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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    Since they’re not here to be sight seeing though, Jim doesn’t feel even remotely bad about quickly bending his knees and snatching up the hem at the front of Spock’s dress.

    “Jim!” Spock hisses, turning to look at this bondmate with visible surprise. 

    “What?” Jim replies, all innocence, even as his hand trails slowly up the Vulcan’s thigh. From the back, the movement is totally innocent; the drape of the knee length dress concealing the way that it’s hiked around Jim’s wrist in the front. “I’m admiring the dress.”

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    24 Mar 2026

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    Fresh out of his engagement with T’Pring and facing pressure from his family to select a suitable bondmate before his Pon Farr is due, Spock resorts to desperate measures: allowing The Starfleet Intraservice Partnership Arbitration Agency to select a compatible mate on his behalf.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    Left behind by the Enterprise mission, Commander Jim Kirk is the only living being on Mars.

    Or so he thinks.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    “Kirk, I have a medical report from your CMO saying that you two are…” She squints. “‘Exhibiting an inability to tolerate a loss of physical contact without severe and shared cephalalgia?’ So what, he’s saying that your heads hurt if you stop holding hands?”

    Jim lifts his and Spock’s arms into view of the camera. “Yes ma’am.”

    “Really?” The Admiral says in a tone of unabashed curiosity.

    “I can assure you, ma’am, we are not doing this for recreational purposes.” Spock says dryly.

    ...

    Or the one in which Jim gets hit with Sex Pollen TM, but Spock doesn't like his consent dubious so politely declines.
    Luckily, that crisis is averted. Unluckily, Jim and Spock realize they have been left unable to go without touching for more than a few minutes without excruciating pain. If only they could cure it through the power of confessing their feelings and having scorching hot sex!

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    21 Feb 2026

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    A t’hy’la bond is a sacred, joyous thing. It is not a thing of accident, of mistake.

    When Jim and Spock are accidentally bound together during a first contact meeting with a telepathic species, Spock is consumed by the guilt of forcing Jim into a lifelong bond that cannot be broken.

    Jim, for his part, just wants to figure out if Spock likes him or not.

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    02 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 98

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    Jim Kirk wasn’t supposed to have a roommate at Starfleet Academy—especially not a Vulcan one with too much discipline and zero tolerance for chaos. But what begins as a bureaucratic error turns into late-night debates, entirely too much eye contact, and four years of shared space neither of them really wants to give up. Spock documents everything. Jim leaves snarky annotations. Somewhere between the arguments and the quiet cups of tea, something real begins to form.

    Love, as it turns out, is just a series of annotated behavioral logs waiting for a final conclusion.

    Jim writes the last entry.
    Spock signs it: yes.

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    20 Jul 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 22

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    Their monthly team-building simulation now includes eye contact and emotional intelligence. It’ll be fine.

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    19 Jul 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 91

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    Good evening,
    Please review the attached photograph and verify that it has aroused you. Furthermore, please provide photographs of your own at your earliest convenience. Thank you, and I look forward to your response.
    Sincerely,
    Spock

     

     

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    After drunkenly making out with a coworker at a mixer, Spock determines to follow up appropriately. Armed with research into socio-sexual behaviours and a list of expected next steps, he initiates what he expects to be a less-than-one-month casual sexual relationship, based on the averages he's observed with Jim's previous flings. He's going to get a good grade in behaving like a normal neurotypical human (something that's normal to want and possible to achieve).

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    02 Jul 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 81

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    While they submitted to their medical examinations, Spock did his best to keep from watching his captain too closely, but he found his eyes drifting that way again and again.
    It was illogical, he told himself, to feel as though he were seeing Jim again for the first time in weeks. The space they had shared in New York had been one intended for a single human. They had breathed the same cold air in that one room, and all but tripped over each other with every movement.

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    Which is to say, Edith Keeler had to die, so now Jim can't sleep alone, and Spock doesn't really understand grieving humans, but he's pretty sure it's inappropriate to express romantic interest in Jim while he's still mourning someone else, which would all be a lot easier if Jim weren't in his bed, wouldn't it?

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    16 Jun 2025

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    Written for the Star Trek XI Kink Meme prompt: "AU: Spock was raised on Earth with no Vulcan influence in his life."

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    08 May 2025

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    Nothing in the world, no amount of Expect-The-Unexpected style training, could have prepared him for Spock in the morning- still half asleep, hair messy, eyes bleary; all soft, frayed edges and almost-smiles. It was like nothing Kirk had ever seen before -he was like nothing Kirk had ever seen before- and oh, the universe was so kind and so cruel to do this to him, to let him wake up with Spock for the first time but not in the way he wanted to.

     

    or, Spock and Kirk have to share a bed, and Kirk has many, many thoughts about it.

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    20 Mar 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 30

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    In which an away mission goes wrong, and a new helmsman is needed for the U.S.S. Enterprise: one Gary Mitchell, former…friend of one James Tiberius Kirk.

