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on winning and losing (and ilya rozanov) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jun 2026
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Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
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- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
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- English
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- 100,682
- Chapters:
- 13/16
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24 Jun 2026
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don't let the sun catch you crying by violentfictionaldelights
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Jun 2026
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"Another broken comb, huh?"
Shane lets out an exasperated breath.
"That's the third one this week, Ilya. The third one. How can someone so little have such strong hair?"
or
ilya comes home to find shane struggling with their daughter. he does his best to help.
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- Part 7 of the hollanov shorts
- Part 20 of The HCU (Hollanov Cinematic Universe)
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23 Jun 2026
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the art of survival by blackcatwrites
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Five years ago, Shane Hollander was preparing for a future that no longer exists.
Montreal. Residency. Friends. Maybe, someday, a family.
But then Cordyceps happened and life as he knew it changed.
He’s been leading a group of survivors since, through treacherous circumstances and unimaginable losses.
Five years ago, Ilya Rozanov was living each day like it might be his last.Boston. Fast cars. Clubs. Friends. Russia in his rearview.
Now, people look to him as a leader. They believe in him more than anyone has. He’s become determined to prove them right.
When they encounter another group of survivors, Ilya finds someone he wants to believe in him too. More than he probably should.
Shane Hollander now operates like each day could be their last.
Ilya Rozanov now sees a future worth fighting for.
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Shane thinks life is about survival. Ilya is determined to show him that it can be more than that.
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23 Jun 2026
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After the tuna meltdown, they never really get the chance to get back together, only watching each other’s lives from a distance, occasionally reaching out through texts, pretending it’s enough.
Until one day, Shane receives a package at his doorstep.
It’s a book. It’s Ilya Rozanov’s memoir.Bookmarked by NixMB
22 Jun 2026
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This Was Never Meant for Us (but We Got It Anyway) by 305_to_my_city
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
18 Jun 2026
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They broke up years ago.
Ilya moved on in the cruelest way possible: he got married, built a whole new life.And when his wife suddenly died, Shane wasn’t supposed to come to Boston for the funeral.
He definitely wasn’t supposed to stay.Now they’re in the same house again,
sleeping in separate rooms,
avoiding each other’s eyes,
trying very hard not to touch.But grief has a way of pushing you back into the arms you thought you’d never feel again.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 87,997
- Chapters:
- 11/19
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- 429
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- 1,046
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22 Jun 2026
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You Don’t Get to Decide That - A Shh ASMR Dark Stalker AU by Clauwdia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Jun 2026
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Shane Hollander keeps his life small on purpose. By day, he is a quiet office worker with careful routines, a nervous dog, and very little interest in being perceived by anyone. By night, he becomes Haruto, the anonymous creator behind a soft-spoken ASMR channel built out of art, folklore, and boundaries.
Ilya Rozanov knows better than to want him.
A former mercenary turned risk consultant, Ilya has built an entire life around knowing that wanting someone can become a weapon. He has promised his dead mother that the rot running through the men in his family will end with him. He should leave Haruto alone. He knows that before he ever crosses a line.
Then he sees Shane in person.
Quiet, beautiful, and stronger than Ilya expected, Shane is careful in ways that make Ilya want to take him apart and be taken apart by him.
After that, every rule Ilya has ever made for himself begins to fail.
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22 Jun 2026
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shane hollander is not a stalker by stillnotmollified
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Jun 2026
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“Shh, do not be embarrassed, Haasy.” Ilya cups the rookie’s jaw in one hand as he squeezes his cock in the other. “Hollander likes what he sees. Maybe he wants you for himself. But he wants a lot of things he does not deserve.”
Ilya’s smile is cold and cruel.
“Should we make him watch, Haasy? Show him what he is missing?”
Haas is whining now, grinding against Ilya’s hand. It’s pathetic and desperate and unbearably hot—just the kind of thing Shane used to do for Ilya. He locks eyes with Ilya, sees the challenge in his gaze, bright and defiant. The growing hardness between his legs. Proof that Shane isn't the only one who can do this to him anymore.
