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Contrary to popular belief, Buck wasn’t stupid. He was well aware that this was incredibly unhealthy, but he was used to breaking limbs for love and affection, so this seemed small in comparison. It left no traces, and it didn’t require another person reacting. This was all him, it could be his own little thing.
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Buck has bulimia
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10 May 2025
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The flu, an old letter and a missed shift culminate into an unfortunate misunderstanding between Buck and the 118. Things go downhill from there.
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Buck struggles with undiagnosed bipolar which culminates into a manic episode. He and his chosen family struggle to cope with the aftermath. Timeline is vague but set around season 5.
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09 May 2025
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.--
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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22 Apr 2025
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“Are you sure? You barely even know me and you’ve been so kind.” Jeno’s voice is shaky as he says it and it’s taking him everything not to fall onto the floor in tears, “I don’t deserve this.”
“Jeno, you deserve so much more than what the world has put you through,” Jaemin says gently as he looks into Jeno’s watery eyes with kindness, Jeno thinks he looks like an angel. “Let me take care of you now. I think you deserve it.”
or; jeno finds a home in jaemin
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18 Jun 2024
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etched too deep to get rid of (i can’t live without you) by nanometer
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
01 Jun 2023
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Every single day—from the moment Jaemin's legs gave out to the moment he stepped foot back in the dorms—has been clear in Jeno's mind. The clench and sting remain in the striations of his heart as if seven years haven’t passed. And on a day like this, the eve before his and Jaemin's 10th anniversary, Jeno feels it even more.
(or jeno doesn't know if he's just imagining the distance between him and jaemin. but, to him, it's there and it hurts more than anything.)
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04 Jun 2023
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“I’ve been talking to Taeyong-hyung and he’s… He’s been telling me about how Jaehyun and him… well… Instead of doing one-on-one dates with their individual partners, they have all been, sort of, hanging out together, you know?” Donghyuck tells him.
He squeezes Jeno’s hands softly.
Jeno hums, making sure Hyuck knows he’s listening attentively, even though he can feel goosebumps rising on the back of his neck and a lump settling in his throat, making it hard to swallow - or breathe - or think.
Individual partners.
“I was wondering if we… could do the same?” Donghyuck asks, hesitantly.
He isn’t quite sure how to respond.
Or: Donghyuck just wants to spend a day with all of his boyfriends. Jeno feels like the ceiling is collapsing in on him.
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30 May 2023
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Yuta’s greeting was immediate when Taeyong entered the kitchen, sweeping the older into a tight hug and peppering his face in kisses that caused Taeyong to giggle. When Yuta finally put him down with a lingering kiss to his lips, Taeyong raised his eyebrows.
“And what, Mr. Nakamoto, was that for?” he inquired, putting on his best ‘unimpressed’ face (not that it was hard, he was basically dating two giant, clingy toddlers--not that he minded).
Yuta hummed happily. “To let you know that I love you dearly and appreciate everything you do for us.”
Taeyong pursed his lips. “What did you do?” he deadpanned, crossing his arms.
“Nothing!” Yuta squawked indignantly. “Honest!” Taeyong raised his eyebrows higher and Yuta denied doing anything again, so Taeyong hummed, placing a chaste kiss to the younger’s lips.
“Where’s Jaehyun?"
Yuta hummed. “He’ll be back in a minute.”
“Vague,” Taeyong noted. “What’s going on?”
“Our Taeyong is so nosy!” Yuta announced loudly, sighing as he fell against the back of the kitchen chair dramatically, causing Jisung to giggle. Taeyong sighed, giving up.Bookmarked by letsgobuck
18 May 2023
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Jeno gets retainers and Jaemin helps him soothe the pain.
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09 May 2023
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NCT Groupchats
The chapters are not connected in any way unless specifically stated so. (I’m not good with words so idk if that makes sense)
Basically it’s a series of NCT groupchats/private chats. Each chapter is something different. Some are sad, some are funny, some are chaotic, some are cute, etc.
The usernames and groupchat names will be the same the whole way through (unless specifically stated that I’ve changed one of the usernames or groupchat names) but that doesn’t mean that the chapters are connected!
TW!! (I’ll specifically put trigger warnings before each chapter, along with a short summery of the chapter)
I’ll add tags and relationships as needed
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05 May 2023
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mark named the chat "the bestest friends".
mark: yay for best friends!
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15 Apr 2023
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A Collection of Blurbs Featuring Autistic Spencer Reid by spencer-reids-adventures (onemechanicalalligator)
Fandoms: Criminal Minds (US TV)
16 Feb 2023
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These blurbs are all unrelated to one another and all come from tumblr prompts. I know we all want more autistic Spencer Reid content, so I thought I'd share this collection on ao3 as well <3
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30 Mar 2023
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RPM 0/0 by kireinayuta for starwreck, 119LSD, bruisingblush, titania19, primrosejeno, jaeminomin, dreamism
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
15 Nov 2022
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“I don’t have any impression of you—”
“Enough of some impression to have already decided that you’re not interested without even getting to know me,” Jaemin cuts off. “Do you have a partner? Boyfriend? Girlfriend?”
He’s unable to look Jaemin in the eyes when he does answer, “No, b-but what does that—”
“Perfect! So you’ll text me, won’t you, Jeno-ssi?”
The way Jaemin asks his question makes it seem like Jeno has no reason to say no, despite the fact that he can list off a plethora of reasons why he wants to say no.
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Love is a racing game to catch him, but this one might not have the sick fear of crashing.
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19 Mar 2023
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There's nothing as important as morning kisses, Sam knows it.
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15 Mar 2023
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jaehyun has stage fright, and doyoung is his only cure.
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10 Mar 2023
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Wooyoung struggles with an eating disorder, but his hyungs, Seonghwa and Hongjoong, assist him in eating tonight's dinner. A deep dive into a moment in time.
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02 Mar 2023
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16 Feb 2023
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Rough Ties and Smooth Skin. (How To Cope: A Care Package by Na Jaemin) by martabakkeju
Fandoms: NCT (Band)
11 Feb 2023
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Anger was never an issue for Jeno, but man sometimes its hard, and Jaemin understands.
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16 Feb 2023
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sam's mind works against him and he needs Blaine to help put him back together.
**unedited** so there will probably be many mistakes
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10 Feb 2023
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the jaemark nipple play fic i do not remember writing and that crashed my laptop three times while i tried reviewing it. Yeah. That´s it.
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30 Dec 2022