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    “Sounds boring,” Ilya comments, unable to stop himself. “Okay, so what is that emergency, Sveta? You said guy dropped two days ago.”

    “They’ve already tried three different professional doms and nobody managed to take him out of it, so–”

    “Who's they?” Ilya interrupts her.

    “The hockey team. Montreal Voyagers. They are flying him in to us now.”

    "Why plane? Drive to Ottawa takes two hours only.”

    “Yes, but apparently he’s… not cooperating.”

    The Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services. B.E.A.R.S. for short.

    (Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is instantly whipped).

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    12 Aug 2026

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    Svetlana’s voice is tense, “Rose suggested I reach out to you. We have an omega here who needs a place to live and I was wondering if you’d be willing to house him.”
    “Me?” Shane blurts out, “Why me?”
    “Because, I believe having a familiar face will help him.”
    “A familiar face?” Shane is even more confused than before, “I mean I know I’m a hockey player-”
    “No,” Svetlana cuts him off. “The omega is a former hockey player, and there’s mention that you two have crossed paths before. Do you remember Ilya Rozanov?”

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    Right before the MHL draft, Ilya Rozanov went missing after presenting as an omega. Years later, he turns up at an auction house where he’s rescued after a police raid. However, due to his unpredictable nature, Ilya is sent to live with star hockey player, and former crush, Shane Hollander.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    By now, they've been hooking up for something like six years, and so surely, surely, Hollander is aware of the fact that Ilya is not an alpha in the ways that count.

    (Or: Hollander does not know. He finds out when Ilya unexpectedly goes into heat, and everything that they had falls to shit.)

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    12 Aug 2026

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    08 Aug 2026

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    It turned out the hockey season was a lot more hectic with a full social life in the BDSM club scene and a fiancé who he could never quite escape from. Not to mention wedding planning? God, Shane was in over his head. All he wanted to do was shut his mind off and be a kitty.

    sequel to 'is just ten year plan to fuck'

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.

    It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.

    He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.

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    05 Aug 2026

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    Summary: Metros captain Shane Hollander has proven himself to be a strong and talented omega who shattered the MLH’s archaic view that omegas don't belong in hockey. Tattoo artist and alpha Ilya Rozanov stumbles into his life so suddenly–it could be serendipity or fate. One weekend together sparks the start of a romance, resulting in something that throws everything Shane knows on its head.

    OR: the knocked-up omegaverse fic no one asked for, but I’m delivering anyway (much like Shane will be after a hot one-night stand turned sex-fest with alpha, tattoo artist Ilya.)

    (Not into mpreg? Chapters 1 & 2 can stand on their own with no reference to it! More tags may come and be added later.)

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have a lot in common. They are both ex-hockey players living in Ottawa. They are both single parents of children with special needs. They're both queer.

    When Ilya meets the beautiful man with tears in his eyes who can't seem to speak, he can't get him out of his head.

    When Shane meets the statuesque man who shows him kindness in a moment of struggle, he can't escape thoughts of him.

    Friends to lovers to blended family story (idiots at all times) ♡

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Dive into the past of Shane and Elena from my 'Mr. Ilya' fic!

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    27 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander is one of the best search and rescue specialists in North America. He doesn't do private clients. He doesn't do rich adrenaline junkies with camera crews and a death wish. He does, apparently, do forty thousand dollars when his parents need it badly enough. One week on Karanov's summit should be simple. Assess the snowpack, make the call, go home. Then the storm rolls in, the helicopter can't fly, and Shane is stuck in an eleven by nine foot ranger station with Ilya Rozanov — Olympic gold medalist, professional daredevil, and the most infuriating man Shane has ever met.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    There are questions you simply don't ask Ilya Rozanov on live television.

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    23 Jul 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are complete opposites—Ilya, a fiery bad boy and team captain known for fights and backtalk; Shane, a soft, kind-hearted player who melts hearts off the ice. Everyone in the league is shocked when the two come out as a couple, wondering how someone like Ilya could ever end up with someone like Shane.

    But during a full-team brawl on the ice, the answer becomes clear: Shane’s calm presence and quiet strength can tame Ilya’s fire, showing everyone that their bond isn’t about similarity—it’s about balance, trust, and love.

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    17 Jul 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent the last two years quietly keeping the Boston Bears running.

    As the team’s reserved assistant, he’s the first to arrive, the last to leave, and the one everyone relies on. He knows every player’s routine, every superstition, every favorite pregame meal, and every bad habit. While the players trust him completely, Shane prefers to stay out of the spotlight, believing his job is simply to take care of everyone else.

    At the center of the team is Ilya Rozanov—the charismatic captain of the Boston Bears and one of the biggest hockey stars in the world. Loud, confident, and fearless on the ice, Ilya couldn’t be more different from the shy, soft-spoken assistant who quietly keeps the team together.

    But beneath their opposite personalities is a bond neither of them fully understands.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “English is… is not first language,” the woman said quietly. Her accent was thick, and unmistakably Russian.

