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    dazai and chuuya have the day off.

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    The day Dazai realises he's in love with Chuuya.

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    21 May 2024

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    "Are you my mama?"

    Chuuya freezes and tries not to visibly choke.

    Am I your what? he barely stops himself from blurting.

    "Dazai-san said you're my mama... but not like my real mama, just my 'for now' mama... he said he can be my 'for now' papa..."

    That shitty bastard.

    Atsushi is looking at him very hopefully. Ah, an orphan desperate for parents, even if they're just 'for now'.

    It's really not worth hurting his feelings...

    "Yeah." I'm gonna kill you, Dazai. "Yeah, I'm your... 'for now' mama." I'm gonna fucking kill you.

    ___

    When Atsushi is deaged, Dazai drops him off at Chuuya's on his day off. In the process, Chuuya learns that there was something very wrong with Atsushi's childhood and does his best to give him the care he was missing, all the while dealing with the troubling discovery that people call him 'Mama of the Port Mafia' behind his back.

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    17 May 2024

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    14 May 2024

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    “I am a god,” Chuuya replies. “And you are a human. A mortal.” Usually he doesn’t go around telling people that, but he is starting to not mind this particular human.

    But, instead of bowing down and apologizing, Dazai laughs. It’s a full-blown, ugly, real laugh.

    “You think you’re a god? Ah, great. Mori didn’t tell me you were delusional.” A hand pats his shoulder. “That’s alright, Chuuya. I don’t mind if you’re a bit bonkers. I’m sure we’ll get along just fine.”

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    5+1 fic of Chuuya telling Dazai he is a god and the one time Dazai believes him

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    12 May 2024

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    In which Chuuya gets kidnapped and Dazai decides he has had enough of Mori coming after his friends.

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    08 May 2024

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    “Excuse me,” Dazai plants a hand on the short redhead boy’s muscled, bare shoulder. “Any chance you’re Chuuya Nakahara?”

    But, instead of an answer, the redhead wobbles and proceeds to collapse.

    “Woah there.” Dazai catches the boy in his arms, one under his shoulders and the other scooping up his knees, before the boy can face-plant into the dirt.

    A frown mars Dazai’s lips as he examines the boy: Same copper-colored hair, height, and shockingly dark eyebags as all the descriptions of Nakahara that the Port Mafia has obtained. But Dazai was told that Nakahara did not sleep, and, for whatever reason, the boy curling into his arms is clearly out cold.

    Well, this is quite the predicament.

     

    Or the 5+1 in which Dazai gets a crush on Chuuya, who can’t sleep unless in contact with No Longer Human, which leads to Chuuya never joining the mafia.

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    08 May 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 73

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    “Are you fucking stupid?” Chuuya snarls, more incredulous than outraged. The leather of his gloves brushes over Dazai’s trachea, sleek against the bandages sticking to his neck; the touch sizzles, sending a wave of tingles down Dazai’s spine—the smallest of gestures, moving as if to fit his palm below Dazai’s jaw, and he’s overwhelmed and sweating as anticipation coils in his stomach, but he doesn’t know what he wants. To chase him, or recoil. Of course Chuuya notices. “Huh.”

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    08 May 2024

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    Chuuya Nakahara is the escaped government experiment known as A5158. Osamu Dazai is the notorious boss of the Port Mafia. It only makes sense that they meet in a library.

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    08 May 2024

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    "We don’t need to kill,” Fukuzawa said over the com, ever calm, and Dazai heard it in his earpiece, the surety. Ranpo had a way out. Fukuzawa would have allowed it if there was no other way. 

    “Osamu. Shoot.” Mori’s voice crackled through and it was silence and screaming all at once—a sound he had not heard in an age. That tone, the initiation. He didn’t even breathe as his muscle twitched and fired. There’d been a head there a moment before. Now he was just looking into a skull, shattered into a million pieces. 

    The blood dripped down his cheek and it was so familiar, so crushingly familiar, that seeing out of both eyes was dizzying. 

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    05 May 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 60

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    Oda's car settles to a low rumble as he sits in his driveway, windshield wipers squeaking every now and again as he breathes in the final warmth of cinnamon car freshener. He could ignore the little mound of black sitting on his front porch. Walk right past it, pour himself a nice glass, and relax with a book to the steady rhythm of raindrops on his window. And yet, as he rubs a calloused thumb over the fraying leather of his steering wheel he knows the path he's going to take. Even without Flawless he recognizes that shivering mound so out of place in a sea of white-picket-fences and blooming shrub bushes.

    It's with a sigh that he turns the key in the ignition, shutting off the old beater of a car and returning the neighborhood to its middle-class quiet. Far from the gunshots of the Port, the bustle of the city, and the shrill chime of beggar's cans that ring through Suribachi. Here, in this little slice of suburbia, of normalcy and oaths, of tan coats and coffee shop conversations, a demon somehow found its way.

    Oda smiles at the thought.

     

    Or

    Dazai, Oda, Kouyou, Chuuya, healing what's been broken

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    02 May 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 27

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    nothing new to take ahold of / no new world to hide me

    Chuuya passes Dazai sitting in the middle of the road, praying to get hit, and takes him home.

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    01 May 2024

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    Since their reconnection, Dazai had been slowly showing bits of himself to Chuuya, and letting him fill in the blanks. It was.... progress from what they had before, in the mafia. It was at least something more than leaving everything unspoken. He didn’t want it to stop.

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    Dazai drops by Chuuya's apartment on his day off, looking for comfort. Chuuya provides and then some.

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    01 May 2024

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Soukoku, and learning to love and also, to live.

    Featuring addict!Dazai, addiction, relapse, recovery, and relationship building.

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    01 May 2024

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    Love is an instinct, it can’t be taught or forced; it comes naturally. Dazai hates his instincts and Chuuya wants to trust his. Maybe they can figure out how to handle it together… or maybe everything will burn up in flames.

    They certainly won’t know unless they try.

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    30 Apr 2024

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    27 Apr 2024

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    "Listen, Chuuya—"

    Suddenly the book was closed with a loud thud and the glass was put down so brusquely on the table he was surprised it hadn't broken. Chuuya turned off the light from the floor lamp and the living-room went dark.

    Suddenly Dazai was alone again. (Dazai had fucked up, so he didn’t turn the lights back on.)

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    "I don't care about my body," he admitted. Chuuya thought he might cry, or punch him to make him come to his senses. "I just don't. If I have to use it to get something we need, for something good, then—"

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    24 Apr 2024

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    When Chuuya is badly injured on a mission, Dazai begins to act very strange. (I suck at summaries lol)

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    24 Apr 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 31

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    A lonely, inexperienced, run-down business owner/barista/aspiring author meets a complex, free-spirited adult aerial silks teacher/performer. What happens next? A beautiful relationship blossoms.

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    24 Apr 2024

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    He had done it.

    Dazai Osamu was soon to be dead.

     

    Or: Dazai thinks he’s finally succeeded until he doesn’t?

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    22 Apr 2024

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    Shit. He shouldn't have said that.

    No matter how angry he was, his husband did not deserve to have been stabbed in the most vulnerable part of his heart. This was a secret that he entrusted Chuuya to keep and take care of until the day he dies. And what he did? He spat it right back at him, and used it like a sharp dart aimed right at the bull’s-eye.

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    14,043

    22 Apr 2024

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