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There’s something wrong with Will.
It started three weeks ago, almost four. Will had woken from some sort of nightmare and, instead of seeking comfort in Mike the way he usually would, he’d rolled out a sleeping bag from the closet and chosen to sleep on the floor.
No one believes Mike, except for Joyce. But even she doesn’t understand the full extent to which something is wrong with Will.
Mike understands, though. Mike has been paying attention.
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- Part 1 of eye of the beholder
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07 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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10 Dec 2025
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"Chance bit the inside of his lip. Truthfully, part of him believed Jason’s Hellfire theory was a desperate story fueled by the grief of losing Chrissy, but the more Chance watched Hawkins fall apart, literally, the more he felt his old logic snap into place. Maybe Jason had been right, the town had a wound and something crawled out of it, something that hid in plain sight. Chance didn’t believe in revenge, the Bible says justice belonged to God or the law. But, if there really was an evil in this town, wouldn’t it be just as evil to do nothing about it? To let it happen?"
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After losing two of his friends in the Hawkins “earthquake,” Chance joins a church grief group that believes Will Byers is the vessel for Satan. To prove them wrong, Chance agrees to befriend Will, but the closer he gets, the more the lines between faith, fear, obsession and love start to blur.
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04 Dec 2025
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Mystery Work
Part of Private
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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21 Mar 2024
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Michael, bathrooms, and everything else by shyberius
Fandoms: Be More Chill - Iconis/Tracz
22 Mar 2018
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Two alternate Michael In The Bathroom situations, such as:
What if Jeremy was the one knocking on the door when Michael was in the bathroom?
What if Michael was Squipped instead of Jeremy?
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06 Mar 2024
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when i am dead, my dearest by shyberius
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
07 Oct 2018
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The night before Connor dies, he sets off on a mission. He has scores to settle, revenge to take, things he needs to tick off his bucket list before he's gone forever. He's determined, in his own wayward way, that the world will remember him.
Only, he needs a sidekick. An unlikely sidekick, who won't open his mouth to tell anyone or betray him.
In other words, he needs Evan Hansen.
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06 Mar 2024
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someone to carry you by nothingunrealistic
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
23 Nov 2017
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Jared decides to go for a walk in Ellison State Park the summer before senior year.
In which Jared gets lost, and Evan subsequently gets found — and that’s only the beginning.
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15 Feb 2024
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“Uh, you okay?”
Chrissy jerks under the sink, head banging against the porcelain hard enough to rattle her skull.
Eddie Munson stands in the doorway, hands tucked in his armpits like he isn’t sure what to do with them. He stares at her for maybe half a second before his gaze darts to the graffitied wall.
Chrissy gapes up at him, his frame mostly a blur of shaggy hair and denim, before reality hits her and she scrambles out from under the sink, knees shaky and locked up from being tucked under for so long. “What are you doing in the girl’s bathroom?” She demands, swiping at her face like he hasn’t already seen her in what is quite possibly the lowest moment of her life.
Hey, at least it wasn’t with her fingers down her throat.
Eddie rocks on his feet, still avoiding her gaze, “I don’t have a good answer for that seeing as how this is the men’s bathroom.”
Chrissy feels the urge to gag again.
Something in the corner catches her eye.
A fucking urinal.
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- Part 1 of Roll For Befriending Cheerleaders
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15 Feb 2024
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Connor Murphy, the school's resident stoner, asks Evan Hansen, the school's resident plant expert, to secretly help him grow weed. Evan reluctantly agrees.
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08 Feb 2024
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Evan had to try and find something positive in here.
That was so much easier said than done.
At least the wallpaper was nice?
Who was he kidding, even that was awful.
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07 Feb 2024
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Pretend to be friends with Connor Murphy, who yells at people and skips class to smoke and pushes people and threw a printer in the second grade, for twenty dollars a week.
Evan closes his hand around the bill and then stuffs it into his pocket.
“I-I’ll do it.”
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06 Feb 2024
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to all the boys and all the girls by shyberius
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson, To All the Boys I’ve Loved Before (2018)
07 Jan 2019
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Evan has a lot of crushes. Like, a lot.
When he gets a crush so intense that he doesn't know what to do, he writes it down. In a letter. Each letter is addressed to someone he's loved before, and each letter is kept safe and secret in a box under his bed.
Until, somehow, the letters get out.
Or: An accidental love letter lands Evan as Connor's fake boyfriend.
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05 Feb 2024
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“Is this a discreet way of asking if I can bring over drugs?”
Evan… laughs? “N-no! I’m just bored!”
“Okay, I’m bringing over the drugs.”
“Jared, noooooo!”
“Be there in a minute, with the drugs. Bye.” Jared hangs up before Evan can respond.
He runs to his car and jumps in the driver’s seat, slamming the door shut behind him.As soon as the car starts, it hits him.
He puts his head down on the wheel, holding down the horn. Hoooooooooooooooooonk.Bookmarked by cilantrooo
05 Feb 2024
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craft glue and scotch tape by actualcactus
Fandoms: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson
24 Nov 2017
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Oftentimes, Evan needs support.
Sometimes, Connor needs support,
Rarely does Jared.
But that’s only in order of who’s the best at hiding it.
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04 Feb 2024
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Evan doesn't remember a thing that had happened at the Apple Orchard.
He doesn't remember why he was there or who he was with.
All he knows is there seems to be something missing.
His memories of what had happened in the past four months.
His memories with Connor Murphy.All the characters and the plot belong to Benj Pasek and Justin Paul. Whatever that is not familiar is mine.
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30 Jan 2024
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In a universe where at some point in your teenage years your soulmate’s name appears on a random part of your body, Evan Hansen’s name appears on Jared’s left wrist.
But of course things can’t just be that easy, right?
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30 Jan 2024
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28 Jan 2024
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Evan's hands land on Jared's jaw again, and his thumbs press gently under Jared's chin to push his head back.
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27 Jan 2024
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“I have gummies if you want some?” Evan offered.
Jared nodded his head silently. Something inside of him told him that he shouldn’t eat but, like, free gummies. He didn’t understand why, exactly. It just… felt that way.
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Vent fic bc reasons :)
Rated mature because of themes of suicide.Please don't read if suicidal things or eating disorders (I think that’s what I wrote???) trigger you.
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27 Jan 2024
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Having a very tall tree in your own backyard is heaven for Evan. He was mostly always alone anyway, so all it took was the perfect day, and he’d climb up and… fly.
So why is there another boy before him?
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26 Jan 2024