14 Bookmarks by helila

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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Commander Shepard comes across a mysterious organization, The Oxcart Corporation, when she receives an SOS on an abandoned mine shaft somewhere in Sigurd's Cradle. What she uncovers is more than a dirty business; she finds a project that must be stopped at all costs.

    (After the events of ME2, including Arrival DLC).

    If you're just here for smut (I'm not judging you at all, we've all been there), just skip to chapter 14.

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    07 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 4

    Mystery Work

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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    20 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark *

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    The war is over and Shepard's still alive.
    Except she doesn't really understand what war everyone is talking about, or who half of these people are... The last thing she does remember is the Normandy blowing up over Alchera. Which apparently was a few years ago, and things had changed a lot during that time. She doesn't even know which bothers her more: that everyone wants her to be someone she's not, or that Garrus has been strangely distant ever since she woke up...

    TL;DR: Shepard survives the Crucible but loses all her memories since Cerberus rebuilt her. Shakarian angst and regular angst, all mixed up together into a nice hurt/comfort cocktail. Despite the scary tags this has a happy ending.

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    20 May 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 11

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    A clone of Commander Shepard wakes up for the first time. She is not aware she is a clone, let alone who Shepard was. It is an odd start to life.
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    People in coats come in and out of your room. These people have red and orange skin and big black eyes. You have never seen your own face, but you have seen your arms and legs and know from the color of your skin and more numerous fingers that you are different from them. The people notice your eyes follow them as they move around the room. This interests them. They huddle around you and talk to each other as they shine a flashlight in your eyes. You do not understand what they are saying, but it is clear they are talking about you. Eventually they come to a decision and leave.

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    13 Mar 2025

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    SHIELD has fallen and the Winter Soldier is in the wind, and far more formidable than anybody thought.

    Not only is he staying hidden from all the world’s intelligence agencies (how), but he’s doing so while modeling for fashion magazines (what), posting videos about himself (why), gaining an internet following that absolutely includes Clint (and to his regret, Sam), and punching a whole lot of Nazis (in the face. with bullets).

    Steve is absolutely supportive, much to everyone else’s concern.

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    04 Mar 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 24

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    "You’ve seen the tattered edges of the veil they’ve thrown across your eyes. You’ve found the dark corners that they can’t hide. But understand this before you enter: Once you step through these doors, there’s no going back. Once the veil has been ripped down, you can no longer return to hiding behind it.”

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    Shepard lives out her life on the Citadel as she struggles to make sense of a warped reality. Her understanding of the nature of the universe is upended by a message from someone named "Archangel" who promises her precious answers, if only she can evade the monster hunting her in the shadows. But how deep does the rabbit hole go?

    The Truth can be a dangerous thing.

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    (It's the Matrix, but make it Mass Effect)

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    14 Jan 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 66

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    Shepard and Garrus both fight in the First Contact War, but fate brings them together on the icy moon of Saturn: Enceladus. Garrus gravely injured and all alone is saved by Shepard who just lost her whole squad and is stuck on a research station until communications come back.

    Little comic companion pieces I did while writing my work in progress fic, Children of Earth and Sky.

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    03 Jan 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Shepard grits her teeth and roars as she stamps on the throttle, the G-force pressing her shoulders back in the seat. Something like panic is surging through her. Whatever magic she found on the last lap unravelled when Garrus came blasting out of the pit lane; she’d have the title locked in already if it wasn’t for him and that thought alone is a cape to a bull.

    They’re running out of race and the second she leaves the car, everything - the questions, the stories, everything - will be out of her control. She can’t lose this. She can’t lose this to him."

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    02 Mar 2023

  9. Public Bookmark 6

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    Charley Shepard was a colony kid with big dreams. She wanted to be a soldier, to be a hero. She wanted to explore the galaxy and to fall in love. But fate had other plans for her.

    With her home destroyed, her family dead, Charley is saved by the Blue Suns, a mercenary group that practically runs the Terminus Systems. Without anyone she loves left, she begins a life of crime, her dreams of being a hero lost under the anger and trauma she now carries on her shoulders.

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    15
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    22 Sep 2021

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    After the destruction of the SSV Normandy and its commander, the former crew flounders as they look for what comes next. Amidst the looming threat of galactic destruction, some seek control; others--direction. Garrus can’t change what's happening in Council Space, can’t fix the broken system he knows, but he can go somewhere where he can make his own rules…

    Omega.

    As he struggles to come to terms with his past, his growing anxiety, and grief, Garrus knows he’s behaving recklessly. But if he's going to throw his life away, he can make it mean something.

    Enter Sidonis. Sidonis doesn’t have any answers. He doesn’t have power or control. But he has something Garrus needs: something to fight for. And the intel and spunk to make it happen. For Sidonis, Garrus might just be the way out he’s craved his whole life…

    The story of Archangel: Angst, obsession, love, betrayal, revenge, forgiveness, acceptance, and the grey spaces in between.

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    Chapters:
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    13 Sep 2021

  11. Public Bookmark 29

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    “I can’t ask you to throw your life away.”

    Garrus smirked, in his own way. “Aw, but I’m really good at that.”

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    After the destruction of the Alpha Relay, Garrus convinces Shepard to run rather than surrender.

    What remains of the crew of the Normandy re-invent themselves as mercenaries on Omega, waging a guerilla war against Cerberus, waiting for the world to end.

    Life goes on, but not as Shepard’s ever known it.

    Episodic/slice of life, some humor, quite a bit of angst, intermittent plot. Medium-to-slow burn, smut eventually.

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    Chapters:
    7/20
    Comments:
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    24 Aug 2021

  12. Public Bookmark 14

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    BREAKING NEWS: Commander Shepard, first human Spectre, has been declared rogue. Details of her crimes are still coming in. The Council reportedly gives an unnamed turian the Spectre rank and an inside source claims the turian is tasked with finding the rogue agent. Subscribe via omni-tool for further information.

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    17 Aug 2021

  13. Public Bookmark 42

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    Jane Shepard; the Hero of the Blitz and the Butcher of Torfan. Left with nothing after being dishonourably discharged from the Alliance, and given everything by Aria T'Loak when she drifted into Omega. Slightly unhinged and totally uncontrollable, the ex Alliance soldier takes merc contracts when she feels like it and runs a booming fight club on her off days. There are hundreds of batarians with grudges to fight, and she is determined to fight them all.

    Garrus Vakarian; sick of his life and sick of the restrictions and always being told no at C-Sec, leaves in pursuit of Doctor Saleon. His search takes him to Omega, where he realises that the station is in dire need of help. He builds a vigilante squad to help wipe out crime, but in the end, it is he who needs help.

    An AU where Shepard's back story happened, but the reapers never did.

    Eventual smut.

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    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
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    15 Jun 2021

  14. Public Bookmark 96

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    No, really, humans are just like that.

    Humans are incorrigible and unstoppable, as the Council races have discovered. Hilarity ensues.

     

    Beta'd by Iron_Angel.

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    395
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    96
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    3,753

    21 May 2021

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