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“Bobby,” Frank says. “We could talk about him, if you’d like.”
He seriously considers it, for a moment— considers cracking open his jaw and letting the words pour forth, everything he never got to stay. Every sour, wretched, guilty thought that never left the confines of his mind, late at night when he would clutch at his chest and grit his teeth and stain his pillow with tears.
But the moment has passed. That was then, and this was now.
“No, thanks,” Eddie says quietly.
Frank lets out a little sigh, and then gives him another one of those half-smiles. “Okay,” he concedes, before picking up the pen in his lap. “Why don’t you tell me about the call to the parking garage?”
“Hospital,” Eddie says. “It was a hospital.”
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28 Jul 2026
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“Eddie,” Buck breathes, laughing humorlessly, his voice wet and thick. “If we sat here and-- and went through the list of things I want…” his hands gesture aimlessly. “We’d-- be here all night.”
Eddie nods, catching Buck’s eyes again. “Maybe-- we start with mine, then.”
The space between them feels charged with static, like the second before the thunder finally rumbles.
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Eddie’s finally choosing to be better-- finally choosing joy. He just needs a push or two in the right direction, first.
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- Part 1 of seabird 'verse
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28 Jul 2026
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Adriana doesn’t tell their parents that she’s going to LA. She doesn’t tell Eddie, either—or ask, for that matter.
She does ask Chris, and he thinks it’s a good idea—says as much, on the phone, and doesn’t say much else.
“Buck will probably be hovering,” is what Chris does volunteer.
It still surprises her when the man who opens the door is not Eddie. It’s—Captain America, is the thing that actually comes to mind—a man close to a foot taller than she is, if not more than that, with blond curls and broad shoulders, and he’s got a question in his very blue eyes that’s probably less friendly than the one he actually asks her.
“Uh,” he says. “Can I help you?”
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Or: Adriana arrives in LA. Maddie has been here the whole time.
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22 Jul 2026
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Buck taps the base of his glass with one finger. “Okay, ground rule addendum.”
“This is a dangerous amount of structure for two people ordering potatoes,” Eddie says.
“Shut up,” Buck says, affectionate. “Addendum: if we hit a grief pocket, we don’t pretend it’s not there, but we also don’t drown in it. Say ‘grief pocket’ out loud and we change the angle.”
Eddie stares at him and then laughs, the kind that sneaks up and shakes something he didn’t know was a fist. “Grief pocket?”
“Like hot pockets,” Buck says, too fast, the joke covering something fragile. “But sad.”
“Do you hear yourself?”
“Constantly,” Buck says. “It’s a nightmare.”
OR Three years after Bobby's funeral, Eddie and Buck finally talk.
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21 Jul 2026
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Maddie
Oh
Oh my god, Evan
Buck
i picked it up from the jeweler this morning
and before you even say it, i know. i’m moving too fast, i’m being impulsive, we only just got together
Maddie
Buck
Buck
but we all know that this has been coming for a really long time now right?
i mean, eddie and i have been partners in all but name for YEARS. who cares if it’s only been official for a month and a half?
Maddie
You’re completely right but seriously, wait a minuteBuck and Eddie find themselves in the middle of another betting pool. Once again, it goes about as well as you’d expect (but maybe just a little bit better).
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- Part 2 of what goes around 'verse
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- English
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- 5/5
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18 Jul 2026
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Private Message: Buck and Ravi, 10/17
Ravi
Ravi Pannikar shared a Note with you: “Buddie Bets”
Buck
…probie
probie what the hell is this
Ravi
AH
that
was supposed to be shared with a group chat
pls don’t get the chainsaw im too pretty to die
Buck
don’t care, didn’t ask, what the hell is this????
Ravi
so on iphones there’s this app that’s called notes right
Buck
PROBIE
Ravi
ok look don’t get mad
Buck and Eddie find out that the 118 have placed their bets on when they’ll get together. They hatch a plan to drive their friends insane AND take their money. It goes about as well as you’d expect.
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- Part 1 of what goes around 'verse
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- 6/6
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18 Jul 2026
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“Now that is a handsome man.”
The first thing Hen notices about New Recruit Eddie Diaz is that he is in possession of a remarkable set of abdominal muscles. The next thing she notices is the wedding ring.
And Buck is staring at him like a piece of meat.
“Oh, nuh-uh,” she says immediately. “Don’t even think about it, Buckley.”
or, Eddie is new, and married, and Buck won’t stop flirting. 5+1.
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18 Jul 2026
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Eddie thinks he’ll really like that. It’ll feel good, to lean back in the seat and feel the sun on his face unshielded by the headrests blocking the view in front of him. It’ll just be him, and the road, and—
And there will be someone with him. He’s sure that there will be someone right there next to him. Someone who doesn’t fuss. Someone who isn’t worried. Someone who likes the same music as he does and doesn’t care where the car goes at all. Eddie doesn’t know who it will be yet, because he’s still little. But it’ll be someone who likes him a lot.eight-year-old eddie diaz fantasizes about the freedom of the open road; the fantasy follows him all the way to 2025. or: an eddie character study
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14 Jul 2026
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I don't think I love you anymore (that gold mine changed you) by RaXx134
Fandoms: Hunger Games Series - All Media Types, Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins
15 Apr 2026
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Gale Hawthorne does NOT yearn for the mines.
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Vignettes on Gale's time in a district without his best friend, the mines that killed his father, and reflecting on the silent language of the Hawthornes.
