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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    The thomastair make out session, because cc didn't give it to us and we deserve it

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    06 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    "Alastair stopped him with a hand on his chest. “Do you know how this works?” he asked again, giving up any pretense of snarky confidence.
    When Thomas just blinked again in confusion, Alastair said, “You know. What comes… after this.”
    Alastair figured that coming right out with the word “sex” would frighten him off."

    Otherwise known as: a certain first kiss in the Sanctuary gets a little more carried away than either of them might have intended.

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    05 Sep 2026

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    It’s then that Eddie’s hands stutter to a halt, palms pressed to the soft flesh of Buck’s belly. Blinking foggily, Buck catches Eddie’s line of sight, to the way his gaze has drifted to the very noticeable bulge in Buck’s sweats. 

    “Fuck,” whispers Buck hurriedly, a fiery dose of humiliation and shame washing over him. His heart thumps miserably beneath his ribcage, and he swallows against a swell of nausea. “Fuck, I— I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” 

    Buck looks up again in time to catch Eddie’s eyes, now trained on Buck’s warm face. 

    God, Eddie’s not even doing anything, and Buck’s about to bust. He’s— he’s on a hair trigger, like he’s sixteen again. 

    After a too-long moment, Eddie clears his throat. Almost whispering, he says, “It’s okay. It happens. It’s… pain receptors; your body is just… you’re in overdrive. Adrenaline. It’s normal.”

    OR: Buck’s humiliation ritual of the day.

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    04 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    Naim has almost forgotten what it's like to feel those cruel hands around his throat. It’s so lightning fast, so strong, it actually shoves the breath from his lungs like a pastry roller, flattening his body from the feet up. He flails uselessly as he chokes, clawing at its forearm. Not-Ryan smiles at him, a detached, empty thing, dragging its eyes up and down Naim’s prone body, before it does something it has never done before. It flips him over onto his stomach and starts clawing at his belt.

    In the few months since they leave Bandee, Ryan and Naim experience a youth shelter, a birthday, and several hard weeks out on the street. The entity goes through its own evolutions, too.

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    26 Aug 2026

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    Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.

    Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.

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    11 Aug 2026

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    Shane's eyes burned. "What if I hadn't noticed?"

    "But you did."

    "But what if I hadn't?"

    Ilya pulled Shane against his chest, wrapping his arms around him. "You would have. Because you are Shane Hollander. When Shane Hollander has goal—like goal to keep our baby safe—nothing gets past him." He pressed a kiss to Shane's temple. "Is blessing and curse, yes? But mostly blessing."

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    3 times Shane's hypervigilance caught something wrong with their kids before anyone else did, and 1 time Ilya had to confiscate his laptop.

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    11 Aug 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    Reddit users share their off-ice encounters with MLH players.

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    11 Aug 2026

  8. Rec 89

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    "I'm not sure—" J.J.'s brow furrowed. "—all I'm seeing are vague statements. They're still standing by for updates from airport officials." From the way he said it, Shane could clearly tell he was quoting directly from whatever article he was skimming through.

    Shane's stomach plummeted. He watched as his other teammates began pulling out their own phones, murmuring to each other as they all checked the news.

    His hands felt too numb to do the same.

    "Fuck—" Comeau whistled. "—look, they managed to get a shot of it still in the air. Damn wing's on fire."

    Written for Hollanov Writers Camp August 7 Prompt: What if Shane didn't know if Ilya was okay after the almost plane crash?

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    10 Aug 2026

  9. Rec 89

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    He was down so bad for the way that John held him, the way he nibbled and sucked on Bob’s sensitive skin, that he completely forgot how to think. Then John pulled his mouth away, replaced it with his left hand, and an unexpectedly cold sensation pressed itself against the saliva he had left behind. It took Bob a second to realize that the tiny, cold band was his wedding ring.

    “Walker.” John’s hands slid into Bob’s shirt and even though he wanted to focus on the intensity of the fingers on his waist, all he could feel was that one sliver of metal. “Walker.”

    “I got you, baby.”

    Bob, not realizing that John is already divorced, tries to end their affair.

    Or: Five times John wore his wedding ring and one time he didn't.

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    10 Aug 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    Once upon a time, Ilya had put a pretty girl in the passenger seat of his Porsche and fingered her while he pushed 120 down the interstate. He’d kissed drunk boys in seedy European clubs. He’d been impossibly hot, impossibly cool.

    Moreover, he was impossibly ill-prepared for the dizzying experience of being Shane Hollander’s boyfriend. Because Shane was turning out to be a really good boyfriend, the kind that quietly handled expensive restaurant checks, the kind that made soup when he was sick and held open his coat for him.

    Ilya basically had no choice but to get hard about it.

    Or: a 5+1 of Ilya versus Shane’s boyfriendisms, told over the years.

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    09 Aug 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    They’ve got less than four hundred bucks on them. Naim only had a creased twenty in his wallet when he got out of his mother’s car, the rest is Ryan’s, crumpled bills he’s been nicking from his parents for ages now. Meant for what, “I don’t even know,” he admitted sheepishly, exhaustion bleeding from his eyes, “Maybe for this.” 

    Ryan sits on the yellowing laminate floor of the bathroom while Naim showers, visible the entire time through the hard water build up clouding the shower curtain a milky white. He lends Naim a pair of clean underwear to wear, navy boxer briefs that match the bruises spotting Naim’s body, all the places that thing slammed into him, and held him down, and hurt him—

    “I don’t have any clothes.” Naim says stupidly to the blurry outline of Ryan moving behind the shower curtain when it’s his turn.

    [Or: Naim and Ryan, after]

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    09 Aug 2026

  12. Rec 24

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    “He’s dead, Ilya. He’s gone.” There it was, the feeling of being knocked off his feet, of being hit by a train.

    The earth spun around him, picked him up, and dropped him off in a new world, one where David Hollander, the closest thing he’d ever had to a loving father, was dead and life would never be the same.

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    A story of making it through loss. Told through Ilya's POV.

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    08 Aug 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    “Did youmean it? I-can fuckother men?” The slurred speech hit Ilya.

    Silence. Followed by much more silence.

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    Ilya Rozanov suggests to Shane that he would be okay with Shane seeing other men while they are apart, on the road, if he wanted to. Shane reacts poorly and the subsequent fight and issues this causes is more of a problem than Ilya expected. He wishes he could take it back.

    OR- A slightly longer look into that part of The Long Game when Ilya suggests this. I always wanted it to have a plot, instead of a few paragraphs. So here it is.

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    08 Aug 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 72

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    Ryan has a theory and he’s eager to test it. Four experiments and one confirmation later, he also finds out something new about himself.

    Or: a slightly different(?) kind of 5+1 fic

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    07 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane healed from his accident well. There were scars, of course, ugly scars, but it was only a few months before he was back on the ice. Everything was fine. Except for one thing.

    Ilya wouldn't touch him.

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    07 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 64

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    But then, Buck whined right into his ear, his hips stuttering up gently into him. It was soft, quiet, and Eddie almost didn't hear it over the sound of his own heavy breaths. He felt his own boxers stiffen then, his cock twitching with interest.

    Fuck.

    It's not his fault, really. He was a 30-odd year old man who had just discovered himself, and his best friend was arguably incredibly attractive. And apparently, hung as fuck, too. With how big he was, Eddie could feel Buck's tip pressing up against his hole, even through their boxers, and each thrust of his hips, however slight they may be, was driving Eddie a little insane.

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    Buck humps Eddie in his sleep. Eddie loses his mind about it.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    "That smell, I know that smell." Ilya is visibly confused but his pupils have dilated slightly, his body catching on before his brain can catch up. "Is that—? What are you wearing?"

    "It's just cologne. I thought that's what people did before this kind of thing." Shane puts his hands in his pockets and tries to look casual. He is absolutely not going to laugh at the bewildered look on Ilya's face.

    "What kind of thing? What are you talking about?"

    "You know. Before meeting up like this." He swallows. Squares his shoulders. "I mean, I gave you my room number. I told you I wasn't a chicken."

    He can pinpoint the exact moment that it clicks into place for Ilya what is happening. His mouth falls open. "You… it's— Hollander," he exhales. His eyes have gone almost entirely black and his breathing is ragged.

    Shane leans back against the door and tilts his chin down, looking up at Ilya through his eyelashes. "This is such a bad idea."

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    Scent is a pretty strong memory trigger. Shane finds the cologne he wore the night they first met up in Room 1410, and decides a do-over might be fun.

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    05 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Having someone look at you as if they are dissecting you, digging down into your very core was a terrifying idea. But everything felt a little less scary when Naim was with Ryan.

     

    Finally, Ryan's eyes settle, staring directly into Naim's. "But, you're all I've ever wanted Naim"

     

    It's said with so much certainty, Naim can't even try to push back.

     

    "Is it bad i still miss my mum?" Naim's voice comes out barely above a whisper.

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    Essentially just what the title says, a day in Naim and Ryan’s lives eight months after they left Bandee. Really just an excuse to implement many of my headcannons.

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    05 Aug 2026

  19. Rec *

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    Look at that. Another white guy with his little Asian sugar baby.

    Twenty-seven years, and not once has a stranger looked at David Hollander and his son and seen a father. Then Ilya Rozanov sits beside him in a restaurant and a server says, "Can I get anything else for you and your son?" David does not correct him.`

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    04 Aug 2026

  20. Rec *

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    Ilya Rozanov starts taking anti-depressants in the 2015-2016 season. His dick stops working, and that only changes everything.

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    02 Aug 2026

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