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I knew you were gonna catch me by marginess
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
12 Sep 2026
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«A safe space, somewhere he could breathe. I know things didn’t end well between the two of you - but did they actually end at all? I’m not supposed to tell you this - I know I’m not - but he asked me to, so… I’m just trying so hard to be a good friend: when they asked him what he’d miss the most, he said ginger ale. Hollander - Shane, I have never seen my man Roz drink a ginger ale.»
The room spins around him at full speed and Shane needs to hold on to the kitchen counter not to fall flat on his face.
“That better just be ginger ale, rook.”
“There’s ginger ale in the fridge.”
“Ginger ale cold enough?”Fuck, Rozanov.
or: Shane comes out to Ilya in Tampa, but terrified of what loving him would mean, Ilya walks away.
After Grigori Rozanov’s death, the loneliness Ilya has carried his whole life becomes too heavy to survive alone. Months later, he attempts suicide.
While hiding away at his cottage in Québec, Shane receives a phone call from Hayden Pike.
This story begins eight minutes later.TW: mental health issues - depression - suicide attempt
- Language:
- English
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- 42,666
- Chapters:
- 9/?
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- 884
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10 Sep 2026
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Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.
And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,378
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 819
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07 Sep 2026
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But first, he needs to not want to die. He needs to want to not die.
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“He thinks you like me. ...Do you like me?”
"...You are difficult to not like. It is very easy to fall for you."---
Ilya thinks Shane Hollander's boyfriend is an asshole, and he doesn't think that just because he's head over heels in love.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,837
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Comments:
- 743
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- 6,348
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06 Sep 2026
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Tell Me You Know (Tell Me It’s Okay) by inkstainzed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Sep 2026
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"Okay." Ilya takes a deep breath, letting it out. He lays down, resting his head on a pillow, and lays the phone on his diaphragm after he puts it on speaker. He hums, thinking. "Do you like chai actually? Or your, uh— friend, he decides for you?"
There's a long, long silence after that. Ilya swallows, hoping he hadn't asked the wrong thing. He went on a limb, in a way, because that's what Ilya always does. He assumes things, and butts in where he probably shouldn't and gives boys who look like they're emotionally one foot in the grave notes with his number on it. For some reason.
"No, he doesn’t." Shane says, eventually, and all Ilya's muscles un-tense. "I do really like chai. Caramel chai, mostly, if wherever I go has it."
"This can be arranged." Ilya says, his hands behind his head. "I am very good barista."
Shane snorts, then. Ilya makes it his goal to get him to laugh, and he'd say he's making pretty good progress so far.
Or, Shane is in a severely abusive relationship with his boyfriend, Ash. When they visit a nearby café one day, their server, Ilya, realizes something isn’t quite right between them.
Ilya can’t help but try and do something about it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 99,315
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Comments:
- 247
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- 1,047
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- 36,831
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06 Sep 2026
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Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).
or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 101,099
- Chapters:
- 18/22
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- 6,784
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- 14,670
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- 4,295
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- 373,812
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05 Sep 2026
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Dear PenPal, Cry Every Day Until My Next Letter by disappearordie, thedaisyfairy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Sep 2026
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In 2003, Shane Hollander is assigned a PenPal, and gains a friend. A friend who smokes, calls him boring, and gives him ridiculous nicknames.
Across the world, Ilya Rozanov practices his English with a curious Canadian boy whose name he can't fucking remember.
Or, before they were Canada's Shane Hollander and Russia's Ilya Rozanov, they were Cat and Elijah. Shane has no reason to suspect his childhood PenPal is his hockey rival, and Ilya has never even considered that the man he's falling for is also the boy he already fell in love with through letters and postcards.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 238,146
- Chapters:
- 32/?
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- 9,527
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- 5,945
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- 2,233
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- 219,919
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05 Sep 2026
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343-XXX-XXXX by pookiewookie111
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Jul 2026
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On a lonely night, Ilya starts texting his mother's old Russian phone number. He isn't expecting a reply.
(or a texting fic where Ilya doesn't realize the number he's been writing to shares an area code with a particular canadian city...)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,497
- Chapters:
- 6/10
- Comments:
- 177
- Kudos:
- 1,033
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- 278
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- 11,212
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04 Sep 2026
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Boyfriend Auditions by TwentyFirstCenturyJane
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
16 Sep 2026
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“They are so pretty. Pretty freckles on pretty boy and I want….”
