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so close to heaven above by bluedynamite
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 Jun 2026
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“You chased me around the universe to ensure I paid the price.”
Blade turns his face away, finding that the fire burning in Dan Heng’s eyes is too much, even for him. A cold gaze, after all, will always burn the brightest.
“And now,” Dan Heng’s voice trembles, one breath away from anger. “You’re telling me to stay back?”
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Blade feels that there's no need to drag anyone else into his end. Dan Heng disagrees. Contains spoilers for Version 4.3.
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22 Jul 2026
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you’ll never get away (from the sound of the man that loved you) by cheeseccakes
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
06 Jun 2026
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Would the wearer of the other bracer feel the same? The unnamed didn’t want to know.
(Except, perhaps he does.)
Alternatively; Five times the bracer on Yingxing’s wrist warms, the one time it was Dan Heng’s.
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- Part 2 of silvie’s 5+1 fics
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22 Jul 2026
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Wasted Potential by PaigeGoneRogue
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
12 Jul 2026
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Sometimes, Ellie got the strange sensation of being in a hotel, somewhere completely impermanent and impersonal. It was all too easy to picture the others leaving and simply never coming back, Ellie waiting in the empty space like a sad little foster kitten, ridden with fleas and whining at her food bowl. Then some new group would arrive and inform her it was theirs now, and that would be that. This place she called home could be rid of any trace of her in a matter of hours.
(Or: Ellie is a drug dealer. Joel is a dad. Bonding ensues.)
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12 Jul 2026
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It is hard to be close with someone as important as the general. Beside the obvious threats for one's safety, there is another challenge to be faced—rumours and people who thinks they know everything about anything.
Such environment would be difficult and confusing for everyone, but especially for a child.
Yanqing went through many stages of understanding what his relationship with Jing Yuan was. The final conclusion was shaped by years of overhearing snarky comments, hushed conversation or more boldly stated opinions. Some speculated that the general was cultivation an heir, while others claimed he kept the kid around just to use as a secret weapon. Throughout it all, Jing Yuan never offered a response.
And eventually Yanqing accepted that he was no more than a soldier.
But was he really just that?
(Or: an awful lot of miscommunication finally gets resolved.)
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01 Jul 2026
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caring (you should do it more often) by two_birds_alone_together
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
14 Oct 2023
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Joel and Ellie in the days after Henry and Sam.
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- Part 17 of Bad Things Happen Bingo
- Part 9 of whumptober 2023
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01 Jul 2026
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consider the stay by two_birds_alone_together
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
06 Mar 2024
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As soon as she sees Joel within shooting distance, Ellie lets the gun in her hands fall to the ground. She pulls her knees to her chest, arms wrapped tightly around them, face buried in her arms.
“What’s wrong?” he demands when he thinks she’ll be able to hear him.
She doesn’t look at him or respond other than to hold out her right hand.
It twitches.
Fuck.
(ellie's cordyceps may not be as benign as they first thought)
(or is it)Series
- Part 3 of Cordyceptual
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30 Jun 2026
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a light in the dark of this danger (bookshop!au) by two_birds_alone_together
Fandom The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
25 Aug 2024
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the bookshop au no one asked for
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30 Jun 2026
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a hand to hold, a hug to warm me through by two_birds_alone_together for 6hoursgirl
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
08 Jan 2025
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She must fall asleep because the next thing she knows, Joel is tucking her in. With sleep so welcoming and comfortable, there’s no reason to open her eyes. Normally, he just tucks her in and says good night. Sometimes, when she’s almost asleep, he’ll say “G’night, baby girl” and kiss her head. It’s the only time he calls her that, and as much as she’ll never admit it, it makes her feel special. Wanted.
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(five times joel says goodnight to ellie + one time he doesn't)
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25 Jun 2026
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a monster broken by the rules of love by two_birds_alone_together
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
06 Jun 2025
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“We need to get to the science building.” Her voice cracks; she doesn’t give a fuck. “Now.”
Joel shakes his head. “Ellie—”
“No, listen to me,” she insists, grabbing one of his hands with both of hers. “They… I think they can make it quick. The cure. And… and it’s on your leg, so we have a little time—”
“Ellie.”
“We have… Joel, we have to move. Now.” She jumps to her feet and grabs Callus, leading him to Joel. “Now, Joel.”
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(joel gets bit at the university of eastern colorado)
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24 Jun 2026
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keep you from sorrow and harm by two_birds_alone_together
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
17 Oct 2025
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The crowd parts as Dina barrels through, her jacket half-on and her boots untied, panic written clear across her features. Terror replaces the momentary relief at seeing her alive and unharmed when he sees how frantic she is. That girl doesn’t panic; not like this.
Before he can take another step, she skids to a stop in front of him. “Where’s Ellie?”
“What—”
“She was covering for me,” Dina chokes out, the words tumbling over each other in her rush to get them out. “I wasn’t feeling well, so she took my shift. Where is she?”
Tommy’s world tilts. Ellie. Inside. The words don’t connect at first, then slam into him so hard that he bends forward, hands bracing on his knees as his vision tunnels. Ellie was inside when the fire broke out, and now…
Not Ellie. Christ, not Ellie.
