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    When Shane Hollander returns to his tiny hometown for a quiet visit, he runs into Paul Baker (his high school crush) who has zero idea Shane is now an NHL superstar.

    Or: Shane’s first crush meets his boyfriend

    ZERO angst just fluff. Shane and Ilya are together and their families know but aren’t out yet as a couple.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard.

    It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped.
    It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing.

    With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding:
    some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them.

    This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.

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    16 Jan 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    “Hey, hey,” a soft voice said. Loki was led over to the nearest table by a careful hand braced beneath his arm. Slowly his vision started to return.

    “Mobius…” he managed to whisper.

    “You keep saying that. How do you know my name? I don’t think I know yours. Is this your first day?”

    The world finally came back into focus. Loki started to register where he was. A hard wooden chair. In the Archives. In the TVA. He felt fabric grasped between his fingers and looked down to see he was clutching Mobius’ sleeve. The other man stood over him with a concerned look on his face.

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    A season two rewrite where Loki doesn't immediately time slip out of the past TVA and I actually get closure for all the things they set up in season one!

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    12 Jan 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    A freak accident leaves Mobius with no memories, dredging up long-past trauma for Loki. Uncertain whether Ouroboros and his team can bring back the TVA's beloved analyst, Loki may need to accept that he could be gone forever...

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  5. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Hey, you okay?”

    Mobius. Mobius was next to him.

    Loki’s about to ask why he’d ask such a thing—out loud this time—only to realize he was leaning against a wall, and not in a gracious or casual way.

    Loki looks around, situating himself, knowing exactly where he was: one of the interminable number of hallways in the labyrinth that is the TVA. And when he was: right after cleaning himself up in a communal Temporal Core shower and putting on a fresh pair of clothes, following the time when they first ‘fixed’ his time slipping.

    Mobius watches him with concern, probably fearing Loki wasn’t back to normal after all.

    “Where do you sleep?” Loki asks.

    “What?”

    “Sleep. Rest. Where do you get it from?” O.B. had mentioned getting no sleep once, so surely everyone else in the TVA did get sleep? Like normal people do? He realized that after all his time here, he didn’t really know; he’d napped here and there at random corners of the premises, but never in an actual, proper bed. There’d been no time for that.

    “Well—I mean, I have an assigned room?”

    “Perfect. Take me to it.”

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    Loki’s in a centuries long time-loop. He needs a break.

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  6. Public Bookmark 14

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    Mobius has loved Loki for so long, he'll take being able to talk to him again through his variant over never speaking to his best friend again. And if sometimes his best friend isn't always the Loki he's actually talking to, that's fine, too. He's got a soft spot for all of them, and it's nice to talk to someone who isn't part of the TVA, and doesn't have a stake in dying branches or care about the mystery behind them,
    Loki, God of Stories, may have given up everything for Mobius, and everyone, but he was always more than a little selfish at heart. He'll gladly use whatever means necessary to get even a fraction of the happy ending he seemed destined to never have.
    Loki of the Once Sacred Timeline has become a bit of an unwitting pawn in their tangled love story, something that brings him a modicum of entertainment while he rules Asgard under the guise of being Odin. But the more Mobius visits, the more tangled the love story becomes as Loki he finds himself falling for Mobius as well, using his being the physical link between the Nowhere Man and the God of Stories to his advantage.

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    12 Jan 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 16

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    What happens when someone is finally able to think about themselves, but they no longer know how to?

    Loki and Mobius accidentally land in an unknown timeline, with no way to contact the TVA or get back to it. Discovery, circumstance, and loneliness force them to not only find a way back home, but to find more within themselves—and to accept those findings. Like everything in life, the journey is not linear. Will it be worth it in the end?

    In a universe where there was no ‘scaling problem’, and the Loom was fixed into sustaining the new infinite branches. What then becomes of Loki once he has enough freedom, but no new glorious purpose? What happens when the very essence of who he’s been is turned on its head? What of Mobius when his job—his identity—is put on halt?

     

    Title from Muse’s song ‘Starlight’

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    12 Jan 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark 11

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    When Mobius said he was leaving the TVA, he meant it. Not to live as Don, but to just live. Breathe. See what Loki sacrificed his freedom for, and maybe get a little bit of that simple life Sylvie was desperate to cling to.
    Eventually, maybe, his heart will stop being broken.

    A January Reset daily prompt fic.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya somehow unstraps Shane’s helmet with one hand, pulling it off and doing the same with his own. Then, he grins, sharp and wolfish and handsome.

    “Scott Hunter has nothing on this,” He says, and surges forward.

