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Tell Me It's Not My Fault by AngstyRaccoon
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Aug 2026
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He spent several minutes pacing back and forth in his room before a quick knock came at the door. He quickly swung it open, ready to snap at his former hookup—fuck buddy? Lover? No, fucking ew—then froze.
Ilya Rozanov was stood in the hallway outside his door, leaning against the wall with one arm wrapped around his middle. His eyes were glassy and red-rimmed, and a smattering of deep reddish purple bruises painted his face. His bottom lip was cut, and dried blood had gathered at the corners of his mouth and on his chin.
"Hollander," Ilya greeted him, smiling sheepishly, "are you going to invite me in?"
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At the 2014 Olympics in Sochi, Russia, the world watched as the Russian men's hockey team crashed and burned in their match against Latvia with Ilya Rozanov at the helm.
What if Grigori Rozanov handled the blow to his Russian pride differently, and an injured, scared Ilya is forced to seek refuge in the only place left on earth where he realizes that he feels safe—Shane Hollander's arms.
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Ilya's father hurts him after his loss at the Sochi Olympics, and he and Shane are forced to face their feelings and have some difficult conversations years earlier.
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So You Need a Place to Stay? by RubyRhodes
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Jul 2026
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A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
His teammates think it’s a joke.
Shane plays along.
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Kiss It Better by inexplicablymine
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Dec 2025
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Clear as day his typed out desperation has an eight letter word underneath its bubble that pops a lead balloon into his stomach.
“we never even kissed.” sits as delivered to one four letter contact that Shane swears should be defined as its own form of curse word in the dictionary.
Or, Shane sends that “we never even kissed.” text after all
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- Part 1 of The Coda Collection
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Shane didn’t think of anything when he said it out loud, he just wanted Rozanov to stop worrying.
"You have really beautiful curls, Rozanov."
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A soft Hollanov fanfic no one asked for.
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We didn't even kiss
They hadn’t kissed. Shane had been lying there, right next to him, and Ilya hadn’t kissed him. Hadn’t leaned over a foot of space when he’d spent the last year just wanting to be in the same room as Shane Hollander.
Fuck.
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OR: Shane sends the text. Ilya chases after him.Series
- Part 2 of Episode Aftercare
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“We didn’t kiss.”
Saying the words felt like a boulder had been lifted off his chest for a few blissful seconds before a whole mountain crashed down to take its place. What the fuck was he thinking? Saying something so pathetic, so needy, so utterly stupid over something so insignificant? Heat flooded his face, a different kind of shame, fresh and hot.
(or, I was mad that Shane never got any reassurance or apology for the Vegas humiliation ritual and "we didn't even kiss")
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- Part 7 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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loosen up my buttons, babe (uh huh) by you-cant-spell-subtext-without (ayreisha)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Feb 2026
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And so the text remains, in his phone, in his pocket, unsent and unsaid while Shane bangs his head on the elevator wall in deep contemplation of the brush of Rozanov’s lips against his, the snake of Rozanov’s tongue past his teeth. The very particular and divine experience of Rozanov’s escalation of that trademark mode of sultry suction that pushes past not only the flushed bloom of Shane’s lips but also apparently beyond all of his defenses because -
Hell. Fucking absolute hell.
Shane might be starting to like him.
Okay, well - this is unexpected, unanticipated, entirely unplanned for - and therefore, Shane’s nipping that one down in the bud.
He squares the slope of his shoulders as the elevator comes to a stop on the eighth floor, and the doors open…
…to reveal a very tousled, slightly out of breath, and beautifully flushed Ilya Rozanov, as if Shane summoned him here via his own dastardly brain matter. He looks the same as when Shane left him save for the fact that he’s replaced the damp towel around his hips with a pair of slacks and the white formal shirt he’d been sporting when Shane initially walked in.
The buttons on both are undone.
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- Part 1 of Textual Healing
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kiss me on the mouth (and love me like a sailor) by sithlordbinks for prettybegins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Dec 2025
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Shane accidentally sends the text.
We didn't even kiss.
