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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    Chuuya has been pulling away for months. Dazai, reading the coldness and the distance, decides to cut the cord before he can be the one left behind. He presents the divorce papers, expecting a fight, a screaming match, anything.

    Instead, Chuuya just signs them.

    What Dazai doesn't know is that the distance wasn't a lack of love. It was a barricade. Chuuya is fighting a terrifying, progressive battle against his own failing body, and he would rather lose his marriage than let Dazai watch him waste away.

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    20 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    11 Aug 2026

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    25 little domesticities and one Dazai that moves in with Chuuya without the redhead noticing.

    Or the one where Chuuya got himself a boyfriend and everyone knows but him.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    For 1st year med student Dazai Osamu, excellence isn’t a goal — it’s a requirement for being allowed to exist. Raised by his father Mori, Dazai has learned that anything below 100% is failure, freetime is indulgence, and parental affection is something one has to earn. Trying to uphold these impossible standards, he gets confronted with how coping mechanisms meant to maintain control can lead to losing it.

    Enter Chuuya Nakahara: sports science major, easygoing, backed by a supportive family, and the last person Dazai wants as a roommate. As their contrasting worlds collide and the pressure on Dazai keeps building he is forced to ask himself: is the price of excellence really worth it?

    At 15 he brought back a 97 on a test.
    "What did you miss?" was all Mori asked.
    "One question,"
    "And why did you miss it?"
    "I misunderstood—"
    "You didn't prepare properly," Mori cut him off. "Careless. Do you want to be a doctor responsible for patients dying because of such mistakes?"
    "No, sir."
    "Then do better."

    That night, Dazai stayed up late, re-reading his textbook until the words blurred together, fueled by fear of what would happen if he made another mistake.

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    28 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 28

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    Step one: Survive the fever.
    Step two: Forge a marriage of convenience to keep the Port Mafia at bay.
    Step three: Burn the Japanese aristocracy to the ground when they try to take it all away.

    Dazai Osamu and Nakahara Chuuya were designed to be weapons, meant to self-destruct in the shadows of Yokohama. But when survival forces them to rely entirely on each other, they accidentally begin to build something terrifyingly permanent. From the crushing weight of a grey wool blanket to a corporate war against the untouchable Daifujin, they are about to learn that walking away from the darkness is easy. It’s holding the line that requires a holy war.

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    10 Jun 2026

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    "Are you my mama?"

    Chuuya freezes and tries not to visibly choke.

    Am I your what? he barely stops himself from blurting.

    "Dazai-san said you're my mama... but not like my real mama, just my 'for now' mama... he said he can be my 'for now' papa..."

    That shitty bastard.

    Atsushi is looking at him very hopefully. Ah, an orphan desperate for parents, even if they're just 'for now'.

    It's really not worth hurting his feelings...

    "Yeah." I'm gonna kill you, Dazai. "Yeah, I'm your... 'for now' mama." I'm gonna fucking kill you.

    ___

    When Atsushi is deaged, Dazai drops him off at Chuuya's on his day off. In the process, Chuuya learns that there was something very wrong with Atsushi's childhood and does his best to give him the care he was missing, all the while dealing with the troubling discovery that people call him 'Mama of the Port Mafia' behind his back.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    “Chuuya," Dazai starts solemnly. He pitches his voice intentionally low as he pulls on a severe expression. A dramatic sigh leaves his mouth. "I think it’s time we break up."

    "Fucking finally," Chuuya snorts. "Now stop whining and do the damn dishes."

    Vietnamese translation available!

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    14 May 2026

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    Finally, Chuuya eloquently said, “I don’t want to date you.”
    Dazai huffed. “Yeah, well, I’m not too thrilled at the idea of having a crazy rockstar boyfriend. But you got us into this mess, you need to help us get out of it.”
    Had Dazai gone insane? Nakahara Chuuya and Dazai Osamu, dating? Had Chuuya not made it clear through the dozens of direct and indirect meetings that he despised Dazai with every fiber in his body.

