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It’s definitely stupid to sleep across from an undead cannibal, but Lucy is too tired for safety regulations. If he wants to make jerky out of her ass cheeks, he will.
But he probably won’t. Lucy has noticed that something has been decidedly less callous about his behavior, ever since she saved him. The fucker has gotten golden ruled.Lucy and Cooper make their way across the wasteland together, get dragged into side-quest bullshit, and learn new things in the process.
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24 Dec 2025
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Wei Ying is a 911 dispatcher who happens to take a call from a terrified 4 year old named Lan Yuan. This one phone call might just change the trajectory of his life forever.
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12 Jun 2024
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Window of the Waking Mind by mrcformoso for Repressed_Trauma
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Audio Drama), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Webcomic)
06 Dec 2023
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Wei Ying always said he has a terrible memory, but the truth was that he was very, very good at packing away the most horrible parts of his life into a closet at the very back of his mind and shrouding it in the dark. Forgetting became a habit. It was the way he preserved his sanity. It was the way he maintained his faith in his peers.
But when a night hunt went wrong, and those memories were released, it is up to his family and closest loved ones to take the burden of his memories, lest Wei Ying implodes in his own grief.
If they can handle it.
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24 Dec 2023
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When Wei Wuxian fell at Nightless City he was, unknowingly to him, brought back in time to when Wen Chao pushed him into the Burial Mounds. Believing himself to be dead, and this afterlife to be some sort of punishment, he resigns himself to a painful existence. Until Lan Zhan and Jiang Cheng rescue him, and he realises he has a chance to change things for the better - if he hasn't messed everything up already.
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- Part 1 of we're starting at the end
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- 92,128
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25 Nov 2023
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Good read for emotions and cry but happy at the end
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And remembering again the full extent of what forever is by Vulpeculate
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
26 Jun 2023
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Lan Wangji could not say, it will all be over soon. He wished he could, but this would be something they would need to live with, something they would need to heal from. Already, Lan Wangji could see how it was affecting Wei Ying, how it had shaken his already fragile confidence, his grip on his tangible experience.
He could not say that it would be over, could not pretend that this had never happened, that Wei Ying had not been hurt. What he could do, however, was love his husband. That was all. He didn’t need to do anything more.
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In which Wei Ying plants a garden, and earth is overturned.
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29 Sep 2023
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Crimson Red Collarbones by ariaaim
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon)
01 Apr 2023
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Forced to make a choice, Wei Wuxian questioned whether his side was the right one. Wondered whether the people he chose to protect and fight among would do the same. With hope a vanishing thought, Wei Wuxian no longer fought against the shackles that caged him to words he knew they claimed him to be.
They named him selfish. So he accepted their truth, no longer blindly reaching out his hand for them to grab and instead, reaching out to the side that they named alike to who he'd become.
Making a choice for himself, he fell to the side of the side of a man whose very hand had singlehandedly led to the demise of balance that constantly echoed in his ear by their honey-coated preaches that held no promise of anything better.
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Where Wei Wuxian questions himself and the side he fights for during the Sungshot Campaign and seeks protection from Wen Ruohan, the one person deemed merciless, and in return, is offered world domination at his hands while he sips on a bottomless glass of emperors wine.
* COMPLETED. 6 Chapters + 1 Extra.
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26 Sep 2023
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The Red I Crave by kathie_raddare for Palyse
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Sep 2022
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Standing in the middle of Nightless Sky, watching the SunShot Campaign come to an end, Wei WuXian wonders if he is fighting for the right one.
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26 Sep 2023
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Coil by Allegory_for_Hatred
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
05 Jun 2024
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Dazai's second year at Hogwarts starts with a bang!
Between Mori's latest orders, Snape's investigation, and media-fire coming from all angles, Dazai certianly has his work cut out for him. But he isn't going down without a fight. With a steadily-growing gang of friends (subordinates!) at his back, Dazai might just stand a chance of making it through his second year alive.
...or maybe not. Honestly, Dazai isn't picky.
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- Part 2 of Magic and Mystery
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- 33/33
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21 Sep 2023
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Pas de Deux by TriviasFolly
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
15 Sep 2023
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Lan Wangji lived for ballet. His life revolved around it, for that moment where the music would swell and the curtain would rise. Only during his most recent tour, the spark was gone. He no longer looked forward to going out on stage. So he does the only thing he can think of, duck his Uncle's reminders about audtitions and commit to helping his brother run their mother's ballet studio. Only to find the walls shaking with bass heavy hip hop.
