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    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    06 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 10

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    "As a player Ilya was fast and often reckless and sometimes aggressive, chirping and taunting anyone who got in his way, skirting the rules shamelessly and using his lethal charm to get his way.

    As a driver Ilya was fast and often reckless and sometimes aggressive, chirping and taunting anyone who got in his way, skirting the rules shamelessly and using his lethal charm to get his way.

    And Shane was actively contemplating murder."

    or: After the cottage Shane is finally allowed to see Ilya in the real world. They are friends and they have the charity. They are in love. Everything is even more wonderful that Shane could ever have imagined.
    Except that now he has to get into a car together with Ilya. And Ilya is driving.
    Nothing has prepared Shane for what lies ahead

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Cliff had messed up, he knew that much. But, in his defense, what were the odds that he'd sleep with *the* Jane?

    As in, Ilya's Montreal Jane?!

    Once he worked up the courage to confess to his best friend/captain/adopted little brother, that was it.

    Ilya was going to slaughter him.

    Cliff just hoped he was dead before he had to explain that it had happened multiple times over the past three months, and that he was fairly certain he was in love with Jane. 

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    06 Jun 2026

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    In 2006, the Hollander family billeted a player to the Ottawa 67s - Ilya Rozanov, a 15 year old Russian Bostonian with a hockey talent to rival Shane's.
    Years later, they’d once again share a team, and a home: Boston College.

    “Why did you choose Boston? It’s not like you couldn’t have gone anywhere else.”
    Shane remembered his surprise at Ilya’s commitment. The college didn’t exactly fit Ilya’s predisposition.
    Ilya looked thoughtful for a second, underneath the tumult.
    “Other than the obvious? I don’t know. I think I just felt like this place was where I was meant to go.”
    Shane understood that.
    Ilya nudged him. "Now you. Why are you here, Canadian boy?”
    The corner of Shane’s lip raised, and he shrugged.
    “I wanted to be more than hockey. At least, for a little while longer.”
    Ilya’s eyes locked on him, and a small smile reset the lines of Ilya’s face. “You couldn’t have done that in Canada?”
    Shane laughed lightly. “Sure, but Canada didn’t have you.”
    Ilya looked down at the ground, and didn’t look back up as he spoke.
    “The NHL didn’t have you.”

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    06 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Shane moves to the Ottawa centaurs to be closer to Ilya and they decide to tell them about their relationship. Ilya wants to do it in a 'not boring' way but can't think of a way and thus no one knows yet. Troy starts flirting with Shane and Shane accidentaly flirts back making Troy think he has a chance. Ilya gets incredibly jealous and the team gets increasingly worried about the developing love triangle.

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    Troy looked shocked because Shane doesn’t usually strike up conversations like that “Yeah, slept great.” And then after a moment of deliberation he added “Would have been better with you next to me.”

    Ilya was ready to fight, but stopped when Shane softly placed his hand on Troy's knee and asked in a low shy voice and held intense eye contact “Yeah? And how would I help you sleep? I’ve been known to keep people up at night.”

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    06 Jun 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    Guys, this RPF has got to stop.
    Just because I, Shane Hollander, occasionally look at Ilya Rozanov with what some deeply disturbed individuals have described as "pathetic little bottom eyes" does not mean I'm in love with him.
    First of all, those are my normal eyes.
    Second of all, I hate him.
    Third of all, I have a girlfriend whom I love very much, thank you.
    So what if I know the exact shade of blue his eyes are? So what if I can identify the sound of his footsteps from three hallways away? That's called being a good rival, knowing everything about him!.
    You people see two men make prolonged eye contact once and suddenly it's "enemies to lovers."
    Grow up.
    I am not in love with Ilya Rozanov.
    —Shane Hollander
    P.S If you see Ilya Rozanov tell him to stop bringing that damn tuna melt every given second?

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    06 Jun 2026

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    06 Jun 2026

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    06 Jun 2026

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    an impulsive decision to snoop through ilya's phone for jane's contact leads to cliff marleau forming one of the closest friendships with someone he's ever had. unbeknownst to him, his new best friend is actually shane hollander.

    a canon divergent in which cliff marleau befriends jane, and accidentally forms the friendship of a lifetime ;-)

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    06 Jun 2026

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    Somewhere between all the blurred and shaky lines, Ilya falls in love.

    Or: A collection of unsaid I love yous.

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    06 Jun 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ilya was about to be promoted to the head of the Boston office for Lockhart Gardner publishings in Toronto. If only his visa wasn't expired.

    Shane was his long suffering assistant who'd just been passed for a promotion. And who had to just cancel going home for his grandmother's 90th birthday. BUT. He was Canadian.

    Ilya needed a visa, Shane needed a promotion. What if they married each other and solved two problems with one ring?

    The Proposal AU - Hollanov Style

    Part of my series of turning romcoms into Hollanov stories

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    05 Jun 2026

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    In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.

    Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.

    Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.

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    05 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 39

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    Slice of Life

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    05 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 88

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    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    This one's for all the smutt lovers!

    Shane and Ilya have been happily married for 3 years.

    Ilya finds a box under the bed with a book inside.

    He discovers Shane's kink list.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. 

    Today is not that day. 

    ****

    From Jane: I’m just saying it doesn’t sound real. Sounds like exaggerated porn stuff. 

    From Lily: You don’t think I could make you cum with remote control vibrator in your ass.

    From Jane: Wearing one of those in public wouldn’t be a turn on, it would be too stressful. Can’t relax enough to get off if you’re worried about someone noticing or figuring it out or whatever. 

    From Lily: Only one way to find out.

    From Jane: What, you’re gonna buy one of those things and have me wear it in public and try to make me cum? 

    From Lily: Is okay. You are scared to try.

    From Jane: I’m not scared!

    From Lily: Prove it.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    04 Jun 2026

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    "We didnt even kiss" he wrote just as the elevator doors opened onto his floor.
    He reread the message twice before, in a brief burst of courage, pressing send.
    The courage quickly turned into panic.

    Still dressed in his suit, Shane found himself sitting on the floor with his back against the wall, tears streaming down his face.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    04 Jun 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 61

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    Everyone hates All-Stars. If anyone asks, Shane does, too.

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    04 Jun 2026

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