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  1. Public Bookmark 52

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    A collection of married Ryanaim’s kinkier exploits shown through interconnected vignettes

    1. Begging/Overstimulation
    2. Subspace/Breath play
    3. Collars/Gentle sex
    4. Switching/First time bottoming
    5. Deep throating/Dom Drop
    6. Held down/Strength kink
    7. Rope bondage/Safe words
    8. Public sex/Frottage
    9. Orgasm denial/Caught
    10. Kink discovery/Swallowing

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,833
    Chapters:
    3/10
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    389
    Bookmarks:
    52
    Hits:
    5,784

    10 Oct 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love love love love love this

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    it’s a bad day outside to go to the beach

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    grief is a tricky thing.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,939
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    82
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    592

    29 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    really beautiful

  3. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ryan Whelan could count on one hand the times he’d cried in front of another person. He didn’t count the times before age six. Those times were more forgiving. After all, babies cried—it was an accepted fact of life. Toddlers cried, too, sometimes. This was also accepted, though sometimes met with disapproving frowns. After a certain age, Ryan learned it was no longer accepted.

    Or: the one where Ryan refuses to cry, and Naim tries to help

    For Ryanaim Week 2026, nightmares prompt

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,114
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    128
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    781

    29 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    truly in awe of this

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    “You’ve never kissed anyone?” Ryan replies, exasperated and ever so slightly shocked. "But you’re- I mean, look at you.” Naim looks at himself up and down. He has absolutely no idea what Ryan is trying to say, and he absolutely refuses to read into it too much in fear of getting his hopes up.

    “I don’t really know what to tell you. Nobody has ever wanted to kiss me.”

    Or

    Ryan proposes teaching Naim how to kiss so he can make out with that girl he keeps going on about. Naim is so incredibly head over heels he'd say yes to anything Ryan asked.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    53
    Kudos:
    713
    Bookmarks:
    128
    Hits:
    5,270

    19 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    damn!

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Kieren understood what it was like to be fighting yourself, to be struggling uphill while the rest of the world spun around you. Kieren kept Ron company, even when he didn’t mean to. His digging was like a metronome, always starting and stopping at the same time.

    Ron and Kieren share an afternoon together, and take care of each other. That’s kind of it.

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    English
    Words:
    3,468
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    143
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    880

    08 Sep 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so freaking cute

  6. Public Bookmark 60

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    Ryan had only been gone for a week. It should’ve been survivable, but Naim felt sick every time he went to school, sicker every time he texted Ryan but couldn’t see him or touch him. A week felt like a chasm he couldn’t cross, something dark looming over his head.

    or: Ryanaim are down bad, and Naim has a breakdown when Ryan goes on holiday for a week.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,756
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    368
    Bookmarks:
    60
    Hits:
    5,177

    17 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so cute luv this

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    “you look ridiculous.”

    “you look like you want to eat me alive.”

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    ryan and naim dress as cowboys for a halloween party, then they fuck about it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,018
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    406
    Bookmarks:
    101
    Hits:
    8,664

    01 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    unbelievably good

  8. Public Bookmark *

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    Ruffled, Naim stands taller. "What'd you mean 'a guy like me'?"

    Those ice blue irises dip, lazily dragging down to the front of his converse before taking the same path back up again. When they meet Naim's eyes again, there is a glint in them that makes his stomach flip.

    A smirk overtakes the blond's expression. "Dunno. That's what I'm curious about."

    The night begins as just another party that Naim is being dragged along to. However, that changes the moment that Ryan Whelan notices him through the crowd.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,254
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    92
    Kudos:
    1,319
    Bookmarks:
    348
    Hits:
    15,337

    27 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so so so fcking good and cute and well written

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    Naim and Ryan are both keeping a secret from each other.

    Naim learns a thing or two about internet safety.
    Ryan learns a thing or two about Naim.

    ☆

    "Naim: I dont live alone though
     
    Stranger: Wow. wow. youre amazing lol
    Stranger: so someone would hear us if i tried sneaking in? 
    Stranger: hot
     
    Naim: Why would you try sneaking in for?
     
    Stranger: To give you a goodnight’s kiss, of course?
    Stranger: I’ll give your roommate a kiss too if theyre cute enough

    Naim: Ew. No. I live with my mum. 

    Stranger: right. interesting
    Stranger: does she know you like getting hot and bothered with random guys online while she’s sleeping tho?