The man responsible? The new teacher Lan Wangji's brother hired to broaden their offerings, a man named Wei Ying. He's confusing and chaotic, and perhaps exactly what Lan Wangji needs to rekindle his spark.
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16 Sep 2023
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So good, Street Dance 3D vibes low-key, some sads worth
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Change of Plans by KNas
Fandoms: Tiān Guān Cì Fú - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Cartoon), 天官赐福 | Heaven Official's Blessing (Webcomic)
20 Sep 2021
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Hua Cheng heard Xie Lian curse and was about to offer his help when he was greeted by a sight that really did almost make him cum in his pants. Xie Lian was leaning over the back of the couch, reaching down trying to grab his keys. He was on his tip toes and his ass was swaying just slightly with his movements. That wasn’t all though. Hua Cheng seen that Xie Lian was only wearing a G-string under his skirt. That G-string seemed to be helping keep…was that a butt plug?
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25 Aug 2023
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nevermore, nevermore by agloeian
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
17 Mar 2021
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Only a few moments ago, Guanyin temple had been collapsing around him, rubble falling at his feet. Sizhui had frozen in the midst of it all, completely unmoored. He did nothing still when Senior Wei pressed close and smiled at him, blood dripping from the corners of his lips. It was a gory smile, all red teeth, and so obviously forced. “It’s okay, Sizhui,” he’d said. “You’ll be okay.”
And then a talisman was slammed into his diaphragm.
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Lan Sizhui finds himself sixteen years in the past - before the ambush at Qiongqi Path, before the Bloodbath of Nightless City, before Lan Wangji's seclusion, and before Wei Wuxian's death.
He has the opportunity to save his family - all of it. Sizhui isn't going to let that slip through his fingers.
(Spanish & Russian Translation Available - see first chapter notes).
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- Part 1 of sing me a happy song
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- 40/40
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21 Aug 2023
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Time, Time, Time by skeletonofaplant
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
17 Sep 2023
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“So, what is Poor-gege doing here?”
Lan Jingyi almost smacks into the ground with the way he trips over his feet.
“Uhm—! Excuse me?? Poor!”
“Stop being so clumsy, Poor-gege,” A-Yuan huffs as he impatiently tugs at Jingyi’s hand.
Lan Jingyi relents himself to being dragged again, however not without narrowing his eyes at the little boy.
“Just because I’m not your Rich-gege doesn’t mean I’m poor,” he mumbles under his breath.
A-Yuan gives a shrug and hums noncommittally,
“If Poor-gege says so.”
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Or the juniors travel back in time and meet people they never had a chance to
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- 44,210
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- 5/5
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18 Aug 2023
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When Jiang Yanli joins Jiang Cheng in visiting Wei Wuxian at the Burial Grounds, the two brothers are on the verge of cutting ties forever — until Jiang Yanli has a better idea. Wei Wuxian doesn't need to leave the sect. He needs to get married, and she has the perfect Sect Leader in mind.
When Lan Wangji is invited to come along on Wei Wuxian's visit to the Unclean Realm to spend time with his new betrothed, Nie Mingjue, he agrees — even though his heart is breaking. How else is he ever going to see Wei Wuxian again?
When Nie Mingjue welcomes Wei Wuxian and Lan Wangji into his home, he realizes two things very quickly: 1.) They clearly want each other so badly they can barely stand it, and 2.) Nie Mingjue is Into That.
(In which arranged marriage to Nie Mingjue solves just about everyone's problems)
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- 21/21
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11 Aug 2023
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A favourite nmj/wwx/lwj so so good excellent pace, don’t care too much for Jin drama or xiyao but still great
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Misunderstood by Silver_Flame_2724
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
27 Jul 2022
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There is something called a memory ball that shows the memories of a chosen person.
In order to further incriminate the already dead Yiling Patriarch, the cultivation world decides to use this memory ball at the next Discussion Conference to show how evil the demonic cultivator can truly be.
What appears, though, truly shocks them all.
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(Update schedule: Author is trying to graduate college so updates are paused.)
