Snape slowly and calmly asked as if he was holding onto his last thread of sanity while waiting for the answer.
“Well, we met back in my second year at school, became friends since I didn’t know who his future self was, he tried to kill me, I killed him, and then he floated around the aether for a couple years,” Harry sighed. It was all so very complex.
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Everyone has had a summer from hell after what happened with the Triwizard Tournament. Literally everyone, even the part of Voldemort's soul that he thought he'd gotten rid of so very long ago. When Harry Potter's worst enemy asks for his help though...well, that pesky saving people thing just really gets in the way.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 215,857
- Chapters:
- 33/35
- Collections:
- 11
- Comments:
- 2,549
- Kudos:
- 4,520
- Bookmarks:
- 1,454
- Hits:
- 153,244
Bookmarked by Neutralix
22 Nov 2025
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Childish crushes by Cringe_Fella
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), DCU, Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types, Justice League - All Media Types
31 Dec 2025
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Instead of lunging at him, the monster stumbled, as it tried to stand, and Clark saw as a child's leg slipped out of a big black boot before tangling in a yellow belt, small, very childish hands trying and failing to catch it. And maybe… And maybe it wasn't a monster at all, because as Clark watched, transfixed, the kid - because it had to be a kid, he didn't seem to be older than Clark- face planted on the floor without making even a single noise.
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Or; a magical mishap accidently turns the World's Finest into an 8 and a 9 year old. Shenanigans ensue.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 60,045
- Chapters:
- 6/7
- Comments:
- 398
- Kudos:
- 1,439
- Bookmarks:
- 302
- Hits:
- 19,200
Bookmarked by Neutralix
08 Nov 2025
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Jacob Black is Never Really Lucky When It Comes to Anything by StealKnight
Fandoms: Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer
09 Jan 2026
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(SHIP: Jakeward)
A small lapse in judgement causes Jacob's whole life to change. His dad abandons him, his pack hates him, and his only lifeline that keeps him from ending it all is a vampiric family that he used to loath. And he didn't even graduate highschool yet....but on the bright side things can't get any worse right?Or Jacob turns into a vampire and there is nothing he can do about it and everyone has an opinion on it.
Bookmarked by Neutralix
17 Oct 2025
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Buck (9:50am)
Can't wait to suck your cock laterEddie (10:03am)
Ok 👍or: buck texts the wrong person. eddie responds anyway
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,472
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 331
- Kudos:
- 1,541
- Bookmarks:
- 358
- Hits:
- 27,152
Bookmarked by Neutralix
08 Oct 2025
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The red fabric pooled in his hands, strong but unbelievably soft. Bruce itched to know what it was made out of. Would the fibers match anything on Earth? What would it look like under a microscope? Was it flame retardant? Could it be torn or damaged? How was it able to stop bullets and still be this... soft?
"It was my baby blanket." Clark hummed.
Bruce stopped breathing.
It transformed from the cape of the strongest man on the planet into an infant's swaddle; a relic of a dead world, a soft token of a mother's love that was strong enough to keep her baby safe thirty-three years later. Bruce hadn't cried in almost eighteen years, but tonight, he was about to break that streak.
Bookmarked by Neutralix
03 Oct 2025
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Their skill and family name a curse to those they hunted, Dean didn’t think there was much out there they couldn’t handle. With their dad hunting the thing that killed their mom, he and Sam fought the good fight. And that had been the status quo until he’s suddenly faced with an angel that swears he’s there to protect him but acts more like he’d prefer to eviscerate him on the spot.
When things go from bad to worse and its his brother’s blood that’s got demons popping out of the woodwork, Dean doesn’t know what to do – who to turn to. But if there’s one thing ingrained into him its this: protect Sammy, at all cost. So, when he finds himself relying on an angel that may or may not want to stab him, he figures he’ll do whatever he has to. And if by some miracle he managed to convince Heaven’s most grumpy angel that humanity was worth something, well…that was a bonus, right?
Bookmarked by Neutralix
14 Sep 2025
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until someone set themselves aflame by Evermoon2097
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 Oct 2025
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With Dawn finally reaching Amphoreus, what happens to the Deliverer who gave so much to bring it about? Especially when he has about 50 billion years of issues. Good news, Caelus isn't one to let his friends down, even if he has to kidnap them, kicking and screaming.
“Partner, I have one last request,” he said numbly.
Caelus’s jaw snapped shut and he turned to Khaslana. “Uh, sure, what’s up?”
He thought the words would catch in his throat, to try and bury themselves within his burned flesh. That fear or regret would hold him back. But no, they puffed out, withered and dour. Inevitable.
“Take me away from Amphoreus. Please.”
Written before 3.5 Update, please pardon the hand-waving of Irontomb, very not canon-compliant
Could be considered Phainon character-studyBookmarked by Neutralix
14 Aug 2025
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Hannibal is simply in desperate need of a new dining table.
Will Graham, the local furniture designer, builds one—with polish, precision, and red lipstick.
There’s tension. There’s opera. There’s at least one corpse.Obviously. It’s a love story.
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- Part 6 of Meat-Cured Meet-Cutes
Bookmarked by Neutralix
20 Jul 2025
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Jacob Black has known about the Cullens since he was a kid — the treaty, the danger, the whispered warnings. So when the vampires return to Forks, he keeps his distance. Watches them. Tries not to care.
That is, until one distracted moment — one look — and everything changes. Imprinting on Edward Cullen wasn’t supposed to happen. It wasn’t allowed to happen. But now it has, and both their families have to figure out how to navigate a bond that could either shatter a fragile truce... or change everything.
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18 Jul 2025
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Everything changes the moment Steve says it - “Book 'em, Danno.”
Danny doesn’t notice at first.
But his body does.A slow descent into obsession, wrapped in laughter, cases, and ohana.
Moodboard
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07 Jun 2025