    Naim: Shut up cunt
    Naim: Fuck you
     
    Stranger: oh i know exactly what you are naim 
    Stranger: you know, youre so rude to me. Im actually a very sweet and loyal guy naim
    Stranger: I could be soooo good to you."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    5/9
    Comments:
    117
    Kudos:
    620
    Bookmarks:
    120
    Hits:
    10,048

    15 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 85

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    naim had done this a dozen times before, but his heart still hammered against his ribs, still raced with the fear of being caught, of someone seeing him climb into ryan whelan’s bedroom like a stray cat looking for warmth.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    444
    Bookmarks:
    85
    Hits:
    5,401

    12 Jul 2026

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    Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.

    Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.

    How absurd was that?

    Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.

    Language:
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    11,148
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    83
    Kudos:
    1,787
    Bookmarks:
    358
    Hits:
    15,950

    07 Jul 2026

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    "I told you there was a funnel web," Ryan gasps against his mouth as Naim rolls his hips again, "because I wanted to touch you."

    Or;

    Naim and Ryan spend the night after they leave Bandee in a motel. They do some much needed talking... and kissing. Mostly kissing.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    37
    Kudos:
    730
    Bookmarks:
    118
    Hits:
    6,032

    27 Jun 2026

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    Naim climbed up the rattling, half-rotted scaffolding, and reached his hand into the fire to pull something out.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    928
    Bookmarks:
    139
    Hits:
    7,328

    22 Jun 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 9

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    Ryan and Naim take up a new hobby- killing- and it makes them both feel things they never expected.

    aka ryan and naim from leviticus (2026) but loosely based on stu and billy from scream (1996) as ghostface killers and they get gay and freak nasty with it

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,850
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,429

    19 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 90

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    “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.” — Matthew 26:41

    Or: Ryan finds Naim alone in the church, and neither of them leaves any holier than they came.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,084
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    644
    Bookmarks:
    90
    Hits:
    6,052

    12 Jun 2026

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    "Don't like it," Shane insisted shakily. "M'not a dog."

    The hand gripping his waist flexed. Ilya tugged the collar again and Shane keened, high and reedy. He took his bottom lip between his teeth to quiet himself. It did nothing to stop him from gasping needily when Ilya's hand shifted to cup him through his jeans.

    "Mm, no, you are not. But you like when I say it, yes?" Ilya pressed, voice low and condescending. It washed over Shane like a drug.

    ---

    Shane gets looped into wearing a dog collar for Halloween. Ilya takes advantage of the situation.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    99
    Kudos:
    3,484
    Bookmarks:
    695
    Hits:
    33,401

    18 May 2026

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    Shane’s ears turned pink, and he looked mortified. There was a long pause before he finally whispered, “I want a pet.” He was looking somewhere over Ilya’s shoulder rather than meeting his eyes.

    Ilya took a long second to process what he was hearing, unsure if he had misheard the English. “A pet? Like dog? You want a dog?”

    "Not exactly."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,908
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    246
    Kudos:
    1,472
    Bookmarks:
    363
    Hits:
    27,585

    12 May 2026

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    Shane will wait. Shane will be patient. Ilya will text him, or Ilya won’t text him. Either way, Shane will be grown and mature about it. And he will not allow himself to be besotted, consumed by the thought of his sweet puppy, his Ilya.

    And he absolutely will not allow himself to continue mentally calling Ilya his.

    Ilya just wants to prove to Mr. Hollander that he can be a good boy. Mr. Hollander is happy to indulge him.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,173
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    430
    Kudos:
    5,812
    Bookmarks:
    911
    Hits:
    84,711

    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    thank u Lord!

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    "So fucking pretty," Ilya says, talking more to himself than Shane. He rubs his cock through the mess on Shane's face and taps it softly against his cheek. "Like a girl."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,266
    Chapters:
    5/6
    Comments:
    315
    Kudos:
    2,995
    Bookmarks:
    750
    Hits:
    59,437

    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    trans shane you are like my guardian angel

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    Ilya hadn’t known the video existed. If he had known, he would have paid someone to have it destroyed. Would have paid someone to murder Kuznetsov, maybe, just for redundancy's sake. But it was peak stupidity, to keep evidence of your homosexual perversion around in a country where that crime could get you sent to jail for several decades, and Ilya hadn’t thought that Kuznetsov would be that dumb.

    Now here Ilya was, watching a video of his fourteen-year-old self on Twitter getting fucked by his former hockey coach.

    So. There go the plans for the rest of his life.

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    Or: in 2018, during Ilya's last year with the Raiders, an old video is leaked on Twitter. Ilya reacts, or overreacts. Shane does, too.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,773
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    947
    Kudos:
    12,125
    Bookmarks:
    2,630
    Hits:
    125,691

    09 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    unbelievably good. chap3 made me cry. made me feel very seen

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