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“Yeah but they don’t have the fucking balls to come in here after me, especially not if you’re here.”
“And what if I’m not, one day? I don’t live here you know, kid.”
“Ellie,” she corrects him, unaware that Joel already knows her name from the first night those kids were after her, “my name is Ellie.”
He waves her words away. “My point still stands.”
(modern AU where Ellie keeps finding her way to Joel's worksite)
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- Part 1 of alterations
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- English
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17 Apr 2023
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baby's first blackout by PenAndInkPrincess
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
13 Apr 2023
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When she takes the first cup of warm cider at the harvest party from a boy a year ahead of her at school named Daniel, she wrinkles her nose a bit at the first sip. It has a sort of burn to it, and she rubs her tongue against the roof of her mouth, feeling it out. She takes a second sip, trying to determine what it is, but against sweet apple and spices, it’s hard to pick it out.
“What’s in this?” She asks him, as he hands two other kids cups of the same stuff.
“That’s some special juice,” he says with a wink. The emphasis is clearly supposed to mean something to her, but she can’t fathom what it might be beyond the simple fact that it’s hot apple juice with stuff in it. She thinks she heard someone call in nulled, but that doesn’t mean anything to her, and Joel isn’t here to explain it.
(ellie accidentally gets white girl wasted at a harvest festival) (joel gets a little more white haired worried in response)
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13 Apr 2023
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As the ambassador’s secretary, there’s only one thing that annoys you more than arrogant DEA agent, Javier Peña: the fact that you (unfortunately—unequivocally) have the hots for arrogant DEA agent, Javier Peña.
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10 Apr 2023
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shearly beloved by PenAndInkPrincess
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
25 Mar 2023
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The day of Jackson’s sheep shearing, Ellie’s up before the sun.
Joel, predictably, is not.
She’s learned that settled into the peace of Jackson, he is very much not a morning person. She’d suspected as much from how his grumpiness was always at peak in the mornings while they were on the road, but sharing a house has really made it sink in that unless there’s a world-saving quest ahead of him, Joel would quite happily never see the day before at least 8 in the morning, which is one of the reasons he usually ends up taking later patrols when he can.
Fortunately (and unfortunately) for him, though, it’s sheep shearing day, and she’s ready to see if he was full of shit about liking sheep or not.
(day in the life of ellie and joel in jackson liVING THE SOFT AND HAPPY LIVES THEY DESERVE)
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26 Mar 2023
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She didn’t used to hate school. She didn’t love it, but she likes reading, and science is objectively cool.
But now, each time she sits in class, all she can think about is David saying, “I was a teacher, taught kids about your age,” and then she can’t help but stare at the teachers and think, “Are you a monster, too?” Every smile, every encouragement, every smiley face on her quizzes, all of them just make her think of sitting across a fire from someone trying to make her laugh, knowing already that it was only an attempt to make her drop her guard enough to-
She doesn’t trust teachers, is the key point.
(ellie has a rocky start settling into jackson) (now if she'd only learn to ask for help)
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26 Mar 2023
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as you cradle my names, i carve out yours by omgahgase
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
21 Mar 2023
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To Ellie, Joel is so unbelievably special. And she wants to level the new territory they’ve found themselves in: Joel calling her every sugarcoated name of endearment under the sun with a voice full of that something neither of them has been able to say.
But Ellie…well.
Ellie doesn’t know what the fuck to call him.
Or: Ellie is one second away from going on a teenage girl rampage because names are hard and thinking of a name for Joel is harder, especially if nothing fucking fits.
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- Part 1 of me and mine
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- English
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- 7,415
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- 1/1
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21 Mar 2023
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I Think I Saved Myself By Saving You by Not_So_Mundane_After_All_97
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
26 Feb 2023
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Another series of coughs rips through Ellie's throat, nearly knocking her out of bed. She leans over the edge and heaves like she's about to let out everything she's eaten in the past twenty-four hours. It sounds like she has a rattle stuck in her chest; her breath is all wheezy and loud like an old engine, and it makes Joel's blood run cold. It's like her lungs are filled with fluid.
