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  1. Public Bookmark 43

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    He clenches his fists as he turns back towards his members, nails digging into his palms, heart rabbiting in his chest, fight-or-flight activated by the panicked cries and the deafening screams surging all around him. He can’t see the back of the line because paparazzi are partially blocking his view, but it seems like someone got too close to the members and was taken down by their security detail. The scuffle only lasts a couple of seconds (their guards might be few, but they are well-trained, after all)–

    Seungmin doesn’t doubt the images will be circulating online for months.

    Especially since the cameramen are stumbling over each other, shoving those in front of them, trying to get closer to the action, apparently trying to get a clearer shot of those on the floor–

    And of Jisung, Seungmin realizes, when the crowd parts–

    Jisung, who is being pulled back to his feet by a pair of managers, the side of his MAHAGRID shirt blooming red.

    Or: Reimagining of Jisung’s 2022 fall at Incheon Airport as a sasaeng attack. Seungmin deals with the aftermath.

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    19 Jan 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 63

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    Minho grows up with put-downs and stinging criticism. He feels insignificant, unloved.

    These experiences come to haunt him in the present, making him question his self-worth and friendships with the other members.

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    12 Jan 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 23

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    Minho yelps the moment he spots them.

    “What are—How did you get into my house? Are those cats?”

    “Kittens,” Hyunjin corrects, which still does not explain how he got into the apartment.

    “Three of them, specifically,” says Jisung. He’s sitting on the couch, two of them in his arms and one meowing playfully on the top of his head. Minho fights with himself, because the kittens really are cute, but he can't admit that to these two and subsequently permit their act of breaking-and-entering. “We got them for you as a gift. You know, because you're sad?”

    “I am not sad.”

    For reference, Minho is not a very good liar.

    (or, Minho’s journey away from depression through seven good friends, three cats, and one trip to the lake.)

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    10 Jan 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 77

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    Eventually, Minho’s body comes to a screeching stop on the wide platform at the base of the stairs.

    He stares at the ceiling from the floor, sprawled flat and unblinking. All he feels is numb, numb, NUMB.

    It’s then, at that exact moment, Minho realizes that he seriously, truly messed up.

    Or, Minho overworks himself to the point of serious injury, leading to a devastating phone call as he reaches out to his members for help.

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    08 Jan 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    “I found him.”

    Han Jisung claimed dramatically, erratic breathing sounding like the byproduct of running a marathon.

    It took Lee Minho less than a second to pinpoint who was the ‘he’ in Jisung’s words. Somewhat skeptically, the dancer turned to the side, head tilted towards the direction of their balcony –

    “Isn’t Hyunjin right there drawing?”

    “No.” Jisung shook his head, still panting, “No, hyung – I found him.”

    Minho’s cat-looking eyes suddenly narrowed in acknowledgement.

    Prequel to Maladaptation

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    01 Jan 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 43

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    Jisung works long hours in hopes of one day finishing a project early so he could finally have some time to himself again. It's a pipe dream, he knows, but he still hopes. Even when his other coworkers isolate and mock him, he holds his tongue and gets back to work. It was only for a short while, he keeps reminding himself.

    One day, something unbelievable happens. Is he hallucinating? Having a psychotic break? Or was he really seeing a ghost? No matter what the true answer is, he now has to handle a new figure in his personal space.

    But there's something strange about this ghost - hallucination? - that makes Jisung wonder what the hell is actually going on.

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    21 Dec 2024

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    It just started out as some aches and pains. But one wrong move can destroy a house of cards. Hospitals. Doctors. Bedrest. Medicines. Therapy. It seems that the torture never ends. He just wants to dance, there should be no problems with that - it was his job, his hobby, his life. So why was the world stopping him from doing what he loved? Why him? Why now? Why? What should be no problem, turned out to be a big problem.

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    Felix's herniated Intervertebral Disc during Oddinary era put into a fanfiction and dialed to 11. Lots of Aussie comfort and loaded with medical inaccuracies.

    Fic title from: No Problem by Nayeon ft. Felix
    Chapter titles from: Me :D

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    11/?
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    15 Dec 2024

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    Minho gets raped. Like a dirty secret unaware of its own existence, it all spirals from there. Will the members figure it out before it’s too late? Will Minho tell them what happened? Or will he spend the rest of his life suffering in silence? What happens when he can’t?

    “Minho hyung!” Felix whines “Are you sure you want to stay this late? We only get to end early today. Come home”

    Minho sighs and ruffles Felix's hair, it makes him feel like an exasperated parent “Yes, I’m sure. Now go before the vans leave and i get stuck with you”

    In hindsight, he should’ve really gone home

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    11 Dec 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 15

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    There was a fragile beauty in the soft snow for now, but it was only a matter of time before they began to despise the biting cold, the icy pavements and salted roads, praying for spring to come and melt it all away.

    If Minho was snow, he was the muddied kind. The kind everyone would get tired of eventually. The kind everyone would wish away.

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    Minho's struggling, and the coming winter isn't helping. Seungmin's there to keep him from drifting away.
    [Promptcember Day 1 - First Snow]

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    10 Dec 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 70

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    It builds rather quickly; moreso than he's attuned to. Still, he reaches out, as best as he can. It's not enough, but, well - when has he ever been enough?

    In which Lee Minho spirals, and his members attempt to piece him back together, all while he keeps them at arms-width.

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    08 Dec 2024

  11. Public Bookmark 62

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    Tip-toeing along the deafly silent corridor, Yongbok reaches for the bathroom door, delicately creaking it open. He’s done this many times before.

    A Lee Felix-centred heavy angst fic. Heed the Trigger Warning tags.

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    08 Dec 2024

  12. Public Bookmark 60

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    In that moment, it seemed as if all his problems could be cured by being beautiful.

    But he wasn't beautiful anymore.

    There was only one way to describe himself.

    He was fat.

    Or, Lee Minho slowly develops an eating disorder, and with the help of his newfound insecurity—It gets to the point where his mind begins to splinter until it breaks.

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    15/?
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    03 Dec 2024

  13. Public Bookmark 71

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    Do things cease to exist, then begin anew? Or is there only one beginning and one ending, connected via a road that twists and turns with detours but never ends?

    Jisung doesn’t know. He doesn’t know if it reignited after burning out, or if the road was simply smooth for a while before a rocky surface appeared ahead. He doesn’t know if he’s been on a detour lately, or he’s just taking one now. All he knows, without question, without a doubt, is that he’s right back in the place that he’s worked so hard to claw his way out from.
    And he doesn’t resent it.

    Or; Jisung isn’t as recovered as he thought.

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    30 Nov 2024

  14. Public Bookmark 36

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    Where Jeongin is battling with depression but the Hyungs are there to help and collect the broken pieces, and show him no matter how much shattered, their love doesn't change.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Comments:
    39
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    211
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    36
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    5,663

    26 Nov 2024

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