This is his punishment.
(Canon-divergent TLG. Shane and Ilya broke up after their Christmas fight. Four months later, Shane sneaks into Ilya’s backyard in Ottawa and sees more than he bargained for—Luca Haas, on his knees for Ilya. He gets caught watching, and an angsty, messy threesome follows, forcing them both to reevaluate their choices. There is a Hollanov happily-ever-after, and one for Luca, too.)
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- English
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- 66,352
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- 9/9
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- 1,531
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22 Jun 2026
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DOGTOOTH by lethargicWaste
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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“What is word for this?” Ilya brought his own thumb up to press it against Shane’s, applying more pressure to his lip. “Liking things in your mouth.”
Shane flushed a deep red, face heating up as he pulled his thumb away. “I—it isn’t…”
“Hey,” Ilya pressed a kiss to Shane’s hair, reassuring him. “Is nothing to be embarrassed about.”
Or; Shane has an oral fixation and Ilya wants to indulge him in every possible way that he can.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,744
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- 1/1
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- 122
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22 Jun 2026
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Make me come by milkntoastnhoney
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jun 2026
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Shane edges Ilya for a week. And well, Ilya has ways to make him "regret" that.
Nah, Shane's a fuckin freak. He'd do it again.Bookmarked by NixMB
22 Jun 2026
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First Three, No Flash by frenetic_muse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
21 Jun 2026
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TL;DR: It's like Friends meets Almost Famous with HR incidents and better oatmeal continuity.
Shane Hollander is a freelance concert photographer with a day job at a camera shop, a bank account in active distress, and a long-standing professional fixation on Ilya Rozanov, front man of the Russian rock band Rozanov. Professional. Definitely professional.
For years, Shane has shot Ilya from the pit: first three songs, no flash, get the shot, get out. Then Rozanov’s lead guitarist gets arrested at the border, the tour starts rearranging itself around disaster, and Shane finds himself getting closer to the machine than any photographer is supposed to get.
A photo pass becomes a backstage pass. A backstage pass becomes a job. Access becomes proximity.
And proximity, unfortunately, has consequences.
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- Part 1 of Rozanov Band AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 194,995
- Chapters:
- 32/50
- Comments:
- 790
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- 759
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- 439
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- 33,144
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21 Jun 2026
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Modern Lockets by princepixel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 May 2026
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“Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”
A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”
“I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.
In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.
…At least, not yet.
(AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)- Language:
- English
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- 35,708
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 400
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- 3,999
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- 1,307
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21 Jun 2026
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All My Roads, They Lead to You by Byleringidiot
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jun 2026
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All Shane wanted to do was to play hockey.
He knew he was pretty much the best at it.What he didn't know, being the best was not enough.
Being a gay Asian-Canadian hockey player didn't help anything at all.
Nor did the fact that he got drafted to Ottawa, the team where Ilya Rozanov was already the biggest star.
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An alternate universe where Shane is openly out as gay. Ilya is still closeted bisexual. And they both play for the same team- ie, Ottawa Centaurs.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 83,055
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Comments:
- 366
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- 669
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21 Jun 2026
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oh my god you should see your faces by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Apr 2026
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A few months after the FanMail incident, Yuna Hollander decides to do what she does best. With the added benefit of having another son to lovingly manage, of course. The internet, unsurprisingly, loses its shit.
Or, Shane and Ilya go on the press run to end all press runs, courtesy of Yuna Hollander.
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- Part 1 of stay with me, in our comfort crowd
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 28,155
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Comments:
- 4,762
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- 25,787
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- 6,040
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- 381,264
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21 Jun 2026
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Shane is wearing a butt plug at a crowded benefit while his husband holds the control in the palm of his hand.
What’s a few long minutes in an upstairs storage room?
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- Part 2 of Hollanov Smutty One Shots
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21 Jun 2026
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strawberry wine by lisbonhotel
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Dec 2025
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“It was a bad hit, Shane,” Hayden says, worriedly. He looks up to where Ilya is quietly observing them, leaning against the lockers with his eyes fixed intently on Shane. “Ilya, doesn’t it look bad?”