If this is pneumonia, they are fucked.
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The morning Ellie is supposed to head out with Tommy, she gets sick.
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20 Mar 2023
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Settle Our Bones by batmoniker, justbeyondstars, motleyfam
Fandom: Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types, DCU (Comics), Super Sons (Comics)
17 Sep 2025
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A hurt/comfort focused series where Jason never dies, but the Waynes’ weird neighbor kid gets strung along for the ride all the same.
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20 Mar 2023
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and if you find me, will you know me? (sometimes when he looks at me, I know he needs you, you're all that he sees) by dewonthevine
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
20 Mar 2023
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"She pushed the door as quietly as possible, but her foot got stuck in something and she stumbled forward, making way more noise than she had intended to.
So, of course, as one does, Ellie cursed. “Fuck fuck fuck.”
It didn’t matter if she was whispering cause soon enough, she realised the light of the kitchen was switched on, which could only mean one thing.
Fuck me.
She closed her eyes while struggling to close the door, and managed what must’ve been a very crooked smile with a ridiculous wave to Joel, sitting on the chair by the kitchen counter, a cup of coffee in front of him. “… Hi !”
And boy, had it been a while since Joel had seen a drunk teenager coming home; but he knew one when he saw one."
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Ellie comes back home drunk, and overshares a little.
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20 Mar 2023
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an ocean quiet beneath our skin by Vulpecula_et_Anser
Fandom: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
11 Mar 2023
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In which no one’s brain needs to be resected, and Joel and Ellie get to contend with the fact that the aftermath of saving the world is pretty fucking anticlimactic.
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20 Mar 2023
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i know he needs you (you’re all that he sees) by thelanguageoflovers
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
19 Mar 2023
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Strictly speaking, he’s not wrong. Ellie is angry - has been since she said goodbye to Riley’s lifeless body - and ever since Silver Lake, it’s been pressing down on her chest and leaving no room for her lungs to expand.
But she’s not going to yell at him for it. She won’t- she won’t do it. Not when she’s already so completely fucked up and so, so close to driving him away. If she yells at him, and if he walks away, then she’s gone. Without Joel to protect her, without Jackson to call home, without someone next to her and somewhere to go, she’s fucked.
So she does the one thing she’s never been good enough to do. She keeps her fucking mouth shut. Because she’d rather let all this anger and sadness ruin her than let Joel see it. She’d rather drown in it, let it swallow her whole, than lose him for it. It fucking hurts, but it’s better than watching him give up on her.
OR: Joel tells the truth.
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- English
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20 Mar 2023
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I went with you up to the place you grew up in (you must've been lookin' for me, sending smoke signals) by dewonthevine
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
19 Mar 2023
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Sarah had been gone longer than he had her in his life and yet everything about her remained familiar, known; because he’d been there and he’d seen it all.
It wasn’t like that with Ellie.
He met her when she was just 14, and yet she already had a lifetime's worth of memories he didn’t get to see.
Or;
Ellie and Joel explore an abandoned FEDRA military preparatory school during a patrol, and Joel has feelings about not being there for the first fourteen years of Ellie's life, the way he was for Sarah's.
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19 Mar 2023
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The world where Bruce went to therapy by shanahane
Fandom: Batman - All Media Types, DCU, DCU (Comics), Nightwing (Comics), Nightwing - Fandom, Superman - All Media Types, Teen Titans - All Media Types, Young Justice (Cartoon), Young Justice - All Media Types
24 Sep 2023
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These are all one-shots in which Bruce went to therapy instead of becoming Batman. Some of them may be related, I'll mention that in the notes if that's the case.
Some are alternative universe fics in multiple ways, like No Capes+Reverse Robin. All are self-indulgent and feature mainly Bruce with Dick, Jason, Tim, and Damian because they are the ones I feel most comfortable writing. All other relationships like Dick/Wally will be listed in the tags.
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- 23
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18 Mar 2023