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the tipsy bison catches fire.
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- Part 2 of a light not expected
- Part 5 of bad things happen bingo 2: electric boogaloo
- Part 3 of whumptober 2025
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24 Jun 2026
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September by WatchingTVbutItsFire
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
10 Feb 2024
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September has always been Ellie’s favorite. Favorite month-name, favorite time of year, favorite feeling. In Jackson, September is golden and sweet. Yellow leaves, red apples, the dew in the high grass cold on her ankles. Everyone is ready for things to begin.
It never bothered her, before, that September is when things start to die.
Or, Ellie is trying to begin again, but the past won't stay past.
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21 Jun 2026
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The light blinds me to the light by WatchingTVbutItsFire
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
05 Jun 2023
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“You did do good,” Joel says. “You did almost all of it. That’s how you learn. If you got it right the first time, what would you need me for?”
Ellie grins for real at that. “Who says I need you, anyway?”5 times Joel can't tell the difference between love and dependence +1 time he can
Or: Season 1/ part 1, the live feeds. Featuring sick fic!, yet another post ep 8 fic, a little bit of fluff, several more puns, and even more danger for poor Ellie & Joel.
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21 Jun 2026
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Sweet Little Lies by oliveo_il
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
13 Jun 2026
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"But as Joel wheeled her out of the hospital and helped her into the passenger seat of a musty old truck and told her they were finally going back to Jackson with this bone-tired relief on his face, she decided that whatever she was to Joel mattered after all. It mattered a whole fucking lot.
Because whatever she was to him had earned her all these sweet little things while they were stuck in Salt Lake, and all those little things started making her believe stupid things—that she was important to him, that he liked having her around, that he…
In weaker moments, all those little things made her think that maybe he wanted her.
But then she’d remember those words. The way his voice had been colder than the day they’d met, when she was nothing but cargo for him to carry against his will. She’d gotten so used whatever it was they were until he went and said those stupid fucking words.
"You aren’t my daughter, and I sure as hell ain’t your dad."
And suddenly, on the drive to somewhere that she wanted more than anything to call home, nothing made sense anymore."
Or, Ellie learning how to be part of a family in all the ways that matter
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17 Jun 2026
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I hate you for what you did (and i miss you like a little kid) by Unstablesouplover
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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Joel apologises, and finally admits the truth about the fireflies. Ellie doesn't push him away.
.Its 1am. Im projecting my daddy issues onto Joel.
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17 Jun 2026
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the seat of divine foresight is not childproof by pvlchramors (pulchramors)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
02 Aug 2026
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Pre-canon snippets about Jing Yuan, baby Yanqing, and the very serious problem of accidentally becoming family.
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- Part 3 of A Place Beside You
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07 Jun 2026
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To remain whole by pvlchramors (pulchramors)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
27 May 2026
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A sword does not complain about being drawn too often. It either remains sharp, or it breaks.
After another defeat, Yanqing tries to make himself sharper.
Jing Yuan would rather keep him whole.
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- Part 1 of A Place Beside You
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31 May 2026
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Proof Enough by pvlchramors (pulchramors)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 May 2026
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After Yanqing overtrains until his hand bleeds, Jing Yuan confiscates his sword and returns to his quarters to clean it.
The blood is Yanqing’s. The grief it wakes is older.
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- Part 2 of A Place Beside You
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31 May 2026
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If by chance I talk a little wild by Pati_et_Vivere
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
02 May 2026
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Ellie learns the perils of eavesdropping when she overhears the disturbing truth of just how popular Joel is with the women of Jackson. Faced with the dual trauma of knowing that her dad-type person is not only considered 'attractive' by many, and hearing Joel make a decidedly out-of-character joke about things she doesn't want to think about, Ellie realises there's an element of Joel's life she's been ignoring.
Add to this a deeply unfortunate incident in a bathroom, and Ellie can't help but question whether living with Joel is the best for everyone, or just her?
Or, Ellie finds out people think Joel is sexy. Ellie does not cope well with this information. Things get worse before they get better.
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- Part 3 of The Family They Deserve
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25 May 2026
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In which Yanqing from 70 years in the future travels back in time to the current day Xianzhou Luofu and comes face-to-face with a ghost of his past: his father and former Arbiter-General, Jing Yuan.
Meanwhile, Jing Yuan must learn to face the consequences of his future actions and inactions that have fallen onto his son, and come to terms with the inevitable death that follows in its wake.
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24 May 2026
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can't be my selfish nature by bluedynamite
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
24 Apr 2026
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Dan Heng watched, helpless, as the door closed behind Blade.
Logically, Dan Heng understood why he had to stand outside while Silver Wolf called in Kafka. Loathe as Dan Heng was to admit it, Kafka’s Spirit Whisper was the most reliable way to get Blade’s mara under control. Ultimately, it was best that Dan Heng let Kafka help Blade through his mara episode.
Even if…
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In the aftermath of 4.2, Dan Heng has to contend with what it means to accept his past — and his future.
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06 May 2026