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Never a Believer by LivingProof
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
16 Aug 2021
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The particulars of Bucky’s pardon get put to a hypothetical. Bucky can keep it hypothetical by doing a little favor, cleaning up a few messes. By chasing some old ghosts through the American darkness. Easy enough. Right?
Bucky travels ten thousand miles searching for redemption. Sam travels ten thousand miles searching for Bucky. Neither of them seem to be able to find what they’re looking for.
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- English
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- 14/14
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23 Jan 2026
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Buried in the Glow by LivingProof
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
29 Aug 2025
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Bucky hates this. Hates this assignment. Hates this place. Hates everything about it.
Hates that he and Sam agreed to do Rhodes a little favor, go check out a not strictly on the books government installation after the last bunch of poor saps Rhodes sent there never came back out.
Hates being in this terrible, creepy underground facility, this warped reflection of all the other terrible, creepy underground facilities he spent way too much of the past eighty years in. Hates how there’s always an unpleasant memory around the next corner. And something worse around the rest.
He hates the realization that unpleasant memories are quickly becoming the least of his problems. And he really hates the sinking feeling that they might not make it out of here intact. Or at all.
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- English
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- 93,538
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- 22/22
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03 Jan 2026
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G.I. Joes and 2AM Diners by OhCaptainMyCaptain
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel
21 Mar 2015
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They look nothing like what they used to. Time and life have completely changed them. But as they sit there in silence, eating two halves of one cupcake, letting Brooklyn remind there where they came from, and enjoying a sky full of stars… They are those same little boys, somewhere deep down. For just a second, you’d be able to see them again.
And Bucky thinks to himself that maybe it’s little moments like these – fleeting as they may be – that remind him why life is still worth living.
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- English
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- 4/4
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19 Dec 2025
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When they split, Prompto leaves Sora with a summon charm, and the request to call on him whenever he needed to. Sora had no idea that this is how it would go.
Inspired by Destiny-Islanders on tumblr.
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23 Nov 2025
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Holding on to You by winteratdusk
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Oct 2022
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While being held captive by HYDRA, Bucky was exposed to a host of unfamiliar substances and unsanitary conditions. The bacteria introduced to his system leaves him with a mysterious pain in his stomach that only seems to be getting worse. It's up to Steve to figure out the cause and help him before it's too late.
[written for whumptober 2022]
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19 Nov 2025
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Steve, Bucky, Sam and Natasha are still on the road to take down HYDRA six months later. Steve and Bucky are still whatever-ing. Sam and Natasha still aren't asking about it.
A brief coda to sleepwalk back to the battle site.
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- Part 2 of this game with matches
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10 Nov 2025
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Steve goes back to 1945, saves Bucky from HYDRA, and builds a life with him and Peggy. It's supposed to be everything he wanted.
In 2024, Sam and Bucky do their mourning, leaning on each other, and begin trying to face a world without Steve in it. Until a different Steve Rogers materializes in the middle of New York, very confused, having just crashed the Valkyrie.
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- Part 5 of Identity Porn
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- English
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28 Oct 2025
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earth-unbound misfit by Lies_Unfurl
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
09 Feb 2025
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All things considered, Bucky is doing fine. Sure, he wasn't someone born with wings, and sure, HYDRA forced him to grow them anyway. And sure, they always hurt and he keeps compulsively pulling his feathers out. And sure, he has to deal with Sam Wilson and his stupid normal wings constantly hanging around Steve. But it's fine. He's fine.
Until one night, in a single act of violent remembering, he really, really isn't.
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- Part 1 of learning to fly
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24 Oct 2025
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Into the void by Moderna
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Thunderbolts (Marvel Comics), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Captain America - All Media Types
09 May 2025
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When Yelena is pulled into the Void — the Thunderbolts follow, desperate to save her and stop the destruction of New York. But inside the Void, nothing is real… except the past.
Separated from the team, Bucky is forced to relive the most brutal moments of his life. HYDRA. The Winter Soldier. The faces he can’t forget — and the ones he never wanted to remember.
To escape, Bucky must face the only enemy he’s never truly defeated: himself.
In the Void, redemption isn’t given. It’s torn from the dark.
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06 May 2025
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The Words You Choked On by EnglishHorrorStory
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
08 Oct 2025
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The Asset knows that Steve has read the Handlers Guidebook, so why is Steve such an inept Handler? Handlers do not cry when they are supposed to dole out punishments, especially when the Asset is so deserving of it.
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26 Mar 2025
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Still Faint Glimmers by LivingProof
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Marvel Cinematic Universe
23 Apr 2025
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There are, Sam has found, a number of things he does enjoy about being Cap. Saving people, sure. The suit, well that thing’s pretty sweet. The hordes of fawning admirers that absolutely do exist, no matter what Bucky says to the contrary? They’re not so bad either.
