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  1. Rec 3

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    Kinktober day 2!! I don't like this one as much but Ilya chirping seems to be a very effective aphrodisiac so I hope it will work on yall too

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    02 Oct 2026

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    02 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    KINKTOBER DAY ONE WHOOP WHOOOOP BRAT SHANE MY BELOVED!!!!

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    02 Oct 2026

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    Roz
    We are good looking and married and in love, is normal to be sexually active

    Hazy
    I’m sorry but no. There’s sexually active and there’s YOU TWO

    Shane
    @Hazy I’m confused. We only have sex everyday?

    Shane
    That’s not that much, is it?

    Dykstra
    I can’t tell if you’re joking or not????

    Shane
    How often is normal?

    Roz
    Shut up

    Roz
    Everyone is banned from speaking

    Roz
    No more talking

    (overly touchy hollanov get an intervention)

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    30 Sep 2026

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    The scream that rips its way out of Shane’s chest is feral, inhuman. A wretched, mournful wail being torn from his body by the bony hands of grief. He collapses to his knees and sobs, anguish pouring out of him like a tidal wave.

    Suddenly there are arms around him, but they’re not the right ones. Not Ilya.

    Or, Ilya’s plane goes down.

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    30 Sep 2026

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    The ref blew his whistle in the middle of a play, the sound blaring through the rink like a siren. For a moment, everyone froze. For they knew that the Centaurs captain was in deep shit this time.

    “ROZANOV! STOP!.”

     

    Not even ten minutes into the third period of the game, Ilya had been benched—and his husband was absolutely pissed to not know the real reason behind it.

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    29 Sep 2026

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    SEQUEL TO AFTER THE CHERRY WINE

    ‘I will not! You can’t make me, Coach.’

    Ilya’s voice echoed out of the locker room and into the corridor. Shane had only excused himself a few minutes earlier to go to the bathroom in peace and was returning to the sound of Ilya clearly in some sort of distress.

    At the doorway, he nodded at Bood. ‘What’s going on?’

    ‘Roz won’t take off his wedding ring.’

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    29 Sep 2026

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    ‘Was he? What you needed?’

    ‘No. I mean, sort of. But…’

    ‘Did he hurt you?’

    Shane didn’t answer. Instead, his gaze dipped to the floor.

    The blood drained from Ilya’s face. ‘Shane?’

    ‘Um.’

    Ilya’s fingers dug into the desk he was leaning on. He watched Shane’s face. That beautiful fucking face. The one he had to force himself not to stare at on the ice in case he got distracted. The face he had known since he was eighteen years old. Whether Shane believed it or not, there were few people who could read his face like Ilya Rozanov could.

    And he was reading the truth on it now.

    ‘Fuck. He hurt you?’

    //

    In which Ilya finds out that Shane's other sexual experiences have not been as safe or pleasurable as he deserves and decides to make things right.

    (Please check the tags, this might not be for you!)

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    29 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander had almost made it to morning skate on time.

    Then something ran out in front of his car.

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    Or, the one where Shane finds an injured kitten and takes it to the closest vet, Dr. Ilya Rozanov.

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    28 Sep 2026

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    "In here," Shane wanted to scream. "I can't breathe. Help me," he wanted to say; "I need you."

    He opened his mouth, but no sound came out. He was imprisoned by his silence and the feeling of his body trembling against the tile floor.

    “Moya lyubov?” the Russian called again.

    Shane could hear his footsteps against the floor; he was going to the bedroom – he was going the wrong way.

    "Please," he wanted to scream. "I’m here, and I’m dying."

    He tried to speak again, but the words caught in his throat.

    He wanted so badly to call for Ilya. Shutting his eyes, he pushed all the air from his lungs, trying to dislodge whatever it was that inhibited his speech.

    The footsteps were still retreating, traveling further away from Shane. A tear slid down his cheek, and finally, a timid whimper pushed past his lips – it was barely audible.

    Ilya’s shoes stopped moving.