    Featuring: drunk tweets, falling in love, horrendous song writing, cheesy interviews, learning how to "fake it," and Chuuya getting over the headache that is Dazai. Not necessarily in that order.

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    11 May 2026

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    Dazai always knows too much, and too fast, whether it be for the better or for the worse. But for Chuuya, the realization comes slower, gradually, clumsily over the years.

    Russian translation and Vietnamese translation available!

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    17 Apr 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 91

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    While most students come home during the summer break, Ivan spends it training for the next season.

    Refusing to leave Ivan on his own because he apparently doesn’t understand the concept of rest, Till invites him to his hometown for a change.

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    06 Apr 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 82

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    There's a man is in front of Mizi that she doesn’t recognize.

    He crouches down, low enough that he has to look up at her on the cot. He has short hair— silver. Even kneeling, he somehow looks larger-than-life. He looks at her kindly, and despite his furrowed brows, even smiles at her.

    He takes a breath, and introduces himself as Till.

    (Till finds Mizi one month after his thirtieth birthday. This is something she will only learn about later.)

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    28 Feb 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 5

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    In order to show his devotion and stick out from the apathetic before him, a doctor finds himself signing his patient’s face—all while resisting a daring, unspeakable temptation.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Michael stepped closer to Will, until he was nearly pressed against his side. He looked at him, head tilted down to meet his gaze. His boots made him taller, making the height difference he and Mike shared even more pronounced. Will shivered when he felt a hand press against his lower back.
    “My choices are yours, my prince. If you would like me to distance myself, I will do so without hesitation. Would you like that?”
    Will stared, mouth agape. Michael’s eyes were boring into his soul. Mike had never looked at him like that, and it was doing things to him. Slowly, he shook his head.
    Michael smirked, looking pleased.
    “Hey,” Mike snapped. “I said back off, okay?”

    When an alternate version of Mike, a strong, confident knight, appears in Hawkins, the Party attempts to help him get home, and Will attempts to survive his flirting.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Mike and Will have been dating for years and are happily living together.
    Mike’s ready to make things official and finally propose to the love of his life. He just has to make sure that it’s perfect for him.

    or: Mike is a huge a dork and proposes to Will using D&D. Will couldn’t be happier about it.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    i MAY potentially come back to this and write some one shots that detail my "fade to black" scenes LOL and perhaps graduation

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    30 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 78

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    It only hurts because I love you, Will wanted to say. I miss you, too, he almost said. “You didn’t do anything, Mike,” is what he really did say.

    It wasn’t enough.

    “So why?”

    “Because… because — there are things… things you don’t know,” Will stammered. “Things I can’t tell you. It’s not — I…”

    Mike’s eyes flashed with hurt. “Things you can tell Lucas?”

    Will flushed, eyes wide. “I — that’s different.” 


    OR: Will has been shutting Mike out for almost a year. One conversation with Lucas gives him the courage to fix the mess he's made

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Mike didn’t want Will to be nervous with him. He wanted to maybe change the subject. Conversations were so hard for him… that he just said the first thing that came to mind.

    “You’re a pretty crier.”

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    During Will’s coming out, Mike Queerler notices that Will is a really pretty crier. And that he’s a little jealous of this ‘Tammy’ guy.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    “That’s because she loves you.” Mike tells him “And she thinks you have a very lickable face.” he adds, teasingly.
    “Does she?” Will asks, eyebrows raised “Or do you?” he teases, in a moment of bravery.
    “You do know what they say…” Mike shrugs, before locking his eyes with Will's hazel ones “Like father, like daughter.” he tells him, boldly.
    Will's face goes bright pink at the statement.
    God, how is he surviving this at all?

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    Mike and Will rescue a little kitten from the rain. It leads to a lot of wondering, hoping, bickering and falling in love.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    31 Dec 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 10

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    Post S5 Vol1 drabbles of things that probably wont be canon but I had brain worms about regardless :))

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    17 Dec 2025

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