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- Part 2 of Gale Force Winds
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07 May 2026
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Pummel: Fuck Jane
St-Simon: nah…
St-Simon: i dont think shes done anything wrong…
Pummel: youre right
Pummel: Sorry Jane
Pummel: FUCK ROZANOV
Varkov: FUCK ROZANOV
Connors: Hey guys did you see this article about Rose Landry and Shane Hollander?
Carmichael: Bad timing, man.
Connors: Oh
Connors: Give me a second to read back.
Connors: Oh….
Connors: FUCK ROZANOV
[Or, how the Raiders---in particular the long suffering Cliff Marleau, dealt with the Great Jane Debacle of 2016, told in a series of texts, posts, and Cliff being the best Bostonian friend Ilya could ask for]
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- Part 1 of a collection of hollanovs
- Part 1 of The Entire History of Montreal Jane
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24 Feb 2026
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the soviet montage by pressuretoparty
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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"Listen, Mr. Rozanov." The general manager is talking out of the side of his mouth, his cigarette dropping ashes all over the hotel table. "We like you. We want you. We understand you are putting yourself under a fair amount of risk here, meeting with us like this. I hope it's obvious that if you play for us, we will set you up for a good life in Canada."
He pauses, looks Ilya in the eye. "But you have to understand, if you agree to this, you have to be prepared to leave with us right now."
Red Army superstar Ilya Rozanov defects from the Soviet Union. A Cold War-era hockey AU
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17 Feb 2026
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in a city for lonely hearts by 17o2585
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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Ilya laughs, but the noise comes out faint, bitter. It takes everything to keep his voice even, to keep it from breaking. “You got hit because you were looking at me, Shane. You turned back and smiled at me. Your career almost ended because you were smiling at me!”
There’s an empty pause, a horrific silence. He makes out as Shane digests the words, as the disbelief sets in. And then his face falls, completely and thoroughly. So does the cigarette from Ilya’s fingers— he smothers it with his foot. “It was an accident.”
“No,” Ilya says. “We cannot do this. There’s no future for us. For this.”
or: ilya tries to pull away. key word ‘tries’, because ilya can’t (truly) distance himself from shane as much as he tries, and shane won’t give up on the two of them (ft. some gentle meddling from their friends)
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06 Feb 2026
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ghosts we've always known by impetuous
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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“Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.
Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”
Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”
Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.
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27 Jan 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
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- 4/4
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26 Jan 2026
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Bell Ringer by fakinbrilliance
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jan 2026
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“Shane?” Ilya asks again. “What happened?” His gloveless hand twitches and he lifts it a fraction of an inch towards Shane.
Shane tosses his own gloves to the ice and reaches forward, lacing their fingers together. “You took a bad hit,” he says, gritting his teeth against the fear clawing at his guts. “Flipped headfirst into the ice. Are you okay?”
Ilya groans in answer and squeezes his hand, though Shane can't tell if he meant to do that or not.
Suddenly, there are people all around them. Shane shifts protectively close before he realizes it’s the medical team.
“Hollander, get back to your bench,” someone says, but there’s no way Shane’s going. Even if he wanted to, Ilya’s gripping his hand like a lifeline, eyes finally locked on Shane’s face. Shane isn’t leaving him.
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26 Jan 2026
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give it a hand, offer it a soul by guarddog (theslymoon)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Dec 2025
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Shane disappears down the far tunnel on a stretcher surrounded by paramedics and Metros' first aid people. Ilya watches till every last one of them is out of sight, utterly helpless, swaying like a puppet with his strings just cut.
He watches as the end gate closes.
There are still another fifty-nine minutes and thirty-five seconds left in the game.
Or: The moments between the hit and Ilya arriving at the hospital.
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25 Jan 2026
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I Like Jane For You by icopythefax
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jan 2026
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After a mix-up leaves Hayden with the wrong phone for three days, he ends up learning more about Ilya Rozanov and his secret girlfriend, Jane.
Another Hayden-Finds-Out, because we can't have too many.
*now with the extra continuing Hayden-Rozanov friendship text threads*
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- Part 1 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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- 4/4
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14 Jan 2026
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Eddie: Did you just send me an email??
Buck: yeah lol
Eddie: Why…
I dont think you’ve ever emailed me actual words before. Just stuff to print when your printer is broken
Buck: did you read it?
Eddie: Not yet
Too busy trying to figure out why the fuck you’re emailing me
Buck: just read it dude 🙄
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21 Aug 2024
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The first time that Eddie realizes with a startling clarity that he wants to kiss Buck, he’s 15 years old.
or - the one where they're childhood friends, until buck moves away, and the only thing eddie diaz has ever really wanted is buck
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12 Aug 2024
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eddie's not entirely sure he believes in getting help, at least not for himself. there's only so much healing to be had for a body torn apart by bullets, for a mind that's only half there, for a man who's been leaving pieces of himself behind all his life with nothing to take their place.
except, as it turns out, falling apart happens in increments, and healing does, too: it happens when you gnaw a hole in your lip trying to keep quiet only to have the words escape; when you realize that the ghost you've been seeing out of the corner of your eye is yourself; when your best friend smiles, and you allow it to take your breath away.
it happens through the smallest of things: bird feeders, and cacti, and pasta shapes.
meanwhile, the world goes on.
(or: the entity often affectionately referred to as the unrepression fic.)
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- Part 1 of tell me about despair
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- 5/5
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26 Jul 2024