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No choice but to love you by probablyrunning
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Apr 2026
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Shane sighed with relief as the doors of the elevator closed. Whoever was in the hall probably didn’t see him. He would figure out how to move past the humiliation of sending that text message to Ilya. But first, he needed to get back to the safety of his hotel room.
“That was close,” Shane murmured to himself and slumped against the wall.
The doors of the elevator opened again.
Shane straightened at the sight of Ilya Rozanov, wearing nothing but an unbuttoned pair of slacks, his golden chain, and a phone in his hand.
[OR Ilya realized he made a mistake letting Shane go after their hookup in Vegas. As he's rushing to find Shane, he receives a text message from Shane that reads: We didn’t even kiss.]
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- Part 1 of No choice but to love you
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Where you are wanted by GingerBaggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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This was different. This wasn’t hockey, or a competition, or a well-honed skill. This was her chance to welcome Ilya to their family.
The five times Yuna Hollander opened her heart to Ilya, and the one time Ilya found a home within it.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Fics
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thaw by diazette
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
30 Nov 2025
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Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see were those damn freckles.
Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.
Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.
Jane: Yeah? And?
Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
---or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.
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One Day (It Had To Happen) by Loon_AiPG
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
08 Jul 2026
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Yuna's breath caught. "What did you say, baby?"
"Please." Shane's forehead was still pressed to his knee. "Please, please, please—"
Hayden shifted closer. "Please what? Tell me what you need, Shane.”
Then, so faint that all three of them had to lean in just to catch it. "...I need him.”
Yuna's hand found David's. "Who, sweetheart? Who do you need?"
“Ilya."
Or: It's been a month since the tuna melts. Shane's been getting closer to breaking every day, until he finally does, in front of his parents and the Pikes. In the middle of the panic, he blurts out the only thing he needs: Ilya. So they call him.
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the way you love me by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jul 2026
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Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.
It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.
(Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)
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drawn in by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Jul 2026
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"He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”
Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.
Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."
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Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.
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20 Jul 2026
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Mystery Work
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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Boston University.
Shane Hollander: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in Human Physiology.
Ilya Rozanov: Junior, 21, player for the Boston University Terriers, and majoring in finance.
Shane and Ilya work well together on the ice, but there is no confusion that they aren't fans of each other. Shane is constantly fed up with Ilya showing up late and not taking things as seriously as him. Ilya likes to tease him, but he always puts his all in during games. It’s been like this since they started two and half year ago.
Midway through the fall semester, Ilya takes a bad hit and is taken off the ice during the game. Shane comes up with an unorthodox solution to fulfill Ilya's physical needs while he recovers, and Shane's academic needs for extra credit.
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AKA giving your teammate blow jobs so he doesn't re-injure his knee and can play hockey is a perfectly reasonable thing to do.
*SMAU previously uploaded to twitter, now uploaded here for ease of reading*
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cheater-cheater, pumpkin eater by anyabarnes
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Apr 2026
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The evidence is mounting. It’s getting very difficult to ignore: first that sweatshirt, then the definitely-not-a-dick-pic in the locker room, and now the phone call. It’s a shame really; Lily’s such a sweet girl. She makes Shane so happy.
And Shane? Hayden’s almost positive Shane is cheating on Boston Lily with Ilya Rozanov.
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07 May 2026
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Could go to hell (but we'll probably be fine) by BylerSunrise
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
23 Jan 2026
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When the party visits Will in New York to cheer him up after a horrible breakup, Mike Wheeler realises he is irrevocably in love with his best friend Will Byers while at a club in Manhattan. But will they both finally admit the unbreakable thread wrapped around them both before Mike leaves for home again, or is it too late?
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05 May 2026
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i've been the archer (i've been the prey) by londonfoglatte (nimbus2003)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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five times their friends realize shane might be the scary one, after all -- and one time ilya reminds the world he's only soft for shane.
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their friends – and hayden fucking pike, who, for some reason, remains shane’s best friend – are slowly realizing they can be more complex than Hollander and Rozanov. they can be Shane and Ilya, too.
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- Part 1 of hollanov 5+1