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    Shane Hollander was the number one draft pick and is now captain of the Boston Raiders. Ilya Rozanov quit hockey after his mother died and now owns a bookshop in Boston. When Shane moves into a new apartment down the street from One Good Memory, he finds more than just a convenient place to grab a new book.

    Or...Shane is lonely and closeted and reads a lot; Ilya is charmed and quotes books at him.

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    03 Oct 2026

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    10/10. My number 1 fic. Nothing I’ve ever read compares.

     

    NTS: If future re-reading, go to notes app saved 4th Oct & go through quotes.

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    Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-

    “Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.

    “Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”

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    When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.

    Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.

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    6/6
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    28 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Chp2
    HOLY FUCK THIS IS SOOO GOOD

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    ilya gave me yur phone number
    this is luca haasss
    im a big boyu now
    its my bortjday :D

    OR: Luca gets drunk on his twenty-second birthday and in the morning has to face the consequences of it.

    Also, he has a crush on Cliff Marleau. Those things may or may not affect each other.

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    10/?
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    14 Aug 2026

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    A fiery plane crash claims Ilya Rozanov’s life in January. By April, Shane Hollander is dead of a broken heart. The truth dies with them.

    Yuna Hollander will do anything to get her son back, including hiring a shady shaman to resurrect him. There’s just one complication — Shane isn’t coming back alone.

    Now there are codependent (not)zombies in her house wearing Ilya and Shane’s faces. When they inexplicably act more like a married couple than the bitter rivals she expected, Yuna is convinced that they came back wrong.

    It’s easier than admitting she never understood them from the start.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    1,660
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    27 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So beautiful 😭

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    after trying (and failing) to make a relationship with rose work, shane is too embarrassed to talk to ilya in tampa. a couple months of no-contact following the all-star weekend has both men abandoning hope that the other is interested. that is, until shane starts adding songs to a playlist he assumes ilya has long forgotten - which inspires ilya to do the same.

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    5/?
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    24 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    love this!!!

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    Ask Ilya Rozanov and he’d tell you that the only thing worse than being a broke PhD student was being a broke PhD student facing eviction from your Humans Only rent-controlled apartment because you maybe, accidentally got yourself Turned over summer break.

    Cue the Bloodbanker$ app and its allegedly discreet and lucrative arrangements: a whole swipeable nest of generous Vamp4Vamp ‘Donors’ waiting for the perfect fledgling to spoil.

    Seducing an old rich dude with this hot bod? Light work.

    ‘Shane, 30*, O+’ wouldn’t know what hit him.

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    23 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was so hot gonna bear my neck to my partner or something jdjdkdsjsjsj

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    “Hello,” Ilya repeats, still kind of stuck on those freckles.

    “Hi?” the man says.

    “Hi,” Ilya says—again.

    Oh god, he's said hello three times now. He should literally say anything else. His name, probably. His phone number, preferably.

    “Hi,” Ilya says again, because he can’t help it. “I am—”

    “Are you Nick?” the man asks, and it comes out as a breathless sound.

    OR: Shane gets stood up on a blind date, and Ilya comes to the rescue, and proceeds to make a series of questionable decisions.

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    22 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this was so fucking good. So fucking good. I will be re-re-reading

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    "You do realise half of our fans want to fuck you?" Shane exhaled, watching the fireflies dance in the evening sky. Ilya shrugged.
    "They want to fuck all of us, that's how it works. What, do you think they don't want to fuck you?" He lowered his voice, teasing him. "Because I read some interesting things on Twitter."
    "Shut up."
    "You are very popular with the girls. Good boy, bass player, good looks, gentleman, probably they think you are a beast in bed."
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    Shane Hollander is the goody-two-shoes Canadian bassist of Ice Crawlers. Ilya Rozanov is their loud Russian drummer. As the band reaches unprecedented levels of success and fame in the early 2010's, these two can't stay away from each other - even though the last thing their careers need is a sexual scandal between two of the most popular rock stars of their time.

    Rockband AU!

    If you're like me and Hollanov hit you the same way Larry Stylinson did when you were 12, good luck and have fun.

