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    Ilya Rozanov goes first overall in the draft to Boston. Shane Hollander goes three rounds later, to the same team, which nobody saw coming, least of all Shane.

    The only person in the building who isn't surprised is the guy who's been thinking about Shane Hollander since January.

    OR: the one where Shane goes to Boston instead of Montreal, he's deaf, there's no rivalry, and Ilya Rozanov falls first and falls hardest.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Very few people knew that Shane Hollander was deaf. His parents knew, of course, sometimes his coaches, but very rarely did his team. Now in the NHL, only a couple of people knew. Ilya Rozanov being one of them. To everyone else, he was perceptive, quick on the mark. But can Shane really feel safe with a team where most of the players don't know he's deaf, and can't help him if something happens?

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    25 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 57

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    As the 2015/16 season began, Ilya received news that his father has died. Ilya travels with Svetlana to bury his father and maybe say goodbye to his mother and Russia for the last time. Instead, as the funeral is going on, his phone begins to vibrate. Jane is messaging and calling, panicking as pictures of Ilya's previous relationships with men are released. Ilya disappears, trying to return to Shane's side. Shane is left to wait and worry about what has happened to Ilya and whether he will return safely.

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    25 Oct 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Ilya’s life is turned upside down three times: once, when his mother dies. Once when he realizes that he likes Shane Hollander. Once when he comes face to face with the most fucked-up family secret one could ever come up with. Two times out of three, though, Shane is there for him. As best friend, as boyfriend. As Ilya’s everything.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Now that Shane is officially a player on the Ottawa Centaurs, Ilya demands to be added to the WAG chat too.
    Chaos ensues.

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    Chapters:
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    25 Oct 2026

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    Ilya is so wrapped up in thoughts that he hasn’t noticed Hayden stopped talking to him to look behind him down the hall.

    “Shane, man,” Hayden says “Get your beauty sleep in, huh?”

    “You could say that,” a voice that sends a chill down Ilya’s spin says. Not because it’s unpleasant, quite the opposite. But because it sounds oddly familiar.

    Ilya turns and is frozen in place. Mentally rubbing his eyes like a cartoon character.

    A guy looking conspicuously like the one Ilya fucked last night is walking out of a bedroom and into the kitchen.

    Ilya braces himself for the inevitable. Awkward small talk and pleasantries. Followed by fucking heart eyes.

    "Hey,” Shane nods at Ilya and extends a hand, “Shane, you must be Ilya. Nice to meet you.”

    The fuck!?

    Why is Shane behaving like they didn’t spend a beautiful, extremely mutually gratifying night together?

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    If only Ilya can get a peek under Shane's shirt he'll get to the bottom of why his new roomie is pretending they don't know each other. ITS EXTREMELY RATIONAL! Don't question it!

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    25 Oct 2026

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    "Holy shit, Rozanov," Shane moaned.

    He dropped his forehead onto his folded arms. His brow furrowed deeply as his mouth dropped open in ecstasy. The pleasure-pain threatened to overwhelm his senses completely.

    "It's good?" Rozanov asked from somewhere above him.

    "So fucking good," Shane slurred. "What are you doing to me?"

    A dark chuckle was all the reply that he got as the pressure at the base of his spine continued to build.

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    Or: Shane and Ilya never hook up at the CCM shoot or anytime after that. Instead, Ilya gets traded to Montreal during the 2013-2014 season. Shane discovers that Rozanov is a man of many talents after he accidentally becomes Shane's massage therapist.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    One second Ilya Rozanov is flying down the ice with the wind in his hair and the puck in his control, almost certainly on his way to score the tying goal, and the next, he’s crumpling to the ground. He falls, slides limply until his body cracks against the boards, and lies terribly, unnaturally still.

    Getting your bell rung by another player is one thing; it happens. Falling limp and heavy to the ice when no one’s even touched you is another thing entirely.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    When Shane and Ilya get caught and outed by a photo while in Penthouse 1 in Vegas 2014, it quickly becomes apparent that any problems the league is going to cause them are overshadowed by what Russia could do to Ilya. Shane finds his confidence and an unexpected solution to keep Ilya safe.

    OR: BAMF Shane will do whatever it takes to keep his man, and hockey.

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    25 Oct 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 77

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    In hindsight, Ilya should’ve known that nothing would escape Yuna Hollander’s notice. Not that Ilya was in any state to guess what Yuna was thinking, but knowing that her son is exactly like her, nothing really goes unnoticed by her so Ilya’s days of radio silence definitely registers.

    Nothing can stop Yuna Hollander once she discovers a problem. The only thing is that the "problem" this time around is in the form her of her son's secret boyfriend who no one has managed to reach in several days.

    OR

    Yuna (and David) pull Ilya back from the brink.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Shane and Ilya love each other. Ideally, they'd come out and continue their lives as planned, safe and happy together.

