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and i spit out the seeds by linearity
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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A video of Shane sucking Ilya’s dick is leaked. Over the next twenty-four hours, Ilya goes on an odyssey.
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04 Mar 2026
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Jamais Vu by LadyKnightEllen
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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Jamais Vu: The opposite of deja vu. The illusion that a familiar thing is being experienced for the first time.
Or, When Shane gets hit on the ice, Ilya tries to go see him, but he's not allowed in. One year later, Ilya gets a text from 'Jane' with nothing but an address, an apology, and an invitation...
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03 Mar 2026
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desperate things by scurrybeetlebug
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander was smart. Shane Hollander was strong. But when Shane Hollander's defenses are down, he is surprisingly easy to kidnap, if you are stupid enough to do so.
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02 Mar 2026
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Live, Meltdown, Repeat by AstraCallisto
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Mar 2026
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Ilya relives the same day over and over (the tuna melt-down) until he finally gets it right
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01 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov’s life flips upside down when he’s granted parental rights to his recently orphaned 5-month-old niece. Shane Hollander’s life flips upside down when the two of them move in next door.
Or: Shane Hollander, certified Baby Whisperer, is the only thing that can get his next door neighbours screaming infant to stop wailing.
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- Part 9 of Hollanov
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- English
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- 20,397
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- 6/?
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28 Feb 2026
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the trade off by bikadoo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Feb 2026
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@ESPN: Breaking: Ilya Rozanov has been traded to the Ottawa Centaurs.
@hollanovtruther: who wants to bet Shane Hollander is to blame?
Or how a high-profile trade sparks one of the greatest conspiracies in hockey history... that just so happens to be true.
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- English
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- 19,860
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- 8/?
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28 Feb 2026
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Hayden Miscalculates by BlackDog1311
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
03 Mar 2026
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With sudden, obvious clarity, Hayden realized that maybe it wasn’t that Shane wasn’t comfortable with intimacy, but rather that the world—especially the world of the NHL—wasn’t comfortable with the type of intimacy Shane wanted.
Or Hayden Pike POV as Shane comes to terms with being gay.
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- 27/?
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27 Feb 2026
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Stress Relief by Kinggeorge
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander is too uptight and stressed for his own good, and Hayden Pike thinks the solution to all his best friend's hockey woes is to hire a dominatrix named "Lily." What starts off as a joke at worst and a well-intentioned surprise at best quickly turns into something more heated.
AKA Hayden accidentally hires pro-dom Ilya Rozanov.
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27 Feb 2026
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He’s already in the room, shutting the door behind himself as quietly as he can before he realises that not only is there someone other than Shane in the room, but there are three someones other than Shane.
And, as if he hasn’t already fucked up spectacularly, the someones happen to be the Hollanders and Hayden fucking Pike.
// or; Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and meets his parents. He's traumatized and grieving, everything hurts, and Shane takes after his mother.
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26 Feb 2026
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In This And Every Life (I'd Choose Us Every time) by attfna
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Mar 2026
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Shane decides to give Ilya space. He’ll call when he’s ready. So Shane accepts an offer from one of his endorsements to fly to Washington ahead of his team for a promotional shoot and tries to be patient. When his plane goes down in the mountains, Ilya struggles to find hope and isn’t sure how he’ll live in a world without Shane in it.
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26 Feb 2026
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If This Is It... by S_D_Blackthorn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (Book), The Long Game (Book)
02 Mar 2026
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When a petty morning argument is the last thing Ilya says to Shane before he boards the Montreal Metros’ team plane, he thinks the worst consequence will be a bruised ego and an awkward apology.
Instead, the aircraft declares an emergency.
As social media explodes, the hockey world halts, and Shane’s Instagram messages turn from apologies to goodbyes, Ilya is forced to confront the one truth he’s been hiding longer than his feelings:
Shane Hollander is his. And he may have just lost him.
A mixed-media, Long Game–era angst spiral featuring breaking news alerts, trending fan edits, locker room confessions, and the most devastating Instagram DM thread you will ever read.
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- English
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- 5/?
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26 Feb 2026
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Shane was hurt and Ilya couldn’t be there with him. No one knew that he cared, that his boyfriend was in the hospital, not even Shane’s parents.
OR: Yuna Hollander just wanted to grab some of Shane’s things from his apartment during his hospital stay. She didn't suspect she'd stumble across a home invasion, and that the perpetrator would be Ilya Rozanov.
(Shane’s okay!)
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- 4/5
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26 Feb 2026
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mostly is plenty by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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“I feel stupid,” Ilya admits, the words slipping out thin and brittle. “I should be able to do this.”