Shane can’t breathe. Holy fuck he can’t breathe, every fucking fantasy he’s had since he was seventeen is right in front of him and he doesn’t know what to do.
“What…” licks his lips and watches as Rozanov leans forward, like he can’t help but try to be closer, “What do you want?”
A smile, slow and wicked, sharp canines that Shane wants at his throat.
“I told you, to be boyfriend.”
Or: In a world where there was no CCM hookup and they're just rivals, Shane has come out as gay, and Ilya isn't going to let that opportunity pass him by, leading Shane to a journey of discovering self-worth, fighting shitty team dynamics, winning the Stanley Cup, autistic meltdowns and maybe even leaving Montreal.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 199,300
- Chapters:
- 34/?
- Comments:
- 5,016
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- 5,337
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- 1,899
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- 223,353
Bookmarked by ochtans
03 Sep 2026
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Ilya is a perceptive bar tender. Shane is a handsome stranger that has checked his watch and the door a total of 20 times in the last 30 minutes. The other patrons are starting to take notice.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,289
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Comments:
- 176
- Kudos:
- 1,267
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- 214
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- 19,204
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01 Sep 2026
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My anon smut, because too many people in my life know my ao3 account for me to post these there lol (???)
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- 22,157
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- 4
- Bookmarks:
- 49
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01 Sep 2026
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it's been a long time running by resplendentreveries
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Aug 2026
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Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov/Kip Grady/Scott Hunter AU set approx. 7 years after the end of The Long Game. An exploration of the lines between friendship and partners in queer communities and the difference (or not so difference) between kissing your bros and polyamory.
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- 436,076
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- 7
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- 264
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01 Sep 2026
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all the ways you drive me crazy. by goldrushw
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Sep 2026
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“Found you.”
Hollander closed the folder. “Mr. Rozanov.”
“I’ve got something for you."
Before Shane could ask what he meant, Ilya placed the decorated badge on the counter between them. “Your ID badge.”
Shane looked first at the badge clipped to his white coat, then at the one lying on the counter.
“…My ID badge?”
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Where Shane is temporarily transferred to the pediatric ward after the previous anesthesiologist quits, only to find himself dealing with a crazy, curly-haired blonde nurse who already had his eyes on him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,163
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Comments:
- 460
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- 4,289
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- 1,452
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- 124,025
Bookmarked by ochtans
31 Aug 2026
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Shane = anesthesiologist
Ilya = nurseIlya writes cute notes & pictures to seduce
(Cute)Chaos ensuesDrawings included !
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How To Get Your Roommate To Show You His Hickies OR The Day Ilya Lost His Cool by zaraseasoned
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Sep 2026
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Ilya is so wrapped up in thoughts that he hasn’t noticed Hayden stopped talking to him to look behind him down the hall.
“Shane, man,” Hayden says “Get your beauty sleep in, huh?”
“You could say that,” a voice that sends a chill down Ilya’s spin says. Not because it’s unpleasant, quite the opposite. But because it sounds oddly familiar.
Ilya turns and is frozen in place. Mentally rubbing his eyes like a cartoon character.
A guy looking conspicuously like the one Ilya fucked last night is walking out of a bedroom and into the kitchen.
Ilya braces himself for the inevitable. Awkward small talk and pleasantries. Followed by fucking heart eyes.
"Hey,” Shane nods at Ilya and extends a hand, “Shane, you must be Ilya. Nice to meet you.”
The fuck!?
Why is Shane behaving like they didn’t spend a beautiful, extremely mutually gratifying night together?
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If only Ilya can get a peek under Shane's shirt he'll get to the bottom of why his new roomie is pretending they don't know each other. ITS EXTREMELY RATIONAL! Don't question it!
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30 Aug 2026
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rum & coke by strange_ghost
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Sep 2026
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Heat spread across Ilya's face. His mouth fell open slightly. He let out a short, stuttered laugh of disbelief. This couldn't- he was straight, he wasn't-
“Finally got you at your own game.” Shane's smirk widened to a smile, his hand clapping down on Ilya's shoulder to squeeze it slightly. For once in his life, Ilya was unable to find his voice.
“Damn.” Shane laughed, jostling him a bit. “If I had known this was all it took to get you to shut the fuck up, I would have started flirting back years ago.”
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When old college friends Ilya and Shane show up to their mutual best friend's wedding, they are ready to fulfill their duties as bridesmen. Even after years of not seeing each other, they fall right back into their usual banter.
