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Pressure by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Feb 2026
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“You have to learn to pace yourself, pressure. You're just like everybody else, pressure. You've only had to run so far, so good. But you will come to a place where you'll have to deal with pressure.”
Shane Hollander retired at forty on his own terms—captain, champion, certain he understood what pressure meant. He didn’t, not like this.
Now Max is sixteen, chasing perfection on the figure skating ice, every performance measured against a legacy he never asked for. Mei is fourteen, fierce and gifted, but the expectations wrapped around her name are beginning to feel like walls instead of support.
The world doesn’t see two teenagers finding their way. It sees the children of legends.
As competition intensifies and the spotlight grows harsher, the Hollanders must learn a different kind of strength: how to guide without controlling, how to support without overwhelming, and how to let their children define themselves beyond the name they share.
Because pressure isn’t about living up to the past, it’s about deciding who you are despite it.
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- Part 2 of The Weight of a Name
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07 May 2026
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This Is the Time To Remember by p3erhapschaotic7
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
26 Feb 2026
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“This is the time to remember, ’cause it will not last forever. These are the days to hold onto, 'cause we won't, although we'll want to. This is the time, but time is gonna change. You've given me the best of you, and now I need the rest of you.”
The season ends with a Stanley Cup, a retirement announcement, and a future that suddenly feels wide open.
After seventeen years of hockey, Ilya Rozanov is learning how to slow down, something he’s never been particularly good at, while Shane Hollander discovers that balancing NHL captaincy with diapers, bottles, and a stubborn two-year-old might be the hardest job he’s ever had.
Between international adoption paperwork, a chaotic but devoted hockey family, and the quiet moments that matter more than they ever expected, Shane and Ilya begin building a life that has nothing to do with the ice, and everything to do with the one they’ve made together.
A story about leaving the game, finding home, and realizing that sometimes the most important victories happen long after the final buzzer.
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- Part 1 of The Weight of a Name
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06 May 2026
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Ilya and Shane have always played the long game.
Stay quiet. Stay careful. Stay together, just not publicly. Not yet.
In ten years, they’ll have everything they want.
Then Ilya gets a call from Russia.
Within days, their carefully planned future is replaced with something much more immediate: grief, guardianship, and a four-year-old girl who needs them now.
Suddenly, “later” isn’t an option anymore.
everything you’ve ever dreamed of disappearing when you wake up
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- Part 1 of take me home
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06 May 2026
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Valeriya Alexeievna Rozanova is ten years old when her Grandfather dies. In the years that follow, she loses her Mother, gains a friend, and reconnects with her Uncle.
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- Part 2 of US Immigration Verse
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05 May 2026
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All Shane had wanted to do was watch his fiancé play hockey. But when Ilya takes a hit their secrets start crashing down around them.
Yuna loves her son, she thought she knew everything about him.
And Hayden is just along for the ride.
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04 May 2026
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Things We Lost in the Fire by SiredToFandoms
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
28 Apr 2026
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'Give them space, Rozanov!'
'Is he alright?'
'Rozanov, get back!'
'Is he alright?! Fucking tell me!'The ref just kept a hand on his shoulder, keeping him a short distance away from Shane and the medics. The medics, who were... doing CPR.
Secrecy be damned.
'SHANE! SHANE!'
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Shane’s injuries were worse. Much worse.
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03 May 2026
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Into Oblivion by SiredToFandoms
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
03 May 2026
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'Fuck! Ilya, pick up!' He yelled as his seventeenth call to Ilya went to voicemail. He opened texts and wrote several in a row to Ilya.
Ilya, you bette pick up or i sear to go
Ilya this isn't funny
Answer the fucking hpone
Please don't be dead.
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Ilya’s plane crashes. Shane gets thrown into something he never thought he’d have to deal with.
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03 May 2026
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glass closets and thrown stones by Sporkess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 May 2026
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Shane and Ilya sign with Ottawa on July 1st 2018. It goes startlingly well (apart from all the bits that don't).
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- Part 7 of It starts in an elevator
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30 Apr 2026
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Dark Blue by mymixtape
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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"I know." Ilya put his hand on the back of Shane's neck, squeezed once, and left it there. "Practice is not until ten. Relax."
"I'm relaxed."
"You are never relaxed. But I love you anyway.""What's that?" Shane pointed to a small rectangle Nik had drawn off the back of the house.
"Papa's pool."
"We don't have a pool."
"I know. That's why I wrote 'not real.'"Shane and Ilya play for the Centaurs and raise twin boys in Ottawa. They built something extraordinary under impossible conditions. Extraordinary is the easy part. Ordinary is where things get missed.
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- Part 1 of The Rozanov-Hollanders
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23 Apr 2026
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The Long After by the_weight_of_small_things
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander was buried the week before his birthday.
A love story told in half-remembrances and whispered truths, out in the open for too little time.
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21 Apr 2026
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Pike Kids Are Smarter Than You by queengoose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Apr 2026
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Ruby
We need to talk about Uncle Shane and Uncle Ilya.
They are NOT ready to have a kid. So we need to make sure they’re ready by the time the baby arrives.Jade
Also literally all of you need better phone security, this was way too easy.Or, the Pike kids team up with the Centaur rookies to prepare Shane and Ilya for fatherhood.
