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  1. Public Bookmark 21

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    They say ignorance is bliss, that the key to a life filled with nothing of joy stemmed from blindness, for if you couldn't see the starving children and tyrannical monsters, what was there to worry over? At the end of the day, those occurrences affect not you, so it should carry the same concern of the impoverished neighborhoods four cities down.

    Except Chuuya thought different, and the bandages were only one of Dazai's many masks, scars only a tip of the iceberg of secrets making up the Demon Prodigy.

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    07 Aug 2024

  2. Public Bookmark 17

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    A study in Dazai and Chuuya's developing relationship, from dead apple and onwards.

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    07 Aug 2024

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    “You don’t want me here,” Dazai laughs. It’s grated, wrong. The truth of it tears through the air in his lungs.

    Chuuya shakes his head, his voice uncharacteristically quiet. “I can’t stand the thought of you anywhere else.”

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    Some lessons are taught through blood and tears, and Dazai is forever burdened with knowing that to love something is to want to watch it die.

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    07 Aug 2024

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Finally, night falls and the stars begin to leak beyond the shroud, their cold light piercing through the inky blackness and Chuuya leans his head onto Dazai’s shoulder. Tart apple and brown sugar surround them, seeping into Dazai’s lungs.

    It's Chuuya's 26th birthday; an age that brings some grief to his life. Dazai, obviously, is going to do whatever he can to make the day as enjoyable as he can regardless.

    alternatively; chuuya has a sad birthday but dazai does his best to help him with snacks, movies, and some great sex

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    07 Aug 2024

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    Except, when Dazai reaches out to check his fever, Chuuya’s clammy skin turns out to be ice cold. Stormy blue focuses on him, widening at Dazai’s shameless intrusion in his apartment, and slaps his hand away. Pointy, claw-like nails graze his skin, where small droplets of blood bloom from a single scratch. Chuuya’s pupils swallow the irises until only the barest hint of sky is visible. His nose twitches, mouth parting to reveal sharp canines.

    Ah.

    So he isn’t sick at all.

    Or; Dazai finds his inner good samaritan to help his vampire partner on... a variety of levels.

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    06 Aug 2024

  6. Public Bookmark 24

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    “So let me get this straight.”

    “Pfft straight.”

    “…”

    “Apologies, go on Mr. Scary Vampire.”

    “If you purposely sabotage me then that isn’t cheating but my body’s naturally enhanced abilities are?” Chuuya asked raising an eyebrow.

    “Yep.” Dazai grinned as they faced each other.

    OR
    Dazai is bored with life, so when he finds out there's a haunted castle nearby with ghosts who must have information on the after life of course he had to check it out. It's always best to get reviews of a place before moving in after all. However, plans go awry as not only does he not find a ghost residing there but a vampire instead but he also finds a purpose to his miserable life.

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    06 Aug 2024

  7. Public Bookmark 18

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    05 Aug 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 88

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    "The next day Dazai didn’t show up at the mafia’s headquarters, nor the day after that, and as lazy as the man could be, he was always at work at least for a few minutes, if only to torment his coworkers. So when Chuuya had two suspiciously calm days of work, he knew something was wrong.

     

    It’s not like he cared, it was Dazai, Dazai was… well he was Dazai, annoying and whiny and an absolute asshole. But he was also his partner, and had a pile of paperwork that Chuuya wasn’t about to finish for him. So, after a painfully unsuccessful talk with some of the daily targets of the man’s annoyance, he gave into his own curiosity and made what he knew would be the stupidest decision in his life. He went to visit Dazai."

     

    or Dazai gets tortured, Chuuya comforts him, even if he has no idea what actually happened.

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    02 Aug 2024

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    At fourteen, Dazai is the one to find Chuuya after the lab explosion.

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    He watches Chuuya fall asleep, slow and soft, in small bits. He is so beautiful, and he is mine. All mine.

    I am the first person he smiled at.

    I am the first person who said his name.

    I am the first person who has held him like this.

    He is mine. He will always be mine now, after these things.

    Dazai thinks, for a moment, that he might not ever get to feel things, or see the world the way most people do, or find a reason to live. But he can live for this, for him. For this boy. He does not care about birds or parks or trees or people, does not feel all that much when he sees the sunrise or sunset or the stars and the moon. He does not like dogs or children. He does not like the world.

    But he likes Chuuya. He likes the way Chuuya looks when he is looking at all these things.

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    02 Aug 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 70

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    "I have a new patient for you," Mori swivels in his seat, the joints creaking before it's replaced by the quick thump of a metal filing cabinet. Returning to the desk, the doctor brushes a few pages out of the way, laying down a simple manila folder over the bright oak. "Consider it an easy one.”

    Chuuya, a young, in-house nurse new to the job, meets his match when he’s positioned to care for Dazai, a fully blind recluse unable to grapple with his newfound loss of independence.

    As Chuuya tends to his new patient, he gradually uncovers the past hidden in a dark house, and the circumstances that led them both to this moment as he struggles to walk the fine line of duty and desire.