    Kirk is desperately trying to keep his past hidden and maintain his image in front of his crew, but recent events are bringing everything he’s been pushing down closer and closer to the surface.

    Meanwhile, Spock is suspicious of this new crew member and…perturbed as he realizes he may not know Kirk as well as he thought he did after everything they’d been through over the years.

     

    The universe has never been kind to James T. Kirk. (But could it be, in the end?)

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    20 Mar 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 50

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    When Jim Kirk moved back home to Iowa and took the ED nurse job recommended by his friend McCoy, he was expecting it to be a calm change of pace from his old urban hospital. Instead, it's the same shit, just with crappier equipment and a smaller staff. His fellow nurses are great, thankfully, and the lab tech on the other end of the phone has a particularly nice voice.

    Spock, former Chemistry technical specialist and perpetual night shift lead, prefers to focus on his work without interruption. Constantly calling critical results to the floor is inconvenient, especially when the new ED charge nurse has such a pleasant laugh.

    Hospital AU, featuring flirting over the Vocera, needlessly detailed medical jargon, and a disgusting amount of love paid to the lab staff.

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    07 Mar 2025

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    Jim opens his eyes. Spock’s face is calm. It’s like they’re not talking about what they’re talking about at all - a living, breathing entity that’s made up of parts from both of them. She’s her own individual, sure, but they’re the ones who made her.

    And Bones.

    Bones had something to do with it.

    Jim’s red blood and Spock’s green blood and this steady, soothing heartbeat.

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    09 Feb 2025

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    "We are very sorry, sirs Spock and James, for this misunderstanding," Rendor says, marking the eighteenth apology he has verbalized since their call began a mere five minutes before. "Our companions are bred to seek out those among us who are — ah, what do your people call it? An individual with no mate."

    "Celibate," Spock suggests. Rendor shakes his head, causing his thin, white hair to bounce just slightly where it rests above narrow shoulders.

    Jim shifts beside Spock. His body goes completely still for several moments, as if in a trance, before the human says, "Loneliness. You're talking about loneliness."

    When a tiny, cat-like creature manages to find her way aboard the Enterprise, she takes a liking to Mr. Spock immediately.

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    01 Feb 2025

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    “I have a…” Jim shakes his head. “I have a tattoo of Spock’s name on my ass?”

    Uhura nods, silent.

    Of course. Of course he fucking does. Because life couldn’t possibly only be cruel enough to deposit at Jim’s side the most intelligent, incandescent, and attractive man from here to the end of the universe - couldn’t simply make that same man loyal to a fault or attuned to Jim’s every move - on top of it all, life just had to drive Jim’s head into that same fumbling brick wall every single time. He can’t even be angry at himself, only disappointed. Jim should have known that what is most important to him could only ever have been Spock.

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    24 Jan 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 47

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    A falling star fell from your heart
    And landed in my eyes
    I screamed aloud as it tore through them
    And now, it's left me blind

    from "Cosmic Love" by Florence + the Machine

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    16 Jan 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 42

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    "I hate this," Kirk complained as he returned McCoy to the ground. "What a stupid situation. Tell me everything. What does she look like? How old is she? Does she really want to be with an alien?"

    "You can ask her yourself, soon enough," McCoy grinned at him, his slightly crooked teeth and handsome face utterly charming. "C'mon, old boy, we have to fetch the water."

    They picked up their jugs and made their way along the silvery path. The old fortress loomed larger ahead of them, perched on a cliff that hid a rare natural spring behind stone walls. They passed through the gate into a garden. It was a startling transition that Kirk had experienced on Earth in places like Palestine and Egypt when he traveled in his youth, the arid landscape suddenly bursting with life. Alien palms towered over them, filtering the red light of the night sky through blue-green leaves. Smells of fresh water and sweet flowers filled Kirk's lungs. His skin began to tingle with excitement.

    Spock, he thought to himself. I'm going to marry an alien named Spock.

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    13 Jan 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 95

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    Jim whirls to face the flowchart. “It’s the first time in” - he jabs his finger at the screen, counting - “eight potentially romantic scenarios that Spock has responded in a way that shows even a modicum of interest. These are eight tried-and-true romantic tropes we’re talking about here. And clothes sharing? You can’t get more tropey than that. What does it mean that he hasn’t given it back, Nyota? What does it mean?”

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    05 Jan 2025

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    There is never any sneaking around in the dimly lit corridors of ship’s night, or discreet Vulcan kisses in the nooks of engineering.
    Unless Jim is incredibly tired, or stressed, there are no lingering looks on the bridge, either.
    The stakes are far too high.
     
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    Admitting to each other that they are in love is not an issue. The problem is revealing it to everyone else.
    This is how Jim and Spock’s relationship would be if Starfleet actually enforced fraternization regulations.

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    24 Dec 2024

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