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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    28 Feb 2026

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    Maybe he was naive, but Ilya always thought he had time. Time with Shane. Time to tell him what he truly meant to him.

    That, somehow, one way or another, Shane would always be there.

    But a text message late one night threatens to destroy the future that Ilya has spent the time carefully constructing in his mind.

    Maybe Shane wasn't always going to be there. That Shane would be cruelly snatched away from him before he had a chance to be honest.

    That he would be left behind. Alone.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    25 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Camerlengo Patrick McKenna makes the ultimate act of sacrifice in taking the antimatter away from the crowds in St Peter's Square. He's as confused as anyone when he doesn't die.

    This series has now been adopted by Jocelyn. This is done with my full permission and support. I wish it well and hope it flourishes in her hands.

    11/14/24 Update! Heavy revisions and some additional scenes added!

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “Ilya, you’re playing the Voyageurs next, in Montreal. How are you feeling about that?” An ESPN mic is held to his face.

    Rozanov grins. “Really good. About time. I know we have been winning a lot, but is always the most fun to beat Montreal.”

    “The situation’s kind of changed though, hasn’t it?”

    “Is true.” Rozanov looks almost thoughtful. “It used to be the most fun to beat them because they had the best player on their team. Now…” Rozanov trails off. He chances a look to the side, as if to check if someone’s there or not. “Now is going to be fun because they are very stupid.” Rozanov’s face is very hard. Serious. Angry. Scary.

    Or: Signing with the Montreal Voyageurs should have been the best day in Jordan Bicker’s career. If only it weren’t for Ilya Rozanov…

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Shane doesn't let Ilya take him apart after the pain he displays in the hotel room after the all-stars. He can't, so he doesn't, instead he suggests something else. Something less painful than the emotions he bared to the other man before. Something that might save them, sort of. Friendship. But Ilya seems to laugh, so maybe arch rivals is all they can ever be.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    “I need about five minutes to recover from the scare.” Shane ran a hand through his own hair, heart still jumping.

    Ilya climbed back onto the bed, the mattress sinking under his weight, and slotted himself between Shane’s legs with the naturalness of someone who belonged in that space. His hands found the Canadian’s thighs, pulling him closer.

    “And…” Shane tried to shift focus from his own fright, his mind still processing the last two minutes. “Have I mentioned how sexy you sound speaking Russian?”

    Ilya tilted his head, a slow half-smile spreading across his face. The blue of his eyes darkened a shade.

    “Oh, yeah?”

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    17 Feb 2026

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    In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.

    She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.

    …Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.

    Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Shane forgot it was february 14th, but Ilya didn't.
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    "Three times." Ilya murmured against his hair, a smile in his voice. "I'm impressed."

    Shane huffed an exhausted laugh, burying his face in the Russian's shoulder.

    "Give me five minutes and I'll try for four."

    Ilya laughed out loud, the sound vibrant and happy, and squeezed Shane tighter.

    "Rest first, Hollander. You're not leaving until Sunday..."

    "Happy Valentine's Day..."

    "You're the best gift I've ever gotten..."

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Twelve years after filming their first CCM ad together, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are asked to return for a follow-up campaign. The offer sparks reflection and conversation about privacy, visibility, and what it means to exist openly as a married couple in the NHL.

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    “Okay,” Farah said, brightly. “So. CCM reached out.”

    Shane straightened instinctively. He and Ilya were both sponsored by CCM, they had been for years. Would CCM pull their sponsorships now that they were publicly out? Would they only want to keep working with one of them now that they were married and would be playing on the Centaurs together this season?

    “They want you two for a new ad campaign,” she continued, eyes sparkling. “A twelve-year retrospective referencing the one you shot together the summer before your rookie year.”

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

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    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Ilya is wallowing after getting back from Montreal, when there's a knock at his door. Shane Hollander is here, and probably definitely going to break up with him for real.

    or: alternate version where shane flew to boston after his convo with rose, instead of waiting for the all-star game

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    13 Feb 2026

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    Ilya let himself soften into it. He’d missed this, the simple camaraderie between teammates. He did feel lonely, but in some ways he felt safer with this team, and Shane had given him that, it was because of Shane that he moved to Ottawa. All the good things in his life curved back to Shane. Looking around, he tried to imagine him here, not Shane Hollander the hockey player, but his Shane, the man who made the darkest rooms feel like home. He felt suddenly certain that they would welcome him with love and respect. And, God help him, he was still hoping like an idiot that Shane would walk through the door.

    Ilya tightened his grip on his roasting stick, jaw set, trying to divert his thoughts back to the present, when a ripple went through the group. Conversation dipped, then stopped completely.

    “Um… what the fuck,” Dillon muttered, eyes flicking toward the house. “Is that Shane Hollander?”

    Or Shane decides to go get his man after seeing Ilya’s instagram post in Chap.23 of TLG.

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    12 Feb 2026

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    12 Feb 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 89

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    Shane is honest with Rose from the get go. She becomes a very important person in Shane's life and is a very close friend. And if their friendship makes Ilya jealous then that's just a bonus.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    In retrospect, proposing a game to the entire Centaurs team that was going to end with public documentation of Shane's undying love for his husband was maybe not the most professional thing Harris had ever done -- but Dykstra had an idea, and who was Harris to tell him no!

    IE: The Centaurs try to slip in words or phrases unrelated to hockey into their post-game pressers, chaos and love ensues. A cute little quick fic bc I can't get this out of my head!

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    10 Feb 2026

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    Under the guidance of his doctor and mostly out of desperation due to his last annual heat being severe enough to nearly land him in the hospital, Shane Hollander knows he needs to take a heat partner for the first time if he doesn’t want to end up in a cycle facility.
    With his options between hiring a comfort alpha or asking one Ilya Rozanov for help, the choice is clear to Shane. Even if it feels like he’s losing every shred of his dignity to ask his - rival? fuckbuddy? - whatever Rozanov is to help him through his heat, Rozanov is the only alpha he trusts enough to take care of him.
    Rozanov is due for his own rut and is more than happy to finally, finally have heat sex with Hollander. Which is why he says yes with no hesitation. No other reason, of course.
    Now they both just need to survive the week with their hearts intact, which is something far easier said than done.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    09 Feb 2026

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    In a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.

    Part 1: Shane's POV
    Part 2: Ilya's POV (coming soon)

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “But then I got scouted by karting team, and I learned driving fast cars is more exciting than skating no matter how fast you go.” Rozanov leaned forward, as if about to share a secret. “Though I was very fast,” He continued, that spark of arrogance he’d noticed earlier back in his gaze, “maybe in another life I could give you a run for your money."

    Shane wasn’t so sure about that.

    “You wish.”

    "Maybe I do."

    (Or: Ilya goes into Formula 1, Shane is still the golden boy of hockey. They fall in love anyways.)

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    07 Feb 2026

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