    Navigating the complexities of caregiving and unexpected love, a nurse discovers what it truly means to learn that love is blind.

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    New nurse!Chuuya cares for blind!Dazai uncovering the past and navigating love. (Caregiver au)

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    30 Jul 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 50

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    “Dazai, it's Hirotsu.” He is still slowly making his way towards the frightened executive. The older man clenches his fists feeling his ability flicker in the face of danger.

    Another gunshot goes off but the Black Lizard is prepared and moves quick enough to miss being shot. In a few quick steps he's crouched in front of Dazai. His hand grips the hot barrel of the gun. The young teen is wailing like a child as he fights him trying to get his gun freed. Hirotsu has had enough of this and raises his free hand.

    “Dazai!”

    A loud smack.

    __________

    On a routine Port Mafia job Hirotsu catches glimpse of the child human that is the Demon Prodigy.

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    29 Jul 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 94

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    “What’s the scariest thing you’ve ever been through?” Tachihara asked out of the blue.

    Scariest?
    Hundreds of memories flooded Chuuya’s brain.
    Being stabbed in the back by people he trusted.
    Opening Arahabaki’s gate.
    Watching his best friends die.
    Torture.
    Watching himself die.
    Hundreds of memories of times when Chuuya’s heart pounded in his ears. Though looking back on it, Chuuya thought his heart might have been pounding just as hard during his first kiss as it had been when he’d come close to being crushed by a collapsing building.
    Fear was such an obscure concept to Chuuya. He didn’t fear many things. Not anymore, at least.

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    Chuuya comes to the realization that he really, really does not want Dazai to die.

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    26 Jul 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 28

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    Dazai started shaking, his tone to adamant to prove his point.

    For the first time in years, Chuuya is scared.

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    where Dazai loses himself but Chuuya finds him back.

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    25 Jul 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 61

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    Then the door to Mori's office burst open, and Chuuya stalked into the room. A look shared between the leader and executive, along with the cruel smirk on Mori's face, told Dazai this was all planned even if Chuuya didn't know it.

    "I'm here as you requested boss, I-"

    Chuuya froze when he saw Dazai, bare arms out with ripped bandages scattered on the floor. Mori still held his scalpel, holding it dangerously close to Dazai's already injured arms.

    "Ah Chuuya, please. I am curious to hear your version of the events that occurred on your recent mission."
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    Or, after a failure on their previous mission, Mori reminds Dazai what exactly failure leads to. Chuuya is forced to see a side of Dazai that neither he nor his partner wanted to be seen.

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    25 Jul 2024

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    Dazai, for the first time ever, feels like celebrating his birthday with Chuuya.

    But things don't really go as planned.

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    "What do you want, mackerel?"

    "Am I not allowed to check in on my doggy?" Dazai asks as if affronted, with a hand to the chest.

    "Shut up and get to the point. Do we have a mission or something?"

    "No," Dazai says, and then sort of trails off and goes quiet, blank. It's not something he is very prone to. His hands are sweaty and he doesn't know why. His arm jumps a little at his side.

    "Then what? If you're not gonna talk, I'm gonna -- "

    "Does Chuuya know it's my birthday today?"

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    24 Jul 2024

  16. Public Bookmark 27

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    “I love you, too.”

    It feels equally right leaving Dazai’s lips, like a whispered prayer. No, not a prayer. He isn’t asking for anything. More like a promise. A promise of devotion, of care, of trust. Trust between them has always been as easy as breathing.

    (Or: Chuuya goes a little too far during sex and ends up making Dazai cry but it’s okay because he’s a good partner and they communicate their way through it. And have better, softer sex again the next day.)

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    22 Jul 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 48

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    Chuuya, exhausted from an overuse of Corruption, accidentally puts double black in danger durring what was meant to be an easy mission. Leaving Dazai to save them both.

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    14 Jul 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 57

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    “And how about at home?” She asks. “How are things with Chuuya?”

     

    Dazai’s gaze drifts to the side, unable to focus on any one thing in particular as he pauses.

     

    “Good, I think.” He looks up to the ceiling in thought. “We’ve been having a lot of sex.”

     

    Rieko’s perfect eyebrows lift slightly.

     

    “Alright,” she continues, seemingly having found something to discuss his ‘feelings’ about. “And how is that?”

     

    “Well..”

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    13 Jul 2024

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    Rumor has it that a figure in Yokohama’s underground scene is holding a contest. The top-voted street racer wins a free enrollment into the next Formula 3 season, all the way in California. They might as well be handing out a one-way ticket to the F1 roster, and all the fame, glory, and money that comes with it.

    The entire city’s confident that the best driver that the circuit’s known in decades, Dazai Osamu—street name: McQueen, will win the opportunity.

    That is, until a redheaded rookie known by the name of Prince shows up on his streets.

    Translations available here.

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    12 Jul 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 30

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    can be read in any order ! just a collection of bsd agere fics (⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)

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    11 Jul 2024

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