    “Oh, sorry! I’m speaking too fast, aren’t I? Sorry,” she took a breath, and held out her hand. “I’m Yuna,” she repeated. The woman took her hand quickly, her hands bony and delicate.

    “Irina,” she replied, before gesturing for Yuna to sit with her. Quickly, Yuna did. “Sorry, I have not been in Canada long.”

    “No problem at all; welcome to Canada! Is that your boy?” Yuna asked, gesturing over to the child that had similar hair to Irina, which was poking out from under his helmet. He was taller than Shane, though his little hockey outfit still seemed to still dwarf him. He had a serious look on his face, but his eyes were light as he watched the other boys play. He was tapping his stick on the ice, clearly itching to get into the game.

    “Ah, yes,” Irina nodded, taking a few seconds to translate the question, “Ilyusha.” Irina looked over at her son, a small smile on her face. “Is my Ilya.”

    Or: Ilya and Irina move to Canada for a fresh start when he is six years old. He meets Shane Hollander at ice hockey practice, and they grow up together (and of course, fall in love).

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Ilya fucking Rozanov is dry-humping the freaking ice! Shane stares unblinking, taking on the way the Russian’s pelvis keeps getting closer to the ice, trusting in someone invisible. The way his hips are drawing small circles at each trust.
    The way Ilya’s powerful back is stretched out, his hands holding the hockey stick against the ice, makes him ground deeply and slowly.
    Shane feels his mouth drying as he takes on the clearly inappropriate stretching. And to his horror, he can feel his cock twitching in interest.

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    At 19 years old, Shane Hollander is the best figure skater of his generation; the world is his oyster. Hockey has once been a part of his life, and he is fine with not mingling with it. But that's until hockey player Ilya Rozanov comes around, rocking his world by filming an ad with him.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    Ilya was born a powerful Alpha. He was taught that an alpha’s worth was measured in dominance, victories, and the ability to bend others to his will.

    So when the chance came to claim a disgraced omega as a mate, an omega whose knowledge could lift his struggling team, the Centaurs, he took it.

    That omega was Shane Hollander, once a phenom in the Omega League.
    Until the scandal.

    Accused of throwing a game for an alpha he’d been seeing, Shane was banned from the sport he loved. The Alpha walked away unscathed. Shane bore the punishment alone.

    As part of his atonement, he was forced to attend every match, chained in a public place called the Penalty Box, a humiliating spectacle where he had to watch the game he could no longer play. Fans jeered. Former teammates looked away.

    And Ilya saw an opportunity.

    To become Shane’s mate meant gaining full access to Shane’s tactical mind. Omega knowledge was instinctive and deep and, in a bonded pair, fully open to the alpha. For Ilya, it was a career move. A shortcut.

    Their marriage began as a cold transaction:
    An ambitious alpha and an outcast omega bound by law, not love.
    But the universe had other plans.

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Refusing to let Ilya ruin his career by signing with Ottawa, Shane chooses to really give their relationship a try and moves to Boston to live with Ilya and become a Raider. What follows is enough public scrutiny and backlash from his team that it has him questioning if he made the right decision. Until moments with Ilya and the Raiders show him exactly why he chose correctly.

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    Hayden’s eyes flickered to Shane, who he sat on the bench, chewing on the edge of his mouth guard.

    “Don’t fucking look at him,” Ilya insisted as he bent down for the faceoff.

    “Excuse me?” Hayden mumbled, eyes darting back to him.

    “You heard me,” he retorted, his tone clipped. “He’s not your teammate anymore; he’s mine. If you think Marlow is a problem to your game, wait until you see what I will do to your team if you hurt anyone on mine again.”

    Hayden scoffed, dipping his head as he tried to focus on the game. Something about Ilya’s words still rang through his head though, sounding so definitive that he didn’t want to risk seeing what he was actually referring to when he said that.

    The puck dropped again, and Ilya stole it before he could comprehend how quickly it happened.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Shane comes onto Troy pretty strong after a match. Who knows what he has in mind?

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    Maybe he was pretty drunk, but sober Troy had been secretly fantasizing about this since Shane joined his team a month ago. He didn’t want to blow it with Shane by cumming in his own pants before they even got inside. His nerves were already heightened as Shane opened the door, leading him through the entrance hall and out to the living room. The living room where Ilya Rozanov sat patiently.

    Ilya sat relaxed in a black leather armchair. Shirtless, with a frosty glass of vodka in hand.  He was palming himself through his sleek, black trousers. His chest glistened with a sheen of sweat, his mouth hanging slightly open. On his neck rested a gold chain with a golden cross, as well as a golden wedding ring. When he saw Troy, he couldn’t help the sly grin that came to his face. Ilya looked like an animal stalking its prey.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    When a blizzard hits while Ilya and Marleau are having a boys' night, they decide to have a bit of fun with Shane.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    25 Jun 2026

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