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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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- Part 4 of cjo + hr
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21 Feb 2026
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treat me like an afterthought by lupus (lupuswrites)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Listen, I know the sweater is ugly, but it’s rude to stare,” Shane said peevishly. He was overstimulated and wanted to go home, the last thing he needed was some dickhead staring at him.
Ilya took a long drag of his cigarette, eyes still not leaving Shane.
“Maybe staring is not bad thing,” Ilya said. “Maybe I stare because you are very pretty.”
Shane floundered before he could form real words. “Well. That’s stupid.”
“The staring? Or you being very pretty?”Or: A meet-ugly turned friends with benefits frat boy college au. Shane is convinced he’s nothing more than just another hookup on Ilya’s extensive roster. Ilya’s spent his whole summer plotting on how best to lock Shane down. Misunderstandings, emotional constipation, and terrible communication skills have nothing on Ilya Rozanov's persistence when it comes to getting his man.
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08 Feb 2026
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Troy: How many women have you slept with anyways?
Ilya: ♾️
Luca: That’s just an infinity symbol
Ilya: YesIn which internet discourse ensues, the gay players of the NHL bicker in the group chat, and Shane would just like to get through the weekend without his husband starting another twitter scandal.
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- Part 2 of the secret society of stick handlers
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03 Feb 2026
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18 Jan 2026
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you were reckless, you were hungry, you were real by rosemontstreet
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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“I am normal,” says Shane, rearranging his silverware on the table. “And I will pass Logic, ignore Ilya Rozanov, and continue to be normal forever until I die.” When he reaches for Rose’s fork to move it parallel to her plate, she grabs his wrist and gently sets it on the table.
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17 Jan 2026
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hot mics and hotter rivalries (or how i learned to stop worrying and let my boyfriend out us on national television) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Jan 2026
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Shane Hollander is going to murder his agent.
And he means that literally. Because his agent is the reason he’s currently wearing a hot mic during Hockey Night in Canada. Against the Ottawa Centaurs. Against Ilya.
Ilya, who has no filter. Ilya, who thinks workplace professionalism is a hilarious suggestion for other people. Ilya, who has spent a decade perfecting the art of saying absolutely unhinged things to Shane on the ice, safe in the knowledge that nobody can hear him.
Ilya, who definitely doesn’t know about the microphone.
What follows is sixty minutes of Shane’s life flashing before his eyes while his secret boyfriend enthusiastically discusses their sex life, their broken furniture, and exactly what he wants to do to Shane after the game — all broadcast to millions of viewers.
The problem? Shane can’t get a word in edgewise to warn him.
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- Part 1 of hot mics and hotter rivalries
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17 Jan 2026
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shane hollander boy kisser confirmed! by chuyasexual
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
02 Feb 2026
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In 2021, Shane Hollander reveals his relationship with former rival Ilya Rozanov to the shock of chronically online people worldwide, who’ve spent the last decade convincing the world he’s secretly in love with his teammate Hayden Pike
feng (she/her) @flowerfeng · Apr 3, 2021
gotta feel bad for shane hollander. like imagine everyone wishing you were in a secret gay relationship. and you gotta spend your career swearing you’re not in a secret gay relationship. but you ARE in a secret gay relationship. just w the wrong guybooboo the fool @cinnacin · Apr 4, 2021
shane hollander w a hand on the bible: no im not in a decade-long secret relationship w fellow hockey player hayden pike
roger cromwell: ok say it again without the hayden pike part
shane hollander: sweats nervously(Or, imagine if #Shayden was the #LarryStylinson of the HR/GC universe)
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- Part 1 of boy kissing and other illicit activities
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16 Jan 2026
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Wilhelm wants to say something—You were so good out there, maybe. Or you were all I thought about in the last five kilometres.
Instead, he says, “Thank you, Simon, you too.” Exactly what he’s supposed to say as the polite, respectful rival he is. “See you,” he adds, his mouth cotton, his throat scorched. He makes it sound as neutral as possible. Like nothing at all.
But Simon’s eyes soften in that way they do when Wilhelm says something with his mouth and something else entirely with his silence. He knows what it means. Find me. Kiss me. Fuck me. When all this settles. When we can breathe again.
They smile, shaky and small. And then they roll away—two separate riders again, swallowed by the noise.
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07 Jan 2026
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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06 Jan 2026
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a college AU where Ilya and Shane, co-captains of their D1 hockey team, miss their final shot at playoffs. With their senior year slipping away from under them, their friends decide it's the perfect opportunity to finally go on an unforgettable spring break together. Ilya could have never imagined this single decision would change his life.
