1 - 20 of 29 Bookmarks by heatedloon428

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Hockey players are too intense. But you are maybe worse. I can see it on your face. But I especially can feel it on your body.”

    Shane wants to be offended, but Ilya’s hands travel lower now, close enough to the hem of his briefs that circle his thighs, and it makes his breath catch. Ilya taps the fabric gently.

    “Do you ever let yourself feel, Shane Hollander?”

    Shane takes in another sharp breath.

    “Do you ever let go?”

    <3

    or: shane is an excellent hockey player with control issues, ilya is a yoga instructor (amongst other things) with a talent (or, maybe, a very unprofessional approach) to undoing people carefully, and they surrender to each other at a retreat meant for healing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    132,422
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    879
    Kudos:
    1,445
    Bookmarks:
    847
    Hits:
    51,918

    27 Sep 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Shane.” Ilya says sharply, “You are wearing my jersey.” His tone is low, hungry, and he’s looking at Shane like he wants to devour him where he stands.

    Suddenly, it clicks in Shane’s head. 

    “Yeah I am. You got a problem with that?” Shane grins slyly, taking a step closer, his face no more than a hairsbreadth away from Ilya’s own as he purrs, “Captain Rozanov?”

     

    (Featuring Ilya Rozanov’s possessive streak and how he loses his mind seeing Shane in his jersey. Also turning the word ‘Captain’ into a kink bc this is Hollanov we’re talking about.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,912
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    947
    Bookmarks:
    155
    Hits:
    9,107

    24 Sep 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    They’re finally alone, and Shane can’t get close enough to his husband.

    Holy shit. He has a husband.

    -OR-

    Wedding night sex featuring down bad Ilya and carefree, happy, slightly drunk Shane.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,387
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    248
    Kudos:
    4,853
    Bookmarks:
    1,306
    Hits:
    53,497

    20 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    What if Shane wins MVP instead of Ilya in Vegas?
    What if Ilya has to do EVERYTHING that Shane wants. And not because Shane demands it, but because Ilya is exactly where he wants to be.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,448
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    234
    Kudos:
    2,332
    Bookmarks:
    809
    Hits:
    39,478

    09 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 72

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are rivals.

    Everyone in the hockey world knows it. Every game between them is a battle, every glance across the ice carries the tension of years spent competing against each other.

    What no one knows is that beneath the rivalry, there has always been something else.

    A want. A pull. A desire neither of them has ever been willing to admit out loud.

    Four years into their rivalry, a post-game argument leaves them trapped together in an old equipment closet beneath the arena. Outside, a heatwave grips the city. Inside, the temperature keeps rising, and two people who have spent years pretending they don’t want each other are forced to sit with the truth.

    With nowhere to go and no way to avoid each other, Shane and Ilya have to confront what has been there all along.

    The rivalry was always real, but so was everything else.

    When the door finally opens, will they still be able to go back to being rivals?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,407
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    309
    Bookmarks:
    72
    Hits:
    4,147

    09 Sep 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet.

    Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth.

    Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up.

    Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite
    now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    93,547
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    2,463
    Kudos:
    22,732
    Bookmarks:
    8,308
    Hits:
    570,657

    04 Sep 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Does he go down on you?”

    Shane does his best to resist rolling his eyes. “Dude. He sucks my dick.”

    “No, I meant like…” Hayden makes the world’s most awkward circling gesture. “Back there.”

    “Oh! You mean does he eat my ass? Yes. And I eat his too.”

    “And the prostate — does he lick it?”

    Shane and Hayden get drunk together and Shane lets Hayden ask all the nasty questions he’s always had about gay sex.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,825
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    798
    Kudos:
    10,746
    Bookmarks:
    1,009
    Hits:
    55,758

    04 Sep 2026

  8. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Can’t hang out tonight, Hayd. I have plans.”

    “Bullshit,” Hayden responds. “You never have plans.”