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    Chapters:
    28/35
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    20 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    oh so this is 100% up there with my fave hollanov fics of all time. I had an entire crash out about it on twt. My poor partner knows about this fic bc I’ve been talking about it like a nutcase 😭😭😭😭 it’s SO good

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    "He saw the corners of Ilya's lips curve up ever so slightly in that infuriating, tiny hint of a smile. “Goodbye, Shane Hollander.”

    Shane could only ogle as Ilya walked away. Fuck. His ass was fat. This was so bad.

    Shane Hollander, star athlete, D1 hockey team captain, campus heartthrob, was being completely undone by a brooding Slavic art major that he would probably crawl on his fucking knees and bark for."

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    Shane is ready for another boring semester where he has to pretend like he cares about anything other than hockey. Until he sits down next to a mysterious Russian art student who also happens to be the hottest guy Shane has ever seen.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
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    17 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ugh obsessed this was SOOO GOOD

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    "Chlamydia?" Ilya has never heard Hollander's voice reach such heights in the absence of a cock. "You have chlamydia?"

    "I did not get it on purpose," Ilya complains.

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    Chapters:
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    16 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    waiting on chp2!!!

    So fucking good!!!!

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    His outstretched glove hangs there, frozen, as the noise of the arena mutates into a ringing buzz. Then he’s moving, pushed away by Marlow, and then Boston’s goalie. There’s a flurry of movement, a trainer with a towel, more blood dripping onto the ice, and he just. Stands there. Staring.

    Ilya is helped off the ice. Shane doesn’t even tap his stick.

    Remember when Sidney Crosby caught a puck with his jaw? That doesn't happen to Shane. That happens to Ilya.

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    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
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    09 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this is the single greatest piece of writing I have ever consumed

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    “If you ever talk about my fiancé like that again, then I will end your career.”

    The words are pure vitriol, dripping from Shane’s mouth like venom from the fangs of a snake. He doesn’t raise his voice, he doesn’t even sound angry, he just sounds lethal. Like a man you don’t want to cross. Like a man who fully intends to honour his promise…or threat.

    He’s met with stunned silence.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    08 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    such a great oneshot!!

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    Hi Ilya,

    My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.

    I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.

    or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.

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    8/?
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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Prison ficcccc yummy!!!

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    Ilya’s brows quirked again, and he flicked open the first page of the textbook, ‘and you decided to learn Russian now because...?’

    ‘Because I married a Russian man, and I figured it was about time I learned.’

    ‘You never learned with me.’ Ilya said.

    ‘No.’ Shane replied, tersely, ‘there was a lot I never did with you.’

    Or: After Shane's college relationship ends in heartbreak, he patches up his wounds by marrying a wealthy older man, and he's so sure his life is perfect. That is, until his ex re-enters the picture, and he wonders if maybe he got it all wrong.

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    13/13
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    2,006
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    169,039

    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I have no words other than this fic and I will be seeing each other again in a hollanov casual-non-casual way (will be fucking with it for the next 10 years). 10/10

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    Ilya Rozanov is being an annoying, horny Snapchat menace.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    950
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    15 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Just excellent 10/10

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    14 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    loved this 10/10

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    shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.

    (or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)

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    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
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    4,200
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    11 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    chp3 - new fave WIP. Obsessed with the trope and how beautifully written this is even as emotionally damaging it is

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    Somewhere between all the blurred and shaky lines, Ilya falls in love.

    Or: A collection of unsaid I love yous.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    110
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    25,856

    05 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ☀️✨🌟 makes me feel like sunshine and rainbows when someone can so eloquently describe the love between Shane and Ilya

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    Shane had told his manager, verbatim, that he “trusts her judgment” to pick the opener for his first ever world tour.

    Her “judgment” shows up to soundcheck with a parking ticket in his hand and a crimson hickey on his neck. Her “judgment” is Russian DJ, Ilya Rozanov.

    Language:
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    Words:
    57,350
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    806
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    6,831
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    107,293

    04 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Soooo I thought authors other fic was my favourite and then I read this and holy fucking shit

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    As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

    So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

    (He’s jealous.)

    Language:
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    Words:
    40,186
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    5,003
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    55,769
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    14,914
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    752,957

    03 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is so damn good

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