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07 Aug 2023
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Whatever it takes by Moonlit_dewdrops
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
21 Oct 2022
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Jiang Cheng and Wei WuXian are sent back to the past. This time, they can save everyone they love. They can make the right choices. They can learn to trust one another. However, everything comes with a price.
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- 35/35
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03 Aug 2023
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Thicker Than the Water of the Womb by bubblebubblebubbletea
Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Dec 2022
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If you asked Wei Wuxian when his house became the safe place for all of A-Yuan’s friends, Wei Wuxian wouldn’t be able to tell you. Perhaps, he might muse, it was in A-Yuan’s seventh grade year, the same night Jingyi was first hit by his father. That night, Jingyi had run to Wei Wuxian’s house, the only place he could think to go after sprinting from his house, holding his cheek. Wei Wuxian had held the boy all night, drying his tears and soothing his distress. From then on, it seemed like one of A-Yuan’s friends were always at his home.
Regardless of when, it had long since been established as the one place anyone could go for a breather. Their presence was never questioned, and fresh clothes were always shoved into their arms as they were directed to the bathroom. Snacks that Wei Wuxian knew he would never, ever put into his mouth were put on the shopping list, and the kids were always fed a warm meal and as many snacks as they wanted. Shopping days were on Wednesdays, so the house was usually busiest on Thursdays.
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02 Aug 2023
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The Dawn Shepherd by AceKitsuneFujoshi
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
04 Nov 2020
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Wei WuXian is a young, broken servant from the QishanWen sect who, for all his twenty-two years, has never experienced the sweetness of a gentle touch. Lan WangJi, in all his twenty-two years, has never met someone whose heart he wanted to touch so much. But Wei WuXian's trust in people has all but shattered irreparably. Being rescued and brought back to the Lan sect is only the start of an excruciatingly long road to recovery to heal his fragile body and mind. But it's a journey that Lan WangJi is determined to walk with him every step of the way, no matter the nightmares or shadows that try to mar their path.
After all, darkness always retreats in the face of the dawn.
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08 May 2023
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Even If It Breaks Time by WhiteSoul
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
13 Jan 2021
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After the events that occurred in Guanyin Temple, Wei Ying is forced to take part of another scheme. He finds himself tangled within a forbidden array that throws him back to his sixteen-year old self. Between living his past once again and what it seems to be a messed up forbidden spell, he is determined to save all those he loves this time.
But it would mean leaving his husband behind and face a Lan Zhan that does not know their relationship.
It also involves a whole lot of self-sacrificing stuff to do, but then again, it's Wei Wuxian who we're talking about.
This time, however, although he is able to control resentful energy to its completeness, there are new things that are out of his reach.
Attempt the impossible, right?
Or, Wei Wuxian is thrown back in time with a countdown engraved in his soul.
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- Part 1 of Only Then
- Language:
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- 178,052
- Chapters:
- 46/46
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27 Apr 2023
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Idiosyncracy by little_coffins
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs, The Punisher (TV 2017), Daredevil (TV), Jessica Jones (TV), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Deadpool - All Media Types, Iron Fist (TV), X-Men - All Media Types
29 Jun 2024
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New York City has a vast array of vigilantes and superheroes that call its streets home. Dazai Osamu, Port Mafia Executive and Mori Ougai’s right hand, is deployed to start building relationships in the area. Mori, ever the fan of tests, leaves Dazai to figure out how to best handle the local vigilantes on his own.
And Frank Castle? He’s just worried that keeping this kid who refuses to identify himself alive may be more difficult than he was hoping.
Or; a city-wide adventure, hotel hopping, forging friendships with local heroes and a long-winded game of cat and mouse, all featuring an embittered Veteran and a suicidal teenage boy.
EDIT: This fic is on temporary hiatus. I will finish the final 6 chapters, then return to the usual update schedule. Thank you for your patience.
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- Part 1 of Idiosyncracy
- Language:
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- 138,752
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- 40/46
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23 Apr 2023
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Against Entropy by Duochanfan
Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)
08 Jun 2021
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Kicked out of his home, Wei Ying has lost the family he had loved since he was five years old after his parents had died. Now alone in the world, he has to find ways to survive on the streets as he wanders further and further from what he knew. That becomes complicated when he loses his memories of his past. Though with an Angel catching him when he was falling, will he be able to find a new start, in a new city, and piece together a life for himself?
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- 40,156
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- 19/19
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15 Apr 2023