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20 Apr 2026
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Shane and Ilya's new life in Ottawa and the Centaurs is just beginning. They want to live in the comfort of their love and hard-earned peace, go to Pride, play hockey, and have a family. But some in the outside world disagree.
Settling into a new routine, a new team and a new phase of their relationship is both thrilling and challenging, but they have learnt one thing after thirteen years:They can do anything together, and the Centaurs are not the team the hockey world remembers any more.
They are Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov and nothing can break them apart.
Not the comments, not the podcasts, not the league and definitely not Roger Crowell.Meanwhile a call from Russia changes everything and the peace they carved out for themselves spins their lives in unexpected directions.
Set post-The Long Game
Updated weekly.
The whole story is mapped out and will be quite long.
Music is such an important part of the show that I wanted to honour that. So every chapter is named after a song by a Canadian artist.Bookmarked by ced57
20 Apr 2026
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Farah Jalali calls Ilya in the middle of the night. She asks him if he ever knew a Emiliya Lebedeva. But more importantly did he ever have sexual relations with her 5 years ago. 5 years ago was November 2016. Shane had Rose. Ilya had nobody.Partially inspired by Nadia Rozanova by HeatedRivalryIlya
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15 Apr 2026
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Who's Roz's Emergency Contact? Was I right about what I said in NY? by FiaMcGeeya828
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Apr 2026
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Ilya gets sick while on the road with the Centaurs, he had his own number listed as an emergency contact. Ilya insists he has no emergency contact. Coach Wiebe thinks it incredibly sad. Troy Barrett thinks it's simply not true.
As Troy followed Coach Wiebe out of the emergency room, he glanced back at Ilya and paused. Fuck it, so what if he gets mad at me, he shouldn’t have to wake up all alone in a hospital bed when there is someone out there who would care. He quickly moved back towards the bed and leaned in close. “In New York, I was right, yes?”
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10 Apr 2026
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On Their Own Terms by CertainlyUncertain, Pammcasso
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 May 2026
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Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.
“Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.
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What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.
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- 8/9
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08 Apr 2026
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Words like Forever. by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Apr 2026
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It’s easy not to notice cancer, as a hockey player. Ilya is constantly sore from hits on the ice, takes six Advil every few days to deal with the joint pain. And sure, he used to only need two and a shot of something strong, but he figures that comes with getting older and the stress of missing Hollander, thinking about the rest of their lives stretched out between Montreal and Boston, never quite close enough to dream about something shaped like a future. Ten years was long enough. So he calls his agent to look into a team with more wiggle room in their salary cap–somewhere he can fall asleep next to Hollander more than five times a year, ideally– and books his flight to Ottawa. Two weeks at the cottage will never be long enough with Shane, he thinks, closing his laptop and grimacing at the pain flaring down his spine. But he takes a hot shower, nearly falls asleep against the bathroom tile, and he doesn’t even really notice it.
Ilya Rozanov gets cancer and learns what it means to live. Set right after the HR show with major canon divergence from TLG
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08 Apr 2026
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The Chains Forged from Fear by dragonsXmaroon
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Apr 2026
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The Montreal Metros didn't take the news of Shane's and Ilya's relationship well.
Shane would've never thought that their hatred could run this deep, until he finds himself lying half-conscious on the floor, with blood coating his lips and face.
In the aftermath, Shane tries to protect Ilya as much as he can, not wanting to bother him with his fears.
For Ilya it feels like Shane doesn't want him anymore, which causes him to spiral.
orAU fic set after Shane and Ilya's involuntary outing. A few teammates attack Shane. Ilya freaks out. Shane shuts everyone out. The following weeks are hell. Shane has to learn to overcome his fears.
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- 11/11
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30 Mar 2026
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on winning and losing (and ilya rozanov) by fingersfallingupwards
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
04 May 2026
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Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
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- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
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- English
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- 11/15
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30 Mar 2026
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Pride Is (And Is Not) the Word I'm Looking For by bellagerantalii
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Apr 2026
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Ilya has three goals for his last season:
1. Win a final Stanley Cup with his very handsome and talented husband
2. Baby
3. Oust Roger Crowell in a bloodless coup
Some of these goals may be more achievable than others.
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29 Mar 2026
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nowhere to go but on by midnighttypewriter
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 May 2026
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“What do you want, Rozanov?”
Once upon a time, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov had been something of fated rivals. And then. Rozanov's national team crashed and burned in the 2014 Olympics in his own country. Shortly thereafter, he requested a trade to a Canadian team without much explanation, and by the end of the season, he was playing for Ottawa. Years of buildup and progress thrown away. The rivalry lost its luster after that, with Rozanov hardly a competition.
Now, Rozanov was looking at Shane as if they shared a private joke. “I have, ah, Marly, what's the word? Proposition? Proposal?”
“Business offer,” groaned Marlow, drawing his eyebrows together.
“That,” Rozanov smirked. “Let's sit down, Hollander. Hear me out.”
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Or: Shane and Ilya never started hooking up. Several years into their career, some things are very different. At an All-Star game, the only out and proud player in the MLH approaches Shane with the suggestion to start a charity together. It's the beginning of something life changing.
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29 Mar 2026