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01 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov walks into traffic by kwiewi
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Dec 2025
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“You know, statistically, I’m much less likely to get hit by a car. I’m not the one that almost walked into traffic a few minutes ago,” Shane says. “That was all you, Rozanov.”
He winks. “It is okay. I am very strong. A car could not run me over, I would run the car over with my big muscles,” he pats his bicep. “I am like that big green man. Very strong. Very angry. Massive dick.”
Shane flushes. “You’re not the fucking Hulk, man, shut up. You could not fight a car.”
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or: the obligatory hollanov meet-ugly- Language:
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29 Dec 2025
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Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see was those damn freckles.
Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.
Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.
Jane: Yeah? And?
Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?
or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.
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- Part 1 of melt (moments between the ice)
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29 Dec 2025
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“I’m falling in love with… someone.”
“Do you like it?”
“I kinda hate it. But it’s nice. When it’s nice, it’s… nice.”
or; Shane comes out to someone. He’s high on painkillers, but he doesn’t name names (not that he has to) and Dr Frances Yu takes HIPAA seriously.
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29 Dec 2025
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Ilya Rozanov is a single dad who's just trying to live his life and be the best dad he can. He never thought that love was for him until he has a chance encounter with pro hockey player Shane Hollander at a hotel bar in Vegas...
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29 Dec 2025
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Just One Chance. by SuckonLarrysDick
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
12 Dec 2025
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“Maybe he has a crush on you or something,” Hayden said when he first noticed Ilya’s interest in his best friend.
“Jesus,” Shane responded.
“What? Isn’t he bi?”
“I have no idea,” Shane said, even though he knows. Ilya is charming; his sex appeal is off the roof (even he, Shane Hollander, can admit that), and Ilya constantly flirts with people- both guys and girls. That’s why the concept of Ilya Rozanov taking an interest in him is out of question; the guy is a legend on and off the ice
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Or, the College/University AU where Ilya is the captain of the hockey team, who may or may not have a crush on Shane Hollander.
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26 Dec 2025
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offsides by transshanehollander (cyrusbreeze)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Dec 2025
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When the ref finally manages to get Rozanov to the bench after repeatedly warning him, Hayden sees it.
The look on Rozanov’s face.
Hayden knows that look because he’s seen it on his own face, when he was suddenly kicked out of the operating room shortly after the twins were born, when something had gone very wrong with Jackie.
That’s the face that says someone I love, no, someone I’m in love with is hurting and I can’t do a single thing to help.
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How Hayden realized Ilya and Shane were dating (or well, not technically dating.) Set post Shane’s injury on the ice.
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- Part 1 of Hayden Pike Supremacy
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24 Dec 2025
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Shane agrees to Wimbledon. Very, very reluctantly, he agrees. With the same amount of reluctance, he meets who’s to sit by his shoulder for the game.
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24 Dec 2025
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We didn't even kiss
They hadn’t kissed. Shane had been lying there, right next to him, and Ilya hadn’t kissed him. Hadn’t leaned over a foot of space when he’d spent the last year just wanting to be in the same room as Shane Hollander.
Fuck.
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OR: Shane sends the text. Ilya chases after him.Series
- Part 2 of Episode Aftercare
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10 Dec 2025
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Wille was about to apologize for being so gloomy. Simon smiled and pulled his hand closer to study it.
“Interesting,” he said with a coy twist of his lips.
“What? You read palms too?”
Simon smirked in a way that said ‘absolutely not but I'm going to fake it and you’re going to let me’. “This right here? This is your love line.”
Wille knew almost nothing about palm reading but even he knew that was wrong.
“Yeah?” He played along. “And what does it tell you?”
Simon pretended to inspect it. “Hmm. Just as I suspected.”
“What?” Wille asked, ridiculously amused.
Simon paused dramatically then shrugged. “Queer as fuck.”
Wille threw his head back and laughed.
“Can’t argue with science,” Simon said, clearly very pleased with himself.
“You can tell that from my palm?”
“100%. Plus, the way you've been looking at me since I got here is so not the way a straight guy would look at me.”
Try as he might, Wille couldn't keep the grin off his face.
Simon smiled coyly up at him and then down at his palm, rubbing it comfortingly with his thumb. When he looked back up his smile was gone and his expression was heated. “Can I kiss you now, Wille?”Series
- Part 1 of Rooftops
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24 Oct 2025
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Shy and awkward art major Wilhelm has had a crush on popular music major Simon for 3 years, ever since he saw him at a first year party all those years ago. Scared and convinced that he’s not worthy enough of Simon’s affections, Wilhelm has resigned himself to watching him from the sidelines. Until a fundraising event and a kissing booth land Wille an opportunity to do something he never he’d be able to — kiss Simon.
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21 Sep 2025
