14 Bookmarks by Patchwork___Clouds

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    Every part of Sam burns. There's blood on his lips that's not his own (not that kind; it doesn't taste right), and even the smallest rustle or crunch of leaves crashes against his eardrums and sends pain splintering through his skull. He's so thirsty.

    Frantic attempts to remember how he got here leave him with a soup of images and impressions—color, tension, blood, pain, desperation. He starts from what he knows. He was on a hunt...

    In other words... Still reeling from what happened when Sam was soulless, Bobby gets careless and a vampire turns Sam before they can put it down. Badly wounded, Sam's body uses all its remaining resources in an attempt to slowly heal him, and it's a long way back home. The cravings and even the agony of the cure aren't the worst things Sam has to face.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    The brothers have been separated for six months, all the while Dean has been unaware that in all those months, his little brother had been kidnapped by some hunters. When he finds that out, he goes for his rescue.

    But when he finds him, he doesn't like what the months of torture and abuse have done to him.

    Set 5.04, The End.

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    29 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    Lucifer was cradling his face and it sent fear through every part of his mind that was still aware. He was speaking gently, but his words were cruel.

     

     

     

    “Why do you think Dean didn't kill you?”

     

     

     

    “I don't know” Sam answered honestly, because what was the point of lying anymore? He had nothing left to give, he had nothing left to hide. It was cold. So, so cold. Sam hated the way that he pressed more into Lucifer's hands because somehow they were warm, warm despite the cold.

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    28 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Sam shook his head again, eyes glancing down to see the boots continue towards him.
    "I don't know. I don't know" Sam quivered, his fingers twitching against the trigger.
    Dean risked taking a bigger step, slowly reaching for Sam's free hand. The one where the faint scar laid across the palm.
    Sam flinched and stepped back a little.

    "No!" He choked, his grip tightening around his gun.

    BANG.

    Sam waited for the sound of bullet hitting metal, to assure him it wasn't real and that he'd fired at nothing.
    ...
    but the bullet hit flesh.

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    Sam suddenly experiences hallucinations like from S07e02 and Dean thinks he has it under control. However, he 'moved too fast'.

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    22 Apr 2026

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    Sometimes I'd forget

     

    Rocky has been stranded, alone and light years away from home for 46 years. For a long time it seemed like nothing would ever change. But a new arrival in Tau Ceti system is about to alter the course of history; For Rocky, for Erid, and for another world far, far away.

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    Beta read by chez_levi! Thank you for your notes, and curse you for your implications about metaphors

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    19 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 72

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    Sam is still reeling from his visit to Lucifer in Hell when an unfortunate accident separates him from Dean, threatening his life and Dean's sanity.

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    6,225

    16 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 58

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    Sam Winchester had been doing a pretty good job recently at avoiding his hellish thoughts. However, that all comes to a dramatic halt after what he thought was a ‘close call’ on a hunt takes a turn for the worse. The same ‘close call’ that he may or may not have forgotten to mention to Dean.

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    13 Apr 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 33

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    While sorting cursed objects in the bunker, Sam accidentally touches a stuffed bird that de-ages him to five years old. How will Dean react to his brother being little again? How will Sam cope with being fun-sized instead of sasquatch-sized? Read to find out!

    (THIS IS NOT WINCEST. I REPEAT, NOT WINCEST. THIS IS PURELY BROTHERLY LOVE, AND A DISPLAY OF SAM AND DEAN'S EXTREMELY CO-DEPENDANT RELATIONSHIP. BROTHERLY. PLATONIC.)

    (In all honesty, I'm kinda bad at summaries. For those who are curious, yes. Sam still has his memories.)

    Title is lyrics from Carry On Wayward Son by Kansas

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    15 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 71

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    What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?

    “You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.

    Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”

     

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    Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.

    With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.

     

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    TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.

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    15 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 30

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    Sam and Dean travel to the small town of Cortesville on the trail of a missing fellow hunter. What they find is a town slowly dying of a mysterious rot that is making people sick, crumbling buildings, and killing everything it touches. They must find the source of the decay and put a stop to it… but things go from bad to worse as Sam starts to succumb to the strange sickness blighting the town.

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    11/11
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    08 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 11

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    Jack and Mary are still stuck in Apocalypse World while Sam and Dean try to find a way to get them back.
    Sam is struggling to deal with the fact that he'll have to face Lucifer again as they continue to track him using a spell that recognizes archangel grace signatures…

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    24 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 28

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    Sam grabbed the gun from the table and aimed it at Lucifer.

    “You don’t have to do that, Sam. I’m different,” Lucifer says as he steps closer.

    Sam cocked the gun as a warning. Everything in him was screaming to pull the trigger already but he couldn't. He didn’t know how he knew exactly, maybe it was the plane of existence in Sam’s consciousness that made him so sensitive to it, but he could hear his Hell fragment warning him.

    He could feel it warning him.

    Panic and dread engulfed Sam until his muscles trembled. Memories of punishment from the angel in front of him caused his body to break into a cold sweat. His fingers froze, unable to tense enough to pull the damn trigger.

    “We’re different,” Lucifer continued, getting closer.

    Sam couldn’t move. Seeing his body, his face, and his own voice move towards him filled him with an anxiety that made his mouth run dry and brain stop thinking. All he was now was a frenzied bundle of nerves, a concoction of human fragility standing before a divine being infinitely more powerful.

    “We’re a packaged deal. I’ll always be with you, partner.”

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    Sam experiences more than just hallucinations when he gets his soul back.

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    31 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 53

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    Castiel goes to Hell to free Sam from the cage.

    He succeeds.

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    24 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 33

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    Dean’s feet are too slow, take too much time to put one after the other, and by the time he gets to the station door Sam has a loaded shotgun in his hands. It looks weightless.

    The boy doesn’t hesitate. He had stopped hesitating with shots long, long ago, even before Jess. Dean had taught him well through all those years of training. Sam points it beneath his chin, fingertip curling around the trigger, and squeezes.

    The animal in Dean’s chest lets out a howl so loud and broken he doesn’t realize it’s coming from his throat. He is running, running, and as always he is too late, too fucking late.

    Or: A small exploration of Sam's experiences with blood (others and his own) and the fact that Lucifer won't let him die.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    10
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    208
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    33
    Hits:
    1,445

    22 Jan 2026

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