Shane pauses for a fraction of a second, then resumes, gentler still. “I know you think that,” he says. “But right now, your job is to be here and let me help. That’s it. You’re doing great.”
*ilya is stuck in a depressive episode and shane helps him through it*
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26 Feb 2026
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Lecture from a Seasoned Gay by fandombarf
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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Scott texts Kip that he’s bringing Shane back to the apartment. “Hey, I kind of have a big favor to ask you and I need you to be supportive about it.”
Kip replies almost immediately, “That sounds ominous, is everything okay?”
“I don’t know,” Scott decides to be honest, “You know how I’m shooting that commercial with Shane Hollander today?”
“Yes…” He can practically feel Kip’s anxiety leaking into that one text.
“Well, I think something happened to him. Something bad. I’m bringing him back to the apartment.”-
Shane and Scott are supposed to be doing a commercial together but Scott notices that Shane’s acting… off. He finds out what happened in Vegas and forces Ilya to fix it.
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- Part 1 of Seasoned Gay to the Rescue
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- 10,999
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- 3/3
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26 Feb 2026
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can you be close? by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
21 Feb 2026
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“You don’t look at me like I am crazy.” Ilya says, voice barely above a breath.
Shane’s brow furrows. “Because you’re not.”
“I feel like I am.”
Shane’s hand comes up to cradle his jaw. Warm palm with gentle pressure on his skin. “You look like someone doing something hard.” Something in Ilya’s chest cracks open again, but softer this time.
(ie. ilya has a very rough day at therapy and comes home to shane to process it all and feel comfort)
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26 Feb 2026
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Si No Te Hubieras Ido by marip0sasasas (kylosivan)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Feb 2026
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After the cottage, Shane convinces Ilya to stay in Boston even after they come up with their Ottawa plan.
Three years after the cottage, Shane is unable to shake his anxiety about his relationship with Ilya.
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26 Feb 2026
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You Make Me Greedy by gracerene
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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"Hi, I'm Matt," the man said. His gaze swept over the table, and when he met Shane's eyes, he winked. "Great to meet all of you. I'm a big hockey fan."
Shane flushed bright red. Because he recognized that voice, and he remembered that name, but there were billions of people in the world, and Shane had never considered the possibility that his old vacation hook-up would make a reappearance.
"You're a fan?"
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In which Shane and Ilya (and a few friends) run into Mexico top (iykyk) at the Kingfisher.
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26 Feb 2026
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I never knew you had such a filthy mouth by FingerGunz
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Feb 2026
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Shane hadn't expected it at all, especially since he was up against Ilya Rosanov, captain of the Boston Raiders, winner of the Stanley Cup. There had been one other nominee, some player from Colorado, who Shane assumed was only there since there were usually three nominees for MVP. The poor guy didn't stand a chance.
And honestly, neither did he.
Or at least he thought he didn't.
Or: What if Shane has won MVP at the 2014 MLH Awards
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26 Feb 2026
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use my skin to bury secrets in by butterflylungs for mollyelle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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It’s been weeks now since he’s been back and the Raiders’ first practice is tomorrow. He’s staring down at the barrel of a long, long few months of solitude. The thought shouldn’t be so daunting still, but it is. It is. It’s different now that Shane is his boyfriend, now that he knows what it’s like to spend long, uninterrupted days together and now that he knows what it is to feel the lack of them.
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26 Feb 2026
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Confidence, Poor Judgment, and a Death Wish by TheHeartWantsWhatTheHeartWants
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Troy Barrett comes to Ottawa wanting stability. He tells himself he wants the team, the routine, the structure, the safety of fitting in without needing too much from anyone. This is his clean start, and he needs to do whatever it takes to keep it.
What he finds instead is Shane Hollander, amazing perfect Shane Hollander, and the uncomfortable realisation that the thing he’s been trying hardest not to want might be the only thing that actually feels like what he needs.
As lines blur and tempers rise, Troy learns the hard way that wanting to belong can turn into wanting to keep, and that some things aren’t up for negotiation, especially when there’s a Russian captain who’s already decided what’s not on offer.
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“Hey, Ilya?” Troy asks, already regretting it. “I was actually going to ask you about someone.”
The moment he says Shane Hollander’s name, the locker room goes quiet, and Troy knows he’s crossed a line he didn’t fully understand.
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Troy’s POV of the events best called ‘Ilya’s worst nightmare’
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- Part 1 of Freckles and Other Versions Of The Truth
- Language:
- English
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- 32,228
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- 7/7
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- 6,338
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25 Feb 2026