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    “Remember how I promised to keep you safe? To never let you leave again?”

    Chuuya’s lips tremble as he continues to stare at something invisible, murmuring bites of words to himself.

    “This is it,” Dazai says and, grasping hold of his chin, he firmly guides Chuuya’s face to look at him. “You are not allowed to leave me, so wherever you currently are, snap out of it and come back to me.”

    — or: waking up in a disturbingly familiar cage leaves Chuuya in pieces. Dazai reflects on their past to see how they got here and how to bring Chuuya back. A retelling of Beast.

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    31 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    When Osamu was born, it was snowing.

    Everyone looked up at the sky and stared, dumbfounded, all of them asking themselves the same question: How could it snow in the middle of June?

    OR: Dazai Osamu and birthdays

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    02 Aug 2026

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    It isn't a coincidence that Chuuya arrives in Yokohama on a spring warmed Wednesday, a crick in his neck and three double espressos pumping his heart into a well acquainted overdrive. It isn't arbitrary; it isn't the work of randomized actions what lead him to the dungeons, the glistening honey pot clear as a marble, too clear and much too perfect for it to be unpracticed. Unexpected. The soles of his shoes echo against the walls as he descends the stairs, one at a time; whistling a tune to settle frayed nerves, for even if Chuuya doesn't believe in coincidences, nothing pertaining to the realm of Dazai Osamu can ever be a good omen.

    >> in which chuuya realizes his chapter with dazai is still being written.

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    14 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    soukoku but they are exes

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Chuuya thought that maybe the reason why he felt so at home with Dazai was that he’d always been fated to find his home in the most wretched place.

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    29 Jun 2026

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    At first, Red is reluctant to go with Green to a foreign region. His expectations are exceeded; Alola's a beautiful place. He just doesn't expect to fall in love while he's there, is all.

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    19 Aug 2023

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    Blue is Kanto Champion for thirty-nine minutes.

    That’s it. Technically, he’s part of the Hall of Fame, technically he’s an accepted Champion. Technically, the title was his once, so it will always be his. Technically, he can’t lose it. He just loses being the present Champion.

    He also, briefly, held the Kanto record for youngest ever Pokemon League champion. That was until Red, three months younger, caught up to him.

    Really, Blue hadn’t even been surprised.

    --
    Blue loses the Championship, Red disappears up a mountain, and everything that happens afterwards.

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    19 Aug 2023

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    A very drunk Stan abruptly disturbs Kyle from his sleep to request a late-night ride home.

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    10 Apr 2023

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    And the distrustful gleam in Eddie’s eye stings like his neck does, but Steve didn’t expect anything else. He didn’t deserve anything else.

    “Whatever you say, King Steve. I just want to live without being hunted, please and thanks, so how the fuck do we do that?”

    a small look into the development of steve and eddie's relationship through conversation and situation. or, five times eddie uses a nickname (read: pet name) for steve, and one time steve uses one for eddie.

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    10 Aug 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    tooth rotting. super realistic 4am sobbing phone scene made me scream

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    "The fuck are you doing, Harrington?" 

    "Getting comfortable." Is the only response Eddie receives before Steve's head lands on his shoulder, half on his chest as he scoots up in the bed. Eddie freezes, mid air guitar solo, and frowns. 

    "Personal space, dude." He's so proud of his voice for not cracking when he says it, "Heard of it?" 

    Steve snorts and takes a puff, smoke clouding around his mouth before he blows it away, lips pursed in the air. "Don't think you're one to talk about personal space but I'll move if you want." 

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    06 Aug 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    really good simple one shot

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    "You're abusing company policy,” Steve corrects and Eddie nods, unashamed, and leans forward.

    “Fuck The Man, Harrington. Gimme a taste.”

    Or: it's the hottest day of the summer so far, and Eddie just wants his due of free samples. Annoying the shit out of Steve Harrington is just a cherry on top.

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    28 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    SEASON 333333 ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

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    “Harrington, what the hell are you thinking about down there?”

    Steve grins up at the ceiling, languid and sated. He feels so fucking good. Every muscle in his body is relaxed, practically turning him into a melted puddle in the middle of Eddie’s trailer. The carpet underneath him is soft and plush, and maybe a little outdated, but Steve swears he could sleep here for an entire year. He runs his open palms along the shag, letting out a contented noise - somewhere between a hum and a moan.

    “God, you’re so fucking high,” Eddie says. 