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    12 Jan 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 37

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    “You're Lucky,” Shane murmured as he taped gauze over the gash in his knee. “Could've been worse, could've ended your season.”

    Ilya huffed, staring at the floor. “Yeah.”

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    Ilya gets into a minor bike accident and shows up to Shanes house unannounced and ashamed. Shane patches him back up and sees him as a human, not a burden.

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    12 Jan 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 40

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    “She is okay, Shane.” Ilya brushed at his tears, fingers a gentle weight on his face. “She has concussion, yes, but…could have been worse.”

    The words took him back to another day, another hospital room where the man holding him had been too far away, fuzzy around the corners, so heartbreakingly beautiful, and not Shane’s.

    “Could have been worse,” he murmured back, his voice painfully clawing its way out of his throat.

    (or: in which Shane and Ilya end up in a hospital room again because of a concussion, except this time it's their daughter.)

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    12 Jan 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark 74

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    “What do you imagine retired life to look like?” Shane asks, hours later.

    “Want to spend lots of time with you. Annoy you. Cuddle you. Fuck you,” he nips at Shane’s shoulder at that last part. “I want to find job. Maybe work more at Irina foundation. Or do something else so I don’t get bored. Will be WAG, then, yes? So come to games but also hang out with other women. And Harris.”

    Ilya presses a series of kisses to Shane’s neck, soft strands of hair tickling his face. “Make meal for hot husband, wait for him to come home. Rail him over kitchen counter. Or pick him up from practice, fuck him on hood of Lamborghini.  Yellow one.”
    “Anything else apart from work and sex with your sexy husband?”

    Ilya considers leaving it at that, but he has also learned that keeping secrets never works.
    “Kids. One, maybe two,” he says.  

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    This is the prequel to Moon, Sun and Stars. It's basically our boys on the way to being girl dads.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    They lie in silence for a few moments, the only sound being the steady and slow beating of Shane’s heart on the monitor. He’s perfectly content to just bask in Ilya’s presence and form until the doctor comes back, but eventually, he can feel Ilya staring at him. So he opens his eyes and sees an expectant look on his husband’s face. 

    “What?” Shane questions.

    “Are we going to talk about it?”

    Shane’s brows draw down in confusion. “Talk about what?”

    A mischievous grin splits Ilya’s face. “That I am your emergency contact.”

    “Oh, my god,” Shane groans. “You are not going to make this a thing. It’s not a big deal.”

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    Or, hockey injuries are temporary. But having Ilya Rozanov as your emergency contact is forever.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    “You can’t die first.”

    “What?!”

    “You can’t,” Ilya rasps, “I can’t.”

    “Ilya..”

    “I buried my mom,” he coughs a little, body rattles—it hurts, “..then, my dad. I don’t have any, if I need to see you—too.”

    Or,
    Ilya's sick, and his fever talking just breaking Shane's heart.

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    Updated with part 2 <3

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    12 Jan 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 23

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    After leaving Ilya to his own devices for too long, Shane finally gets back in the picture and tries to help fix what he broke.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    The bliss and secrecy of the romantic cottage getaway is set aside when Ilya develops a fever.

    Shane doesn't know what else to do.

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    12 Jan 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark 92

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    The league sends out a notice at the end of the 2018 All Stars game in Tampa that there's a measles outbreak. Shane isn't too concerned since he knows that he's up to date on all his childhood vaccines, and, he assumes, everyone else in the MHL is as well.

    So he thinks nothing of it when Ilya calls him a few hours after landing in Boston to say he thinks he's coming down with a cold.

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    The bright side of the timing is that when Ilya suddenly wakes just after two in the morning, drenched in sweat and freezing cold and wracked with violent, uncontrollable shivers, Shane's still there next to him— already conscious and sitting up, pretty face knit with worry.

    "Holy shit, Ilya, you're on fire."

    "Best in league," Ilya says, or tries to say; his voice is muted and raw, and the sound comes out closer to the scraping of a rusted hinge.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    A missing tooth. A standard hockey emergency.

    When a brutal elbow leaves Shane Hollander spitting blood on the ice, he lands immediately in the hands of the opposing team's dentist.

    Shane thinks the dentist saw a cavity. The dentist knows he saw a secret.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Ilya dug deeper into the bag and pulled out a sturdy, leather dog collar, dark brown and buckled. Quick as a wink, he held it up, dangling it directly at Shane’s neck. "You make cute puppy. Shchenok Shane."

    Shane glared, his face heating up instantly, and slapped Ilya's hand away. "Stop it!"

    Ilya advanced closer, his stance casual, yet dominating. "I am serious. Consider this gift. It says, 'I belong to Ilya Rozanov.'... Come on. Put it on. Be my good boy."

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