    Or: Shane has a meltdown and Ilya finds him

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    26 Sep 2026

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    Model Ilya Rozanov has sworn off relationships (even though he still craves to be in one) and has been cursed to no longer enjoy hookups.
    Enter a gorgeous Canadian photographer, Shane Hollander.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    The first thing he noticed when he came to was that he couldn’t feel his leg. He remembered his ankle injury from the game but, how did it travel up his leg like that? That made no sense?

    The second thing was that something was burning nearby and it smelled really bad. Like gasoline.

    or- Ilya and Shane have been arguing for a week. It finally comes to a head during a team outing and their drive home results in disaster.

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    25 Sep 2026

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    After a sudden, crippling migraine causes Shane to collapse at home, Ilya returns to find him unconscious and surrounded by scattered pills, spurred by Anya’s urgent warnings.

    The scene plunges Ilya into old fears as paramedics rush Shane to the hospital. With Yuna and David at their side, Shane slowly regains consciousness to help the family weave comfort, reassurance, and unspoken love through the quiet moments between fear and recovery.

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    24 Sep 2026

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    Shane Hollander loves his boyfriend, he does. But he might also have a slight crush on his straight roommate Ilya. When he "accidentally" sends Ilya a picture of him wearing his boyfriend's (now ex-boyfriend, the cheating bastard) favorite pair of panties on him, he isn't expecting the response he gets. Will taking a chance on chemistry work in Shane's favor?

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    20 Sep 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.

    Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.

    They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.

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    17 Sep 2026

  16. Rec 20

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    “Sometimes, the only way to find your way back to the living is to walk through the shadows and let an angel pull you home.”

    When Ilya was a child, his mother promised him that one day, someone would come—someone who would stay by his side and make sure he never felt alone.

    Years later, after a devastating accident leaves Ilya fighting for his life, Shane refuses to leave his side.

    And somewhere between life and death, Ilya finds himself back at the dacha he loved as a child, where his mother is waiting for him.

    She has one last promise to keep.

    All Ilya has to do is open his eyes.

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    09 Sep 2026

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    “This hot tub has not been well maintained,” Rozanov complained as they stood on the deck, staring at the built-in hot tub, big enough to fit 8 people. 

    “So, you can replace it,” Shane replied patiently.

    “I will be too busy to replace the hot tub. Then I will have a long day, and I will decide to have a soak in my rancid hot tub, and then I will catch diphtheria and die.” Rozanov looked at Shane, accusatory. “You want me to die?”

    Shane looked down. The hot tub looked no more or less rancid than any other hot tub. “I don’t think you can get diphtheria from a dirty hot tub.”

    “You are doctor now?” Rozanov asked, and Shane stayed silent. 

    Shane Hollander is a realtor who works with the Ottawa Centaurs to find properties for new players.

    Ilya Rozanov needs a home.

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    08 Sep 2026

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    - I don’t know what to do. I feel so powerless and useless for not being able to help him. I even texted my therapist about it, she thinks he's having a burnout or something.

    - Well, that sounds like him. And… yeah, it wouldn’t be the first time. Burnout comes easier for him because of the autism.

    - Because of au what?!

    - Autism, Ilya.

    or,

    Ilya calls Yuna because something has been weighing heavily on Shane, and he doesn’t know what it is.

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    07 Sep 2026

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    hollanov fics but we talk about bottom prep a bunch <3 yay <3

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    07 Sep 2026

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    Ilya shrugs and runs his hand from Shane’s waist down to his ass and back up. “But you are so good at it. What is English saying? Having it with science?”

    “Having it down to a science.”

    “Exactly. Some things come natural to you, yes? Doing your bottom prep stuff. Taking my cock. You are perfect bottom. Made to be bottom. You love to be bottom.”

    “I do. I love it.” Shane swallows, reminded of exactly where he is and what he’s doing, a cautiously confident smile on his face as he starts to ride more with his legs than his hips. “And you thought I would throw it all away for some Taco Bell.”

     

    OR; shane hollander's foolproof bottom prep routine and how his lovely boyfriend takes care of him

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    176,508

    07 Sep 2026

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