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    27 Jul 2022

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    Even though Eddie's name has been cleared legally, he's still very much on trial in the court of public opinion. Dealing drugs isn't a lucrative occupation anymore, and getting a legitimate job in a town who still considers him a killer isn't much of an option, either. Eddie is beginning to think skipping town and starting over somewhere no one knows his name is the only chance he has left. Steve has another idea.

    AKA: Steve gets Eddie a job as an anonymous columnist at a local newspaper.

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    23 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this shit made me cry for no reason

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    Eddie and Steve have been spending a lot of time together since Vecna. They're co-parenting kids, getting high every night, and sleeping in the same bed. They basically share a wardrobe too.

    He thinks this is dangerous, its like they’re married, the casual sharing of intimacy, this space between them which feels like something and nothing all at the same time. He thinks it’s dangerous for him to pretend Steve sees it the same way, that one day Steve’s droopy, kind eyes are going to see right through him and he’ll lose this. This being a side of Steve’s bed that is his, a nightstand where his rings always pile, a drawer of shirts in Steve’s bedroom that only Eddie uses. He can’t lose it, so he shuts his mouth, turns out the light, and watches the slow breathing of sleep fill Steve’s chest.

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    21 Jul 2022

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    Three shots ring out.

    Steve hears them before he feels them; a warm, wet pain burning in his torso, intolerably excruciating.

    There’s a bundle of squawks and screams, outbursts of panic and anger, and it’s only when Hopper falls forwards to take Steve up into a slightly rough, protective hold, does he realize that two of those shots have lodged themselves in his own flesh and bone. (Realizes that he’d moved, instinctively, to shield El, despite never having spoken to her, who’d the gun had been so precisely pointed at, aimed for.)

    Steve Harrington watches his own blood pool and trickle over a series of hands pressed against him, small and large, soft and rugged, and for a moment, wants to stay like this. He can’t.

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    12 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i cried this is so sad

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    After everything that happened during Spring Break, life for everyone in Hawkins returned to somewhat normal. Well, aside from Steve's new friendship with one Eddie Munson.

    The gang decide they all deserve a break and head to Steve's family beach house for a week, featuring copious amounts of fluff, found family bonding, blurring (or completely ignoring) the line between platonic and romantic, and bullying being considered flirting.

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    11 Jul 2022

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    Steve, who recently lost his friend (but more importantly his gopher) Tommy, found himself in dire need of getting well and truly high. A problem that found him standing in the middle of Hawkin's trailer park at night, hesitating on the stoop of one particular trailer that he'd usually never risk getting caught dead at.

    Still... weed. The weed was gonna be worth it.

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    07 Jul 2022

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    Steve is a hopeless romantic with a notched belt of failed one-night stands and the idea that all of the girls in Hawkins are a waste of time. He's nearly ready to give up on love...until a doe-eyed boy Steve has never seen before walks into Family Video.

    Or: Steve works at Family Video and Eddie shows up sometimes...but they keep running into each other

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    04 Jul 2022

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    Nancy's look softened, her arms coming uncrossed, "Oh Stevie" She reached out and placed her hands on his cheeks, "it's something to do with Eddie, isn't it?"

    His eyes snapped up to look at her face, "How do you-"

    She smiled at him, "You can't see how you look at him."

    "How do I look at him?" He whispered

    Her right thumb swiped against the sensitive skin under his eye, "Like you looked at me."

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    04 Jul 2022

    Bookmarker's Notes

    only good for the sex

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    “Just relax.” Eddie runs his fingers through Steve’s hair and okay, that actually feels kind of nice. “This is happening, so you might as well enjoy it.”

    Robin laughs. “You’re gonna look so pretty, Steve.”

    “I’m gonna kill all of you,” Steve mutters but he sits still and lets Eddie muss up his hair probably beyond all recognition. “Seriously, none of this better leave this room.”

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    04 Jul 2022

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    Steve always knew he wasn't straight. He remembers being young and confused, and how pretty Tommy H's hair flowed whenever he played soccer. But he had always pushed it down, focusing on the fact that he liked girls. And the girls, they liked him back. But this was different. This was Eddie Munson, the freak, the man who could play guitar oh so well and sold drugs to nervous cheerleaders on sunny afternoons. But yet as he sat there and watched Eddie sway his hips to the beat of the drums, it became more apparent that he was, in fact, infatuated with Eddie. And that scared him.

     

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    Or, when Eddie invites Steve over to smoke with him, and Steve has no idea what he's in for.

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    04 Jul 2022

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