“Is not bullet wound,” Ilya says flatly, “he will be back on ice within week.”
or, Shane and Ilya play on the same team and hate each other in every way but one…or so Shane thinks until he gets hurt on the ice and Ilya is a little too nice about it all.
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21 Jun 2026
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So easy to know (and forget with this kiss) by Curbside_Picnic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Jan 2026
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“No. I did have to. You were upset. Is not okay for you to be upset. Ever.” Shane blinks at him. Rozanov blinks back. Neither comment on his words – on the lines they cross, ever so slightly. When Shane doesn’t protest, Rozanov smiles sweetly, swiping his thumb over the man’s bottom teeth. He feels along the ridges of each tooth, pressing his blunt nail into the gums behind them. “Sweet thing. You come to me if you feel this way, yes? I will make it all better.”
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Shane has a hard week, resulting in a meltdown. He calls Ilya. Ilya decides to fuck it all better. Spoiler: it works.Bookmarked by NixMB
21 Jun 2026
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Maintenance Required by itsa_blurplejeep
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Jun 2026
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Ilya’s already sobbing by the time Shane enters their bedroom. On all fours in the middle of their bed, slick dripping down the inside of his thighs, “Alpha,” he gasps out.
“You really had to keep pushing didn’t you?”
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- Part 1 of Omega Ilya/Alpha Shane
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21 Jun 2026
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Aurora by Topazandice
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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The sun had disappeared below the horizon on the lake about 15 minutes earlier, and the darkness of the moonless night was beginning to truly settle in around them as they quietly arranged the blankets on the roof tiles, under and around where they would be sitting overlooking the lake.
A loon called out from across the water, slow and mournful, as if to mark this occasion of Shane and Ilya’s last moments together before everything changed.
“What do you think they’re doing up there right now?” Shane asked as they finally came to settle next to each other, cuddled together under the grey blanket, sitting side by side as close as humanly possible. The stars became visible, one by one, dotting the sky with pinpricks of light.
“Fucking, probably.”
“Ilya!”
“What?”
“They’re probably terrified. Would you be fucking?”
“With you, yes,” Ilya replied, not a speck of humor on his face.
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21 Jun 2026
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Melted Ice (English Ver.) by ilyarozapphic
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jun 2026
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Eight years after their divorce, Ilya and Shane have become experts at avoiding each other. They only speak when absolutely necessary, never hold each other's gaze for too long, barely make eye contact, and never talk about what happened. But ignoring one another becomes nearly impossible when they're still raising two children.
One day, Ilya gets into what seems to be a serious argument with their oldest daughter, and Shane is forced to step in. Suddenly, everything they've spent years avoiding begins to surface.or,
Shane was about to break an unspoken rule.
Because every time he and Ilya got together to talk, they ended up fucking.Bookmarked by NixMB
19 Jun 2026
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walking through windows by CorvidCordelia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 Feb 2026
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“Shane Hollander’s having a big gay wedding.”
Ilya’s ball rocketed sideways into the woods with a crack like a rifle shot; somewhere in the trees, a goose honked in outrage.
“Jesus Christ,” Tyler said.
“Wow,” Marly said. “That was…what the fuck was that, Roz?”
Ilya was gripping the club so hard his knuckles had gone white. “Bad swing.”
“That wasn’t a bad swing, that was like a physics-defying swing. I didn’t know you could make a ball go in that direction. You okay?”
“Fine.” Hollander was getting married. Getting gay married. Who the fuck was Hollander marrying? He wasn’t even… Ilya cleared his throat, shoved his biggest club back in the bag, noted distantly that his hands were shaking. “Hollander is gay?”OR: Ten years after the Tampa Bay All-Star Game, Ilya Rozanov crashes Shane Hollander's wedding
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 38,410
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 2,598
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- 11,305
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- 4,044
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- 167,053
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19 Jun 2026