Ilya loves to flirt with Shane. Shane loves to tell him to fuck off. It's a running bit. Nothing more than a joke between two friends; because Shane is gay and Ilya is straight and it doesn't actually mean anything…until Shane finally decides to flirt back, and Ilya's world suddenly tilts on its axis.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,379
- Chapters:
- 5/6
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- 4,038
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- 26,131
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- 8,788
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- 695,059
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27 Aug 2026
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Entering an actual relationship near the very beginning of when they first meet, Shane is still paranoid about pictures of them getting shared so Ilya buys him a Polaroid camera instead to document their relationship all the way back from 2012. The only problem is that he never intended for Yuna to find the album.
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“I know we can’t have pictures of each other, but I still want them,” he confessed, still fiddling with Shane’s hair for his own comfort. “And I thought maybe...if they were just ours, you might be okay with it.”Shane stayed silent, eyes glancing between his tense expression and the bag as he pulled out a Polaroid camera. His thumb was gripping it so hard he thought it might crack, his anxiety manifesting physically.
“Ilya...” He paused, finally sitting up a bit more. Enough that Ilya had no choice but to let his hand fall away from his hair or else, it would seem too clingy.
“Is fine, if you don’t like idea,” he clarified, even though the thought of being rejected terrified him more than he could possibly express. “Was just a thought—”
“I like it,” Shane interjected before he could spin himself into a tizzy he would deny ever feeling in the first place.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,192
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 314
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- 11,168
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- 2,080
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- 61,739
Bookmarked by ochtans
27 Aug 2026
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Hi Ilya,
My name is Shane! I don’t speak Russian, I hope that’s okay. I’m also 25 years old and I love hockey too! So we have some things in common.
I’ve never written an inmate before. I don’t really know why I’m doing this. I guess I’m lonely. I’m not very good at making friends or dating. I think maybe I can be a bit awkward in person, but I’m good at writing. So I hope that’s okay.
or Shane Hollander finds Ilya Rozanov on WriteAPrisoner.com and sends him an email.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,318
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Comments:
- 7,784
- Kudos:
- 37,948
- Bookmarks:
- 9,564
- Hits:
- 910,386
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27 Aug 2026
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Map Contact by Regolith (metonym)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
07 Sep 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, celebrated hockey star, gets perilously lost in the wilderness.
Shane Hollander, wilderness expert and #1 Rozanov hater, finds him.
They're stuck in the woods. Completely alone. Together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 143,248
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Comments:
- 17,746
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- 19,426
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- 6,257
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- 626,747
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26 Aug 2026
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shane craves the kind of intensity that his happy, long-term relationship simply cannot provide. ilya lives next door with his boyfriend, and wants shane anyway.
(or, two couples! one apartment building! and infidelity!)
Series
- Part 2 of blue collar ilya cinematic universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 245,790
- Chapters:
- 6/10
- Comments:
- 1,491
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- 4,002
- Bookmarks:
- 2,645
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- 310,172
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26 Aug 2026
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m2m by pookiewookie111
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
19 Jul 2026
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Ilya has two problems.
The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.
These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.
(or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 52,350
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Comments:
- 1,672
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- 17,725
- Bookmarks:
- 5,207
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- 294,918
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25 Aug 2026
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think twice (and come back for a third time) by lipsticktraces
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
10 May 2026
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Shane is heavier than he used to be; his weight bears down on Ilya in a new way. He’s put on pounds of muscle since Ilya last touched him like this. Ilya flattens his palms, skims them under Shane’s undershirt, feels the flat solidity of his abs, the bulk of his lats, the swell of his chest. It’s the same and it’s new, this body; it’s the boy he couldn’t stop thinking about when he was 18 and the man he loved enough to let go at 26 and the person who somehow always comes to find him when he’s lost.
A stranger, and the love of his life.
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or, Ilya's father doesn't die in 2017; Ilya breaks up with Shane instead of confessing his love. They get older, but not any less stupid about each other. Shane gets a boyfriend; Ilya gets on medication; they work on becoming whole people. And they always find their way back to each other.
OR a story for those who love Shane and Ilya's baby love but ALSO think it's hot when people in their thirties make active choices about who they are and what they want in their partner!!
Note: the "cheating" tag refers to the relationship between Shane and his aforementioned BF, not to Shane and Ilya cheating on each other.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,339
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Comments:
- 2,053
- Kudos:
- 11,278
- Bookmarks:
- 4,983
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- 290,360
Bookmarked by ochtans
23 Aug 2026