And there are things he enjoys less. Spending too much time in stuffy rooms around large tables where everyone just talks circles around one another. Living in a world where he has to be a voice for the voiceless, because no one else will be. Wreaking violence on a near-daily basis, because that seems to be the only language some people understand.
And there are things he really cannot stand. Like today. The saving innocent civilians, that’s alright. The doing violence to violent people, he can live with. But the having to sit here, pretending not to care while someone beats up his partner/co-worker/guy with a mutual friend right in front of him? Yeah. He’s over this shit.
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21 Mar 2025
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A Pair of Aces by JinxQuickfoot
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
23 Apr 2024
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“There’s no one else I can ask. Please.”
It’s the please that has stuck in Tony’s mind, long after the phone call with Steve had ended.
“I know what HYDRA made him do. But it wasn’t his fault. He doesn’t deserve this.”
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When Ross captures Steve and Bucky after the fight in Siberia, Bucky is sold to Selby in Madripoor, with Tony, Sharon and a high-stakes poker game as his only hope of rescue.Series
- Part 3 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
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20 Mar 2025
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you are a memory (a fragment in time) by MelanieKS for Lapwing_Em
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Sep 2022
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During their search for Bucky, Steve and Sam split up to broaden their efforts on finding him. The trail leads Sam to Bucharest. He wasn't supposed to engage. Only to observe and report back to Steve, but he's not one for listening to reason often.
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- Part 2 of Hurt!Bucky Series
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04 Mar 2025
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When the Soviets take him, Sergeant Barnes is grateful no one will touch him.
When the Red Room keeps it, the Winter Soldier will do anything for the only person who will touch it.
When Steve Rogers saves him, Bucky wishes he deserved to be touched again.
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01 Mar 2025
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Bite Marks by SteeleStingray
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
29 Jan 2025
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The hexcrystals have the potential save millions of lives. They could also be used to destroy millions, if placed in the wrong hands. Jayce Talis, the biomedical engineer, refuses to lease his family's monopoly on hexcrystals to anyone who might use them to make weapons, whether it be Piltover's own council or enemies who want to gain power in the Zaunite undercity. But with his beloved partner in danger, Jayce's pacifism has found its limits.
And Viktor builds a bomb.
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- 12/12
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15 Jan 2025
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[Drawings&&Fanfic Illustrations] Stucky (themed) Collection Post by perfect_plan, piumpoetam, silentwalrus, spitandvinegar, twinagonies
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
07 Dec 2018
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chapters divided in sfw / nsfw / exceptionally nsfw
scene illustrations from fanfictions:
- Coffee, Trapper Hats and Chocolate Wasabi Fudge Cake by
perfect_plan
- The Difference A Day Makes by twinagonies
- Every Tree That is Pleasant by
spitandvinegar
- Ring the Bell Backward by Dira Sudis (dsudis)
- back seat drive by silentwalrusBookmarked by TryingCrying
14 Jan 2025
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"
Jayce’s breaths began to come faster.
The room was so red- fire and smoke and- but- that wasn’t-
Jayce lifted his hands off of Viktor’s chest. Looked down at the knees of his pants, and the awful redbrown stains his palms had just left.
“Blood,” Jayce said, but it came out as less than a whisper. Viktor was bleeding. No, that wasn’t right. He shouldn’t be doing that.
Jayce gripped the fabric and tore- hoped Viktor wouldn’t be angry at Jayce for destroying his clothing after this was all over.
"or, a more detailed version of what we saw in the attack from the opening scene of season two
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25 Dec 2024
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Center of Gravity by ihopethelightwillshineupon
Fandoms: すずめの戸締り | Suzume no Tojimari | Suzume's Locking Up (2022)
03 May 2023
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As it turns out, going from two legs to three legs and then back to two legs really messes with your sense of balance.
(Or: Souta needs a moment to adjust to the fact that he’s human again. Suzume helps.)
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02 Dec 2024
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The Importance of Taking a Break Sometimes by ihopethelightwillshineupon
Fandoms: すずめの戸締り | Suzume no Tojimari | Suzume's Locking Up (2022)
01 Jul 2023
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As far as Serizawa Tomoya knows, his best friend vanished off the face of the Earth, missed one of the most important exams of his life, and resurfaced in the middle of an abandoned town with bandages around his arm and a noticeably haunted look in his eyes.
Tomoya may not know what happened to Souta, but it’s clear that something happened. He doesn’t care what that something is. He just wants Souta to start taking better care of himself.
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02 Dec 2024
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Comfort Food by kaebear89
Fandoms: すずめの戸締り | Suzume no Tojimari | Suzume's Locking Up (2022)
22 May 2023
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Souta works full-time as a teacher and a Closer to support him and Suzume while she finishes school, so she cooks him his favorite meal as a way to show him how much she appreciates him. Though she ends up finding out just how much she means to him too.
Suzume/Souta domestic fluff with a splash of angst.
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- Part 4 of Ever After: Suzume and Souta
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02 Dec 2024