    Unfortunately, every obstacle stands between them and that life. Friends, family, teammates, fans, the league, safety concerns, and unrealistic expectations alike keep them in the closet. They're met constantly with proof that their relationship wouldn't be accepted and every day is a fight to keep prying eyes away from their secret. With everyone against them, what is there left to do?
    Some hard decisions have to be made and hope is a hard thing to give up.
    But so is love, and at the end of the day, what matters most is each other.

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    Title from Noah Kahan's 'We go way back'
    Tags contain spoilers and answers.

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    25 Oct 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 6

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    Ilya Rozanov is Deaf, Shane is a child of a Deaf adult (CODA). This fic will likely be small windows into moments of Hollanov's story in a world where Ilya is Deaf and Shane is CODA. It will explore Ilya's relationship with his family, friends, Shane, and his Deaf identity.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Ilya: Hello Montreal Jane)))
    Ilya: Had fun last Saturday
    Ilya: Did I by any chance leave my headphones at ur brother's place?
    Ilya: they are black n red
    Unknown Number: Wrong number
    Ilya: Oh c'mon don't be like that

    Or, yet another Hollanov texting AU.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Three rookies. One season. Cameras everywhere. The First Shift is a reality show following the NHL’s hottest rookies from Draft Day through their first year — on the ice, off it, and everywhere in between. Which is a problem for Shane and Ilya almost immediately.

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    22/?
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    25 Oct 2026

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    Shane Hollander has the highest hockey IQ in the NHL...and actively pretends he doesn't. He's already set himself apart in many ways, and he doesn't need "absolute hockey nerd" added to the list.

    Keeping this secret gets harder as he stops hiding other parts of himself from those around him. He comes out to the Voyageurs (who don't take it very well), he starts hanging out with the Raiders (though no one has a clue about him and Ilya being anything beyond friends), and he feels as if he is losing parts of himself in the expectations others hold for him.

    Ilya notices, and resolves to create a space that his boyfriend can thrive in, even if that means getting him the fuck out of Montreal.

    Set during The Long Game, where Shane and Ilya have made their plan, Shane's parents know about their relationship, and they've started telling people they are friends, but before Ilya officially transfers to Ottawa. That's right folks, this is a "Boston steals Shane Hollander" fic. We need more, and I am here to contribute☺️🫰

    *NOT abandoned, just busy with general life stuff right now so updates are slow 😬*

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    25 Oct 2026

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    Life after Heated Rivalry from Yuna's POV, with lots of texting.

    Technically a sequel to "Shane's Lily", but you don't need to read that in order to understand this.

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    Chapters:
    34/?
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    25 Oct 2026

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    Everyone reading this knows Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are in love.

    Hayden Pike and Cliff Marleau are about to find out the hard way: in an empty parking lot, after a hit that ended Shane's season, with absolutely no idea what they're going to do about it.

    Two idiots, one secret neither of them asked for, and a slow, reluctant, increasingly unhinged campaign to put it right.

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    13/18
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    25 Oct 2026

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    Shane and Ilya are finally on the same team! The Centaurs’ communications and PR department hasn’t known peace since.

    Featuring: the unhinged internet, chaotic group chats, Ilya being a menace, Shane being very tired, Harris trying (and failing) to contain the chaos, Luca accidentally starring in his own little rom-com, wholesome group dynamics and love all around.

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    25 Oct 2026

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    When Shane Hollander was 15, he came out as gay to his mother in the passenger seat of her car, on his way home from hockey camp. And so, in true Hollander fashion, they made a plan. Shane would stay firmly in the closet, not because he was ashamed, but because he loved hockey more than he loved anything else in his life. It was a sacrifice, sure, but it was one he was wholeheartedly willing to make. And then, when he decided to retire, he could think about coming out. It was simple.
    It was the plan.
    It was the only plan that would work, and Shane would do anything to keep it on track.
    Enter: Ilya Rozanov

    Or: What would have happened if Shane had gone into his hockey career knowing he was gay? How would his relationship with Ilya play out if he didn't have to keep denying something fundamental about himself? How would his friendships change? How would his relationship with his parents, with his team, with hockey be different without the constant weight of repression?

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    Comments:
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    13,137

    25 Oct 2026

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    It is a truth universally acknowledged that life-altering events never happen on Tuesday afternoons.

    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov certainly thought so. For years they have perfected the art of stolen moments: hotel rooms, road trips, carefully planned lies, and just enough distance to keep anyone from asking questions. Just enough distance to pretend it isn't becoming something more. Then, on an otherwise forgettable Tuesday afternoon, the world finds out anyway.

    What a fucking inconvenient day.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    127
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    397
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    Hits:
    10,199

    25 Oct 2026

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