    Objectively, this used to be true. Nowadays Shane has many, many plans, between his nightly plans to look at Ilya’s penis through Skype and his various long-term plans laid out helpfully in his notebook, Canva (For Ilya’s sake. He is a visual learner), and more recently, Excel. Shane loves that excel sheet. He’s colour coded it.

     

    In 2017, Shane Hollander spirals and proposes to his boyfriend of 4 days (or 7 years, or 9 years, or not his boyfriend at all, depending on how you look at it), which leads to a lot of plans, weird theories in the Montreal Voyageur locker room, some Twitter drama, and Ilya Rozanov entering his WAG era.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    118,812
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    5,906
    Kudos:
    35,231
    Bookmarks:
    12,204
    Hits:
    1,076,561

    04 Sep 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Someone somewhere said any two people on earth can be linked with only 6 degrees of separation. Shane played this game in his head sometimes. He would make up maps of these links, just for the exercise of it. What he didn't do was map his connection to Ilya Rozanov, who had yet to walk into his life and crash down all 6 degrees of separation in one reckless fell swoop. Shane didn't know it, but he was already 6 degrees away from Ilya Rozanov. Because Shane was driving to Montreal, and Montreal was where a modeling agency he didn't know the name of was based. And that modeling agency recently put an ad out for a new campaign. That ad was seen by a girl named Svetlana who had curly hair and a quick, smart tongue. And that girl had called her best friend, Ilya Rozanov, and said, “There's work for you in Montreal, if you're good enough.” And Ilya Rozanov had been good enough, and was finally, finally getting out of Moscow after 19 miserable years. And those 6 degrees of separation would soon be just 1, because Ilya Rozanov & Shane Hollander would be existing in the same city without either knowing the other one existed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    187,708
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    3,122
    Kudos:
    3,771
    Bookmarks:
    1,963
    Hits:
    203,325

    02 Sep 2026

  10. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    This one's for all the smut lovers!

    Shane and Ilya have been happily married for 3 years.

    Ilya finds a box under the bed with a book inside.

    He discovers Shane's kink list.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    450,840
    Chapters:
    75/85
    Comments:
    5,391
    Kudos:
    2,735
    Bookmarks:
    1,019
    Hits:
    196,887

    02 Sep 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane and Luke were highschool sweethearts, they had plans to go into the NHL together, play alongside each other, start to really plan their future as a couple.

    But when an injury crushes Shane's only dream, he's forced to sit back and watch as his boyfriend goes onto do everything that should've been his.

    Everything except beating the best player in the entire NHL league.

    Or,

    Shane had grown tired of his boyfriend, Ilya Rozanov is more than happy to give him an upgrade.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    28,748
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    608
    Kudos:
    13,541
    Bookmarks:
    3,365
    Hits:
    154,433

    01 Sep 2026

  12. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Dare.” Rozanov takes a shot of vodka.

    “You’re supposed to drink if you can’t do the dare, idiot.” Jackie rolls her eyes.

    “That’s the third time he’s downed a shot before the dare, I don’t think he understands the rules, or he just wants to get reeeally drunk.” JJ toasts. A grin on his face as he downs the last bit of his beer as if he, also, doesn’t understand the rules.

    “I daaare yoooou….” Hayden singsongs, speech slightly slurred as he leans back, considering. “To play gay chicken with Shane.”

    “What?” Shane’s head snaps towards Hayden. “I’m not even playing the game!”

    Or

    Shane and Ilya play a game of Gay Chicken and the whole thing gets a little out of control

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,830
    Chapters:
    6/7
    Comments:
    469
    Kudos:
    2,141
    Bookmarks:
    697
    Hits:
    52,782

    01 Sep 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 18

    Tags
    Summary

    Ilya will be haunted for the rest of his life by a dream nightmare that led to him having to immediately get himself off.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,521
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    217
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1,666

    01 Sep 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    His entire body felt tense as the door was pushed open. He trained his eyes on the floor, monologuing before he could stop himself,

    “Just so you know, my buddies paid for this dance for me and I’m sure you’re very nice and very pretty and good at what you do but I’m actually gay so you can just- Do what you need to do but I don’t want you to be offended because I’m not as into this as you’re probably…usually…used to…”

    He trailed away as he looked up, and met the eyes of the very tall, very broad, very handsome man leaning against the doorframe.

    They stared at each other, and Shane blinked, struck dumb.

    Or, the night of JJ's bachelor party, Shane is forced into a lap dance he very much does not want. Until he does, and everything changes.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    70,216
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1,244
    Kudos:
    12,134
    Bookmarks:
    3,499
    Hits:
    227,471

    31 Aug 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 45

    Tags
    Summary

    Something shifts the moment they get back to the cottage after Shane’s birthday dinner.

    Then the music starts.

    What follows is a birthday gift wrapped in black silk, black lace, and a very strict no touching rule. Shane tries his best to behave. Unfortunately, Ilya Rozanov in eyeliner turns out to be more than any man was meant to endure.

    Or: Ilya gives Shane a show, Shane completely loses his mind about it, and they somehow end the night even more in love than they started.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,175
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    224
    Bookmarks:
    45
    Hits:
    2,389

    31 Aug 2026

  16. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Now that Shane has started his sophomore year at Boston University, he wants nothing but to focus on his classes, play hockey, and forget about The Incident that happened at the end of his freshman year. Of course that would be easier without Ilya Rozanov, who lives in the same frat house as him, reminding him of it every three seconds.

    Ilya wants to finish his studies and go pro. His father is paying for him to be here on the condition that he passes all his classes before signing a contract. He should be focusing on that rather than thinking about the boy two doors down from his bedroom.

    And what's the best way to get over someone you can't stop thinking about? Get under them of course.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    99,241
    Chapters:
    17/18
    Comments:
    911
    Kudos:
    1,388
    Bookmarks:
    805
    Hits:
    73,744

    31 Aug 2026

  17. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It happens in an instant.

    Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.

    “Don’t touch me.”

    The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.

    It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.

    OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,658
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    1,123
    Kudos:
    33,490
    Bookmarks:
    8,276
    Hits:
    585,040

    31 Aug 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    [Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov sit in chairs in the Ottawa Centaurs locker room. Behind them several of their teammates, including Luca Haas, Troy Barrett, Zane Boodram, Wyatt Hayes, Evan Dykstra, Nick Chouinard, Tanner Dillon, and several rookies stand behind them. Shane sits with his arms crossed in the chair, looking slightly uncomfortable, while Ilya appears relaxed with his legs spread wide as he smiles at Shane. Harris Drover's voice can be heard behind the camera.]

    Harris: Alright, everyone, I'm going to ask you questions about who is more likely to do something between Shane and Ilya, and then you'll move behind the one you think the statement most matches, and if you think it equally applies, you can stand in the middle. Sound good?

    [There's a chorus of agreement, except for one loud, 'no' from Shane, and Zane playfully ruffles his hair causing Shane to blush, his scowl lightening slightly.]

    Harris: Great! Okay, here's the first question.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,491
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    366
    Kudos:
    13,372
    Bookmarks:
    1,200
    Hits:
    60,910

    31 Aug 2026

  19. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane Hollander's tenant is loud, high-maintenance, and personally responsible for at least half of the building's maintenance budget. Ilya Rozanov thinks his landlord is an uptight old man with an unhealthy attachment to building code. They have exactly one thing in common: they hate each other.

    Featuring: smoke detectors, rooftop renovations, and sexual tension disguised as property maintenance.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    34,857
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    762
    Kudos:
    1,982
    Bookmarks:
    772
    Hits:
    47,058

    30 Aug 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 16

    Tags
    Summary

    "They started to list all the things they love about their husbands…" Shane hiccupped quietly and it was the most adorable sound. "And I missed you so bad all of a sudden I wanted to cry."

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    647
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    282
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    2,790

    30 Aug 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation